You wake up to your kwami kinks yelling at you. "WAKE UP Lillian, YOU HAVE SCHOOL!" You get out of bed and get dressed in you usual outfit. You look at you calender to see it was valentine's day. You put you black *sorry if that's not your hair color, it's not mine either but bare with me plz* hair in two pigtails behind your head. You head downstairs to see your grandfather had made breakfast. "Oh, good morning grandfather and happy valentine's day," you say softly not to startle him. "Good morning Lillian happy valentine's day, are you ready for school?" He asks. You nod and say "yes I am grandfather. Where's wayzz?" "Right here!" The turtle kwami says from the living room. You head into the living room and see wayzz fly at you. You smile as you put out your hand for him to land on. "I'm off to school now, keep an eye on grandfather and make sure he doesn't hurt himself ok, and happy valentine's day," You say. The kwami nodes and flies off to the kitchen to help your grandfather. You go back into the kitchen and grab a pack of beef jerky cut into small sizes for you wolf  kwami kinks. You were a special miraculous holder, you had the ability to work with all kwamis, but you have chosen kinks as your main kwami. She goes everywhere with you. Once you stuff the bag of jerky into your fanny pack *how ever you spell it* you open it for kinks to fly into and grab a breakfast sandwich that your grandfather made and say, "bye grandfather, see you after school is done!" He nodds and says, "see you later Lillian" you walk to school. Once you arrive you here a voice you knew all to well. "Well, well, well, look who we have here, little miss goody two shoes, so what good deeds do you planning on doing today?" Chloe asked. "Well let me think, I plan on helping the teachers grade papers, helping out people that you picked on, and telling them to ignore you," you replied with a strait face. She was mad. She walked up to punch you but when she swung, you just casually stepped aside making Chloe almost lose her ballance. This continued until a certain blonde appeared and said "what's going on over here?" "Oh the usual Chloe trying to punch me but failing," you say with a straight face. "Chloe can you stop?" Adrian asked. "Ok, anything for you my special little adrikins!" She said annoyingly. This didn't bother you for you one, see this everyday and two were trained to not show negative emotions, for your grandfather didn't want to run the risk of you being akumatized. You hear the bell ring signaling that class has started. You grab your stuff and head to class.

-Time skip, lunch-

You head over to sit at your usual spot *alone in a corner* when Marinette comes up to you and says, "hey Lillian! Come sit with us." "Why, I like where I sit," you reply with no emotion in your voice. "Well its cause you look lonely and you usually don't sit with anyone, and so, I wanted to know if you sit with us," she says. You think about it and decide to sit with them. Once you sit down you see Marinette, Alya, Nino, Adrian, Juleka, Rose, Alix, Kim, Myène, Ivan, Nathan, and Max. You take out your lunch to see a sandwich, an apple, two heart cookies, tea and a note. You smile as you read the note. 'Dear Lillian, happy valentine's day, I packed some special cookies for you and kinks, have a wonderful day ♡ your grandfather.' You smile as you tuck the note in your pocket and take a cookie out and put it in your fanny pack for kinks without anyone seeing. You then eat your lunch and eat your cookie. Once you finish, you through away you trash and the bell rings

-time skip, after school-

You head out off school to see Max, Kim, Alya, and Marinette. "What's going on?" You ask. "Kim is going to give something to his crush," Alya said fangirling. You smile and say, " I hope she loves it." You then walk back to your house. You were almost there when you heard screaming. You ran to the nearest allyway and say "kinks! Senses on!" You transform into your alter ego Loup *french for wolf, look up, french for wolf in Google and listen to the person say it in french and that's how you pronounce it.* You get up on the roof and look around. You see ladybug battling the villain who looks like a dark cupid. You rush over to help ladybug when you get stopped by chat noir. "Hello Loup, how your day been?" he asked with a smile. "Fine, but it'll be even better when we stop the Akuma," you reply. You try going to help Ladybug again but chat again stops you. "Loup, I need to tell you something important." he said. "What, can't it wait?" you ask. "No, Loup, look, I lo-," he stops as you see him get hit with one of dark cupids arrows. Chat then continues as his lips turn black, "Loup, I loath you, your not my friend, never was never will." This didn't phase you cause you know the training. You then say, "look chat, I don't want to fight you, but I will if I have to." You the pull out a bow and get ready to fire. "Well that's to bad, cause I do want to fight you!" he says charging. You fire and head over to ladybug who was at the park fighting dark cupid. You head over and say "ladybug! I can handle dark cupid, you take chat!" She looked confused at the last part but you quickly filled her in and she nodded. You fight dark cupid, it was an even fight with you both welding bows but you then hear chat say, "I've always wondered what would happen if I used my cataclysm on a person." You stop almost immediately and rush over to lady bug pushing her out of the way as you feel chats claw touch you. You then can no longer feel your left arm *cause that's where his cataclysm hit you* and you lose all feeling in your body. Before you go completely, you hear ladybug shout "NO! LOUP!" You then see black.

-3rd person, only cause your not there anymore ;)-

Ladybug was angry. She turned toward dark cupid and snatched his brooch and purified the Akuma. *I know that didn't happen like that but I would feel to awkward putting a ladybug chat kiss scene in a chat noir x reader book so bare with me plz.* She then turns toward chat noir who is back to normal and he askes "where's Loup?" "You got hit with one of dark cupids arrows and... you used you cataclysm on her," she replies. Chat was shocked. He started tearing up but ladybug said, "but I think I know how to bring her back." She then does her Miraculous ladybug thing and everything goes back to normal. You then appear on the ground where chat struck you unconscious.

-your pov-

You saw black. You then heard a voice. It sounded familiar. It was chats. You hear him say, "Loup! Loup, wake up, are you ok, say something *I'm giving up on you, lol, I'm sorry, I had to put it in*." You open your eyes to see a relived ladybug and crying chat. You then feel something hug you. It was chat. You heard him say, "thank god your okay." You smiled and said "shh, it's okay chat, I'm ok." You let him cry in your shoulder as you ask ladybug what happened. She told you what happened after you disappeared. You gave a frown. You then turn to chat who was still crying into your shoulder. "Shh, it's okay chat, just let it all out, I'm okay now." You smile as he started to calm down. You get up as you hear yours, chats and ladybugs miraculous beep. You look at ladybug and gave her the ok for her to leave. Once she does you look at chat who has calmed town and you hug him one more time. You then whisper in his ear and say "happy valentine's day kitty." You then kissed his cheek and went off leaving chat alone blushing. You head home and detransform as your grandfather says, "that was a noble thing to do Lillian, almost giving up your life to protect a friend, that's what I call a true hero." You blush out of pride and embarrassment. "T-thank you grandfather," was all you could get out and you head up to your room and give kinks some beef jerky. "Well that was, interesting," you say to kinks. "Quite," she replied.