"Ryan!" I whisper shout to Ryan next to me, crossing my legs uncomfortably.

"What?"he asks smiling, and I swoon. But there's no time for swooning, I have a mission.

"I gotta peeeeee." I drag out tapping my left foot like a rabbit.

He rolls his eyes and turns back to Mr Lee.

"I'm not your damn teacher, you can go whenever." He waves a hand dismissively and two omegas stand up at the same time as me.

We all walk out discreetly with me dancing with my two left feet lol.

"Ugh!it's so fucking far!"I whine remembering the distance is like two to three flights of stairs from here.

I try to quicken my pace with my bodyguards behind me. They're now my friends but don't you fucking tell Ryan.

"Madame boss-"

"Don't call me that. Call me best friend Angel." I scold Clara, a tall, slender black haired coccasian.

"Best friend Angel...Uhh, I wanted to ask if you would be interested in...err... coming to my sister's quincinera? It's stupid." She mumbles.

Ughhh. Ayii.

"Clara for the last time, don't be scared to talk to me. I'm Mr Douche's fianceé not Mr Douche."

She grows silent but I keep rambling.

"Your idea isn't stupid, I love parties and it's cute that it's your sister's. I'm totally coming. Just give me the date and time nd attire and I'll be there with the pancakes."

She nods her head vigorously her blue eyes sparkling.

"Th...thank you!Thank you so much!"

I'm ushered into the bathroom after such a long time and I enter the stall and let it all out.

~laterrr~

I sigh and get out to wash my hands when I'm slammed against the wall.

My eyes are wide and defenses already up.

"What tha fu-"

"Ahhh. The little bitch who won't bow down."

Realisation sinks in. It's a Russian accent. And that's when I see his blonde hair and blue eyes....

Tha fuck?

"Oscar?"

He smirks mischievously, holding up a gun to my neck.

"Lovely, tell me I'm the best and I'll leave you alon-"

"What is it with you? Do you have some kind of ego issues? Is your penis the size of a baby carrot? Did mommy never kiss you? What is it with you?" I ask lowering his gun slowly.

He blinks surprised at my foolishness. Welp, what is it that's wrong with him?

He wants to kill me for not bowing down?

"I...." He says in his deep baritone voice.

"I, it's custom in this school for girls to bow down to me and you didn't so I."

His accent was thick. Holy crow!

"Are you serious? This is the 21st Century. You bow down to me bitch!"I yell this as I twist his nipples hard, his mouth forming an 'O' as he sinks to the ground. I follow him really putting pressure.

I make sure that he's in the most immense amount of pain.

"Uncle! Uncle! Únnnn...."

His eyes roll back into his skull.

"Is he....is he dead?"

I turn around sharply in panic seeing Zoe, Clara's partner in guarding me.

"Where were you!"I shouted.

They both flinched and chorused in stuttering rambles.

"You leave me for two minutes and someone's unconscious. Didn't Ryan explain that to you?!"

I don't have bodyguards so that I'm protected, I have bodyguards so that I don't kill another student.

~later~

You know, this school is starting to rub onto me.

People are being much nicer, Oscar is nice to me now, especially after I helped him out when somebody snuck some chemical substance into his drink during Poisons 101 last week.

He helped me out too that same day when I nearly sat on a pincushion that Brandy left for me on my chair.

That witch has some issues, I don't get why she hates me so much. She's already super pretty but she tries too hard.

She's too spoilt by her parents I guess.

But then again, it shouldn't be an excuse for you to pick on the most helpless looking girl in school, if you can call me helpless.

I disagree with the notion because quite frankly I have broken a few noses, on the same person.

I bet she changes her nose each time somebody breaks it. What I'm trying to say is, her nose is made out of plastic...fake.

Whatever.

Anyways, I'm leaving the Poisons lab with Mia and Amber...it's supposed to be our last lesson of the day.

We had our exam. Not to brag but I definitely passed.

Our assignment was to make rat poison out of the chemicals that were laid out for us. We were all given a bunny each, I named mine Rutabega.

He was so cute in the past tense. I fed him my poison and the little guy writhed in pain before his insides tore up inside of him and he died.

The poor bunny.

At least he didn't have to be cooked and eaten by me, he should consider himself lucky.

But I know that I'll be getting a good grade because of that.

"Hey did you all hear about the new student?" Mia said leaning beside me.

I shut my locker and face her.

"A new student? Who?" I ask.

The only new student was me and it's nearly the end of the year, why enroll now?

She shrugs and says, "I don't know. I bet it's a beta, we are very few this year."

Yeah, it seems that a lot of monarchs are dying out since it's the 21st century. All people can do is hold on to their wealth.

Somebody taps me on my shoulder and I turn around to see a cute redheaded Omega curtsy to me.

I smile at the gesture, "You don't have to keep doing that you know." She smiles at me shyly, not really looking me in the eye.

I notice that she's holding something that's absolutely gorgeous in her hand.

"Angel. Um...hi. Somebody told me to give this to you."

She hands it over, I take it from her and marvel at its beauty.

A vanilla frosted cupcake.

I wonder who it's from.

I look around then back to my new adopted baby.

Before taking a bite I notice something square sticking out of the icing.

Let's take it out then, don't want to get digestive problems.

It's just paper.

Looks like it's been folded carefully.

I slowly unfold it pressing it down nicely making sure it's completely flat.

Old habit of mine.

Maybe it's Ryan who sent this to me, I'm not surprised.

He knows my love of food is insatiable plus my love of notes.

The words are written carefully and neatly in cursive.

He has a steady hand and really put in some time into this, it shows just how much he cares.

"My gorgeous golden flame

How I wish to meet you again..."

Aww...he misses me already? My heart. We've only been apart for an hour and he already misses me?

Oh wait, there's more.

"Our departure caused me pain

Now I watch you by your window pane

Fantasize about you next to me in bed"

Hold up, what? We sleep next to each other every night, what is he talking about?

Wait, maybe I should just finish reading the darn note.

Carry on-

"But here you break my heart again

I love you but you sleep with him instead

Put me out like one of my cigarettes,

My love

When will you realize,

That I'll never stop,

Until I make you mine...

~L

My heart turns as heavy as lead sinking slowly into a sea of pain.

The room starts to spin and my breath is heavy and sharp waves of panic sweeping over me.

The cupcake tumbles from my trembling hands an audible splat sound following its ungraceful fall.

It can't be him, he couldn't possibly know where I am.

But his initials, the handwriting.

The last phrase rings in my head my mind rushing with confusion.

The lines, he watches me by my window pane.

This is worse than I thought, he knows where I live and he's probably known for a while.

But, he's supposed to be in prison for six year's minimum.

The way we left things, he's going to kill me.

"Angel, are you okay?" Their panicked voices are drowned just like all the ambient sound around me.

I'll never be safe from him now that

I know he's closer.

But I'm not in Wisconsin anymore.

How'd he find me?

I was finally moving on with my life, forgetting about the past and the pain it brings.

"Sweety, you're shaking."

Mia's worried face is looking up at me as she kneels.

"I'm fine, don't worry."

The two exchange looks and Amber says, "Um...I think it's best if we all just sit down."

I crumple the paper in my hand and stand straight shrugging it off.

"Let's go to my place shall we?"

Amber requests and I just breathe out.

"No that's not necessary." I say.

"But hon, you dropped a cupcake." Mia says, "You yourself said that if we drop food...you drop us. Now tell us what's wrong."

I can't tell them abut this, in as much as I want to i can't. I don't think that they'll want to hear this...about my past.

"Nothing's wrong. I just got distracted because of how beautiful this note is." I lie desperately trying to convince them.

They both narrow their eyes into squints then relax.

"Okay. We believe you." Amber says finally and inhales some air from her vape stick.

"You know that those aren't good for you right?"

She rolls her eyes, "You know that sugar's not good for you right?" I smirk.

Aight, she got me there.

"Touche."

"More like doucheé"