Wow i can't believe am gonna make the biggest confession of the century. Well it may seem like am just like the other Armies being attracted to my bias Kim Taehyung a.k.a V, but its true i have developed real feelings for him. I know it's like a fantasy and that he is an unapproachable star but I have fallen. It's not because of his looks with make up on or the fact he is a celebrity but it's the way he is . I personally don't know Taehyung and he doesnt even know that a girl named Melissa Caroline Winter exist but my heart has fallen for him. Every aspect of him makes me love him even more. When i see him cry i cry, when he is happy i am happy, when he and his friends celebrate their victories i celebrate it too, when he plays with Yeotang it makes me happy. From the first time i saw taehyung ill be honest i had jut a celebrity crush . But as the years grew i found myself falling for him more and more. I have had a hard time keeping my feelings to myself cause i know no matter how much i try i can never reach him. I have seen many sasaeng fans who harass the boys and there is even one sasaeng who harasses Tae and Yoongi really makes me mad because at the end of the day they are normal people just like us.

This is my favorite picture of the man who has stolen my heart . I vowed to always respect his privacy if i ever bumped into him by accident. I know you would say am a fool to let an opportunity like that slip but all i care about is his happiness. My feelings are genuine and sometimes it hurts cause am thinking the most impossible of things. I could only hope and prayer to get a chance to be able to sit in front of him and confess straight to him what i have for him. Well I mean to offend anybody or make anybody mad. I am sure there are lot of girls out there who love him. Atleast all the armies love him too.  Even now when am low or feeling down just watching or hearing his voice is enough for me to be happy. Thank you Kim Taehyung for becoming a part of my life. You are all what i hope for in a man, but i may never be able to share the love with anyone else. I will always support him with all my heart and will never leave supporting all the boys.

https://youtu.be/p8npDG2ulKQ

Singularity has exactly the words that describe my feelings. It is a very difficult thing to be in love with someone unattainable and maybe that you would never get noticed. But i am thankful for whatever little i have in terms of his music . He has taught me how to care for myself and how to cherish myself . That's why i have fallen for him so deeply . He motivates me . He and I share the same childhood experiences and i relate to it a lot. The feelings that i feel right now are described really well in this song.

https://youtu.be/fkX7TgjidJI

There is so much that describes how i feel right now . How everything is so difficult for me how my life is and how i feel when i look or watch the things Tae does. Recently i have seen a few videos and pictures of Tae and i feel that actually all of my life i have been waiting for him. But again am just a mere fangirl right !!! Well i can't change my honest feelings for him . All i wanna say is I LOVE YOU ...... and always will till the very last of my existence.  I am surprised at my own feelings.