DAHYUN'S POV

I agreed to Eunwoo's deal. We started dating for real and tried to convince myself to fall for him. I am trying and giving my all, so I'll be able to fall for him.

We had dated for 2
weeks already and a one week more, our deal will be off. I have to go out with Hansol on December.

"Dahyun-ah," he suddenly sat beside me and closed my notes. I looked at him shyly and didn't dare to look at him straight in his eyes. I am feeling guilty whenever I look at him. He then interlocked my hand with his, "Let's go out later."

I nodded slightly. I saw him smile and it made me feel more guilty. I am giving him hope for the two of us. It will be entirely my fault if he falls for me harder.

"What are you doing by the way?" He asked me, flashing his perfect white teeth.

"I'm finishing our schoolworks early." I answered with a low voice. Since we started dating, it became awkward for me to talk to him. Imagine your friend likes you, but you don't feel anything special for him. Doesn't that make you feel guilty?

"So we could spend time more?" He chuckled, but I just replied him with a half-smile. He neared his face to mine and my eyes are almost crossing because of how near his face is. He smiled playfully, "I really want to be your first kiss." It's a whisper, but I heard it clearly.

"W-What?"

"Nothing, I just said that you're too cute to handle." He then patted my head and he went back to his original seat. I was still dumbfounded from what he acted. He wants me to be what? I tried ignoring him, but he keeps on coming back inside my mind.

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Just like what Eunwoo promised, he took me out for dinner. Even though he's the person infront of me right now, I'm thinking of someone else. And that's Jimin, of course. I hope he's doing well. It's been two weeks since we last saw each other and I'm longing to see him. I want to check if he's doing fine. I hope he's recovering fast.

Mina is going to school, but not that often. Whenever we're paired by our teacher, it's awkward for the both of us. I'm still waiting for the right time to say sorry to her since I offended her without myself knowing. I'm kinda regretting my words. I wish I wasn't that harsh on her.

"What are you thinking of besides me?" Eunwoo snapped infront of me. I rolled my eyes at him and giggled a bit. "It's nice to see a genuine smile from you." He rested his chin on his palm while his elbow is on the table. Boyfriend look. "How are you feeling?"

Our orders were then served, "I'm pretty okay."

"You're not feeling anything special towards me yet?" I was surprised because of his question. It was awkward for me to answer it. "It's fine if you won't answer. Maybe I'm not trying hard enough."

I lowered my head, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I wasn't able to fall for you. I did try my best to divert my attention to you, but I won't just fall." I apologized to him. He took my chin and raised my head to level his eyesight.

It hurted me to see his left eye release a single drop of tear while he's giving me a hurted smile.

"It's not your fault." He smiled even wider. He took back his hand and sat properly. He then sighed, "Maybe we should stop, then."

I was astonished, but eventually recovered. "What do you mean by that?"

"It's not bad if I should give up, right?" He wiped his tears using his sweater. "I lost. Maybe it's better off if we really are just friends." He started eating and I'm still frozen from his statement. It made me feel more guilty.

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He stopped his car infront of our house and then looked at me, "Thank you for today, Dahyun."

"Are you alright?" I asked him, worried. He just nodded slightly and smiled sweetly. "C'mon, Eunwoo. Don't lie to me." I pouted and tried to act cute in front of him. He laughed and pinched my cheek.

"I'm okay now. It's okay for me if we're just friends." He took his seatbelt off and hugged me. "Thank you, again, for everything." I sighed as I hug him back. He escaped and messed my hair up and I glared at him for that. I repeatedly punched his biceps annoyingly, but he just laughed at me.

"Thank you, too." I smiled and hopped off his car.

Before leaving, he rolled the window down and said, "Good night, best friend!" I waved back at him and entered the house. I was confused to see the house pretty messy. There's a lot of snacks on the center table and there are also shoeprints on the floor.

And then I heard my brother, it's Jin oppa. He's holding his guitar and hugged me when he reached me.

"How was your day, baby sister?" He asked me. I told him that it's pretty okay and then stared at the trash in the living area. He noticed that I was staring at it, so he apologized. "We have a visitor that's why it's messy here." He scratched his nape.

I just nodded to agree, "Who's that visitor?"

"Our bandmate and his girlfriend." Girlfriend? "Yoongi's girlfriend is the same age as you. Why don't you go to the band room and check it out? She's writing our song." He dragged me towards the band room. I didn't know that we have a band room. I've been living long enough here, but I haven't explored the whole house yet.

We reached a red door and then he opened it. As soon as he opened it, my ears started bleeding--well, not literally. The music is just too loud. Maybe this room is soundproof that's why I'm not able to hear the instruments from outside.

Jin oppa invited me inside and they stopped playing. Wow, I'm a mood wrecker. Joon oppa immediately ran towards me to give me a tight embrace. Tae oppa and that Yoongi guy didn't bother to greet me. Their blank faces can give you chills down to your spine, but I felt nothing. Maybe I became used to those kind of faces.

"Do you have a competition to prepare for?" I asked them and sat on the couch. I noticed a girl with a short hair sitting infront of me. She then turned her head around and I was shocked to see Chaeng! "Chaeng? Why are you here?" I asked and stood up. We hugged each other and escaped eventually.

"Gotta support my boyfriend~" she chanted and I glanced at that Yoongi guy for a second. "I am also writing a song for them."

"Are you like producing their song?" I asked her, but shs chuckled as a response. "Have you guys eaten?" I asked them and they all shook their heads, saying no.

We headed to the dining area to eat and after eating, I told them that I'll be resting already. They wanted me to hear them play, but I said that I am really tired. My brothers bid me good night before I go to sleep.

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EUNWOO'S POV

"What's the matter, son?" Mom sat beside me. I didn't answer her--I didn't want to answer her. I don't have energy to talk. "C'mon, son. What is this about?"

"I'll tell you when I'm over it." I smiled and stood up. I went to my room and laid on the bed. I stared at the ceiling and sighed.

I think I made the right decision for me and her. I think we're better off as friends if she'll not fall for me. It's just a bit disappointing.

From now on, I'll move on from her. I guess I just got to support what decision will she making.

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