"Ugh, she called me a jerk when she was the one showing signs that she wanted to kiss me." He rant, complaining the whole day.

It was Saturday, we were suppose to hangout full time without school but now I don't think i am in the mood to hang out with him anymore.

I just sat there, not even listening to him but also drowning in my own sadness.
He kissed me, then kissed Bea and he still has the guts to complain to me on how she slapped him. He was acting deferent, he was changing in a annoying way.

Now I feel like I can't trust anybody.

"Bet, bet, are you listening." I was cut off my thought as James snap his fingers in front of me.

"Uh..uh?" I ask and he groan.

"Are you even listening. You too, your starting to annoy me." He said annoyed.

"Sorry, I..I can't stay today." I lied nervously, trying to get away from his annoying attitude, so we don't end up fighting.

"Why? Where are you going?" He ask and I quickly thought of something.

" I need to help my mom with something. "

" Mrs Kelly said she wouldn't be around today, so listen." He demanded then turn to the front ignoring what I want to say. "Maybe its because i am a bad kisser, maybe she I've kissed other guys." He said and turn to me.

"Or maybe.. Its the fact you guys just met yesterday." I try to give him a valuable explanation, so he doesn't think of some stupid explanation.

"No..no, cause she said she liked me and I said I like her." He said and I was starting to get really anxious to get away from him, far away.

He was acting deferent, angry. He is rarely angry and now I know why, cause when his angry, he doesn't handle it well.

"I need to go."

"I said your mom isn't around." He said quickly then I started finding some excuse then my eyes caught Ben at the gate of my house, he was stretching his head to see if there was someone home.

My mom isn't around, so what the hell is he doing here.

He finally turned to James house and his eyes caught mine through the big window, me amd james were sitting in front of.

"Bet?" James snap his finger in front of me again and I turn to him annoyed. "We've kissed, so... Am I a bad kisser?" He ask and I bite my lips thinking of what to say.

"A very bad kisser." I admitted.

"Seriously."

"Yes." I answer then turn to the window. Ben was still standing there staring at me.

"Then let's practice, so when I kiss Bea next time, i am Better at it." I quickly turn to James confused and was about to ask him what he was talking about, but he press his lips unto mine pushing me against the wall near the chair, my butg Almost out of the sit.

I shut my mouth, and smack his chest. I wasn't going to be his practice tool so he could kiss Bea better.

"J.mes." I smack his chest harder then open my eyes.

Ben was looking at us angrily.

"Jam.es!" I tried to stop him but he held my hand. "M..my dad is wat..ching." I say and he pulled away confused. I quickly slapped him and stood up to walk away but he grab my hand.

I look down at him angrily and he was looking at me with regret.

"Sorry." He breath. "S..sorry." I pull my hand away and walk out of his room angrily.

When I got out of his house, i stopped at my track when i saw Ben staring at me, I roll my eyes at him and continued to my house

"Hey." He called for me but I just ignore him.

Acting all innocent, like he didn't abandoned a little girl that wasn't even born yet, his daughter, a woman he made a child with. "Hey." He called again and I turn to him annoyed and angry, tears falling from my eyes.

"What?!!" I bark and he wasn't even taken back at my anger.

"That boy over there. James." He point over to the window, I look up and saw James kicking and punching the wall. "Is he your boyfriend?" He ask and I roll my eyes.

"Not your business." I growl.

"Come on, you can talk to me." I roll my eyes at his comment but decided to answer him, so he could leave me alone.

" he is my best friend." I said rolling my eyes.

"Doesn't seem like one, he just forced himself to you. if you want I could report him to his mom." I roll my eyes again.

"Your not my dad." I said and he face fell, making my heart hurt at the sight of his sad expression.

Its his fault anyway, I thought.

He look down at his pocket then brought out a little towel then hand it to me but I just turn away from him. He walk closer to me and kneel down wiping my face, I don't stare at him as he does.

After a while he pulled the towel away then push some of my hair behind the back of my ears making me look at him.

"Your just like your mom." He whisper then look down. " very beautiful. " he muttered and look back into my eyes then sigh before standing back up. "You should take a rest while I talk some sense into your friend's head." He says and I shake my head.

"Don't." I say.

"But he kissed you without your permission and I know kisses are precious to girls." He says but I shake my head again.

"He is just angry, that's all, he'll chill pretty soon." I say and his expression changed.

"is he always like that, does he hurt you?" He ask worried, and anger flush through me.

James? Hurt me? Never.

Its you that hurts me.

"No! James doesn't hurt me!! He cares, unlike my selfish dad, that never cared, he hurt me! His a bastard!!..b..but I want him to be here.. to care for me, to love me, to hug me and say he is here, to be honest with me." I cried even knowing he is my dad, even knowing that my dad I was talking about was already in front of me.

Ben hugged me and I wanted to push him away and tell him I wanted my dad not him, but I found myself hugging back and crying into his chest.