AUTHOR'S NOTE- if you want the mature  scenes then go to mature scene book.

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RAE POV

He laid me on the bed and slowly undressed me. He gave gentle kisses to various body parts as he exposed my skin.  He removed all but my panties. I felt nervous. I wasn't sure what all the tingling to every part he touched meant. Maybe I wanted love, but my body wanted something else. The feeling of Nash' strong chest and muscled stomach under me, his gentle kisses, his soft touch, they made me want something more, even if my mind told me it was a bad idea. I did not want to take a chance of draining his essence.

He then stood up and I watched him remove all his clothes. All we had was the moon beams through the trees as light.  He then moved back to the bed and I ppafes my hands on his shoulders and trembled. cling to his shoulders. His hand touched me. "I can still see the uncertainty in your eyes. Something is scaring you. I don't think we will go any farther or I might loose control."

I didn't say anything, only tried to calm my breathing. Nash's heartbeat was strong and fast beneath my cheek.  I said in the quietest whisper. I was half-scared and half-curious.  "You think you'd lose control?" I whispered.

"I know it and right now I still don't think your ready for the next step," Nash whispered back.

"Maybe you underestimate yourself. Do you want me to touch you to help you feel better?"  my voice trembled and I  trailed my fingers over his chest. I wasn't sure if I was trying to convince him or myself. He had scared me, but I was scared of what I could do to him and not loosing my virginity. I think I was falling in love with him and I did not want to kill him.

Nash then leaned down and gave me a gentle kiss on my lips. "No. Now snuggle up next to me. We will go your pace and as long as your scared and unsure we go no farther until you say you are ready."

ULIMA POV

I woke the next morning and the room was just starting to fill up from the sunrise.  My head was laying on Nash's chest instead of the crook of his arm like it had before I fell asleep. I noticed I was in my natural form and my Kitsuni tail was curled up over Nash's stomach. My naked breasts pressed against him. I had slid down his body over night and his stiff length was pressed against my leg. I shifted carefully and peered up into Nash' face. His eyes were closed and he looked so peaceful in sleep.

Curiosity gripped me. I'd never seen an erection but I was worried about waking Nash. After what he'd said, I really didn't want to risk him losing control. I carefully lifted up the blanket to peek down at him, but  suddenly a buzzing came from the nightstand and Nash sat up quickly to grabbed his phone. I squeaked. He took me with him, one arm steadying me around the waist, the other reaching for his mobile. But the new position had made me slide down his body and now his erection was between my legs, its length pressed up against my core. I was practically riding it like a witch on a broom. I'd never been more grateful for my underwear. I stiffened and so did Nash, the phone already pressed against his ear. I tried to get into a different position but that only made him rub against me. He groaned and I froze. I then rolled off him. Nash's eyes dilated as his fingers on my waist tightened. "I'm fine Jeremy," he rasped. "You just woke me up. He glanced at the clock. "It is not even 6:30 in the morning. I will call you back later." He then hung up." I glance down and saw the blanket did have a tent pole

He sank back slowly with all the control he could muster.  "Ulima," he said and I turned toward him and looked over his shoulder. He reached over and tilted my head so I was looking at his face. There was hunger on Nash's face when I finally met his eyes. One of his hands rested on my cheek and the other was running through his hair. His abs were taut with tension, actually every inch of his body seemed that way. Suddenly I was overcome with shyness. Why had I thought it was a good idea to take a look at him? I risked another peek and could still see the tent pole beneath the blanket. My face went red.

"If you keep looking toward me with that  expression, I'm going to combust."

"I'm sorry if my expression bothers you, but this is new for me. I've never seen a naked man. Every first I'll experience will be with you, so..." my voice trails off.

Nash sat up and lowered the blanket. "It doesn't bother me. Look all you want.  I'll enjoy every first you'll share with me." He stroked my cheek. "You don't even realize how much you turn me on wether your Rae or Ulima."

He was now sitting up and he pulled me up beside him. Our faces were close and he pulled me in for a kiss. I pressed my palm against his shoulder, then slowly ran it down his chest to his stomach. I could feel his stomach tighten up and then shudder with my touch.  Nash stopped kissing me. "Last night you asked me if I wanted you to touch me."

"Yeah," I said, my breath catching. "Do you want me to touch you now?"

The lust in his eyes caused them to darkened. "More than anything, but only if your ready."  He reached out for my arm pressed against my breasts. "Let me see you." He curled his fingers around my wrist but didn't pull. I hesitated. He'd seen them yesterday in the moonlight, but now I felt more exposed with sunlight starting to come in. Slowly I eased my arm down. I sat very still as Nash's eyes roamed over me. "You're beautiful, my little vixen"

I didn't know what to say.

"Do you want to just touch each other? he asked.

I nodded and we brought each other relief.

I laid my head down on his chest and closed my eyes, listening to the thundering of his heart beat. He kissed the top of my head as our breathing slowed. He pulled the blankets up over us and we drifted off to sleep.

I woke up again and saw it was a little after 10am. I looked as Nash still sleeping. I quietly slid out of bed and picked up my clothes that were thrown on the floor and dropped them into the hamper. I went into my closet and grabbed a shorts outfit. I then went and jumped into the shower.  Once I was showered I went downstairs as Rae. I grabbed a bowl of cereal. I left a note that said, went to the store and will be back later.  Then I grabbed  my purse and car keys.  I took off toward Mystery Spells Plaza.  I walk to the store front that the sign says Inner Space.- Meditation.

RAE POV

I walked to the door and see the sign on the door that  says closed. It does not open for another 20 minutes.  I looked around and see another couple stores that capture my attention. I go in and purchase a hot tub in one and a bikini in another.  I send Nash a note, "are you up?"

"Yes, where you at?"

"Going to be checking out a place Aunt Mary told me about. Wanted to know would you be able to be home tomorrow for a delivery while I go through orientation as new hire at the library?"

"I have no plans for then. I was going to run and get the last of my stuff from my apartment and move it into Conway's room today. I can spend tomorrow unpacking it."

"Cool. Thanks. Let me finish the purchase then. Then go to the other place.  Then will pick up a few groceries that was used up. Do you want anything special from the store?"

"Chocolate Mint Icecream, chocolate syrup, nuts, cherry and whip cream."

"Ok. See you later tonight. Will you be back in time for supper? Just was going to have leftovers from the party"

"That is fine. See you then." I finish my purchases and walk to Inner Space.  The door is opened, but I go drop my purchase off in my car.

I go back to the store and look inside through the window. I am feeling nervous, but Enuck suggested I try chakra meditation. A man in his late 20s walks behind me and says, "you sure are concentrated hard on that sign. Are you debating about going in?"

I jump and turn toward the voice. "This place was recommended I stop by and see if they offer Chakra meditation or know someone who does." I am nervous so start rambling, "I just am nervous. I just am scared it won't help me. If it doesn't help me then I won't be able to control my..." I gasp and throw my hands over my mouth. I think to myself you idiot you almost told him about your power.

He grins, leans in and whispers, "power? We have a lot  of witches that come here for that just after they get an element. What element is yours?"

"Fire"

"Now I see what they said Chakra since that is the most dangerous element to have. Come inside my name is Ethan. My family owns this place. My sister, Eve is who you should talk to. Her and my aunt practice that meditation. I smile at him and follow him inside. "Eve, I have a new friend who needs you or Aunt Erma's guidance."

I see a young woman who walks from the back of the store. She smiles and walks toward me. She holds out her hand and I take it. The smile then turns to a troubling look. She grabs a couple things off the shelf and starts pulling me to the back of the store. "Ethan, call Aunt Erma. I will need her. Then she pulls me into a room and closes the door, "when I touched your hand I saw a burning fox with many tails. Your familiar has the potential to be powerful or destroy you. Put this bracelet on. It will help protect you. When you get home you will set these stones through out your home."

Just then an older woman who looked in her late 90s walks through the door. She sees Eve and I. She sees Eve's concerned face and my scared face. "Land sakes child. What did you say? You just scared her." She then turns to me and takes my hand. "Aww so you are a Kitsuni who is coming into her power late in life." I look startled at her. "Yes I grew up around Kitsuni until my family moved here when I was 7. I was good friends with a Kitsuni name Samue."

"You knew my  Noc Samue?" [aunt] "she died before I was born."

"It was after her death my parents moved us here. They wanted to get us away from the Obsidian Coven. It was from them I got introduced to the  Chakra idea and been working  to pass it on to my family. I now can teach her all I know now  that she knows about Kitsuni. The first thing we will do is  light some incense for the area I have chosen which is Red. Lie down on a comfortable surface, in the future be wearing loose clothes that you don't mind getting oil on. Attend to your comfort with a blanket and a pillow under your knees or head. She hand me one and I out one below my knees and head. Take a few minutes to breathe deeply and slowly into your belly (actually into the lower third of your lungs, but your belly will rise and fall if you're doing it correctly!)

Once you feel relaxed, sit up and you will  be shown how you anoint your body with the chakra essential oil. I have chosen the oils  for this time. Use only a few drops, and apply it slowly in a clockwise direction with your fingertips. You start with your feet since that is your foundation for your body. Then you  can anoint it to your tailbone. Move up to your lower back and around to your belly button. Slowly move up to your chest, neck, between your eyes and the top of forehead.  With the oil on your fingers rub the red stone on your bracelet. Once you are done then lay down again. Just keep breathing in and out.  Turn your attention to the location of the root chakra, right below your tailbone. Notice any tightness in the area. Since the root chakra's element is red, try picturing a red glow at the base of your spine. This glow will slowly expand, making the whole area warm and relaxed. Being a Kitsuni you will need to learn to master the red first." I then breath in and out concentrating on the base of my spine. I drift off feeling the warmth indulge my body. "Rest in this position for 3-5 minutes." When you're ready, slowly open your eyes. Sit up slowly for a few minutes. Now I suggest you drink this large glass of water and eat a piece of fruit before continuing with your day. Only do this once every two or three days at home. Then come here once a week for us to farther your studies of this mediation. If you need help at home don't hesitate to call and we can guide you through it again over the phone. Once you moved into a deep meditation I out together a Chakra bag. This bag is complements of me because of my friend and your Noc Samue."

"Thank you." Then as I was walking out of the store I saw a Chakra shelf that caught my eye, and purchased it. I then drove home and I notice Nash is not home. I carried my purchases into the house and placed them in the office. I felt tired and decided to  go upstairs. I lay down and next thing I know it is morning.

I wake up to the smell bacon and eggs cooking I glance at my clock and see it is 7:30am. I get up and put on my white blouse and pull the red MSU school uniform on I then put on the plaid skort. I add my white socks and black tennis shoes. I glance at myself in the mirror and think this skirt is just to short for a school uniform.  I then go downstairs to the kitchen. I see that Nash is placing everything on a tray and I walk up behind me and wrap my arms around him in a hug. "Good morning. I am sorry I crashed on you last night."

"I checked on you and you were sound asleep. I heated up some supper. Then went to my room to read. I figured you needed the sleep." He then turned around and gave me a kiss. "Since you are up why don't we just eat on the back patio? I was going to serve you breakfast in bed since today is your first day of work at the library."

After breakfast I went to the office. I pulled out all the stuff that I bought or was given from Erma at Innerspace. Then I set up the shelf in the corner and set the yoga mat beside it.

I glanced at the clock and noticed I had to be at the library for orientation in 30 minutes. I went downstairs. I kissed Nash goodbye, "don't forget at 10am I have a delivery and set up for the hot tub I bought yesterday."

Then I dashed out the door as I heard he say, "you bought a hot tub?"

NASH POV

I went to my room and began to organize everything in my room. Then about 9:50 I heard the doorbell and went to answer it. The guys had arrived with the hot tub. They set it up on the back porch. When they got ready to leave they reminded me it would take 2-3 days for the new hot tub to be warm enough for use. I smiled and made plans for Friday night.

On Friday when Rae got home from her first week of work I said, "the hot tub is ready for use. Why do t you go get in your swimsuit."  When she came downstairs I was in mine and swept her up into my arms. I carried her to the deck where I had set up a romantic meal for two.

She looked at the table and saw the candles, steak, rose petals and smiles, "this is so beautiful." She leans forward and gives me a kiss. Then I gently lower her to her chair. "I wanted to make tonight a special night. You just ended your first week at the library. We have had a couple wonderful talks with our grandparents this week. Your training seems to have been working. I wanted to end this week in a special way." We then talked and laughed. When our meal was done my eyes traveled over her as I pulled her out of the chair to stand by me. I slipped a hand over her hip. "You are perfect," I said in a low voice. With a gentle nudge, I led her over to the hot tub.  I saw her shiver. I lifted her into my arms. She gasped and her hands rested on my chest.  I could feel her heart was beating fast against my chest. She buried her face in the crook of my neck, trying to relax. I gripped her and lifted her up into my arms and stepped into the hot tub and slowly lowered us into the hot bubbling water.  She sat on my lap with her face still hidden from my view. I kissed the to of her forehead. "There is no reason to be shy and nervous tonight."

RAE POV

"I'm nervous because I feel vulnerable,"

"Why don't you try to relax and enjoy this?" He lifts my chin up until our lips were almost touching and our eyes gazed into each other.

I lowered my gaze to his chest again. "Promise me that you won't hurt me and send me away like my family did."

"Why would I hurt you? I would not do anything to hurt you until we make love" Nash asked. "I told you I won't go beyond what your ready for with you unless you want me to. I have no plans to ever send you away."

"So you will hurt me when we make love
together?"

Nash lips twisted into a smile. "Not on purpose would I ever hurt you, but with  it being your first time there's no way around it." He kissed my neck. "But tonight I want to make you feel the pleasure. Trust me."

I trusted him, but another bigger part wanted to pretend our making love would have no consequences. It was myself I could not trust.

Nash ran his  tongue trailed over my throat And made me forget what I had been thinking. He stopped over my pounding pulse and sucked my skin into his mouth. I shivered from the sensation. His body was hot and hard against mine. He shifted, pressing his erection against my thigh as his lips claimed my mouth. The kiss sent small lightning bolts through my body but I needed this to be more than physical. I wanted to know more about the man I'd spend the rest of my life with.

I froze at that thought and started to pull back. He growled at me and pulled me even harder against him to deepen the kiss before he lifted his mouth from mine. He then looked at me with his eyes questioning as they settled on my face. I kissed his cheek and placed my around his neck. "Can we talk for a bit?"

It was obvious from Nash's expression that talking was the last thing on his mind.  He lifted me off his lap and set me on the seat next to him. He leaned against back against the hot tub, "What do you want to talk about?"

One of his hands then slid lower and began caressing my thigh. I didn't allow it to distract me from my goal, even if it was very distracting. The hungry look in Nash's eyes didn't help either. "I just want to get to know you better. When did you first know you had a gift?"

Nash started slowly moving his hand to my inner thigh and slipped under my bikini bottoms, rubbing his finger along my folds. I should have pushed him away, but instead I opened my legs a bit wider."I was 6 when I had my first encounter," he rasped. Nash kisses  my neck, then drew back. He hooked the fingers of his other hand under my swimsuit top and pulled it down. My breast sprang free, gooseflesh covering my skin and my nipples erect. Nash did an indrawn breath as he stared at my breast. Then he  lowered his lips  and kiss them.   "You are mine," he said as he kisses my lips more firmly but even slower.

"Yes, I'm yours forever," I whisper . This hand hands and lips were magical. He didn't stop. He was relentless until I found release. He drew back from me. I already wanted his lips and tongue back on . I pressed myself against his chest, my tongue battling with his. "Let's go inside. I want you again."

I nodded my head and he leaped out of the hot tub and helped me to my feet. Then he lifted me into his arms and he carried me inside."

"He lowered me to my feet in front of his bed and disappeared in the bathroom only to return with a towel. He wrapped the towel around me and started to rub me dry gently. I closed my eyes, enjoying the feel of it.  Nash dropped the towel, leaving me naked. His hands slid up and down my arms. My entire body was covered in goose bumps.  Nash made me lie down on the bed before he straightened and slid down his swim trunks. He'd put his finger into me, maybe now he wanted to do the next step. Maybe I was confused about a few things at the moment, but I knew one thing: I wasn't ready for that. I was afraid I would hurt or kill him.

I still barely knew the man in front of me, and sleeping with him, letting him into me like that was too much, too soon until I could be sure I would not hurt him. I moved my legs together and scrambled back. Nash paused, one knee already on the bed. "Rae?" His fingers curled around my calf and I jerked back and pulled my legs against my chest. He sat beside me, his length almost brushing my leg. "Say something."

"This is too fast," I said quietly. "I am afraid I could hurt you."

"Because I got naked? You've seen me before. You even touched it. "

My face burned. "I think you're trying to manipulate me. If I gave you the chance, you'd go all the way today."

"You bet I would, but I can't see what manipulation has to do with it," he said with a hint of anger in his voice. "I want you. I never lied to you about that. I'm going to take whatever you are willing to give, and you were willing in the hot tub. I won't do anything that could hurt you."

"It isn't you hurting me that I am scared of. I am afraid the Kitsuni in me could hurt or kill you. A Kitsuni is a very sexual being, but having sex with a human can kill them. Nash, I love you and cannot be the one to cause your death." I gasped and realized I just had admitted to loving Nash. I quickly jumped out of the bed and transform into Michic and ran out of the house into the woods. I felt like I was birningZ I was out of control. I wondered what is going into. This confusion makes me run harder and farther from the one I love.