Chapter 17 - I Felt Nothing
Michael's POV
After I told her I had a plan, we went into the car and drove to my house. We went in through the basement and washed off the blood before going upstair's.
We went straight to Talia's room and started grabbing her stuff and putting it in a suitcase. We grabbed her stuff and threw them away and hid them.
We needed it to look like she just left without saying goodbye to our faces. Nancy studied her handwriting before writing down a note saying she couldn't take it anymore.
We after she was done we sat it down on her desk and looked at her room. "I feel like I'm in Heathers," Nancy said.
"Yea-wait... what?" I asked turning to her confused. She looked at me shocked. "The movie." She said. Still had the confused expression on my face.
"With Winona Ryder and Christian Slater." She said. "With who?" I asked. "I think you'd like it... It's about killing..." She said.
I got fully interested. "Really?" I asked. She looked down. "Yeah..." She said. "Maybe... we can rent it and watch it... like a date," I said.
"Are we even going out?" She asked looking up at me. "If you want to," I said. "I do... but-" "But? You said you missed me." I said.
"I know, but seeing you stab Talia repeatedly..." "I get it," I said making her look at me shocked. "You do?" She asked.
"You're... scared of me," I said looking down feeling disgusted with myself. "No... I know who you are I just saw it happen and I feel bad..." She said.
"You told me too," I said. "I know what I told you to do." She said looking guilty. I grabbed her hand lightly. "I love you," I said.
She didn't hesitate to put on a shy smile looking down. "I love you, too." She said quietly. I smiled after hearing that.
we then hugged. I held her close until I heard her start to cry. I got worried. "I'm sorry." She sobbed out.
"For what?" I asked. "For leaving you." I felt sadness wash over me. "I'm sorry I let her do that," I said. "I'm sorry for overreacting."
"I'm sorry for being who I am."
"I'm sorry for defending the people who hurt us."
"I'm sorry for ever helping you."
"I'm sorry for coming up to you on the bus."
"I'm sorry for everything."
"Me too."
I felt wetness on my cheeks. I then realized I was crying again. I held her close as we both felt weak at the knees.
We slowly started to go down onto the floor. We sat down. Nancy was on my lap crying in my chest. We were both hurt.
It hurt me to see Nancy like this. I kissed the top of her head and held her close. "Shh... it's okay." I said now stroking her hair.
"I don't want us to be fighting... or staying away from each other," Nancy said. I laid down on my back and held her close.
"Me too," I said sniffling a bit. Nancy looked up and saw me crying. "You're crying." She said worriedly.
I let out a breathy laugh. "I guess I am," I said. "Please don't ever leave me." She said putting on a small smile. "Same to you," I said.
March 13, 1997
Again I was sat down trying to wrap Nancy's damn present on the couch. Everything was basically back to normal.
Mom feels upset that Talia never said goodbye to her. James decided to go to the next girl. Dad just didn't care.
Nancy was coming over any minute and I'm still not good at wrapping! I also buy weird clothes that don't ever fit her.
This is more for my enjoyment but I saw her eyeing it. She can deny all she wants. I saw her looking at it with her blushing face.
Were still virgins but we keep getting intimate... a lot. She probably won't like it but I might be able to get her to wear it.
I smile at the thought. I then hear a doorbell and get up quickly. I open the door see Nancy standing there in a light blue dress.
I smile at her. "Hey," I said breathlessly. "Hey." She said shyly. I moved aside. "Come in," I said. "Thank you." She said stepping in.
"Oh, Nancy! It's so nice to see you again!" My mom yelled excited by Nancy over here. Mom grabbed her and gave her a hug.
Nancy smiled and hugged her back. I smiled at the sight. I'm glad mom likes her a lot. "Do you want to see Michael's baby pictures?" Mom asked.
"No! No, no." I said walking up to them. "Please," Nancy asked. "Since you said please..." Nancy's eyes brightened. I smirked. "It's still no," I said.
"Mike!" Nancy said. I rolled my eyes and grabbed her hand dragging her over to her present before dragging her to the stairs.
"We'll be upstairs so you can't show her anything," I said. Mom just laughed. We walked to my room and I shut the door.
Nancy sat on the edge of my bed. She looked up at me and smiled. "Happy Birthday..." I said walking over to her.
I set the present on her lap and then set next to her. "You're going to hate me for buying this," I said. "I could never hate you, Michael." She said.
She unwrapped it and stared at it for a moment. "Is this... what I think it is?" She asked looking over at me. "It is..." I said.
She grabs it and holds it up. She now sees the beautiful lingerie. It was dark purple and black. I thought those colors would look great on her.
She looked over to me shyly. "You want me to wear this?" She asked. "Well, you don't have to but I was hoping you would," I said.
She looked at it. "Are you bored with just seeing my body?" She asked. "What? No, no, no. I just wanted to see you in something and I saw you eyeing it." I said bringing a smirk to my face.
A bigger blush appeared on her face. "I-I-I don't know what you're talking about, M-Michael." She shuddered out.
"You can deny all you want but I saw you eyeing it," I said. She sighed and looked at it. "It's pretty. Thank you." She said.
"I can get you something else if you want," I said. "No, I like it." She said. I smiled she got close to my ear.
"I'll wear it tonight." She whispered seductively. A giant grin was plastered on my face the whole entire day.
[Skip To Later]
We were now at the Iceskating rink... I've never done this. before. I didn't even know she could skate. I got my skates on and stood up almost losing my balance.
Nancy giggled while Maddie was laughing at me. "Jeez, you're not even on the ice yet and you're terrible," Maddie said in a fit of laughter.
I glared. "This is my first time being on skates," I said. "Oh, come on. Don't make fun of him." Nancy said walking over to me with ease.
"I'm going to fall," I said. "No, you won't, as long as you hold my hand... and the wall." She said walking over to the ice before stepping on it.
"You want to step and push off... like this." She said making a demonstration. I stepped on and almost fell. "Hurry up!" Maddie said pushing me.
I fell to the and touched the cold ice floor. "Maddie! Don't do that." Nancy scolded Maddie before coming over and trying to help me up.
She grabbed my hand and helped which I got up halfway before falling and taking her down with me.
I ended up falling on top of her sorta. "Sorry!" I yelled in a panic of crushing her. "It's fine." She said. I got onto my knees and she got up and reached her hand out for mine.
I grabbed it and raised up. "See, you're getting the hang of it," Nancy said. I sighed and gave her a smile. Maddie scoffed.
"He still sucks." She said. I glared once more at her. "Ignore her," Nancy said. "Here... let's try this." She said before skating backward's.
She was basically pulling me with some ease. I was just trying to balance as best as I could. I looked down at her feet, then mine.
"Don't look down." She said I looked back up at her beautiful face. Her nose and cheeks were red from the coldness.
"Here let's try." She said letting my hands go. Before I could lose my balance she turned around and placed my hands on her waist.
I was now holding onto her like, my life depended on it. She started skating and I tried matching her as best as I could.
"Is this fun?" Nancy asked. "Yeah," I said looking over at Maddie. She was chatting it up with a guy. I looked at the back of Nancy.
"I didn't know you knew how to skate," I said. "I use to skate here when I was younger and I stopped around my thirteenth birthday." She said focusing.
"Did you think it wasn't cool anymore?" I asked. "Yeah... I didn't think it was cool to do especially when every teen was coming here." She said.
"I never came here," I said. "I know... you're different." She said. "Oh?" I asked confused. "You told me your childhood..." She said.
My childhood was just me killing animals and me wanting to kill people and figuring out masturbating. It's not what normal teens do.
Well, the masturbating part is what teens do, but the rest is a no. "Yeah, I did..." I said holding her tighter.
[Skip To After]
"You get too cocky," Maddie told me. It was true. I tried doing it without Nancy and was doing okay and of course, I got too cocky and fell hard to the ground.
My nose is now bleeding. I just hope I didn't break my nose. "Are you feeling okay?" Nancy asked coming back with ice.
"Why didn't we put him back on the ice for his nose?" Maddie asked. I glared but then stopped cause it hurt too much too.
"I'm great," I told Nacy. "No need to be sarcastic." She said grabbing the paper towel that was covered in blood.
She held the ice to my nose. It stung. "Ow," I whined. "I'm sorry." She said sincerely. I grabbed her by the waist and made her sit on my lap.
"I'm sorry you got hurt." She said. "It's fine," I said sighing. "Well, since you're babying Michael. I'm going to go hang with Andrew." Maddie said.
"Okay," Nancy said. I watched as Maddie went over to the man. Nancy removed the ice making my nose feel weird.
"I'm going to touch it, alright?" She asked. "Okay," I said. She lightly touched it. "Does it hurt?" She asked. "No," I said.
She grabbed it and moved it. "Now?" She asked. "It just feels weird," I said. "I don't think it's broken." She said smiling a bit.
"Thank's," I said now giving her a hug. "Well, you know I don't mind taking care of you." She said hugging me tightly.
"Stop having sex and come over and skate!" Maddie yelled making us pull away. I glared before it made my head hurt.
"I think Michael's done!" Nancy yelled. "You can go skate. I can watch." I said. She smiled. "But I want to be with you." She said making a smile appear on my face.
"You're too good for me," I said pinching her cheek lightly. She giggled. I wiped my nose with the paper towel. I leaned in and kissed her cheek making her blush more.
[Skip To At Michael's]
"Hey, how was-what happened to your face, Michael?" Mom asked getting up from the couch worried. "He fell," Nancy said.
"Oh, my poor baby boy!" Mom said giving me a hug. "Mom... I'm fine." I said. Nancy just giggled. "Yeah, well... me and Nancy will be upstairs," I said grabbing Nancy.
"Bye, Mr. and Mrs. Graves," Nancy said following me up the stairs. We got to my room and I shut my door once we got inside.
She sat at the edge of my bed and smiled up at me. I walked over to her and sat down. "Are you sure you don't want to rest?" She asked.
"We can just lay down and cuddle," I said getting in bed and laying down. Nancy crawled next to me before laying down.
I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer. "I had fun today." She said. "I did too," I said. She snuggled into me more.
I kissed her forehead then moved her on top of me. I moved her up and started to kiss her. I kiss her cheek and it makes her giggle.
I kiss her lips and try to deepen it as best as I could. It soon turns into a make-out session and a bit of grinding happening.
I bucked my lips making Nancy moan again. I moved my hand's to her hips and start moving her. We both moan into the kiss and just try to be closer.
I take off her jacket for her and she pulls away. "Michael..." She said. "Yeah?" I asked. "They're just downstairs..." Nancy said.
"So?" I asked. "We shouldn't get too intimate while they're down there." She said looking disappointed. I whined and moved so I was in the crook of her neck.
"I'm sorry." She said. "But I want you," I said. "I do, t-too." She said. "Then..." I started to kiss her neck and slight nibble it.
She squirmed and held onto my shoulders. "I know you like this," I said before doing little kitty lick on her neck. "Mike~." She moaned.
I bit her neck and blew on the now new mark I made on her neck. "Wait, what if my dad sees?" She asked moving away.
I pecked her lip. "How about I do it somewhere he won't see," I said putting a smile on my face. "You have a weird obsession." She said touching her neck.
"I know," I said looking over to her present. A smirk went on my face. I turned to her. "Remember, you said, you'd try on my present," I said.
She looked over at it. She sighed and got off of me. "Don't look when I put it on, okay?" She asked. I nodded and turned looking at my books.
I realized I never read some of these books ever. I looked at them before I felt the bed move. I looked over and saw Nancy shyly looking at me.
"Does it... d-does i-it l-look good?" She asked. I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in. I felt my mouth open but I couldn't speak.
She looked so sexy. "You... look... wow," I said breathlessly. She gave me a tiny smile and crawled closer to me.
"Now, I really need you," I said. She bit her lip. "I need you, too." She said laying down in my spot. I smirked and rolled over so I was on top of her.
I started to kiss her more hungrily. I needed her badly. I put my hand on her stomach and started to play with the hem of her lingerie.
I then hear a knock at the door making me basically jump off her. I grabbed one of my shirts and pajama pants.
She quickly put on the pants and the shirt laying down on my bed again. I walked to the door and opened it up.
My mother was there. "Don't you think it's a bit late to have her still over here?" Mom asked. I rolled my eyes.
"I'll take her home in a minute," I said. She turned her gaze from me to Nancy and saw she was wearing my pajama's.
"Michael, when you come back from dropping her off, we're gonna have a talk." She said making me look at her confused.
"About what?" I asked. "Later." She said walking to the stairs. I shut my door and look at Nancy. She bit her lip. Not seductive though.
"I'm sorry," I said walking to the bed. "It's fine." She said. I sat down next to her and gave her a small smile.
"I'll... get my regular clothes on..." She said getting up. I sighed and looked down seeing the big bulge in my pants.
April 12, 1997
I yawned and got up for the day. I put on boxers and pants and a shirt. I looked in the mirror and saw my hair was a mess.
I grabbed my brush and tried to fix it as best as possible. I like my hair like this and so does Nancy but everyone else hates it.
Dad has been begging me basically to cut it. I don't look good with my dad's hair. Everyone says I look like a hippie with it which I don't mind.
I walk downstairs and see everyone at the table for breakfast. "Morning, Michael," Dad said. I waved and sat down.
"How'd you sleep?" Mom asked. "Good I guess," I said grabbing a fork and knife cutting into my waffles. I took a piece and ate it.
I felt drowsy today. "You look tired." Mom said. "Uh huh," I said taking a sip of milk. "Maybe it's because he stays up all night looking at pictures of Nancy," James said with a smirk.
I turned my head so kick I got whiplash. I glared at him. The other night he walked in on me trying to masturbate to Nancy's pictures for the first time.
He somehow opened my door when it was locked. I was pretty pissed. "Ha, ha. Very funny James. I bet you do that with your magazines up there." I said.
He did the same as me and glared. I put a fake smirk on my face. He kicked my foot under the table making me kick him back.
We started having a kicking war under the table until mom told us to stop. We both sat right in the chair and continued to eat.
[Skip To Night]
I was laying on my bed when I heard a knock at my door. "Come in," I said. "Hey, Michael." I heard. I turned my head to see my mom.
She smiled at me and sat at the edge of the bed. "Hey, mom?" I said back in a questioning voice. "Michael, for a while now..." Mom paused.
"Your father and I have been noticing some changes with you." She said. I gave her a confused look. "What?" I asked.
"We've been seeing how you are with Nancy." She said. I looked off to the side trying to think. "Please be honest with me when I ask." She said.
I groaned now realizing what this is. "Mom, please stop meddling into my love life. It's my business." I said.
"It is my business, Michael." She said. "No, it's not," I said getting annoyed by this conversation. They gave me the talk a month ago and keep asking question's.
"You're eighteen, Michael. You don't need to go around having sex with Nancy." Mom said. I glared at her.
"Don't just assume we're having sex!" I shouted. Mom seemed to be taken back by my shouting. "We are not having sex!" I shouted to get it clear.
"I saw you guys making out in the basement." Mom said getting up. "You were spying on us?" I asked getting up to.
"No, I wasn't." She said crossing her arms. "Really? Cause I believe we were in there at midnight and you were there staring without us knowing!" I shouted.
"I'm allowed to. Michael, you are too young to be doing those kinds of things." She said. "I'm eighteen! I'm an adult now!" I yelled.
"When you live in my house, you obey my rules." She said about to leave. "I'm still a virgin unlike you at my age," I said.
She stopped and turned to me. "What was that?" She asked. "You were out having sex with dad and then had James at seventeen," I said.
"Yeah, I was ready." She said clearly getting upset. "You were also ready to cheat on dad," I said. She looked at me shocked.
"I've never cheated on your father." She said. "Oh, really? Was I adopted then?" I asked. She stayed silent.
"Everyone's hair in this house is either a blonde or dirty blonde. I have black hair." I said pointing at my mop of hair.
"Genetic's," She said. "Everyone else has blonde in the family," I said. "You're grounded. We're not talking about this anymore." She said turning the doorknob.
"No, I'm serious. Am I your son or someone else's?" I asked. "Be quiet!" She yelled. It didn't faze me. I was already pissed.
"I'm going to go down and discuss your punishment's with your father." She said quietly before walking to the stairs.
I had only one thing on my mind. I walked up behind her and pushed her with full force. She yelled as she tumbled down the stairs.
I heard a crack and smiled to myself. I quickly got rid of it. I thought of Nancy leaving me and everything to try and make me cry.
"Mother?" I asked in a fake worried tone. "Mom!" I screamed in a fake panic running down the stair to her side.
Her neck was broken. "What's going on h-Darling!" Dad said running to me and my now dead mother.
"What happened?" He asked in a panic. "I-I don't know. We had a fight and she left then I heard her scream and saw this." I said fast starting to feel the tears come down.
"Mom, please don't go. I'm sorry I yelled." I sobbed out. On the inside, I was smiling wickedly. I felt nothing to this death.
"I'll call an ambulance," Dad said getting up rushing to the phone. Once he went away I stopped my sobbing and looked at her dead body.
I really felt nothing. Maybe she gave birth to me but I still don't care for her. She was nothing more than a person that took care of me.
I heard footsteps and I started to sniffle putting my sad expression back on. "Are they on their way?" I asked.
"Yes." He said. I could see the tears in his eyes. I've never seen him cry before. It was weird seeing him cry.
[Skip To Later]
Nancy was over in my room. "Are you okay?" She asked. "Mhm," I said looking up at the ceiling. I was better than okay.
"Are you sure you want me to be here?" She asked. I turned my head and looked at her. She was sitting at the edge of my bed.
"Yeah, I want you here," I said. "How's your dad?" She asked. "I don't know. He was really upset." I said.
"His wife just died... I would be upset if you died." She said looking down. "I won't be dying anytime soon," I said raising up and hugging her from behind.
"Promise."
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