Doubt
Jessica woke up with a headache. She turned in her bed, the sun was blinding her, even with her eyes closed.
She tried to remember the evening before but all that came back were memories of the event. Has she been that drunk on stage?
Her body collided with something warm and solid. Jessica opened her eyes and looked with horror at the body laying besides her.
His head was turned and she could only see his hair and muscular chest. She realised that they were both naked under the thin sheet.
It has been a long time since she woke up with a hangover and an stranger in her bed. The 70s were long gone but here she was, not knowing who the man besides her could be.
Jessica pressed the sheet against her chest and moved up slightly.
Evan moaned, he had a dream about Jessica, again. How often did it happen these past four years? Yesterday would have been the last time he saw her. They would never work together again.
His heart ached, he missed her already and he would never be able to tell her about his feelings towards her...
The movement besides him startled him. He opened his eyes but didn't recognise the room. His head hurt and he figured that he didn't just drink too much the night before...
He turned his head and saw a woman sitting besides him in bed. She had shoulder lenght, curly hair. He couldn't see much more right now, the sun behind her was blinding his eyes.
Jessica rubbed her forehead, trying to relieve the pain. The man besides her seemed to wake up and she didn't have time to run towards her bathroom, her hangover preventing her from moving up at all.
Jessica looked down at him and froze. He had turned his head and she could see his face... Evans face!
Evan tried to sit up, he was used to feel like this after his break up with Emma but never before did he wake up with someone besides him. He rubbed his eyes and looked at the woman again...
*I must be dreaming... This can't be possible!*
Evan didn't know how to react, did his mind play some tricks with him? Evan was sitting besides Jessica, both naked and "dressed" with a sheet. He couldn't help himself and looked down her body.
Her gorgeous legs were clearly visible under the thin material and he got hard. He felt like a teenage boy, unable to control his body.
Jessica just looked at him, shocked. How could it be possible that she was in bed with him?! Did they sleep with each other? Did someone see them together? Thousands of thoughts were running through her mind.
Both tried to say something but no one could formulate a sentence.
Jessica tried to gain control of the situation. "Did we...?". She motioned with her finger between them. "You know... Did we... sleep together?".
Evan couldn't help himself and smiled. "I think so...". He tried to remember the evening and images of them in the booth and in the restrooms came back. His face turned red. "Yeah, we did."
His member jumped at the memories, this was what he wanted for years and they had amazing sex together, how could he regret that?!
Jessicas face turned white as the sheet. Never before had she had sex with someone so much younger than her. Yes, she felt lonely and sad but why did she have to jump into bed with him? Her mind started to scream at her "What about Emma?"
Evan looked at her face again, seeing her shock and discomfort. "We ended it a couple of weeks ago... It was the best for both of us...".
Jessica closed her eyes, at least they didn't cheat on someone. She let out a breath and fell back on the bed, this was too much excitement for one morning.
Evan watched her. Jessicas body was clearly visible under the thin material. He could see her stomach, hip and legs outlined... Only her breasts were covered by her arm, holding the sheet.
"I don't know how much you remember but both of us wanted it...Ok maybe I did initiate it". Evan got instantly shy.
Jessica was surprised "Why would you initiate anything?". She couldn't believe that Evan was willing to take things further. He was even younger than her son and as far as she knew, hasn't been with an older woman before.
Evan sighed and layed back down too, he looked into her eyes and smiled softly "I have a crush on you for years and I think that I... that I didn't think at all and just acted on instinct or feelings.".
Evan laughed, it felt awkward to tell her that but she deserved the truth.
Jessica just looked at him, unable to say something. It was difficult for her to understand it. The age gap was giant, how could he want something like this?!
Evan got even more nervous, he needed her to say something, anything. "I'm sorry if you feel embarrassed or uncomfortable but it's the truth. Look, both of us have been quite hammered last night and I understand if you don't want to repeat that but I would be willing to. No one has to know about it, we are just having fun without regrets and comfort each other...".
Comfort... that's what she needed, Jessica needed someone to be there for her. She felt so alone in the world but Evan couldn't offer what she really needed, a partner.
"Evan, I don't know if that's a good idea, I mean you're so much younger and to tell you the truth, I want an relationship, I'm too old for an affair..."
Evan laughed again "You aren't to old! Look, as long as we are both single, we can have fun and if the right man comes into your life, I will disappear...".
"Wouldn't that be awfully unfair to you?". Jessica just wanted to be sure.
"Last night was like dream come true, I never thought I would get the oportunity to be with you, so no. I would be happy to spend more time with you. No one will ever know about us and if you found Mr Right, I will just walk away...".
Jessica watched Evan as he moved near her. He layed only centimeters away from her, his face close to hers. "I just want you to be happy...".
Evan started to kiss her collarbone softly. His tongue ran across her skin and Jessica threw her head back. Evan pushed her arm, still holding the sheet, away. He uncovered her breasts and kissed them. He took one nipple inside his mouth and sucked softly.
Jessica moaned, it felt good and right. Nobody would get hurt...
Evan pushed the sheet from her body, it was the first time he saw her completely nude in the light. "You're so amazingly beautiful.". Jessica chuckled but didn't say anything. Evan moved down her body, kissing as much skin as possible.
He layed down between her legs and started to run his along her folds. Jessica gasped and grabbed his head, guiding him deeper.
Evan licked her folds up and down until he stopped at her clit and sucked softly. Jessica moaned and parted her legs even more.
How could something that feels so good, be totaly wrong?!
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