4:38 am.
Wide awake. Not even sleepy yet.

What have I been doing for the past hour? Reading a fanfic.

What fandom? Black Butler.

Plot: Modern AU. Everyone's still nobles and what not, no super natural stuff though. The story is about Ciel and Lizzy's daughter. Lizzy died in a car crash four years prior to the current events in the story. Ciel's daughter and her best friend are just always happy and such, but Ciel daughter didn't know her friend was going through heavy bullying. One of the "bullies" actually being Alois' daughter. Anyway, best friend decides to kill herself. So she makes a live stream telling all the bullies they better be happy. And that she's sorry for leaving Ciel's daughter all alone. Ciel's daughter and her bed friends manors were right next to each other so she hurried over to her best friend's house just in time to see her dead body. After her friends funeral, none of the bullies got word of what happened. And Ciel's kid got depression, anxiety, and insomnia following her friends death. So she went back to school and Alois's kid, Mekenna kept talking about Ciel's daughters best friend rudely. So Ciel's daughter slapped and slapped Mekenna, snapping that her best friend was dead. She got expelled from school for three days, and in that time she got cancer. From that point on, Ciel's daughter had to deal with depression, anxiety, insomnia, and cancer. Though things got a bit better. Mekenna realized she fucked up and apologized to Ciel's daughter and they became pals. From that point on, the story is just Ciel's little girl dealing with all this shit, and eventually it developed to stage three cancer. And she was told she had a week to live, and then Grell left red balloons for her and a very very sweet letter that made me cry, and finished it off by saying "this is not goodbye, this is just a see you later." And the next day, Mekenna came to visit her, and Ciel's daughter told Mekenna that she wanted to go to the park with everyone one last time. Mekenna nodded and promised she'd tell everyone. Ciel's daughter died over night, never getting her final wish.

What am I currently doing? Crying my freaking eyes out.