Hello Readers, this is a Jenshad OS. I wrote it some time ago but didn't know if I should post or not. It is very mature and in no way is meant to harm or offend anyone. This is just me testing my skills as a writer and exploring the mature genre a bit more.

Please do not read if mature content offends you. This OS in no way reflects Jenshad's real lives either and is only my imagination.

Concept: Jenny and Harshad are in a relationship during Bepannaah shoot. Jennifer notices that Harshad is holding himself back and she wants him to stop thinking so much.

Best,

JC

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Aditya trailed his fingers down Zoya's bare back. She closed her eyes at the sensation. She tried to get away again and this time Aditya caught her around the waste. He picked her up and spun her around. They laughed together, enjoying each others' company which soon gave way to sexual tension.

Aditya put Zoya back on her feet and turned her around, their noses touching. He tilted his head, the perfect angle as he leaned in for the kiss.

"And CUT!"

Harshad pulled away from Jennifer and they both laughed. They were shooting a very intimate scene between Aditya and Zoya. Zoya teased Aditya by wearing a bare backed sari, and then Aditya got her back by being shirtless. They were having a romantic slash playful moment in their bedroom that nani would eventually interrupt.

Annirudh Sir came up to Harshad and Jennifer, "that was perfect guys! We'll call it a day here and finish the rest of the scene tomorrow."

As Annirudh turned to walk away, Harshad placed a hand on Jennifer's bare waste. It was a known fact around the sets that they were dating. It happened during Indore promotions. There was a different vibe between them since the beginning when Bepannaah started, but it was Indore where they officially got together.

Jennifer turned to a smiling Harshad, feeling the warmth of his hand on her bare skin. "I brought an overnight bag with me. Meet me at my car after you get changed?" Harshad asked sweetly.

Harshad was spending the night at Jennifer's penthouse. It wasn't the first time. After they slept together for the first time, it became common for Harshad to sleep over at her apartment. Jennifer simply nodded in agreement and made her way to her make-up room, her skin still tingling from his touch.

She hid it well when in front of everyone, but Jennifer was FRUSTRATED. As in...sexually frustrated. Don't get her wrong, Harshad was amazing and the times they have slept together were also amazing. But Jennifer could tell that Harshad was holding back. Every time...it was the sweet and soft love making.

Jennifer remembered, the second time they made love...she saw a flicker in Harshad's eyes. It was only for a moment...the animalistic desire sparking in deep brown orbs...and then she saw him pull back for control...and restrain it.

Jennifer didn't understand why Harshad did it. Why did he hold back? He always handled her with so much care...so much tenderness. It's what made her fall for him in the first place. The sweetness of his soul. But Jennifer was frustrated. When shooting that scene today, with Harshad shirtless and chasing her around the room. His fingers trailing her bare back...his strong arms wrapping around her and spinning her around.

All Jennifer wanted to do was jump his bones. She wanted to feel his strength. She wanted to know what he was like when he lost control...when he stops thinking...when he has no restrictions.

Feeling determination...Jennifer changed and walked out of her dressing room to meet her boyfriend.

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When they entered Jennifer's lavish penthouse, Jennifer waited until Harshad closed the door before pushing him against it. She kissed him with fervor, pouring her frustration from earlier into the kiss.

His back to the door, Harshad placed his hands on Jennifer's waist and pulled her to him, their centers touching. He felt desire shoot through him and his fingers dug into Jennifer's waist as reflex. Jennifer opened her mouth and their tongues battled for dominance.

It was crazy how much he still wanted her. Every time he was near, she drove him insane. All he wanted to do was rip her clothes off and take her...and that's why he pulled away.

"Whoa!" Harshad chuckled as he pulled back, "Someone is in a good mood." He said playfully and pushed away from the door.

As he made his way around Jennifer, she let out a frustrated breath, "WHY do you always do that!?" She said, her voice rising a little.

Harshad turned around, a little stunned. "Do what?" he asked, confused. He saw the temper flicker in Jennifer's eyes.

It's now or never Jennifer thought, "Why do you always pull away when things get heated? Why do you always treat me like some porcelain doll?"

Harshad frowned, "I don't do that." He replied.

"Yes you do" Jennifer argued. "Every time we come close...I see it...I see it your eyes that you are fighting for control. You restrict yourself."

Harshad's expression changed. It became serious. He knew exactly what Jennifer was talking about. Every time they have made love, he was sure to be gentle and careful. He knew she had a bad marriage, which is why he felt the pressure to do things right with her this time around. He wanted to show her that she was someone to be cherished...and cared for...and loved. Every time he wanted to rip her clothes and take her mercilessly, he pulled back...because he respected her. She deserved better.

Jennifer was reading his expression clearly. They have known each other for years, but working in Bepannaah together has taught her to read Harshad. He could never hide his emotions from her.

Jennifer walked up to Harshad and placed both her hands on his face, "Harshad...I'm a grown woman...I can take care of myself. I know you can never hurt me...I want you to be yourself...stop walking on eggshells around me."

When Harshad remained quiet Jennifer kissed him. "You're driving me insane" she said, pulling back, and then kissed him again, this time with more feeling.

Harshad kissed back, but he kept the kiss gentle...and that only angered Jennifer. "Dammit Harshad! Respecting me doesn't mean you treat me like am a weak person!" Jennifer kissed him again, this time with a lot more force, "Kiss me like you mean it..." she demanded, "put your hands on me Harshad." She said and latched her lips onto his neck.

Harshad's hands fisted at his sides. She was driving him crazy and he battled for control. Harshad closed his eyes when Jennifer unbuttoned the first few buttons of his shirt and grazed her nails over his chest. He felt the beast strain against the restraints. "I want this...I want you out of control..." she whispered. She then grazed her teeth over his jawline and pressed her body to his, "Stop thinking..."

Harshad felt the control snap. He dove one hand into Jennifer's hair and pulled her head back, crushing his mouth on her with a brutal kiss. The choice was made and it was thrilling. Jennifer matched Harshad's need with hers. She ravished his lips but gasped when Harshad gripped the front of her dress and ripped it.

"Oh my..." Jennifer began but ended up moaning when his mouth went over her breasts. His hands were everywhere, roamed her slim figure. He ran his rough hands down her back and kept going until his hands went to her buttocks. He slid his hands to where her buttocks met her thighs and pushed her to him, the lower part of her body colliding with his. She felt him hard against her center and couldn't help but grind her hips against him, instigating him further. There was nothing soft about what was happening between them. It was all hard...it was all fast...and it was all brutal.

Jennifer felt herself getting dragged to the floor. "Wait..." Jennifer panted. She couldn't think. All she wanted to do was catch her breath. "No." Harshad growled, and gave her another brutal kiss and took off his shirt.

"But let me..." Jennifer tried to help him, "No." Harshad replied again and then clasped both her hands above her head. Jennifer knew there was nothing she could do now. The decision was made. He would take her...mercilessly...and all she could was feel. The spinning out of control...the brutal kisses...the unapologetic hands. All she could do was lay there and let him ravish her...and ravish her he did.

Her skin was hot. He was leaving trails of fire with his tongue. He captured her lips in a lustful and demanding kiss, making her dizzy. He kissed down her jaw to her neck, leaving scorching open mouthed kisses, and she ran her hand through his hair, grabbing it harshly and pulling him into her. He bit the top of her breast causing her to gasp and moan at the same time. His stubble grazed her skin and it burned...and all she could was cry in pleasure when he lifted up her hips and entered her in one full thrust. He knew she was ready and he wouldn't hold back anymore. His weight pinned her to the floor and all she could do was hold on. Her nails dug into his strong shoulders as she moaned, head falling back at the glorious sensation. Whatever he demanded, she gave...and she gave willingly as the first orgasm ripped through her body.

He didn't stop. He kept going. He didn't think, just like she asked. He only took. And the beast in him only wanted more. Not letting her recover from her orgasm, his hands went where they connected and he rubbed her clitoris as he kept thrusting into her. This time when her orgasm hit, he closed his eyes at the sensational feeling of her clenching around him...and he couldn't help but follow her over the edge.

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They lay there, still on the floor, with Harshad still on top of Jennifer as they both tried to catch their breaths. He pushed back, but felt Jennifer wrap her arms around him to keep him there.

"I'm crushing you..." Harshad said, trying to take off some of his weight from her small form.

"No..." Jennifer protested, "Stay...I like it..." She murmured. When Harshad lifted himself up a little to gaze down at her, he saw Jennifer smiling...and completely satisfied. She looked up at him with heavy lidded eyes and a soft smile.

Was it any wonder he was so crazy about her? He then looked at her neck and saw faint scratch marks on her soft skin left behind from his stubble. Concern filled his eyes; "I hurt you..." he said softly and grazed a finger over the marks, feeling guilt take over.

Jennifer lifted her hands and cupped his face, "NO....you didn't. You can never hurt me...I know that." She said reassuringly. Harshad turned his face into her hand and kissed her palm. He then bent down and placed a soft kiss on the scratch marks on her neck. The gesture was so sweet, that Jennifer felt herself fall in love with him in that moment. When Harshad rolled over, Jennifer followed until she was resting her head on his chest, and quietly listened to his heartbeat.

After a few moments, Jennifer lifted herself up and gazed down at Harshad. She gave him a brilliant smile, "We...are so doing that again" Jennifer simply said. Harshad laughed in response. He lifted his hand and tucked her hair behind her ear as it fell around her face.

"Yea?" he simply asked, completely in love with this woman.

"Yea...I kind of like Harshad Chopda with no restrictions." Jennifer responded, and lowered herself to him for another round.

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