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Dear Journal,

May 5, 1789

I'm Sorry for keeping whomever waiting, It took me a while to find the ink I needed. And then I got distracted by the beautiful flowers which gave off a calming feeling just like it did when I was a toddler crossing these flowers in the flower field. The sight blew me away. I sat in the field where the beautiful flowers were and I picked some of the flowers that peaked my interest and made a nice flower crown and wore it until I had to go back to my little shelter and then the flower crown I made got wet and started to crumble. But before that I remembered that I was running low on food so I went looking around while looking around  I collected some crops, fruits, and vegetables which took me a day or two. Because to be honest there's only so many fields and farms and there not being cared for.  After that I took some time to see the true beauty of nature even if there were some corpses here and there.

Oh sorry I got distracted and went on and on about these past few lovely days but I just wanted to inform whomever on what happened on these past few days. But you don't care do you, You're just probably here to hear my story from my last journal entry. So I well contiene what I left on from last entry. And try to finish. Well here we go.

.....The soldiers that held my little sister, dragged her like she was a..a...a rag doll  which upset me and angered me. When I struck the soldier I dealt quite some damage for I had a fragile form and didn't expect much. But that damage I dealt wasn't sufficient enough to get my little sister out of that soldier's strong hold on her. So she was still in that strong  hold that got tighter every second I wasted. And my parents weren't in the best condition at this moment so I needed to do something and I knew from the look my parents had they were frozen in shock like anyone would be at this moment. And for my older sister was injected with some sleeping serum so she could stop struggling in the soldier's grasp. And you might be wonder why my little sister wasn't injected as well she was but it has to take effect and for I wasn't any threat to them. So I did what was logical for me at that moment which was to keep striking them with the shovel . And when I did this it gave my parents enough time to get out of their frozen state of shock.

       And finally after a couple of seconds they got out of their initial shock. And charged at the soldiers like predators to their prey when hunting. They used the tools I brought in from the garden and started attacking the soldiers. And with all off the damage being dealt from both my parents and the soldiers my little sister was able fall out of the soldiers grasp with a few scaratches. And so I took this opportunity and ran out with my little sister. I wanted to get my older sister but it would be impossible to get all three of us out so I priorities the youngest one and ran to the Flower field. The flower field was a good enough distance away from the house. So I stopped there so I could take a breather. While waiting to catch my breath I was thinking of where I should go so they couldn't find her. 'Maybe the bakery not too far from here or maybe I could hide her here in the flower fields or the forest right next to the flower fields they wouldn't find her.' Was what I was thinking at that exact point cause I needed to hide her somewhere so I could go get help but then again no one would help you against government soldiers. Or I could go hide her and go back home to get my elder sister.

But at that moment something clicked in my head where was my twin because she wasn't there when the soldiers came also she wasn't with me in the garden how could I forget about her. Oh wait she's probably in the town's library. Maybe I could leave our little sister with her and then go back to get our big sister. Yeah that sounds like a good idea. Well off to the town's library. Before I could leave someone tapped me on my shoulder. Which startled me making me jump in shock. I was frightened because I didn't know who this was and it might be one of the government soldiers. But instead of running I turned around and saw Antoinette with my older sister.  Mandoline was badly bruised and Antoinette was perfectly fine.  I was happy that my sisters were fine....

After this point I have forgotten some of the events that happened but can remember a few scenarios that I will be writing down maybe in my next entry or a later entry.  Because this one is going to lead nowhere and will only lead to confusion. Wait before I stop writing I want whomever who is reading these entries to know that I will visit the flower field and the path again. So for now  Farewell whomever is reading this. (I might skip a couple of days again.).

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A/N

Sorry author kinda got lazy in the middle of writing this book and went back to studying Italian. I will finish this Journal Entry.

- Sincerely  Author 

Edit: Author still lazy but will try to work harder •^•

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