A/N- ******You might have missed the chapter "You vowed to live for me," and a Pt. 2 will be posted for that soon too. OMG longest chapter I've made******

- Warning- Cursing, cause Joker.

---3 weeks later---

Joker's POV
I'm a complete mess, not that I was amazing before- but she was.  Y/N. Images of her face flash through my mind and I want to hold her, what a wimp I've become. Four of my henchmen burst through the door abruptly. "We found Zachary," they say in unison as I stand, slowly.

"And, what about her?" Sad looks are cast towards me.

"Wehw suh, ya see, da girl... Looked pretty bad". Anger rips through me.

"Where the fuck are they?"

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Your POV

Let's talk about a living hell. Chained to a wall and getting punched- hard, in the stomach, not fed, spit on, sexually harassed? That sounds like a tea party to me. I don't want to say that green haired' bastard's name. But he left me, to the worst human being alive, Zachary. It's 3:00PM, Zachary has finished with me, and I've been thrown in a cold room to bleed. His face flashes through my mind. His eyes when he let me go, and in the moment I thought he would come back for me, but it's been weeks and I'm still crying myself to death. Some of the wounds I've received haven't closed and having been with J as long as I have, you'd know you're basically fucked. I hug my knees close to my chest, staring at the white, padded cell walls. I stand to limp to the small window at the far end of the room and tears fall from my cheeks as the hallways dance before me. "No, no, STOP MOVING!" I scream, and start banging on the window. "get me out of here! Pretty, pretty, pretty," I hear Joker's voice coo in my head and I scream until my voice begins to strain and crack. Zachary opens the cell, and steps in with a smirk.

"You know, I see why Joker liked you. It's a shame he wasn't able to break you in time for him to enjoy. You're much better this way. Come here," he snickers, and pushes me onto my back. I squeeze my eyes shut as I hear Joker's name.

"No, please Zachary- ple," I begin, when he suddenly grips my thighs and pulls me toward him.

"I feel bad you're in such bad condition now. I mean you had bruises before from the Joker I presume. He's known to treat his toys very, very badly," I begin to cry and scratch at Zachary to get him off of me. My whole body burns from my cuts and bruises and I wrench back in pain, to rest my head on the ground. Zachary pulls me upward to a stand by the hair and slaps my face. "Stop that stupid shit Y/N. Now, where were we?"An explosion sends us flailing backwards against the wall. And a tall figure appears in my blurred vision. My ears ring from the explosion as more people appear, but only the one came towards me. A heavy weight is thrown off of my chest and it's Zachary, he must have landed on me from the impact of the explosion.

"Zacharyyyyyy, darling, you look lovely," a deep voice comments. The figure turns toward me and I see him clearly now- the Joker. Zachary is covered in blood and no doubt I am too. "Is that some new makeup, Zachary? I like red on you," Joker continues, and erupts into a fit of hysterical laughs, before pulling out a gun. "How many weeks has Y/N been here again? Right, right, that would be 3 weeks. Question! Do you know how many days that is?" Joker waits for Zachary to speak, twirling his gun enthusiastically.

"Twenty, ugh" He jolts from the pain, "Twenty one, Joker. Twenty one days".

"Not only twenty one days, Zack, ol' boy. 21 days of torture". Joker's smile turns into a glare. "Now you get 21 bullets," his signature smile appears again and he returns his eyes to meet mine. I don't take my eyes off J's face as he dramatically climbs on to Zachary. The only sounds to be heard are Zachary's screams as they die off with the endless rain of bullets shaking his body.

After 21 shots have been fired, J drops the gun, still keeping his eyes locked with mine. "I can handle it," he says, his voice cracking slightly.

I struggle to sit up, and two henchmen carefully pull me up into a sit. "What?" For the first time since the rescue, Joker's eyes look over my body and his nostrils flare in anger.

"I can handle love, even the falling," he gets up and slowly walks forward, crouching before me. "I can't forgive myself for giving you up like that, I'm sorry Y/N". His sudden seriousness disturbs me slightly and I reach my bloody hand out to touch J's blood-covered face. "I love you, uhm, by the way," he smiles genuinely and I chuckle then try to stop, as the pain cramps have increased and I can hardly contain thoughts in my head. J groans as he picks me up bridal style, no doubt ruining his expensive dress shirt. His henchmen rush out the door, Joker, with me in his arms soon following. The final explosion tears the whole place apart with flames once we're safely away.

(A/N: not to toot my own horn but my photo edits are the bomb)

"I love you too, Joker," I speak, exhausted, and add on, "I want to be with you forever". My head and eye lids get heavier as we approach the car and Joker's deep voice whispers into my ear,

"Forever". 

(A/N- Catch that Mr. Nobody reference. BTW that movie made me cry so fucking much.)