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Is love seriously a mental disease? for me it's yes. If you need reasons then ping me personally.

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Aditi pov:

I don't know what happened to me. Hearing Sid's name itself brought tears in my eyes. I just want a shoulder to cry on and I found Vachan. I hugged him tightly and cried my heart out. I'm really lucky to have him in my life. He is the best for me. My soulmate.

I opened my eyes but I didn't find Vachan next to me. Last night, I was sleeping in his arms but where is he now. I looked around but I didn't find him. He might be in his room. I thought and got up from my bed. I went to his room and he was not there too. 

Where are you man? I was thinking and I heard my brother's voice. He was on a call. He looked at me and smiled.

"Good Morning!!" I greeted as soon as he hung his call.

"Morning sistaa" he said and hugged me.

"You looked so disturbed yesterday, how are you now?" he asked. Yeah, I'm fully disturbed and Sid is only one flashing in my mind. All the moments with him are still ringing in my head. I can't forget him easily after all he is my best friend. 

He did a mistake by kissing me but there is no wrong in loving and confessing his feelings to me. One has a right to love and he loved me. He thought that I would be his perfect match and proposed me but destiny decided something weird and different for both of us.

The moment he proposed me, I lost my best friend and he lost his first love. And apart from all these I lost my first love too. We both struggled a lot and my pain is more worse than him.

Loosing Sid and Vachan gave me an incredible pain but now I decided to forgive them. I can't live without both of them. They are hell important to me. 

"Sister, where are you?" I heard my brother's voice bringing me back to present.

"Nothing" I said shacking my head a little.

"Have you seen Vachan? I want to talk to him" I asked my brother.

"He went out, I guess" he said. I was about to speak but his phone started ringing again. He face was glowing like a thousand watt bulb after seeing the caller ID. Maybe his girl is on the line, I thought. He excused himself and left the place.

I took a deep breathe and went back to my room. I walked towards the window and started thinking about Vachan. Where did he went? I want to see him very badly.

"Hey!! You can call him idiot" mocked my brain. I rushed to my bed and searched for my phone. Where the hell did I kept my phone? I removed the blanket and I found it.

I took the phone and dialed him. His phone was switched off. What happened? Where the hell is he?

"Okay Twinkle, you are thinking a lot now. He will be back. Don't worry" I thought and decided to leave this matter. I took a quick shower and went down. Only two days left for my brother's marriage and tomorrow is the haldi day. A lot of arrangements are still pending. 

I saw my mom and dad in a serious conversation. They are talking about tomorrow's function. I went and sat next to my dad. 

"Do you need any help?" I asked my dad.

"No need dear. I can handle" he said hugging me sideways. They were talking about Haldi arrangements but I can't concentrate on it. Vachan is only flashing in my mind.

Where is he? I want to hear his voice. Suddenly, Akansha started flashing in my mind.

Is he hanging out with her? Damn!! even the thought itself is killing me. If he is with Akansha then I will kill both of them. First, I should find out where Akansha is. I thought and excused myself.

I went to my brother's room but he is not there. I took my phone and dialed him. 

"Bhai!! Do you have Akansha's number?" I asked.

"Akansha? Why?" he asked in return.

"I need her number, Karan. Do you have or not?" I asked harshly.

"Whoa Whoaa!! I will send it" he said and I hung the call. Soon, I got her number. I dialed to her but her phone is switched off.

"Come on. What's wrong with everyone? Why are they switching off their mobiles?" I threw my phone on the bed with frustration. I sat on the bed and closed my eyes.

Suddenly, Vachan and Akansha started to flash in my mind. Are they hanging out for real? That the reason why both of there were switched off. A tear escaped from my eyes thinking about them.

I'm not going to leave him. I thought and hugged the pillow next to me. I don't know when I slept. 

Suddenly, I heard my phone ringing. I picked it up without even looking at the caller ID.

"Hello!!" I heard a female voice.

"Who are you?" I said with my eyes still shut.

"Akansha!!" she said and I opened my eyes.  I looked at the watch it was 4:00 PM. God!! I slept for a long time.

"Are you there?" I heard her voice.

"Where is Vachan?" I asked rudely.

"Vachan?? I don't know. He is not my pet for god sake" she said harshly.

"Seriously?? Then why the hell are you trying to disturb us?" I asked.

"I have my own reasons" she said. This girl is pissing me off. I want to rip her head off.

"Better stay away from him or else you will face serious problems" I warned her and cut the call.

 I got up and went down. There is no one in the hall. Where is my family? I went to the lawn but I didn't find there too. I heard a noise from the kitchen. Immediately, I rushed to the kitchen and I saw the cook uncle.

"Uncle, you scared me" I said controlling my heart beat.

"I'm sorry, beta" he said giving me the cup.

"Where is everyone?" I asked sipping the cup. Aww!! Coffee, this can take me to another world.

"They went out. Your parents went for a party and your brother went to meet his girl" he said smiling.

"What about Vachan?" I asked hopping a positive reply from him.

"Vachan? I haven't seen him from morning" he said disappointing me totally. Damn!! I just want to kill you Vachan. You are scaring me like hell. 

I nodded my head and went upstairs. I tried calling him but his phone is still switched off. Many questions started to flash in my mind. Is he fine? What if anything bad happened to him? I can't take it. 

"Stop it Twinkle, Don't think negative. He will be absolutely fine because you are fine here. If anything bad happens to him then it will happen to you too. You both are linked with each other" mocked my brain and I rolled my eyes.

He should be fine. I kept on chanting this mantra. I went to his room and sat on his bed. I started to think more about him. How it all started? From our first meet to till now. Everything started to flash in my mind. A smile came on my face thinking about our fights. Suddenly, my eyes fell on the dairy which was kept on the bed side table. It was my dairy. I took it to my hands and caressed it.

"It's our dairy" Vachan words echoed in my ears. I opened it and started reading from the first page. I know it was written by me but I want to read it and feel each and every moment. I can read so fast but I don't want to go that fast. This is our story and my feelings for a guy. I will feel each and every moment.

Some pages made me cry and some brought smile on my face. I stopped writing it after I went to London but Vachan continued it. This was a surprise to me. I never thought he would continue this. That's the reason why he called it as OUR DAIRY. 

For the first time, I was reading his feelings for me. 

"Days are running so fast and there are no boundaries for my love for her. She hates me a lot but I can't stop loving her. Maybe this the magic of love"

"Love?? This is not my thing a few months ago but now this is my only thing. God!! Twinkle, you have changed me a lot. If love is a serious mental disease, I'm completely out of my mind. I'm really crazy about her"  And this brought a smile on my face. Seriously, he is crazy. 

Suddenly, I heard a door knock. It was cook uncle.

"Beta, dinner is ready. Come I'll serve you" he said.

"I'm not hungry uncle" I complained.

"Do you know what the time is?" he asked and I looked at the clock. It was 9:00 PM. Shit!! I didn't even checked the time. 

"What about Karan ?" I asked.

"Your parents will have at the party and Karan, I don't know about him" he said and I nodded. I got up from my place and went down. He served me dinner but I couldn't eat anything. What about Vachan? Did he eat anything? 

"What are you thinking beta?" he asked interrupting my thoughts. I was about to speak but he cut my words.

"You are thinking about Vachan right?" he asked shocking me. I looked at him with my eyes wide open.

"Yeah" I admitted lowering my eyes.

"I don't know who is lucky in you both but one thing is true. You guys will make a great couple like your parents" he said making me smile.

"Don't worry he will be fine. Now have your food" he said and I started eating my food. I completed my dinner and went to my room with our diary. I read it again and again till sleep consumed me.

Suddenly, I heard my phone ringing. Who the hell is calling me now? I opened my eyes and looked at the caller ID. It was VACHAN. Thank God!! he called me. I picked up the call just to hear his voice.

"Hello!!" he said.

"Idiot!!" I shouted and I heard his chuckle.

 "Why are you laughing? I'm not going to tolerate this" I shouted out of my lungs.

"Shhshhh... calm down cupcake" he said.

"Why should I calm down? Do you know what you did today? you just scared me" I said and I feel tears in my eyes.

"So my cupcake is thinking about me? why?" he asked.

"Hey!! Don't over think. You scared everyone in the house. Why will I get worried about you? no chance" I defended myself.

"Liar" he said taking a deep breathe.

"Where the hell are you?" I asked.

"Airport" he said simply.

"What?" I asked in return.

"Yeah, what you heard is correct. I'm coming back to India. Now, if you don't mind please come and pick me up. I don't want to travel in a taxi" he said.

"Where are you now?" I asked.

"I'm in Dubai. I'll be there in three hours so please come. Now, I have to switch off my phone and don't forget that I love you" he said and hung the call. What the hell is he doing in Dubai? Anyways, I should wait for another three hours to see him. I thought and decided to read my dairy.

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I looked at the clock, it was 1:00 AM. I should go. I thought and got up from the bed. I got dressed up in salwar and went down. Everyone might be sleeping. I quickly took the car keys and went out. I walked towards the car and hopped into it. I started driving to the airport.

I went to the airport and patiently waited for him. I heard an announcement and I made my ways towards the exit. I saw Vachan walking towards me with a smile on his face. Damn!! He scared me and now he is smiling. 

He rushed towards me and hugged me tightly sending electric currents through my body.

"I missed you" he whispered in my ears.

"Liar" I said and he broke the hug.

"Why would I lie? I really missed you" he said with puppy eyes.

"You would have called me at least once but you didn't , that means you never missed me" I said throwing daggers at him.

"I was busy dear. I'm really sorry" he said holding his ears and I turned towards the other side facing my back to Vachan. 

And my heart stopped to work as I saw the person in front of me. Tears started rushing down from my eyes and I felt weak all of a sudden.

"Sid!!" I mumbled and knelt on my knees. I started crying like a small baby holding my face with my two hands. 

"Shhh... Don't cry Aditi. I'm back. Your best friend is back" I heard Sid's voice.

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