All oxygen supply is cut off and his grip becomes tighter.

A tear falls down my cheek as I remember what happened in Venice.

I crossed him and this is the way it's going to end.

What did I expect?

A huge reunion?

A celebration?

I hurt Ryan and destroyed his life, the least he can do is kill me.

I deserve it.

But I'll die painfully, as my neck is snapped and I lose feeling in every muscle and every bone.

I'll die happy knowing that it was justice done to the one who I hurt.

I loathe myself for being able to breathe in his presence.

I took what matters most for granted.

Burnt to ashes and burnt the ashes even more till there was nothing left.

I've never even uttered the three most important  words to him.

I'm such a loser.

"I love you Ryan."I manage to say barely in a whisper.

I start to get dizzy and my eyes start to roll back as I lose consciousness.

I am dropped to the floor and nearly slip into unconsciousness.

I cough uncontrollably rubbing my throat and gasping for air.

He walks up to me a sadistic glare covering the Ryan I once knew his eyes filled with hate.

He spits to the side and takes out a gun and points it right at me.

"Well I've never loved you."

My heart aches so bad worse than before.

The words cut deeper than a knife.

Soon the bullet would make contact with my forehead busting out my worthless brain.

I should've known that it would end like this.

But in some way I don't fully understand the situation.

Mia said that he was in a dungeon not some poshy living room.

The door bursts open and Zac runs in.

"Ryan put the gun down!"He shouts.

Ryan turns to him and points it at him.

Zac walks to him slowly his hand outstretched, he looks hella confused as he walks.

"Put the gun down."He says calmly but he doesn't bother.

Asher turns to an oddly happy Alejandro, "What'd you do to him?"He demands.

Alejandro shrugs and answers, "I reversed his memories. I'd suggest you start thinking of a way to get out before he starts shooting up the place."

WTF?!

"What do you mean?!"I demand anger rising.

"I mean he thinks you're his enemy and he's going to kill you."

"Why the fuck would you want your own daughter dead?!"Mia demands.

My heart breaks at the realization of all this.

"I've wanted her dead since she was born."

Another blow to my heart.

I was never wanted by any of my parents.

So what the fuck is this?!

I try my best to stand without losing my balance.

I limp towards Ryan and turn him around sharply.

He presses the gun to my head hard, pushing the back of my head.

Well, if I move he'll kill me.

If I don't move he'll kill me.

So here goes nothing.

"Are you going to just going to stand there gawking Mr Douche?Or are you going to shoot me?"

Something changes in his eyes as if they're softening.

The expression darkens before anything else happened.

His finger is closer to the trigger.

Well what I said worked.

So...

"Okay remember when I was bloated and you helped me fart?"

He raises an eyebrow and somebody stifles a laugh, "What?"

It was Amber.

"Not now Amber."I say gritting my teeth.

"Remember that? We did downward dog and everything and you took a different room to sleep in?"

He presses the gun against my head again, "I remember that."

A tiny bit of hope jumps in my heart.

"You destroyed my room."

Well hope's dead.

"Well yeah cause you told me to."

"Anyways, remember when I grabbed your crotch in seduction class?"

I remember that way too well.

It's taking everything out of me not to laugh.

"I quoted Shakespeare and switched up his phrase. Right?"

He rolls his eyes and scoffs, "You humiliated me in public."

"Did not, we laughed about it later."I object.

I'm running out of scenarios.

"Okay,okay!"I panic as he the gun cocks.

Fuck, what else happened of significance?

Um...when I killed Seth?

Uh...our first date?

Our first date!

"Remember when we were in Venice and you woke me up to take me out to dinner? It was the best night of my life. You told me a lot about you."

I laugh nervously recalling the funny memory.

"I got drunk and I wanted to go to the beach annd..and I stripped in front of you."

"Whaaa?"Somebody asks in the background.

Jeez I forgot that there were other people here.

"And we went to the beach and we danced to Lover by Taylor Swift!"

His gun seems to be lowering.

So I continue.

"I remember you sang in the most beautiful voice I've ever heard.I'll...I'll sing it for you."

I cough nervously, "Is she serious?"Zac asks.

I take offense but shrug it off.

I'm trying to save all of our asses whilst these dinguses act as if they're watching a movie or something.

I close my eyes and take a long and shaky breath.

Here goes nothing.

"We could leave the Christmas lights on till January.                                                                                             This is our place we make the rules.                                                                                                                             And there's a dazzling haze, a mysterious was about you dear                                                                   Have I known you 20 seconds or 20 years?                                                                                                        Can I-"

"Can I go where you go?"I'm cut off by his deep soothing voice.

My heart skips a beat and my eyes shoot wide open at this.

It's freaky hearing the person who's got a gun to your head singing a love song.

"Can we always be this close?" We sing together.

He lowers his gun and looks down at me his dark expression falling into one of confusion.

He looks at me and blinks three times.

"Angel?"

"What the fuck?!"Asher screams from behind us.

"It actually worked?"

I nod my head vigorously tears falling down my cheeks never looking away from Ryan.

"It's me."

He drops his gun and crashes his lips into mine wrapping his arms around me.

I missed this feeling.

This is pure ecstasy.

Nothing else in the world matters to me now.

A loud bang echoes and I pull away anxiously frowning.

Ryan's expression is mixed with confusion and pain.

He takes a step back from me and he places a hand on his chest and looks back up at me.

A red stain grows where his heart should be.

His hand is covered in blood and he stumbles back.

Alejandro is tackled to the ground and kicked swiftly by Zac.

He did this!

"No.No!" I shriek.

His knees buckle and he falls to his knees.

I fall with him trying to hold onto him.

He falls to the floor blood seeping out of his mouth, his breathing unsteady.

Tears stream down my cheeks and a sea of pain overwhelms me.

"Ryan don't die on me!"

He coughs out clots of blood the light in his eyes draining.

I kneel beside him pressing down on the wound panicking my heart beating faster.

"Ryan please!"I beg my cries turning into sobs.

He lifts a hand and cups my cheek smiling through the pain.

I hold his hand and sob harder my lungs barely taking in air.

Every breath is painful.

"Sto..Stop."He manages.

I relax my hands and stop pressing.

"Ang...Angel please."He says his voice barely coming out.

I can't believe any of this.

"Ryan please don't go."I beg anything to keep him next to me.

"Angel...I... I love you."

Those were his final words before he left me.

I collapse onto him sobbing greatly embracing his lifeless form.

"Ryan no.Please!"I beg. I beg with all my strength.

I'm wrenched away from him by my arms and I ignore the pain from my limbs.

My heart is heavier than lead, this painful this is excruciating.

I bury my head in Asher's chest and he holds me close to him.

I let it all out the pain never subsiding.

He's gone.

My love, my light.

Ryan's gone.

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