On a Wednesday morning, last day of July 2024, we had PE hour in my school. I couldn't believe I had an insult to share again.

I mean, 1 and 31 July 2024 I had a bitter experience to share! What a coincidence?

Let it be.

As my friend and I were chatting about lot of things, we were standing under a tree in the playground. 

That tree was next to the football court where all my class boys were playing (thinking that they are the next Ronaldo! lol).

I usually don't play in PE hour, cuz I love to talk than putting myself in a sport— Manufacturing defect or something.

Trust me, I was standing at least 20 feet away from the court. When suddenly, my backside of the knee stung as the football hit me like an asteroid crashing the earth!

I would have yelled but supressed my cry by biting my tongue, turning back in horror.

Who the hell knocked me?

A dead-silence teased the ground as I stared all of the players who froze by what had happened. The football rolled away but my shock didn't. 

My friend Sara with an ajar mouth looked like she would shoot the guy who pulled the idea of hitting me with a stone-like ball.

My short-circuited brain gawked at the guy who kicked the ball at me— George. 

It surely is not coincidence.

My school's pupil leader, my friend Henry, whispered, "Don't take that guy into account for anything. Leave it as such."

Wiping the sand dust on my pants, I grit my teeth in annoyance as his face gleamed in arrogance and triumph.

I should have puched his bloody spectacles off his face.

My blood boiled literally, because he always treats me like I am his enemy, for I-don't-know reason.

Geoege had also tried to hit me with the ball some day ago, but I accidentally dodged it.

He never misses a chance to gossip and spread rumours about me which spoil my reputaion for at least 0.5 %.

I started screaming at Sara who have no idea on why I did that.

There was NO ONE around to enquire him; not even Henry. 

Even if I argue with him, he would easily escape with an excuse that it was an accident and not his fault.

I tried complaining him to my class teacher but no use. Tried to ignore his presence, no use at all!

Everyone around the ground saw my pale face, stunned but did nothing against the guy. I felt poweless at this. 

His ignorant face was more painful that the physical hurt; he didn't even spared a glance at me.

I usually froze when something odd happens to me,

*When someone swear at me.

*When someone tells they like me.

*When someone points at my inability.

It was embarassing for me to reveal that vulnerable face of mine to the guy who never knows how to treat a person. 

Tears sprouted by the pain the football gave me and it caught his attention which made him giggle.

I didn't expect him to ask sorry to me cuz he never apologised to any teacher of my school, but atleast he must mind his own business.

Flushing my tears under the lashes, I rushed to the washroom and cried my heart out, cuz it was a moment when I couldn't punish that fellow for his mistake. 

Not once but it happened to me several times already.

Now it was the agony of helplessness.

With my lonely sob compressed into my handkerchief, I let myself to forgive the guy who acted stupid with the least knowledge he gained from his lifetime.

All I wanted to do is to slap the guy virtually, by mustering votes for this book. And let him know that I could come up stronger even by the way he treated me.

I dedicate this to all the bully around the world.

Girl who had experienced such things... kiss yourself, honey! 

We deserve to smile.