To Shawn

Today went by terribly. To start off my had a night mare which woke me up and then kept me awake for so long. Then, when the sun started rising, I thought, why not make a change and try to be the person I was before. So I tried to make some breakfast.

Pay attention to the word "tried". The minute I had opened the cupboard to get the fry pan, a whole bunch of pots and pans fell onto me, making a loud noise and waking you and Rosie up. Then, when you had gone to work and Rosie went back to sleep, I decided on cleaning the house. Ever since that day, my mind is everywhere and I keep messing everything that I don't. Why can't everything go back to normal?

By the time you came home, I had burnt myself, flooded the laundry, burnt the dinner I had made and a whole lot more. By the time it was night, I had, had enough. I went back into the study room, and cut myself. I am sorry about that, but it's just too much.

I love you to the moon and back.

Love you,

Madison