Chapter 56

Aria's POV

I needed the water. The moon pool had always been my refuge, a place where the weight of the world lifted and I could breathe. After yesterday's whirlwind of emotions, an early morning swim felt like the only way to clear my head. It was barely 3:30 a.m., and the house was still and dark. Jack was probably still asleep—no morning text, no gentle reminder that he was there. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't relieved. The space felt necessary.

I slipped into the moon pool, my body transforming effortlessly into my mermaid form, tail gleaming under the soft light filtering through the cavern. The cool embrace of the water wrapped around me, calming but also amplifying everything I was feeling. I floated on my back, staring at the craggy ceiling above, trying to make sense of the storm in my head.

Jack and I had talked things through yesterday. We'd made promises, set boundaries, agreed to support each other better. It was progress—or at least, it should have felt like it. But even as we worked to understand each other, there was this nagging feeling that something still didn't quite fit, like a puzzle piece that refused to slide into place. His love and protection, while comforting, came with a shadow—an unspoken expectation that I had to be strong, bold, and unbreakable. Like I had to live up to this image of a fearless, confident girl he admired so much.

Was that image really me? Or was I just performing, playing the role of Jack's strong, resilient girlfriend because it felt safer than admitting that I wasn't always that person? That sometimes I was scared, fragile, and not as sure of myself as I tried to seem. Standing up to Brooke had felt powerful, but had I done it for me or to live up to the version of me Jack wanted to be proud of?

I dipped my hand into the water, watching the ripples spread and distort my reflection. The girl looking back at me seemed confident, sure of herself, but I couldn't shake the feeling that it was just an illusion. The truth was, I'd been so wrapped up in Jack—his presence, his reassurances—that I'd lost track of whether I was growing for me or for him. Was my confidence mine, or was it borrowed from his love and admiration?

The thought made my chest ache. I loved Jack, truly, but I couldn't ignore the gnawing sense that something was still missing. Something I couldn't quite name. We were growing together, but was it in a way that would actually make us stronger, or were we just delaying an inevitable reckoning? Our emotional needs didn't seem to align perfectly, and I was starting to wonder if love alone would be enough.

A bad feeling twisted in my gut, a sense of unease that had been growing ever since our talk. I tried to shake it off, sinking deeper into the water, letting my tail glide along the smooth stone beneath me. The moon pool had always brought me clarity, but today, even its magic seemed to waver, reflecting the uncertainty that had become a permanent fixture in my mind.

I floated there, half-submerged, and whispered into the stillness, "Who am I really, without all of this?" The water rippled back, offering no answers, only a reminder that the journey to find out would be mine alone.

I stepped onto the shore after my reflective time at the moon pool, that sanctuary I'd promised myself I wouldn't return to but couldn't quite stay away from. The early morning light spilled over the horizon, painting the world in sleepy shades of gold and pink. I'd woken up at 3:30 a.m., and now the dawn was breaking, soft and steady, reminding me that 5 a.m. was near. Even without my watch or phone, I could still read the time in the sky's quiet unfolding.

Droplets of seawater clung to my skin, glistening like tiny diamonds in the early light. Pressing my palm over my tail, I slowly closed my hand into a fist, summoning a controlled warmth that radiated through my body. The heat rippled outward, evaporating the moisture in a shimmering haze. My legs reappeared seamlessly, as if the ocean's secret had never been mine to bear. Just a girl standing at the water's edge, magic perfectly concealed, the truth sinking back beneath the waves where it belonged.

By the time I made it home, my parents were already getting ready to leave, their usual morning routine in full swing. My mom was fastening the clasp of her necklace, her smile bright but distant. My dad was checking his phone, his tie slightly askew. They turned briefly, acknowledging me on their way out.

"Bye, love you!" my mom called, her voice rehearsed, cheerful. My dad gave a distracted wave, already slipping into his work persona.

I forced a smile, something that felt like muscle memory at this point. "Bye," I replied, but the word tasted hollow, just like the space between us. They never seemed to notice. In their world, I was still the daughter who didn't make waves, who met their expectations without fuss. If only they knew the truth.

If they knew about Jack, about the nights at the beach where things had shifted between us in ways I was still figuring out, or the fact that I wasn't their perfect little girl anymore... Maybe they wouldn't look at me with those blind, content smiles.

Upstairs, I pulled a brush through my hair and grabbed clothes for school, feeling the ghost of the ocean still clinging to my skin. My phone buzzed with a notification, and I couldn't help the way my heart lifted, a reflex I'd come to expect.

I grabbed my phone and smiled when Jack's message popped up, the little heart emoji next to his name making my heart do that familiar flutter.

Mahal💜: Good morning to my sweet peppermint girl. How's my favorite troublemaker doing?

His words pulled a genuine smile out of me, even with the lingering heaviness in my chest. Somehow, he always knew how to make me feel seen, even when I couldn't figure out my own feelings.

Me: Using that nickname to charm me this early, huh? You know it works. But tell me, are you still serious about that plan for just the two of us?

I could almost hear his low chuckle through the screen, the way he'd lean in close, teasing and affectionate.

Mahal💜: Oh, I know it works. But nice try, babygirl. You're not getting me into any compromising situations before school. I'd rather not spend the day dealing with blue balls, thank you very much.

I laughed out loud, a warmth spreading through me that Jack always seemed to bring. Even though things felt off, his playful banter was a comfort I held onto.

Me: Guess I'll have to save my "compromising situations" for later then. Your loss.

His reply came instantly, as if he was waiting for me to challenge him.

Mahal💜: Tease. You know you're lucky I'm crazy about you, right?

The familiar mix of flirtation and sweetness brought me back to the present, even if the nagging feeling in my chest still lingered, unspoken but not ignored.

Jack pulled up to my house, just like yesterday morning before Brooke's rumors had sent my day spiraling. The memory of the drama felt distant now, but a subtle unease still lingered beneath the surface, even after our conversation. I hesitated for a moment, then an idea sparked, and instead of heading for the passenger side, I walked straight to the driver's side, my heart racing with anticipation.

Jack's eyebrows shot up, a playful grin breaking across his face as he rolled down the window. "What are you up to, troublemaker?" he asked, his voice tinged with amusement.

I didn't answer. Instead, I leaned in and kissed him—deep and unhurried, with a boldness that surprised even me. His initial surprise gave way to something warmer as he responded, his hands finding my waist and pulling me onto his lap. The world around us disappeared, replaced by the heat of his touch and the way his lips moved against mine, making my heart race.

But just as I thought I had him convinced, he pulled back, laughter rumbling softly in his chest. His hands lingered on my waist, and he let out a breathless chuckle. "Babygirl," he murmured, his voice husky but amused, "I know exactly what you're doing. And it's not going to work."

I pouted as he gently set me back on my feet, the warmth of his touch still tingling on my skin. "I had to try," I said, pretending to sulk.

Jack shook his head, his eyes twinkling with affection, though there was a flicker of something deeper—something like concern, quickly masked by his smile. "You're gonna be the death of me," he teased, his tone light but sincere. "I think my peppermint girl might be getting a little too addicted. And as much as I'd love to skip school and give in, we can't. Not today."

I crossed my arms, feigning disappointment, but his laughter melted through my mock annoyance. "Now, about that peppermint mocha," he added, his smile widening as he shifted back into his seat.

I couldn't help but laugh as I finally made my way to the passenger side, sliding in and closing the door behind me. Jack shut his own door, and when he turned to me, his grin lit up the morning, melting away the remnants of yesterday's tension. The playful energy between us made everything feel lighter, as if for a moment, the weight of our worries had faded into the background, leaving only us.

One wave at a time—that was our catchphrase, the promise we always held onto. Jack had a way of making it sound easy, a simple reminder that we'd take on whatever came our way together. But for me, it was more than just a phrase. I needed it, like a lifeline I clung to, hoping it would keep me afloat as I navigated everything that felt so uncertain.

We had grabbed our coffee—my usual peppermint mocha, which Jack still lovingly teased me about, calling it my seasonal drink addiction. "Just like that other addiction we've got going from the beach," he added, his grin playful, "but hey, I'm definitely not complaining." His teasing brought a smile to my lips, even if it didn't manage to untangle the anxious knots twisting in my stomach.

As Jack pulled into the school parking lot, tension coiled around me, thick and suffocating. The morning sun tried to cast everything in warm, golden light, but it couldn't pierce the storm clouds that hovered just above me. The judgmental stares from yesterday hadn't faded—they'd only intensified, and it felt like every gaze was a knife, sharp and scrutinizing. The whispers were louder now, cutting through the air, and I knew Brooke had spread something worse overnight, like poison infecting the entire school.

I swallowed hard, dread pooling in my chest. Jack parked the car and turned to me, his eyes shadowed with worry. "We'll figure this out," he said, his voice full of conviction, like he had a plan.

But the words struck a nerve, sparking something raw inside me. "No," I said, a little too sharply. His eyebrows shot up in surprise, and I immediately felt a pang of guilt. "I mean... I need to handle this my way. Without you stepping in."

He frowned, hurt and confusion mingling in his gaze. "Your way?" he echoed, the strain in his voice unmistakable. "Aria, just look around. This is spiraling out of control. Brooke's already spreading even more rumors about you, and everyone out there—" he gestured toward the crowd where whispers and judgmental glances gathered like a storm—"they're eating it up. You can't just—"

"I have to," I interrupted, my heart pounding. "Jack, if you keep trying to shield me from everything, I'll never learn how to stand on my own. And I need to feel like I can." The admission hurt, but it was the truth.

Jack's jaw tightened, a storm brewing in his eyes. "So what? I'm just supposed to stand by and do nothing while people tear you apart?" His voice cracked, and the frustration in it cut deep. "That's not who I am. I can't just watch you get hurt."

His protectiveness, once so comforting, now felt suffocating. "And that's the problem," I whispered, my voice breaking. "You want to save me, but maybe I don't need saving. Maybe I just need... space to figure out who I am, apart from all of this." Apart from the expectations everyone has because I'm dating the quarterback. Apart from being known only as Jack's girlfriend, with all the standards people think I should live up to. I need to know who I am, separate from what everyone expects me to be.

The pain etched on his face was unmistakable, and guilt twisted inside me, sharp and relentless. But this felt different from before. It wasn't just about proving whether I was strong enough to stand beside him; it was about finding my own strength at all—strength that belonged solely to me, unburdened by anyone else. I opened the car door, the crisp morning air hitting me as I stepped out, the slam of the door echoing like a final note in an unfinished song. Jack stayed in the car, his gaze heavy with worry and unspoken questions, and the guilt of everything I'd said twisted deeper inside me.

Yesterday, we'd talked about what it meant to be emotionally available, and I thought we'd made progress. But even now, despite our efforts, the sense of feeling overshadowed hadn't faded. I was still defined as being Jack's girlfriend without being an identity to me to everyone else, still the subject of yesterday's rumors about cheating and being a slut—judged, scrutinized, and stripped of my identity. And as I walked away from Jack, the weight of it all bore down on me, making each step feel heavier than the last.

As I stepped into the building, the tension between Jack and me still fresh in my mind, I felt the eyes of my classmates boring into me. The whispers buzzed around me, sharp and relentless, wrapping me in a cloak of judgment. It was as if the entire school had already decided my fate, dissecting every moment of my life without knowing the truth.

"Did you see them fighting? Bet they're done for," someone whispered nearby, their voice dripping with curiosity. My heart clenched at the idea of Jack thinking I wanted to end things, the guilt from our argument twisting deeper inside me. I hadn't meant for it to come to this.

"She's not as innocent as she looks," another voice cut in, harsher this time. "I heard she's been cozying up to teachers for better grades. Probably trying to claw her way to the top of the class."

The lies twisted around me, suffocating and inescapable. My breath hitched, and my pulse pounded in my ears. Even before Jack, I'd worked tirelessly to keep my grades up. I'd never relied on anyone but myself. But now, none of that mattered. The truth of who I was—just Aria, the vlogger, the bookworm, the girl hiding an impossible secret—was buried under layers of rumors and assumptions.

The hallway felt like a labyrinth of eyes and whispers, each step I took heavier than the last. I clutched my bag tighter, trying to breathe, trying to hold on to the pieces of myself that felt like they were slipping away. All I wanted was to be seen for who I truly was, not as some twisted version of myself crafted by Brooke's lies. But no matter how hard I tried to escape Jack's shadow or prove my own worth, the expectations pressed in, unyielding and suffocating.

As I made my way to English class—the one class I shared with Jack—the weight of the rumors seemed to press down on me harder with each step. Whispers trailed behind me like shadows, hissing and sharp, and no matter how hard I tried to block them out, the lies slithered into my thoughts, gnawing at my resolve. My hands trembled by the time I reached my desk, and I barely had a moment to catch my breath before Ms. Daniels, our English teacher and the one who had paired Jack and me for the project, called me to the front.

"Aria," she said, her eyes narrowing with a hint of concern. "A word, please."

My stomach twisted into knots. I swallowed hard, forcing my feet to move even though dread pooled in my gut. Every gaze in the room felt like a laser, burning into my back as I approached her. The soft rustle of paper, the whisper of voices, it all felt magnified, pressing against my eardrums. I kept my head high, even though it felt like I was balancing on the edge of a cliff.

"I've heard some troubling rumors," Ms. Daniels began, her voice low but firm. "About you sneaking into the faculty office and... blackmailing staff members. Care to explain?"

My mouth went dry, and I stared at her, my brain struggling to process the accusation. The walls seemed to close in, and my pulse thudded in my ears. "That's not true," I said, my voice quivering. "I would never—"

"Rumors or not, this is a serious accusation," she interrupted, her gaze piercing through my defenses, scrutinizing my every expression. "If there is any proof—any at all—there will be consequences. You've always been a good student, Aria, and I would hate to see you take such a disappointing path."

Shame burned through me, hot and relentless, and I could feel the heat creeping up my neck. "Yes, ma'am," I whispered, barely able to meet her eyes. The humiliation stung, each word sinking into my skin like needles. I turned and walked back to my seat, my head spinning, the room feeling stifling, like the walls were closing in.

Jack's eyes followed me as I returned to my desk, his expression unreadable, a mix of concern and frustration tightening his jaw. The tension between us from earlier still lingered, a heavy reminder that even though he was here, I couldn't lean on him the way I used to. His presence, both comforting and overwhelming, felt like a double-edged sword.

I sat down, my hands shaking, and forced myself to take a steadying breath. The whispers around me grew louder, like an invisible tide threatening to pull me under, but I clung to the fragile strength inside me. I couldn't afford to break down. Even with Jack in the same room, watching me, I felt an overwhelming need to prove I wasn't just his girlfriend, overshadowed and defined by his presence.

I had to be more than that. I had to find my strength and reclaim who I was, even if everything around me was crumbling.

The rest of the morning passed in a blur, each new rumor cutting deeper, crueler than the last. I kept repeating to myself that I was strong enough on my own, that I didn't need Jack by my side every second to hold me together. I was determined to prove to everyone—and maybe even to myself—that I could fight my own battles, even if the weight of everything felt suffocating.

Jack had his own struggles, and hearing the rumors about me only seemed to fuel his anger. I saw the way his jaw clenched, how his eyes darkened whenever he caught students whispering or sneering in my direction. More than once, he'd stepped in, telling people to stop in that low, commanding voice of his, and I was grateful for his defense. But gratitude didn't erase the constant pressure. His efforts, though well-meaning, couldn't fix the deeper problem or silence the noise that kept buzzing around me. Even though he was trying so hard to be emotionally available, the struggle was real, and I knew it.

Brent and Eli weren't immune to the tension either. I caught glimpses of them as I passed by in the hallway, and for a moment, it looked like they wanted to say something—to bridge the widening gap between us. But the strain in our group, the unspoken awkwardness, held them back. Everyone was carrying their own weight, and I couldn't bear the thought of adding to their burden. So I pressed on, telling myself I could handle this. That I had to.

By the time lunch rolled around, I was running on pure nerves, my stomach twisted in anxious knots. The cafeteria buzzed with laughter and conversation, but every sound felt sharp, like glass against my skin. Clutching my lunch tray, I made my way through the crowded room, gripping it so tightly my knuckles turned white. It felt like the only thing anchoring me in a world that was spinning too fast.

Jack was nearby, and I could feel his eyes on me—filled with a worry I wasn't ready to confront. The tension from our earlier conversation still lingered, a taut, unspoken reminder of the fragile balance we were trying to find. I couldn't meet his gaze. Seeing the concern etched on his face would be too much when I was barely holding myself together.

I forced myself to move forward, to sit at a table where I could at least pretend I wasn't breaking apart. But the rumors, the whispers, and the judgmental stares followed me, wrapping around me like a suffocating fog. The feeling of being overshadowed and alone was becoming harder to push away.

I tried to disappear into the noise, but Brooke made sure I couldn't. She sauntered over, her smile a twisted parody of sweetness, her voice cutting through the cafeteria like a blade. A hush fell over the nearby tables as people turned to watch.

"Aria," Brooke drawled, her voice dripping with mock concern. "I hope you're holding up alright. Heard you've been real fucking busy—sneaking around, blackmailing teachers, and all that shit." Her smirk twisted, and she leaned in closer, her eyes glinting with malicious delight. "Makes me wonder... what other dirty little secrets you're hiding? Maybe there's more I could dig up, you conniving bitch."

The blood drained from my face. My grip on the edge of the table tightened, my knuckles aching. My vision swam, and panic curled tight in my chest, a living thing that clawed at my control. Brooke's words planted seeds of fear, and the idea that she might know—or soon discover—something dangerous made my pulse roar in my ears.

The world spun, the cafeteria noise blurring into a cacophony of chaos. I could feel the familiar, terrifying pull of my powers, the water in the air responding to my fear. A glass of water on a nearby table trembled, droplets leaping onto the floor, and then—crash—the glass shattered, sending shards skittering across the tiles. Someone screamed, and a few people jumped to their feet.

My heart pounded, each beat thundering in my chest. I drew in a shaky breath, willing the storm inside me to calm. I discreetly extended my palm, closing my fingers into a fist to evaporate the water pooling at my feet, every ounce of energy going into maintaining my composure. But it felt like trying to hold back a tidal wave with my bare hands.

Jack was suddenly at my side, his hand firm but gentle on my arm, his touch an anchor amidst the turmoil. "Babygirl," he said, his voice taut with worry, cutting through the chaos. His fingers trembled slightly, betraying the helplessness he was trying to hide. "I hate seeing you like this. Tell me what to do. How can I help?"

The anguish in his eyes was unmistakable, and it twisted the knife of guilt deeper. He wanted to fix everything, to shield me from this, but we were both trapped in the eye of the storm, not knowing how to balance protecting and letting go. The memory of our conversation from yesterday came crashing back. "You always try to fix everything, Jack, but sometimes I need you to let me be strong, even when it's messy," I had told him, my voice raw but honest.

But now, standing here with Brooke's words echoing in my mind, I felt anything but strong. Jack's presence, usually so grounding, felt like another layer of pressure, another expectation I was failing to meet. I couldn't answer him because I didn't know how to make this right. I wasn't trying to take us back to where we'd been before, but it felt like I was spiraling, despite all the promises we'd made to each other.

Brooke stood a few feet away, smug and victorious, her smile like a knife. She didn't know my secret—yet—but seeing me break was victory enough for her. Tears pricked at my eyes, but I forced them back, refusing to give her the satisfaction.

"I... I need some air," I choked out, my voice raw. I pulled away from Jack, his grip resisting for just a second before he let me go. His hand fell to his side, and the anguish on his face was almost too much to bear.

"Aria," he started, but I couldn't turn back. I stumbled toward the exit, each step feeling heavier as the walls seemed to close in around me. The whispers followed me, echoing in my ears, relentless and cutting, a reminder of how close I was to shattering completely.

The cold air hit me like a shock, stinging my cheeks and biting at my exposed skin. I leaned against the brick wall, pressing my hands to its rough, unforgiving surface to ground myself. My vision blurred with unshed tears as the storm of emotions I'd tried so hard to suppress finally broke free. All day, I'd forced myself to stand tall, to pretend the rumors weren't cutting me to pieces—that Jack didn't have to be the one standing by my side, telling everyone to back off or to stop spreading lies. But here, away from the crowd, my pretense shattered, and I couldn't hold it together anymore.

Footsteps crunched on the gravel behind me, and I didn't need to turn around to know it was Jack. His presence, once a source of comfort, now felt heavy, carrying the weight of all our unresolved tension. He stopped a few feet away, and the hesitation that hung between us was thick, almost suffocating.

"I thought giving you space was what you needed," he said, his voice raw and uncertain. "But maybe being there means more than just stepping back. Maybe it also means listening to you, even when I don't have the answers."

I turned to face him, the concern in his eyes cutting through my anger, leaving me feeling exposed and fragile. My throat felt tight, and I swallowed hard, trying to steady my breath. "I wanted to stand on my own," I said, my voice cracking under the weight of everything I'd been holding in. "To prove I could handle the rumors and Brooke. I know I stood up to her before, but it felt like I only managed that because you were there, and seeing how proud you were made me question if it really came from me or if I was just trying to be the person you believed I could be." I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms, desperate for something solid. "But I'm realizing that strength doesn't mean carrying it all alone. Maybe... maybe it means knowing when to let someone in."

Jack's jaw tightened, and he ran a hand through his shaggy brown hair, the frustration melting into something raw and vulnerable. "I hate not knowing how to make this better," he admitted, his voice breaking. "I'm so used to fixing things, stepping in and taking control. But I'm starting to understand that protecting you doesn't mean taking away your battles. I just... I don't know how to stop wanting to shield you from all the pain, especially when it's tearing you apart."

His words, heavy with honesty, softened something inside me, though the ache still lingered. "I know you want to protect me," I whispered, wiping away a tear that slipped free. My hands were shaking, and I forced myself to keep them still. "And I appreciated that yesterday, but it also made me feel like I was just a girl who needed saving. Like people saw me as not being strong enough or 'girlfriend material' because you had to step in." My voice thickened with emotion, and I had to take a breath to keep from breaking. "I need to feel like you trust me to be strong, even if that means I might get hurt."

Jack's eyes darkened with worry, and he stepped closer, his hand hovering between us before he finally reached for mine. His touch was warm, steady, and grounding. "I do trust you," he said, his voice low and sincere. "But seeing you in pain... it kills me. Especially when Brooke went too far, dragging teachers into this and making Ms. Daniels believe lies about you. Watching you get accused of things you didn't do made me feel so helpless. But I get it—I'm trying to learn how to stand beside you, not in front of you. It's going to be messy, and I'll probably mess up again."

A small, shaky smile tugged at my lips. His vulnerability, his willingness to admit his flaws, made the hurt feel a little less heavy. "I guess messy is okay," I said, squeezing his hand. "It shows that our relationship isn't perfect, and that's fine. We don't have to get everything right, but we do have to be honest, even when it hurts."

Jack's shoulders relaxed, and a flicker of relief passed over his face. "Then let's be honest," he said, his grip on my hand firm but not suffocating. "I'm scared, too. Scared that I'll never be the guy you deserve or that I'll keep messing this up. But I'm not giving up on us."

My chest ached, but it was a good ache, the kind that comes with hope. "And I'm scared that I'll never be strong enough without you," I admitted, my voice barely a whisper. "But I'm not giving up either. Even if today made me realize that wanting to be my own person doesn't mean pushing you away. We'll figure this out together."

The silence that followed wasn't heavy anymore. It was full of quiet understanding, the beginning of something fragile but real. We still had a long way to go, but at least we were trying—together, even if the road ahead felt uncertain.

The cold air gradually lost its bite, or maybe it was the warmth radiating from Jack's presence that made the chill more bearable. We stood there, raw and exposed, with our emotions laid bare between us. I wiped away the last of my tears, and for a moment, the world seemed to hold its breath, waiting alongside us to see what we would do next.

Jack's hand was still loosely holding mine, his grip warm but tentative, like he was afraid I might pull away. He took a deep breath, his voice low but resolute. "I don't want to keep making the same mistakes," he said. "We need to grow—together. Not just as a couple, but as two people trying to figure out who we really are. I know we both have flaws, and we still have to work on ourselves. But I don't think taking a break or needing space will help us. I think we need to be in this, learning how to support each other better."

I met his gaze, and the sincerity there made my chest ache in a way that was both painful and healing. My heart thumped in my chest, loud and unsteady, as I absorbed his words. "Yeah," I whispered, my voice thick with emotion. "We can't keep hurting each other or trying to shield each other from everything. We need to work on ourselves, but we can do it side by side." Saying it felt like untying a knot that had been tightening inside me for far too long. It wasn't an easy promise, but it felt like a step toward something healthier, something real.

The silence between us wasn't heavy anymore. It felt full of fragile hope, like something precious we were both afraid to break. I took a shaky breath, my chest tight but slowly easing. "I need to find myself again," I said, my voice growing steadier. "Not just as your girlfriend or the girl people spread rumors about. Hearing people call me a slut and having teachers question whether I earned my grades—it hurts. I've worked too damn hard for my GPA. I need to feel like I'm more than the lies people believe. I want to know who I am, but I don't want to do it alone. I need you by my side, just... not overshadowing me."

Jack's grip on my hand tightened, and determination flickered across his face. His shoulders, which had been tense, seemed to ease just a little. "I can do that," he said, his voice wavering slightly. "I know I have to learn to trust your strength. To step back when you need me to and not act like you always need saving. It's going to be hard for me, but I'll try. I promise I'll try."

The vulnerability in his words sent a small, genuine smile to my lips, a glimmer of warmth breaking through the heaviness. I could feel my heart start to lighten, even if the ache wasn't entirely gone. "We're both still learning," I said. "But we don't have to be perfect. We just have to keep trying, even when it's hard. Even when it feels messy."

Our eyes met, and an unspoken understanding passed between us. His hand was still warm in mine, and I realized that this moment—this messy, uncertain, hopeful moment—was something worth holding on to. "How about this?" I suggested, a sense of resolve settling into my bones. "I'll handle the situations that test my confidence—like standing up to Brooke or dealing with the rumors. I'll remind people that I'm still Aria, not just your girlfriend. But I need you there, silently supporting me, not fighting my battles for me."

Jack nodded, and a flicker of relief softened his expression. "I can do that," he agreed. His eyes were serious but gentle, and I saw the flicker of something deeper—an understanding, a promise. "And I'll work on recognizing when my protective instincts are actually helpful and when they're just... too much. I don't want to make you feel suffocated or overshadowed. You deserve to be seen for who you are."

The weight between us seemed to lift, and for the first time, I realized we were really listening to each other. We weren't perfect, and I knew there would still be moments when we struggled, but we were committed—to our growth, to each other, and to finding a way forward that let us both breathe.

I squeezed his hand, feeling a sense of calm settle over me. "We'll figure it out," I said, more to myself than to him. "One wave at a time."

Jack's smile was soft, hopeful, and real. "Together," he whispered, and I felt the word anchor me—not as a weight, but as a promise.

The path ahead wasn't perfectly clear, and I knew there would still be days when I felt overwhelmed or lost. But for now, I had a partner who was willing to grow alongside me, and that felt like something worth holding on to. The cold still lingered, and the shadows of rumors would take time to fade, but the warmth between us was real. We had a long way to go, but we weren't giving up.

Jack and I walked back into the school, our hands intertwined. The cafeteria buzzed with the chatter of lunch hour, and I could feel the stares boring into us. Whispers flowed like a current, tugging at the edges of my fragile confidence. They hadn't disappeared—in fact, they felt sharper, like knives waiting to cut me down. But I held my head high, focusing on the warmth of Jack's hand in mine, grounding me.

Brooke was at the center of a cluster of students, her voice loud and triumphant as she spun whatever new, twisted story she'd conjured about me. Her laughter rang out, sharp and victorious, like she knew she had all the power. When she spotted us, her eyes narrowed, and a wicked grin curled on her lips, as if she were ready to deliver the final blow.

Jack's grip on my hand tightened, a silent question, a quiet offer of protection. But he kept his promise, staying by my side without stepping in front of me. He was close enough to be my anchor but far enough to let me stand tall on my own.

Brooke's gaze locked onto mine, and the air between us crackled with tension. Her smile widened, and she sauntered forward, her eyes glinting with cruel delight. "Looks like the freak decided to crawl back," she sneered, her voice loud enough for everyone to hear. "Got to hand it to you, Aria. It takes some serious balls to show your face after everything that's come out about you."

My heart pounded in my chest, a relentless drumbeat, and I could feel the heat rise to my face. My palms were sweaty, but I refused to let Brooke see how her words affected me. I squeezed Jack's hand once, then let go, stepping forward to face her. The cafeteria felt like a stage, and everyone was watching, waiting for me to break.

Brooke's smirk twisted deeper. "You know," she continued, her voice dripping with venom, "it's hilarious how you pretend to be some perfect, innocent little bookworm. But let's be real—everyone's starting to see the truth. The grades you're so proud of? Maybe you didn't earn them as honestly as you claim. Maybe there's more to your little act than anyone realizes." Her eyes gleamed with satisfaction as she added, "You cheated on Jack yesterday. I mean, it's no wonder if he's thinking of breaking up with you. Let's face it—you're not that interesting. There must be some secret you're hiding, something that makes Jack feel sorry for you."

A wave of nausea twisted in my gut, and Brooke's words cut deep, hitting at the core of who I was. But I forced myself to stay steady, even as the crowd leaned in, breathless and waiting, like vultures circling for the kill. My secret—the one thing that could unravel my entire life—felt dangerously close to being exposed. Fear coiled tight inside me, but I clenched my fists, pushing it down. I couldn't let Brooke get closer, couldn't let her tear away the last layer of protection guarding my mermaid identity.

Brooke took another step closer, her voice dropping just enough to sound conspiratorial but still loud enough for the crowd. "What is it, Aria? Got something freaky to hide? Something you'd do anything to keep buried?" Her eyes sparkled with sadistic pleasure. "Because I heard some fucked up things about you. People are saying you're not just a liar and a slut, but that there's something really wrong with you. Something unnatural."

My pulse raced, and I struggled to keep my breathing steady. The insinuation—so dangerously close to the truth—felt like a blade aimed at my chest. My vision blurred for a moment, but I willed myself to stay focused. I couldn't let her see how close she was to making me crumble.

I forced myself to stand taller, even though my knees felt shaky. "Keep spreading your bullshit, Brooke," I said, my voice strong despite the terror coursing through me. "You think you have power over me, but all you have are lies. And I'm done letting them define me."

Surprise flickered across Brooke's face for a split second, but she quickly masked it with a scoff. "Lies?" she echoed, her voice rising with irritation. "You think anyone believes you? You're fucking pathetic, always hiding behind Jack like he's your shield. He's out here fighting your battles, telling off his own friend Kaden from the football team yesterday, just to defend you. Of course he'll protect you." She leaned in, her eyes narrowing with cruel delight. "You don't have what it takes to make people like you. Maybe if you didn't act so high and mighty, we wouldn't all be so damn interested in what you're hiding."

My hands trembled, and I clenched them into fists at my sides, digging my nails into my palms to steady myself. "You don't know anything about me," I said, each word feeling like a battle. "I've worked for everything I have, and if you think tearing me down is going to make you feel better about yourself, then I feel sorry for you."

Brooke's eyes darkened, and her mouth twisted into a sneer. She stepped even closer, her voice dropping to a hiss that sent chills down my spine. "Feel sorry for me?" she spat. "You should be fucking terrified. Because when your secrets come out—and trust me, they will—you'll be the one begging for mercy. And I can't wait to watch you fall."

My breath caught, fear clawing at my chest, but I didn't let her see it. I met her glare, my voice quieter now but still unbroken. "I'm not afraid of you, Brooke," I whispered, even though my heart was racing. "And I'm done letting you think you have control over me."

Brooke's sneer deepened, but before she could respond, Jack took a subtle step closer, his presence solid and unwavering. He didn't say a word, but the silent support was enough to make Brooke's bravado falter, if only for a moment. She looked between us, her expression twisting with frustration, before she turned on her heel and stormed off, her laughter echoing down the hallway like a storm rolling in the distance.

The crowd began to disperse, the tension slowly leaking away, but the whispers lingered. My body was still trembling, and I felt like I'd barely held myself together. Jack stepped closer, his eyes full of pride and worry, and I let out a shaky breath.

"Proud of you," he whispered, his voice warm and steady.

I swallowed the lump in my throat, my tears still threatening to spill, but I managed a small, grateful smile. "Thanks," I said softly. "One wave at a time, right?"

He nodded, and we walked forward together, leaving Brooke's threats behind but not the fear. My secret still loomed over me, a shadow that wouldn't easily fade, but so did the resolve to face whatever came next. Even if I was terrified, I knew I wasn't alone—and that made all the difference.

The bell rang, signaling the end of lunch, but I barely heard it over the roaring in my ears. The adrenaline from confronting Brooke still pulsed through my veins, and my legs felt like jelly as I tried to steady myself. Jack was right there, his hand hovering near mine, ready to catch me if I stumbled, but he didn't interfere. We were both learning to let me stand on my own.

Before I could even take a full breath, a stern voice cut through the crowd. "Aria?"

I turned to see Ms. Daniels, my English teacher, standing a few feet away. Her arms were crossed, and her expression was pinched with disapproval. My stomach twisted into a tight knot.

"Principal Dunestone would like to see you in his office," she said, her eyes narrowing slightly. "Now."

The cafeteria seemed to fall silent, and the eyes that had been watching the confrontation with Brooke now shifted to me, buzzing with curiosity and judgment. I swallowed hard, my throat dry. Jack took a step forward, concern shadowing his face, but I shook my head.

"It's okay," I whispered, though my voice was thin and unsteady.

Jack's jaw clenched, but he nodded, his eyes silently telling me he'd be here when I got back. The walk to the principal's office felt endless, each step echoing loudly in the silent hallway. The fluorescent lights overhead buzzed, making my head throb, and my hands were clammy despite the chill that had settled in my bones. I took a shaky breath, fighting the sense of dread creeping up my spine.

Ms. Daniels gestured for me to enter the office. The door clicked shut behind me, and I found myself standing in front of Principal Dunestone, who sat behind his wide oak desk. His gray hair was combed neatly, and he had the kind of piercing gaze that made you feel guilty even if you hadn't done anything wrong.

"Aria," he said, folding his hands and looking over his glasses at me. "Have a seat."

I lowered myself into the chair across from him, my heart thudding painfully in my chest. The office felt stifling, the walls pressing in, and I could almost hear Brooke's triumphant laughter echoing in my mind.

"I understand there was an altercation in the cafeteria during lunch today," Principal Dunestone began, his voice measured but carrying a heavy weight. "Several students have reported that you and Brooke had a... heated exchange. And I've been hearing some concerning rumors about your behavior, not just today but stretching back to yesterday, when this all seemed to start."

My mouth went dry, and it felt like the ground was shifting beneath me. "Yes, sir, I know about those rumors," I said, my voice thin and unsteady, trying to keep the fear from creeping into my words.

He nodded, his expression hardening. "Yes. Accusations about your academic integrity, as well as other, less appropriate claims about your conduct. Now, I don't make a habit of believing everything I hear, but when multiple sources report the same concerns, it's my duty to address them."

A lump formed in my throat. I wanted to scream, to defend myself, to tell him that everything he'd heard was a twisted lie concocted by Brooke. But the words stuck, my fear a tight noose around my voice. I forced myself to take a breath, remembering the strength I'd found earlier. "Sir," I began, my voice trembling but determined, "none of those rumors are true. I've worked hard for my grades, and I would never do anything to compromise that. As for Brooke... she's been targeting me."

Principal Dunestone's eyes narrowed, and the silence stretched thick and suffocating. "Targeting you?"

I nodded, my hands clenching into fists in my lap. "She's been spreading lies about me. I don't know why she's so determined to ruin my reputation, but she's relentless. Today, she accused me of things that aren't true, right in front of everyone." My voice wavered, but I pressed on. "I stood up for myself, but I didn't do anything wrong."

His gaze remained hard. "And do you have any proof of this targeting?" he asked.

My heart sank. Proof. Brooke had been careful, always whispering her lies where no one could see. "I... I don't have anything concrete," I admitted, my voice barely above a whisper. "But if you talk to people who've seen her behavior, they might back me up."

Principal Dunestone sighed, leaning back in his chair. "Aria, I understand that high school can be difficult, and rumors have a way of spreading like wildfire. But I can't take action based on hearsay alone." His gaze softened, but only a fraction. "However, if what you're saying is true, you need to find a way to gather evidence. Until then, I suggest you be careful about how you handle these situations. Understood?"

Frustration bubbled up inside me at the way Principal Dunestone's words seemed to shield Brooke rather than acknowledge the full picture. It felt like he was protecting her, blind to the real damage being done. But I bit it back, swallowing the anger that threatened to spill over. "Yes, sir," I managed, my voice tight, as the sting of unfairness pricked at my eyes. I hated how far Brooke had taken this, twisting everything to suit her narrative.

The door creaked open, and I turned to see Ms. Greene, the new English teacher, standing there with a soft, concerned expression. "Sorry to interrupt," she said gently. "I happened to overhear... and I'd like to vouch for Aria."

Principal Dunestone's eyebrows shot up, and a flicker of hope bloomed in my chest. Ms. Greene stepped forward, her calm presence cutting through the tension in the room. "I've seen how Brooke and some of her friends and Aria's peers have treated Aria, especially since she started dating Jack," she said, her voice steady but resolute. "Aria isn't the kind of student to cause trouble. I've been observing her, and it's clear there's more going on here than simple high school drama."

Her eyes narrowed slightly, and she added, almost as if speaking more to herself, "This school has a serious problem with bullying, and it's something we can't keep ignoring." Ms. Greene's gaze shifted back to Principal Dunestone. "Aria deserves the benefit of the doubt. High school is hard enough without mean girls targeting someone out of jealousy."

Principal Dunestone leaned back, his expression thoughtful but still conflicted. He let out a gruff sigh. "Noted," he said, though his tone remained cautious. "Thank you, Ms. Greene."

Ms. Greene turned to me, her eyes warm with reassurance. "Hang in there, Aria," she whispered.

I nodded, the tightness in my chest easing just a little. Maybe the battle wasn't over, but I had an ally. That small spark of support felt like a lifeline, something to cling to as I stood up and left the office, determined not to let Brooke win.

The hallway felt brighter when I stepped out, and Jack was waiting for me, his eyes full of worry. He crossed the hallway in three long strides and wrapped me in a gentle hug, his grip tight but comforting.

"How'd it go?" Jack murmured, his voice low and protective, eyes searching mine for any sign of how bad things were.

"Not great," I admitted, my voice cracking. But as I leaned into his warmth, feeling his steady presence, the storm inside me quieted just a little. "But I'll keep fighting," I added, clinging to the fragile determination that still burned inside me. "One wave at a time."

He pulled back just enough to look into my eyes, his expression full of quiet pride. "One wave at a time," he echoed, and I felt our shared promise settle between us, a lifeline tethering us together. We took a step forward, ready to face whatever came next.

But whatever I'd expected, it wasn't this.

A loud pop shattered the air, and a heartbeat later, the sprinklers overhead burst to life. Water poured down in a relentless torrent, drenching everything and everyone in the hallway. The cold shock hit me like a slap, soaking through my clothes in seconds. Gasps and shouts filled the hall as students scrambled to dodge the deluge, laughter and confusion colliding into chaos.

Panic surged in my chest. The icy water prickled against my skin, and a terrifying realization gripped me: I had ten seconds, maybe less. The transformation had already begun, the tingling spreading up my legs as they started to fuse, the pull of magic too powerful to stop. I'd thought my powers were under control, but clearly, I was wrong.

Jack's eyes widened, comprehension flashing across his face. Without a second's hesitation, he stepped in front of me, his body a shield, blocking me from view. "Aria," he whispered urgently, his voice tight with worry. "We have to get out of here before someone sees you. The last thing we need is to give Brooke more ammo for her rumors."

"Please," I gasped, my breath coming in short, panicked bursts, exhaustion from the day pressing heavily on me. My legs burned and tightened, the magic clawing its way through me. "Let's just hurry. I can't hold it back."

He didn't waste a second. Grabbing my hand, he pulled me close, his other arm around my shoulders as he guided me through the chaos. His movements were calm but desperate, and I could feel his heart racing against mine. "Hang on," he urged, his voice steady despite the fear flickering in his eyes. "I've got you."

The hallway was a whirlwind of noise and confusion. Students stumbled, shouted, and scrambled to get out of the downpour, too distracted to notice us slipping away. But every step was torture. The tingling in my legs turned to fire, and I knew I was seconds away from losing control completely.

Jack's gaze darted around until he spotted a small, empty maintenance room down the hall. With a burst of urgency, he shoved open the door and pulled me inside, just as the final second slipped away.

The maintenance room door clicked shut behind us, and the cold water from the sprinklers soaked through my skin. In an instant, the familiar pull of magic took hold, my body surrendering as my legs fused together, scales erupting in a gleaming cascade down my skin. My clothes vanished, absorbed by the transformation, and my purple tail unfurled, sprawling across the damp floor in the dim light.

I collapsed, trembling, feeling both the raw relief of letting go and the sharp edge of fear that came with being so vulnerable, so exposed. Every breath was thick with the chill of wet concrete and the sharp, undeniable scent of the air around us. My heart raced as I forced myself to stay calm, to focus. Don't let this break you, Aria

Jack dropped to his knees beside me, his chest heaving, water dripping from his soaked hair and clothes. His eyes were wide as he took in the sight of my tail, but his hands remained steady, unwavering in their support. "Another close call," he murmured, his voice fierce yet gentle, his presence grounding me in the storm of emotions. "We've gone from dealing with rumors to this, and it's clear the stress is getting to you, babygirl."

Tears pricked at my eyes, the weight of everything pressing down on me. I clutched Jack's shirt, holding on as the panic slowly ebbed, his words wrapping around me like a lifeline. "One wave at a time," I whispered, my voice breaking but holding fiercely onto the promise that had become our anchor, the one thing that kept me from being pulled under.

Jack's jaw clenched, his own worry barely concealed, but he managed a small, determined smile. "One wave at a time," he echoed, his grip on me firm and unwavering. Even as water dripped from the sprinklers outside and the reality of our situation pressed in, I clung to the hope that together, we could find a way through the chaos.

But the chaos felt all too real. Brooke's rumors twisted through my mind, poisoning my thoughts with the lies she'd spread. She'd painted me as a cheater, a liar, someone unworthy of the love and friends I'd fought so hard to keep. The argument with Jack, our miscommunication that made me feel unseen, only compounded the fear. Was I strong enough, or was I falling apart right in front of him?

I clenched my fist, summoning my Hydrothermokinesis in a desperate attempt to dry off and force my tail to turn back into legs. Warmth pulsed from my hand, but instead of the controlled heat I needed, steam hissed and burst erratically around me. The stress and fear made it impossible to control my powers, and my pulse raced, my vision blurring as tears stung my eyes. If I lost control now, everything would be over.

Jack dropped to his knees beside me, his own fear barely contained. His hands hovered over my shoulders, his voice a gentle murmur. "Aria, you've got to calm down," he said, his words full of concern but also understanding. His voice wasn't commanding or overbearing—it was steady, present, and somehow grounding, even in the storm of my fear.

But before I could respond, we both froze at the sound of approaching footsteps echoing down the hall. Each step reverberated through the walls like the tolling of a bell, making my heart feel like it was about to burst out of my chest. Panic surged anew, and I struggled to keep my breathing even, the magic slipping through my control like sand. The footsteps grew louder, and a voice called out, "Is someone in there? Who's messing with the sprinklers?"

Jack's eyes met mine, wide and urgent. "Stay hidden," he whispered, his voice cracking with the strain of trying to stay calm. "I'll handle this."

"No," I whispered, my voice breaking as I forced myself to steady my trembling hands. "I can't let them see me like this." The thought of being exposed, of my secret unraveling in front of everyone, made me feel like I was drowning. Taking a deep, shuddering breath, I clenched my fist and then swept it in a half-circle, summoning the magic for invisibility. A shimmering bubble-like effect surrounded me, and my body faded from sight. The strain of holding the spell burned through every muscle, the effort making it feel like I was splintering apart.

Jack hesitated, his jaw tightening, but then he nodded. His gaze lingered on where he knew I was, even though I was invisible. With a reluctant breath, he slipped out the door, leaving me alone, struggling to hold it all together. The weight of everything pressed down on me—the rumors, the fight with Jack, the fear of being exposed—and I felt myself teetering on the edge.

Outside, Jack's voice rang out, calm and casual despite the turmoil. "Oh, hey," he said, his tone practiced and disarming. "Sorry about that. The sprinklers freaked everyone out, and I thought I'd take a minute to catch my breath."

The footsteps paused, followed by a skeptical grunt. "You know there's not supposed to be anyone back here," the voice said sternly.

Jack let out a casual laugh, though I could hear the tension beneath it. "Yeah, my bad. I'll head back now."

The voices faded, and I finally let the invisibility spell drop. The bubble-like shimmer vanished, and I reappeared, gasping for air, my body weak and drained. The door opened, and Jack rushed back in, his worry etched deep into his expression.

He dropped to his knees beside me, his hands hovering but not touching, his eyes full of desperation and guilt. "Aria," he whispered, his voice cracking. "I'm here. Are you okay?"

Tears slipped down my cheeks, the weight of everything pressing so heavily on me that I couldn't hold them back. "No," I admitted, my voice raw and broken. "I'm not okay." I shuddered, my tail still heavy and shimmering on the floor, the pressure of the day crashing down on me. "The pressure, the rumors... I thought I could handle it, but I'm terrified. Terrified of being exposed, of losing everything. And... and I hate that I still don't feel strong enough. Even after standing up to Brooke, even after trying so hard. And the fight earlier... it turned into something I didn't expect. We ended up more out of sync than I ever wanted."

Jack's face softened, and something shifted in his gaze. It was more than worry—it was a realization, an understanding that hadn't been there before. He gently cupped my face, his fingers trembling as he looked into my eyes. "I hear you," he said, his voice thick with emotion. "I'm so sorry, Aria. I thought I was helping when I defended you yesterday, and today, when you said you needed space, I thought stepping back was the right thing. I realize now that I didn't fully get how much you're carrying, between your powers and the fear of your secret getting out."

His voice cracked, and he took a shaky breath. "You don't have to hide how you feel from me. I'm here, and I'll try to be better. I'll listen. I'm still proud of you for standing up to Brooke, but I know it's been hard for us to stay aligned, and I'm grateful we're finally communicating. We'll figure this out together."

The fear, the exhaustion, the pain of feeling so exposed—it all felt a little lighter knowing he was here, truly here. I leaned into his touch, feeling the warmth and comfort, I so desperately needed.

We were still learning, still navigating the chaos, but his words felt like a promise we both needed: to stand together, even when it was messy and hard. His vulnerability, his willingness to truly hear me, sent a fresh wave of emotion through me clinging to the hope that maybe, just maybe, we could find our way through the chaos—one wave at a time.

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A/N: It took me so much to make sure this chapter is good hopefully it is good and still keeping the relationship conflict. I guess Aria's version was trying to be her own person and not having Jack by her side. I know I purposely did that to make readers frustrated on why Aria did all that. Hehe! Please vote, comment, and feedback. Hey, at least we got more communication with Jack and Aria, though. 

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