Chapter Fifteen: We Can't Be Friends


Marco

The aftermath of our rekindled passion lingered in the air, a mixture of longing and regret, as the clock quietly announced it was 3:25 A.M. We lay there for a moment, trying to catch our breaths, our emotions settling into a calm yet pensive state. It was in these quiet moments that reality began to seep back in, nudging us to face the implications of our actions.

Bella shifted towards the edge of the bed, slipping on her shirt. Sensing a change in her demeanor, I asked, "Something wrong?"

Her response was tinged with a sad sort of clarity. "No, everything is perfect as it always is when this happens, but..." She paused, her words trailing off.

"But what?" I prompted, already sensing the direction of her thoughts.

She turned to me, her expression a blend of affection and resignation. "But in a few hours, when the sun is at its brightest, one of us will do or say something, and this perfect night will be just a memory."

I understood her meaning all too well. Our history was a testament to the cyclical nature of our relationship – moments of intense connection followed by periods of distance and pain.

"So, you're saying I should leave?" I asked, though part of me already knew the answer.

Her voice was barely above a whisper. "I don't want you to, but yes."

Reluctantly, I got dressed, every fiber of my being wanting nothing more than to return to bed and hold her in my arms. But I knew she was right. Staying would only complicate things further.

At the door, I turned to her, pulled her close, and kissed her deeply, one last time. "I don't have to leave," I said, half-hoping she would ask me to stay.

But her resolve held firm. "Yes, you should go," she said, her voice steady yet filled with emotion.

Stepping into the hallway, I turned to see her close the door, the soft click echoing in the empty corridor. The finality of that sound, the closing of the door, was symbolic of our relationship – always teetering on the edge of something more, yet never quite able to cross that threshold.

Walking away, I was filled with a mix of regret and understanding. Our love, as deep and real as it was, seemed perpetually caught in a cycle of passion and heartache. It was a cycle that, despite our best intentions, we couldn't seem to break. The early morning air felt cool and sobering as I made my way back to my own room, the events of the night replaying in my mind, a beautiful yet painful reminder of what Bella and I shared – and what we might never have.

Bella

The weeks leading up to the historic sit-down in Italy were a whirlwind of preparation and diplomacy. Reyes and I were on the cusp of something unprecedented - a gathering of the most powerful figures in the world of organized crime, representing a multitude of countries and interests. It was a chance to build a multitrillion-dollar alliance, a network that could reshape the global landscape of organized crime.

The Hotel de Russie in Rome served as a grand stage for this groundbreaking event. Olivia's touch was evident in the meticulous planning of the events spanning four days, each designed to foster camaraderie and understanding among the diverse group of leaders.

On the first day, as we mingled over an elaborate lunch spread, I couldn't help but feel a mix of trepidation and anticipation. The room was filled with individuals who, under different circumstances, might have been my adversaries. But here, they were potential allies in a bold new venture.

Marco's presence in the room was a silent source of comfort. We didn't speak much, but our occasional eye contact during those awkward moments offered me an unspoken reassurance. His presence alone was enough to steady my nerves.

However, the tense calm of the gathering was disrupted when Keta and Gabe Rivera, her father, made their entrance. The air seemed to thicken with unspoken hostility, and I could see the shift in Marco's demeanor. His focus was entirely on them, and I knew that managing this delicate situation would be crucial to the success of our initiative.

Keta's presence was a stark reminder of past conflicts and unresolved tensions, not just for me, but particularly for Marco. I could sense the undercurrent of anger and bitterness emanating from him, a volatile mix that threatened to ignite at any moment.

As I watched the interactions, gauging the mood of the room, part of me was on high alert. The success of this sit-down wasn't just about forming a powerful alliance; it was also about ensuring that old rivalries and grievances didn't derail our efforts.

I steeled myself for the days ahead, knowing that the real challenge lay in navigating these complex interpersonal dynamics. The goal was clear – to unite these diverse factions under a common banner – but achieving it would require a delicate balance of diplomacy, tact, and, perhaps, a bit of luck.

In the midst of it all, I found myself increasingly aware of Marco's presence, a constant in the swirling sea of faces and agendas. His reaction to Keta's arrival was a reminder of the deeply personal stakes involved in this endeavor. The next few days would test not just our professional acumen, but also the strength and resilience of our personal convictions.

As Reyes concluded his speech with a toast, the atmosphere in the room was cautiously optimistic. The meet and greet had been a success in terms of maintaining respect and decorum, setting a positive tone for the serious discussions to follow. Watching the last of the guests depart, I lingered, feeling a mix of relief and anticipation for the days ahead.

I found myself at the bar next to Marco, who seemed lost in his own thoughts, a glass of liquor in his hand. Inquiring about Roxy, I tried to sound casual. "Where's Roxy?" I asked, hoping my interest didn't betray any deeper emotions.

"Olivia took her sightseeing," he replied, and I fought to keep my reaction neutral.

"You don't have anything you wish to see?" I ventured, striving to maintain a friendly tone, mindful of our agreement to stay just friends.

Marco's response was quiet, almost a whisper, carrying a weight of unspoken feelings. "I want to see you."

His words sent a shiver down my spine, a mix of fear and excitement. I stood up, trying to appear composed. "Room 532," I said, leaving the bar. As I walked away, I felt his gaze on me, and after a few moments, he followed, trying to be discreet.

The decision to invite him to my room was impulsive, driven by a longing that I couldn't fully suppress. Our connection, as complicated as it was, seemed to draw us together despite our best efforts to maintain distance.

In the elevator ride to my room, the anticipation built. This wasn't just a casual encounter; it was a moment of vulnerability, a step back into the intricate dance of our relationship. Every floor passed was a countdown to a reunion that was both desired and feared.

When the doors opened to the fifth floor, I stepped out, my heart racing with a mix of apprehension and longing. This meeting with Marco, away from the eyes of the world, was a plunge back into the depths of our shared history. It was a reminder of the intense bond we shared, a bond that, despite our efforts, remained unbroken and undeniable.

Marco

Standing in the doorway, the bittersweet taste of Bella's goodbye kiss lingered as I grappled with the complexity of my actions. The fact that it was Bella made the betrayal feel less like infidelity, blurring the lines of right and wrong in my mind. Yet the truth was undeniable – I had been unfaithful to Roxy, and my justifications didn't change that reality.

Upon returning to my room, I was confronted with the consequences of my actions. Roxy was there, her posture rigid with tension, a clear indication that she knew something was amiss. "Where have you been? I called you," she demanded, her tone sharp.

"I was out," I replied, avoiding her gaze as I tossed my jacket on the bed.

"Out with her?" she pressed, her voice betraying a mix of hurt and suspicion.

Facing her, I hesitated. Lying wasn't an option – not now. Roxy's expression shifted from anger to disappointment as she took a seat on the sofa.

"Marco, you are one of the best men I know, but things like this make me question everything," she said, her voice thick with emotion. "You give me a ring, as if you want to marry me, but the moment you see your ex, everything changes."

Her words were a piercing truth. In that moment, as she began to pack her bags, a profound realization settled over me. I didn't stop her, didn't plead or protest. And in my silence lay the acknowledgment of the end.

Roxy was right. I needed to figure out what I truly wanted, who I really was beyond the shadows of my past relationship with Bella. The complexities of my feelings for Bella had clouded my judgment, affecting my relationships and my sense of self.

As Roxy walked out of the room, the finality of our relationship sinking in, I was left alone with my thoughts. It was a moment of painful clarity – my actions, driven by unresolved feelings for Bella, had cost me another relationship, another chance at happiness. The realization was a stark reminder of the work I still needed to do on myself, the choices I needed to make, and the path I needed to forge moving forward, free from the entanglements of a past that I could no longer return to.

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