DAHYUN'S POV

"Wait, these four are mine." I took the toys that I bought for my family and for Jimin. Hansol and Chaeyoung looked at me weirdly, probably wanting an explanation why did I bought toys for myself. "Are you guys hungry? There's a really good pie store around here."

"Ah! I know that place! We used to come there all the time!" Chaeyoung said in excitement. "Do you still have time?" She asked Hansol and he nodded as he smiles. Since he still have a few hours, we decided to stop by at that pie store to eat some snacks because we're really hungry!

Hansol drove us three to that place and paid for everything we ordered. I wanted to tell him that it's really okay, but he keep on insisting that it's nothing for him. Aigoo, what a rich kid!

As we were talking, we heard a phone call and it seemed to be Hansol's phone. He looked at the caller ID first before excusing himself. He stood up and exited the store so he can talk to that person privately.

"Chaeyoung-ah," Chaeng looked at me with a full mouth. "You didn't mention to me that you had a secret relationship with Joon oppa before." Her eyes widened and swallowed her food quickly before drinking her frappe. "It's completely okay, tho. I don't have any grudge."

Her cheeks reddened, "A-Ah, I can't tell you because it's a secret." She pouted and sighed. "That was 2 years ago, Dubu. We can just forget about that."

"If you guys are still together, you'd be my sister-in-law in a few more years from now." She giggled and shook her head sideways repeatedly.

"I'm already happy with Yoongi, Dubu." She answered and Hansol came. He sat down beside me and continued eating his egg tart.

"Mom told me to come home after I eat." Hansol told us. I looked at his plate and got shocked to see that it's already empty. He eats so fast! He then stood up and took his jacket. "I'm really sorry, Chae, Dahyun." He apologized.

"It's not a problem, Hansol." I smiled at him. "You can take home the gifts for a while since we'll be visiting the orphanage tomorrow to give them those--"

"Dubu, tonight is his flight to Los Angeles. He can't keep those." Chaeng suddenly said which made me realize things. I sighed.

"Maybe you can drop that off by my house, then." He nodded and bid his goodbye to us. He even kissed my forehead and patted Chaeng's head before leaving. I knew that Chaeng got surprised when Hansol did such a thing, but I don't mind.

He bid his good bye once more and exited the pie store. I wonder what did his mom say to him. Maybe something important came up. We watched him drive away before returning our gaze to one another.

"Okay, what's the real catch between you and that guy?" Chaeng asked as she cuts the tart in half.

"We're just friends, okay?" Her eyebrow raised, probably unconvinced. "How about that Eunwoo guy? I thought you two are dating each other? What happened?"

"We dated before, but that dating lasted for just a month since I had to date Hansol for the next month. I'm arranged, remember? I have to choose between Eunwoo, Hansol and Jimin." She ohh-ed and we continued on eating our food. As we were eating, I saw a familiar guy walk in the shop. Of course, it's Joon oppa and the drummer of their band, Yoongi.

"Two coconut tarts, please, and two cups of coffee." I heard Joon oppa say to the cashier. He looked around the place while Yoongi is scrolling something on his phone. Our gazes met, so he smiled and excused himself from Yoongi.

"Dahyun-ah!" I glanced at Chaeyoung and she seemed to be petrified upon hearing Joon oppa's voice. "Why are you here?" He smiled.

"We just dropped by to eat some snacks." I answered and looked at Chaeyoung very swiftly. She's so awkward right now, like she can't even move her muscles. "How about you?" I asked.

"We're hungry and this is the nearest place there is." He smiled, showing off his deep dimples.

"Joon," Chaeng turned around so fast to face her boyfriend. Namjoon oppa's eyes widened a little when he saw Chaeng. Yoongi seemed surprised as well, but he recovered very quickly. "Why are you here?" Yoongi then kissed Chaeng's forehead while Namjoon oppa looked away. Okay, this is definitely a love triangle. Why is the world so small?

"We're having snacks." Chaeng answered with a smile. Yoongi glanced at me swiftly and return his gaze to Chaeng quickly.

"Can we share a table with you guys, then?" Yoongi asked. Maybe he's not aware of what happened between Chaeng and Namjoon oppa before. I don't know what should I feel. I feel like a fourth wheel in this love triangle.

Chaeng is awkward. She's not looking at Namjoon oppa. Why would you ever look at your ex, right? Wait--you can, if you're moved on. Wait, so Chaeng haven't moved on from Namjoon oppa yet? She's so awkward with him! If that was 2 years ago already, she should've moved on already and is able to talk with him comfortably.

I glanced at Yoongi. He fed Chaeng and wiped his girlfriend's lips after feeding her so sweetly. Chaeng looked at me and half-smiled.

"Namjoon-ah, why aren't you eating?" Yoongi asked my brother who haven't touched his food. He didn't even touch the bread knife.

"A-Ah, I'm sorry. I was just a little spaced out." Namjoon oppa started eating as well and we started a conversation. They told us that they'll be taking us home since they don't have anything to do anymore. We hesitated to say yes at first, but they insisted, so we just went with them.

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I sat down on the couch and rested my head on the headrest of my seat. I sighed and stared at the ceiling. It's 18th of December already and in a few days, Christmas will be celebrated. This is my first Christmas with my actual family.

I celebrated Christmas with Chaeng and her family before, but I usually celebrate it with myself. I walk around the busy streets of Daegu and sometimes sleep at the park with the pigeons because I don't feel alone whenever I'm with them. It's kind of lonely, but it's okay. I got used to it.

I usually don't receive any gifts except from Chaeng. She gives me gifts every Christmas and I give her something in exchange. I sometimes get shy because she always buy me things that I don't even need. She really became my sister at the time that I lived alone, by myself.

And that is probably the feeling that Jimin will feel. He will feel alone because this is the first Christmas that he won't spend with his family. He will surely feel lonely and empty and somehow, I want to fill that emptiness and replace that loneliness with joy. I want him to remember me this Christmas because this is our first Christmas together. I just have to ask dad if I could go to him at 24th of December, but I guess he won't probably let me because it's my first Christmas with them.

I want to spend my Christmas together with the person I love the most and with my family as well. Sigh.

"It looks like you're thinking about something deep." Jin oppa suddenly jumped on the couch. He smiled and asked me what was I thinking about.

"I'm happy that I'll be spending my  Christmas with my family." I smiled back and he let out a soft chuckle.

"It's our first time to celebrate Christmas with you, too. I feel overwhelmed." He answered and caressed my head. I looked down and sighed. I felt his smile fade and it was replaced by a worried frown. "What is it? What's bothering you?"

I sighed once more, "I want to spend it with Jimin, too. His parents will surely not visit him because of what he did. He will feel lonely." I told him. He looked worried. I'm worried of Jimin's situation.

"How about..." he paused. "...celebrating with our family and him?" My eyes widened in confusion.

"Huh? What do you mean, oppa?"

"Let's all go to him and celebrate our Christmas with him." He smiled. I'm at a loss for words. I never realized that he's this kind. "I'll talk to dad." He patted my head before fleeing while I'm still jaw-dropped.

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