Preeti's point of view

My sleep disturb by my ringing phone. I picked up my phone without checking out the caller Id.

"Hello.." i said in my sleepy voice.

"Are you still sleeping?" I checked the caller ID and it was Neha.

"No, I'm awake. Tell me why you called?" I asked her while running my fingers in my long black silky hair.

"Dhruv's men failed to hack the data inside that pendrive looking device." Neha said and looked at the ceiling when I bought back to the memory of that day.

Last night I wanted to tell everything to Siddharth but I wasn't ready or I chickened out again. I know Siddharth told me to tell him whenever I am comfortable but he has to know about this soon. I can't delay more. This thing is not about my comfortable or what I have done. It's related to Siddharth and the solution of all this mess. After telling him all the truth it will be his decision what he wants to do with me, accept my truth or hates me for my cowardness.

"Bring me back that device. I will give that to Siddharth and tell him truth after Karwa Chauth function. I am done hiding things from him. He deserves to know the truth." I said.

I want everything back to normal. I want, keerti come back to home and all misunderstandings get cleared between Siddharth and keerti. I have to tell Siddharth who gave me that device and told me to give that to him.

"Are you sure. You wanna do that tomorrow?" She asked me.

"Yeah.." I said while looking at the ceiling fan.

I want to tell him after Karwa Chauth function because this is my first Karwa Chauth with him and I want to enjoy it.

"Okey..I will give that device to you when I and Dhruv came to your house for Karwa Chauth function." She said.

"Okey.." After that she hanged up because Dhruv was calling her.

I looked at my right side and Siddharth wasn't beside me but bunch of roses putting on his place with chocolate box. My lips curled into smile looking at the roses.

I got up and took out the small card from the bouquet.

Accept them as my apology for pulling prank on you, yesterday.

I love you my beautiful wife.

From:-
World's most handsome and hottest husband, only yours, Siddharth.

I laughed softly when I read the last line. He is full of himself. But he is right, he is world's most handsome and hottest husband, who is only mine.

I bought roses near my nose and and inhaled their rossy fragrance. I am feeling bad for yesterday, to giving all his gifts to everyone but it was worth to see everyone's smile when gave his gifts to everyone.

My eyes fell on the chocolate box and took it. There was another card sticking on the chocolate box.

Chocolates for my sweetest wife. But don't eat all. Leave some for your husband, they are my favorites.

I laughed when I read the card. Siddharth sucks in picking a cheesy lines. But I love his efforts he put to ask my forgiveness. I love his surprise last night. It wasn't just a surprise to me. It was his feelings for me and I love when he confessed his love to me again and again.

I love your gifts but sorry my lovely husband, these chocolates are mine. I am not gonna share them with you.

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I came downstairs after changing into powder blue net saree which Siddharth gifted me yesterday. I got bone tired last night that I woke up late at morning and when I came downstairs everyone was there.

Today Anshul is also coming from jhansi to meet me and Siddharth because everyone leave after Karwa Chauth and don't know will gathered again to celebrate Diwali. So he is coming to meet everyone.

"Preeti Diiii...." I was walking towards the kitchen to help Shikha bhabhi for breakfast when Puja run towards me and pull me a bone crushing hug.

"What happened..? Why are you so happy?" I asked her while pulling off from the hug.

"I got the internship in Sid jiju's company K. Tech." She said while jumping excitedly.

"Yeah, I know how you got your internship in K.Tech by playing prank on your favorite cousin." I said while taking my hands from her.

"Di..I am sorry. But Sid jiju gave me such deal that I can't refused. You know..how much important for a IT student to get a internship in MNC company." She said while giving me her puppy eyes.

She is right. Puja is in third year of her Engineering and it is very important for her to get a internship in MNC for the impressive C.V. and it will increase the chances for her job in top IT'S companies of India if she get her internship from K.Tech which was well known IT company of North America and soon Siddharth going to opened its branch in India.

"Okey..I forgive you but where is your Sid jiju? I haven't see him since morning." I asked her while looking around for him.

"Why..? Aren't you satisfied from last night love making session."

I looked at her with wide eyes and my face turned into red shade. I didn't except this from her.

For god sake she is my little sister and she also tease me like others.

"Pujaaa..." I fake glared at her when she looked at me mischievously and wiggled her eyes.

"Okey..okey..I am sorry..I won't tease you. But look at your face Preeti Di..you turned into red tomato. Someone just have to say Sid jiju's name in front of you and your red face worth to see." She said while laughing and my face turned more red almost beat root.

"Well...Sid jiju and others are went to ground to play Football against Dhruv's team. He again put the bet on Sid jiju's car." She said while rolling his eyes.

Why everyone is behind Siddharth's car and why they put a bet on his car and play Football match with him when they know he was a national champion of U.S.A in football and they are going to lose it.

Football and Music, he has only these two hobbies and no one can beat him in this.

Siddharth love his car even more than me, not more than me but his cars is his second love after me and he put his all efforts to win this bet.

Dhruv you gonna lose it again. you must have choose cricket instead of football.

"Sid jiju live hundred years. Look here he is." Puja said while gesturing me behind my back.

I turned and my eyes met with his figure. He was drenched in sweat his hoodie his tied on his waist and his upper nacked sculptured body is visible to my naked eyes. It's been a while since I run my fingers on his chest and I am missing that.

"It was worth to see Dhruv's loser face. Why he even put the bet when he knows he gonna lose it." Anit jiu said while laughing and Siddharth also laughed softly.

He was talking to Anit jiju, while laughing and have no idea that I was literally eye raping him.

Ugh..what happened to me? Siddharth totally corrupted my mind after marriage. I wasn't like this before.

"Ugh...I am damn hungry now." Aditya said while pulkit jiju and Rohan bhiya nodded their head in agreement and at the same time Siddharth's eyes met mine.

He looked at me from head to toe and then looked into my eyes deeply reaching to my soul. I can feel the connection between us and I started feel shy under his heated gaze. I could not match his haze more so I lowered my head and started fledging with my fingers.

"Preeti..come here." Mummy called my name.

I raised my head and looked at Siddharth. He is already looking at me. We both keep looking at each other and continue talking through each other's eyes when..

"Preeti.. what took you so long. Come here girl." Mummy called me again.

After giving a last glance to me he started climbing on the stairs and went to upstairs.
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Everyone set in the breakfast table. Siddharth too come after shower and I set beside him after serving him breakfast.

"Preeti..Have breakfast quickly after that sit and apply mehndi (Hena) in your hands. It's uour first Karwa Chauth so have to be look like new bride." Chachi ji said while eating her breakfast.

It is my first Karwa Chauth and I also want to look like a bride. Tomorrow will be a big day. Tomorrow is my first Karwa Chauth after our marriage and also I'll tell the whole truth to Siddharth.

I looked at him and he has soft grin on his face while eating the breakfast, like he is thinking something.

"Sid Let's go to the city. The first ever new club is open in Saharanpur. Let's explore it." Anit jiju asked to Siddharth.

"Sorry but I have very important work which I have to submit tonight to my clint." Siddharth said while declining politely.

"Okey, but can we take your car. I want to show off." Pulkit jiju said like he was asking Siddharth to bought his favorite toy.

"Sure." Siddharth nodded his head.

"You are really obsessed with his car. Why don't you buy your own sports car." Rohan bhaiya said while eating his paratha.

"I am not rich like Siddharth and Siddharth is like my younger brother. He let me borrow his car for some show of, right Siddharth." Pulkit jiju said dramatically to Siddharth.
Siddharth chuckled softly and nodded his head.

"Aditya will you join us." Anit jiju asked to Aditya.

"I am not going anywhere to leave my heavily pregnant wife behind." Aditya said while shaking his head as no.

"Oh! Common dued. Everyone is here with Aayushi and she still due to two weeks." Pulkit jiju said while rolling his eyes.

"I will think about it." Aditya said while focusing on his breakfast.

"Preeti...why aren't you eating?" Shivani di asked me looking at my empty plate.

"I am not hungry Shivani di. I will eat later." I said.

Siddharth looked at me and then my empty plate while drinking his orange juice.

"Have proper meal today. Tomorrow you have to fast for Siddharth for whole day. You won't allowed to drink a drop of water." Shivani di said.

Siddharth put his juice glass on the table and served two aalu paratha in my plate. I looked at the plate with wide eyes and then him. I don't have a appetite for one pratha and he served me two.

"Eat it or I'll feed you with my hand in front of everyone." He whispered in my ear and I looked at everyone but thank God no one is noticing us.

Why I am so shy to talk my own husband in front of everyone. Shivani di, Riya di never shy to talk to their husband in front of everyone then why I am so shy?

"Everyone leave after tomorrow but Siddharth beta I want you and Preeti stay with us till Diwali." Papa said looking at Siddharth.

"Sure.." Siddharth nodded his head while giving him small smile.

I know he has so much pending work in New York and he can't leave all burden to Nick but he chose to stay here only because of me and my family.

He is truly a gentleman in every sense.

"When Akhil ji and Neeta ji will join us and where is Keerti. I thought she will come with you but when you come alone I was shocked because she likes India and enjoy here a lot with Preeti's cousins and siblings." I looked at Siddharth with guilt when mummy asked him about Mom, Dad and keerti.

He also looked at me and I can see the hidden pain in his eyes. We don't know if mom and Dad will come to India and know one knows wherenis Keerti. I can understand what Siddharth is feeling right now because I was feeling the same. I slowly put my hand on his under the table to comfort him.

"Tau ji..tayi ji..Sid jiju's mom and Dad are here." I and Siddharth both looked at each other when Puja came inside the dining hall.

She went to open the door when doorbell rings. Behind her Dad and Mom were following. I stood up from chair and walked to them. I touched both of their feets but they both pull me in a hug.

"I miss you dear. Whole house feels empty without you and Sid." Dad said while caressing my head lovingly and I gave him a small smile.

"How are you beat?" Mom asked me while giving me a motherly hug.

"I am fine. How are you Mom?" I asked her while pulling off from hug.

"Missing my both daughters. One is in front of me but I don't know where is my second daughter." Tears welled up in her eyes and I can feel her pain what she is feeling now.

It's been a more than month Keerti eloped. Why she eloped? What happened that she has to leave house like this. She knew her family love her like a princess then why she leave like this.

"Mom don't worry she will be home soon." I whispered. We both were talking in a low voice so no one can hear us.

"Dad..."

"Son..."

Siddharth hugged Dad and after that everyone welcome Mom and Dad. Siddharth's mood was off when mummy asked Siddharth about Keerti and when he looked tears in mom eyes. He excused himself and went upstairs for work. But I know he is feeling guilty for not to find her sister from more than a month. He didn't talked about keerti's whereabouts to me but I know He is trying his best to find her.

When I was serving tea and breakfast to Mom and Dad when Anshul also come and I also served him breakfast.
I was glad that Mom came to India before Karwa Chauth because it will be incomplete without her.

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Ladies of the family was sitting outside at the backyard applying Henna in their hands while gents were sitting in the living room having chit chat about their business and work.

Mehndi designer first applied designed my hands and legs with henna because I am the only one who designed her hands and legs like a bride. I written Siddharth's name at the middle of my palm and I really love his name on my henna hand.

I was sitting on the floor on the small stool under the shade of backyard, waiting for my henna to dry. My hair was open and blowing on mg face because of wind. I pushed them back with my shoulder but they fell again on my face.

"Puja..." I called puja name who was walking towards henna designers with plate full of henna cones.

"Yes Preeti di.." she asked me.

"Will you Please tie my hair? They are irritating me." I asked her while pushing back my hair from my face by my forearm.

"Okay.." she gave put the henna cones near Henna designer and come to me.

She took the rubber band and tie my hair in messy bun.

"You inked Sid jiju's name..when?" She asked me.

I smiled shyly when I remember the look on Siddharth's face when he looked at his name at the nape of my neck. His eyes were filled with love and that day he makes love to me. There was no lust in our love making.

"On his birthday." I whispered.

"It's beautiful.." She whispered and traced her finger tips on Siddharth's name and I fell little ticklish because it was most sensitive area of my body and when Siddharth kissed me at me that part, many bubbles burst inside my stomach. Current pass in my whole body and I ask more of touch in pleasure.

"Preeti..." I looked up and Neeta maa was standing in front of me with a shagun thaal on her hand.

"Mom..Please come sit." I said while giving her a smile. She sit on the carpet and put shagun thaal in front of me.

"This is your first Karwa Chauth. Wear this tomorrow." She said while removing the red cloth from the thal.

There was a maroon red lehenga on it with all the ornaments of bride. It's simple elegant yet so beautiful.

"Do you like it?" She asked me while putting her hand under my chin.

I looked at mom and nodded my head while giving her my wide smile. And she caressed my head motherly.

"Can we talk for minute beta." She asked me.

"I'll go make lemon and sugar mix juice for your henna. " Puja excused herself and leaves from there.

I looked Mom and she is looking at me with guilt fill eyes which pains me. She took my hand in hers taking care of my mehndi and said," Beta I know, in past month many things happened and I have done injustice with you and my son Siddharth. I never think you less than keerti but when keerti accuse you and abuse you I didn't slap her. I should have slap her when she misbehaved with his bhayi and abuse you. But Preeti dear I was so blind in daughter's love that I can't feel the pain of my other daughter and my own son. I am so sorry. Please forgive me dear." Mom choked in her voice and tears fell from her eyes.

"Mom Please don't say sorry. We are your children. Mother also have a right to do mistakes and as of her children we should have forgive her. She also take the side of her weakest child. Siddharth was with me to support but Keerti was alone that time. I know what she said to Siddharth and I was hurtful but she was manipulated by someone and as her guardian it's our duty to show her right path. I am not angry with you mom. You have right to scold your children." I said while holding her hands in mine and wipe her tears.

"Thankyou Preeti for understanding my side too. But Please don't get angry with my Sid. I know how he spent whole month without you. He didn't come home for whole week when you leave the home. His sister was elope and you, the love of his life also went away from him. He was in pain and broken. I told him to come back home to live with us but he told me he won't come home without you." Mom said and tears fell from her eyes.

"But now everything will be fine. My boy will do everything right. Soon he will find Keerti and take her home back. If you are with him he can rule this world." Mom said while wiping her tears and give me a smile.

"You sit here. I'll go and meet with others." Mom gave me a smile and got up to leave from there.

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What she said hit me hard. I know Siddharth was broken but I don't know that he was that much broken without me beside him. I don't know after my leave he didn't come home for whole week. Keerti's elope and my leave from the house broke him. My heart filled with guilt and it started feeling heavy.

I didn't see him since morning. He locked himself in the room and doing his work. I know his mood was low since morning but I can feel the hidden pain. Tomorrow I will definitely tell Siddharth everything. I hope he understands me.

I wish he find keerti soon so that everything will be fine like before.

Puja come after sometime with lemon and sugar mix juice. She set in front me and started dabbing wet cotton on my hands' henna.

"Filling guilty for your anger on Sid jiju." I looked at Puja when she took Siddharth's name.

"Preeti di I know something happened between you and jiju. But I want to tell you something. I know Sid jiju will never tell you so I am telling you this." She said while dabbing cotton on my henna.

"What..?" I asked her.

"Preeti di, the day when you came here, Aditya bhayi wasn't waiting for you at the airport because he had a dream of your arrival. Sid jiju called him and inform him that you were on your way to India and gave all the information about your flight. You were angry that he didn't call you for whole month but not a single day went when he didn't call me and asked about you. He missed you so much that he asked me for your pictures everyday." Tears welled up in my eyes when puja told me of his truth.

I was thinking that Siddharth didn't missed me but he called puja everyday only to ask about me. How could I get angry on him.

He should be the one angry on me for hiding things from him but instead of hearing him I got angry on him and distributed all his gifts to everyone which he bought with love for me. I am thankful to tayi ji that he didn't take the saree, at least I have this one with me and it's enough for me. Guilt is eating inside me and I really want to see him and ask him forgiveness for everything. I want to kiss him, hug him and let him to make love with me. I am feeling so horrible for getting mad on him.

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Whole day Siddharth didn't came downstairs. He didn't even come down for lunch and Dinner. My hands are fill with henna so Puja was the one who gave him his lunch and Dinner in the room and make sure that he eat it. She told me that whole time he was sitting in front of his laptop and doing work. Even when she bought dinner for him in the room he was looking angry and barking orders on someone.

It's already midnight and I was sitting with Aayushi bhabhi and Shivani di. Aditya, Rohan bhiya, Anit and pulkit jiju went to club which newly opened in the city and first ever club in Saharanpur.

"Preeti you also go and sleep. Siddharth must be waiting for you. I stay here with Aayushi till Aditya come." Shivani di said. I nodded my head and got up to leave the room.

I went to kitchen and make saffron milk for Siddharth with dry fruits. I looked at my henna hand. I washed them in evening before dinner and now they turn in maroon dark showing Siddharth's love for me for eternity.

I took the glass of milk and walked to upstairs. My heart is beating fast and hands are getting sweaty for unknown reason. May now I know Siddharth wasn't at fault. He called me every day and was broken like me when I was away from him.

I opened the door of our room. He was sitting in the chair of puja's study table and doing his work in his laptop while switching off the lights. Only table lamps are on giving a light to the room. He was wearing a dark blue t-shirt and matched it with dark black jeans and white sneakers.

My anklets and bangles are tingling when I walking towards him with a milk glass.

Siddharth  stood up and turns to me when he heard the sound of tinkling of my anklets and bangles. I walked to him and put the glass on table. I was standing in front him lowering my head in shame. I don't  have a courage to meet with his eyes.

He took a step to me and took my heanna's hands in his. I looked at him when He was looking at my dark maroon henna hand closely and I know what he is doing.

He is finding his name in it.

His lips curled up into a smile when he found his name but soon he frowned.
He took a pen from the table and write my name just beside his, with blue pen.

"I am incomplete without you." He whispered and looked at me with love.

I was looking at him with love and guilt fill eyes.

How could I get angry on him.

I can't hold his gaze more because  if I did, my tears will betray me so I lowered my head again in shame and a loose strand of my hair fell on my face.

He come more closer to me and tuck a loose strand behind my ear, which came out from my loose bun.

He raised lifted up my chin and I can feel his intense gaze on me.

"Look at me Preeti." He whispered and his hot breath fanned my face.

I slowly lifted my eyelids  and looked at his deep brown intense gaze which was reaching to my soul and make it shiver.

He pulled out the rubber band from my hair and make my hair fall loosely on my back and shoulders.

"Siddharth I..."

"Shhh...don't say anything." He whispered  while putting his finger on my lips and my cheeks turned into crimson red.

"Don't tie your hair. They look more beautiful when they fall loosely on your shoulders." He whispered huskily while caressing my cheeks lovingly and looked at me with so much love.

We are standing so close to each other that I can feel his hot breath blowing on my face and he probably can hear my heart beat, which was beating crazily. He was looking deeply and intensely, directly into my eyes and my lips parted when he traced my lower lip with his right thumb.

"I want to taste them." He whispered in his deep husky voice and started leaning in.

I closed my eyes in anticipation and wait for his lips to meet mine. He decrees the distance between us and I can feel the warmth of his face against mine. Heat was radiating from my face and it turns into deep red shade.

I took a sharp breath and fisted his t-shirt from sides when his lips finally meet mine and he took my lower lip between his. He snaked his arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. He put his one hand at the side of my neck and started moving his lips against mine firmly. He took my both lips and sucked them firmly. I also started moving my lips against him and took his upper lips to suck. My stomach churned in excitement and I want more of him.

Our lips are moving synchronously against each other and Siddharth tilted his head to deep the kiss.

It's been more than two month when we last kiss each other or made love but feels like we haven't touched each other from years.

He locked my lower lip asking for the entrance and I parted my lips gladly to welcome his tongue. His toung meet mine and explore every corner of my mouth.

Soon I felt breathless and he broke the kiss. He touched our foreheads and we both our breathing heavily to catching a breath. My chest is heaving up and down causing my soft breast to touch his hard chest. I put my both hands on his chest exact where his heart to feel his heart beats and his heart is beating same like mine.

When our breathing is normal he leaned again to kiss me but before our lips could touch....

"Preet di...Sid jiju..."

We both turned to Puja when she called us. We don't  even realize door was opened ajar. My mind is still hazy and I can feel Siddharth is controlling himself. His eyes were filled with desire.

"Aayushi bhabhi is in labour pain. We have to take her to hospital."

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