Chapter Four

I couldn't get the idea of going to another place, far away from here. It kept messing with my mind, throwing me off. I couldn't focus in class, or give snappy comebacks to Aaron as I always could. Which somehow made him happier and getting more expensive clothes and newer phones. if only I had a life like that, must me nice. I kept on thinking of the worst possible situations that could occur with me being gone. The only situation that truly terrified me was my parents, looking for me and never stopping until I was safely in their arms. However, that was it, nothing else bad could happen. Since I was always being bullied, I had no friends to miss me, or to tell me that this was a horrible idea. I didn't plan on going alone to this, I was planning on bringing Mark, Robert, and Pearce. I really hoped they would come with me. It only seemed fair, all of us had horrible lives at school and at home. For me, when I get home, my dad becomes Aaron. He's an........alcoholic, he gets out of hand, a ton. He turns my world into your worst nightmare. It takes a mass of effort to not smell like alcohol when walking out of the house. He used to beat me when I was little, maybe two or three years old. Robert's mom has a restraining order on her husband, because he would do much worse. I don't know about Pearce or Mark, although, I know I will soon, I can sense them hiding something. I'm really considering not bringing them and going alone. They have seemed to have pity for Aaron lately, the worst bully at this school. couldn't get the idea of going to another place, far away from here. It kept messing with my mind, throwing me off. I couldn't focus in class, or give snappy comebacks to Aaron as I always could. Which somehow made him happier and getting more expensive clothes and newer phones. if only I had a life like that, must me nice. I kept on thinking of the worst possible situations that could occur with me being gone. The only situation that truly terrified me was my parents, looking for me and never stopping until I was safely in their arms. However, that was it, nothing else bad could happen. Since I was always being bullied, I had no friends to miss me, or to tell me that this was a horrible idea. I didn't plan on going alone to this, I was planning on bringing Mark, Robert, and Pearce. I really hoped they would come with me. It only seemed fair, all of us had horrible lives at school and at home. For me, when I get home, my dad becomes Aaron. He's an........alcoholic, he gets out of hand, a ton. He turns my world into your worst nightmare. It takes a mass of effort to not smell like alcohol when walking out of the house. He used to beat me when I was little, maybe two or three years old. Robert's mom has a restraining order on her husband, because he would do much worse. I don't know about Pearce or Mark, although, I know I will soon, I can sense them hiding something. I'm really considering not bringing them and going alone. They have seemed to have pity for Aaron lately, the worst bully at this school. I don't understand this sudden change of heart. He's the most evil, cold blooded, wicked person I know. When I start talking about how horrible of a person Aaron is, and they go silent, freeze, and tell me that's rude. For the last two years, I've been treated harshly by Aaron, I don't deserve this. They need to stop making excuses for Aaron. He's not worth it. He has an easy, walk in the park life. Maybe I should leave this horrid life I have. As I've been a little off and distant to everyone, Pearce, Robert, and Mark have been distant lately. They don't talk to me, look at me, give me a second thought. They are starting to talk to Aaron more often. I can't understand it, maybe they heard some of those stupid rumors to give Aaron more respect. I just wanna leave them, you know what! I'm done! I'm leaving, and no one will stop my decision!!! 

Authors Note*******

I've been going through a lot of stress lately with my complicated family. I've been through a lot of fights and it's got really bad, so I haven't had time to do this story. I know, excuses, excuses, excuses. Please forgive me!!! I will update ASAP!! 

Teaser:  (60% chance) 

Demarcus will come to his senses and realize that he should or shouldn't leave. He tries to fix the friendship that has been broken. 

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