Dear Journal...

I had a friend of AJ, her name was Blue1704...We knew eachother for about, idk..4 years?
We were the best of friends.
Then came the time when I took the worlds longest break from AJ.
I come back in 2017...
She's gone.
She disappeared.
She's not coming back.
Blue was one of my closest friends...And now she's gone...
It's my fault. If I had still been there, she would still be here.
Yknow, we kept making plans to meet eachother at somepoiunt.
She lived in Ohio, and I lived in Indiana.
Not far away, right?
Now I don't know where she is...Now I may never speak to her again.
I feel like dying right now...

I guess everything that goes wrong is my fault, as 'they' say.
I'm starting to believe that.

"It's okay to be a glowstick. Sometimes we have to break before we shine."
~Unknown