Y/n Pov

It's been a few weeks and...

Y/n: " What am I supposed to write... "

Ugh... Thinking about what to write makes me have a lot of problems...

Y/n: " Gah! Whatever it's time for my part-time at the Cafe "

And so with that, I decided to just not think about it as I went to work

Being a Maid at a Cafe in Akibahara

Y/n: " ... This is fine... " I say as I look at myself wearing Maid uniform...

Co.worker: " Ah Y/n you've arrived "

Y/n: " Yes Y/n L/n is ready to work Ms. Milaninsky "

Ms. Milaninsky: " Alright lets have another nice day at work "

Y/n: " Yes! "

And so I work until around 4 pm

After that, I work as a Pizza delivery person from 4:20 to 9 Pm

And then I work at the construction site until around 2 Am

But it does kind of fun at the construction site seeing people surprise how someone that looks thin and girly as me can carry something heavier than what they can carry with ease

And then around 3 Am, I go meet with the loan shark to pay a tiny bit of the debt with money we got from construction work

And then go back to our home which is home made of cardboard...

And I was greeted by a white cat

Cat: " Nyaaa "

Y/n: " I'm back... Here I brought food "

I say as I take out a some bread crust with some fish bone that I brought from the Maid Cafe

And I eat some bread

Y/n: " Haaah... Right... I forgot about the song... "

II start try to think some song but after few line it went blank

As I was having trouble thinking the Cat went climb on to my shoulder and start rubbing on my cheeks

Y/n: " Hey stop that Nyanta-San "

Nyanta: " Nyaa~ "

Well I guess he wants to comfort me? Or just wanna play?

But we'll it distract me from thinking about the lyrics

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Few weeks later

After I done with my stream I went to find Sora-Senpai to ask how she doing with her song

Y/n: " Uh... S-Sora-Senpai "

I ask as I tug her clothes a little

Sora: " Ah Y/n what's wrong? "

Y/n: " I wanna ask about the lyrics... Have you made yours? "

Sora: " Ah, I still haven't finished it yet I'm still making it "

Y/n: " I See... "

Y/n: ( So even Sora-Senpai has a hard time... If she has such a hard time how am I supposed to be able to make it! I won't be able to make it! Aaaaaaaa! And the deadline is already so close... Haaah... It's not like I can make one to begin with... Man... This is impossible if the super-talented one can't make it how am a super-talentless person like me can do... )

I start screaming inside

And I felt a cold touch patting my head and I look up and see Sora-Senpai patting me

Y/n: " Eh...? "

Sora: " Now now... Don't think too hard about it, this is our first so there is nothing wrong with making a mistake, as long as you like what you write and sing then it's fine isn't it? Just write what you want to sing or what you think is a great line and have fun, if you don't understand then feel free to ask me or the other, there is nothing wrong with asking for help, okay? "

Y/n: " Okay... "

Sora: " Great! "

A-Chan: " Sora it's time for the stream "

Sora: " Okay! See you late Y/n "

Y/n: " Yeah... See you later "

Well with that I start heading back although making a stop at a music shop to hear some music trying to find inspiration

Y/n: " Well... Let's just write what sounds right to me I guess... "

And so with that, I start writing

And the result is pretty bad... As expected...

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The day of the deadline

Y/n: " Ugh... "

It may not be shown on my no Expression face but this is so nerve-wracking and I'm having stomach ache

Sora: "C'mon Y/n be more excited! "

Y/n: " Y-Yay... "

Sora: " I'll go First! "

Y/n: " G-good luck "

And so with that Sora-Senpai went to the recording room and start singing

Yagoo: " Oooooh! Good job Sora-San "

A-Chan: " That was a brilliant song "

V-Kun: " That was a nice song "

Y/n: " That was amazing Sora-Senpai " [>_<]

Sora: " Thanks everyone, hehe~, alright now it's your turn Y/n! "

V-Kun: " Yosh! Kill me with the lyrics Y/n! "

A-Chan: " Good luck "

Yagoo: " Yes Good luck Y/n and I hope you have made a wonderful song "

Y/n: " Ugh... I-i try! "

And so I went in and get ready to sing

Y/n: " U-uhhhh.... H-here I go! "

And so I start singing!

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A/n: Welp sorry for the super bad lyrics and also I kind of gave up on trying to make the instrument sound... So I just made the lyrics sorry...

Super bad lyrics incoming!

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[Song start]

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( Guitar and Drum sound )
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Day By Day by day by day

I woke up from my sleep

Everyday anytime always the same

Everything is nothing but a black and white

Working from morning to morning

Just to keep living

And yet

It's not like there anything waiting for me

And yet I keep living on In this world

Even If I were to disappear no one will care about me

My life is just but an air that will goes pass

carrying many things and then dissapear

Even if i were to die in front of everyone it's not like others will care

That just how life is...

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I'm tired

I'm lonely

I wanna just scream my hearts out

But I cannooot do that!

Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey! Hey!

I have to be strong,

and Lock this feeliiiingggggs!

If I want to really survive in this world

I want to just disappear from this world

It's not like anyone will care about me

I'm nothing but a broken machine who keep doing the same thing...

Incapable of feeling nor expressing it since I was broken

But

That just what I am really are...

I'm not like you but will you still want to be beside me

Will you help me

Face the hopeless day that will come

And

Will you tell me how...

Am I suppose face the future with a smile just like you...

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[ Song end! ]

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Chapter end

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A/n: Sorry for the super bad lyrics!!!! And sorry that it is super short!

I'm not good with this!

Also I try make the lyrics to have some connection with Y/n life

- Like black and white which means how every day is the same because every day he/we always work, paying debt, and repeat

- The Incapable of feeling since broken was indicating that we stop expressing emotion since being abandoned

Well, that's all thank you for reading!

And sorry for the super bad lyrics...