Chapter 26: Starting from now on, tommorow is a new day

Y/n pov

Y/n: " Ah sorry if I trouble or suprise you so suddenly "

Girl: " N-no i-i-its fine, w-w-well I don't mind"

Y/n: " Yay, I'll introduce myself again, my name is Houshou Y/n, nice to meet you "

Aqua: " M-my name is Minato Aqua "

Y/n: " Well nice to meet you Minato-san "

Aqua: " Y-yesh "

Y/n: " Want to go and have lunch? "

Aqua: " Y-you inviting me "

Y/n: " Yes, if you don't want to, it's fine "

Aqua: " Ah no! I-its not like I don't like it! N-no uhhh l-lets go have lunch y-yes? "

Y/n: " Sure, so let's go before we don't have anywhere to sit, and can you show me where the cafeteria is "

Aqua: " S-sure "

And so I follow Aqua who is walking quite fast, and fidgeting while keep looking back making sure I still following her

After a bit we arrive at the cafetaria and there's a lot of students and maybe some teacher

Aqua seemingly have a hard time with crowd, and stand quite close to me

To be fair there is large number of students that is pretty tall and big since some beastman also a student here, also I think I see a dinosaur too waiting at the line to a food stall

And Aqua is quite short... even shorter than me who is not that tall

Y/n: " So which food you recommend? "

Aqua: " R-recomendation? I-i usually just eat whatever... "

Y/n: " Then is there anything you like in particular? "

Aqua: " W-what I like? Uuhhh... n-nothing really"

Y/n: " ... Okay then let's just go the food stall with not many students "

Aqua: " Y-yes "

And so we went to the food stall that don't have many students and buy some bread and snacks

We then went to an empty table and sit down and start eating

Aqua just silently eat without saying anything

And so was i...

The lunch was spend in silence without any of us speaking a words

Y/n: ( ... I don't know what kind of topics do people my age even talk about... if it about works like price of stocks or how to make a good coffee and stuff along the line then I can probably talk about it... I don't know if she even watch Anime, and I don't think the Anime that Marine Onee-chan made me watch is actually a popular one... Since it's look kind of old )

Time skip brought to you by two introvert with no social skill

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Soon breaktime end and we went back to class

Time pass and soon school ended at 3 pm, and so it's time to go home

So I went home and was not greeted by Marine Onee-chan

But Sora-senpai

Sora: " Welcome back Y/n! Your big sis allowed me to get in and wait when I visit, cause she need to do some overworks tonight and won't be coming home, she ask me to look after you for tonight "

Y/n: " Oh... "

Sora: " C'mon get in! Take a bath, and then tell me about your first day at school! "

Y/n: " Ah yes "

I get inside and take off my shoes, I then lick to death by Korone on the face, after that I went to my room to out down my school bags, getting my change of clothes, and then went to take bath

After a bit I'm done taking a bath as I get out I got some nonfiction on my phone it was a message from Marine Onee-chan

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[ message]

Marine:[ I'll be staying at my friend house! Good luck with yo gal! ]

Marine: [ Onee-chan is rooting for you!]

{Thumbs up stickers}

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Y/n: ( But... There's nothing going on thought?)

I went back to living room and greeted by a lick from Korone yet again

Y/n: " H-hey stop it Korone, I just took a bath "

Sora: " Hehe~ she really miss you and worried about you huh "

Y/n: " I guess... I'm fine thought there's no need to worry about me "

Sora: " Well you are just very worrying... Especially since you always keep you trouble to yourself too much "

Okayu: " Nyaa~ "

Okayu seem to agree

Y/n: *sigh*

Sora: " Well let's move on, now tell us how was your first day at school! Did you made any friends!? "

Korone: " arf! Arff! "

They both seem excited to know

Y/n: " I'ts nothing that interesting thought? It was quite normal"

Sora: " Say did you made a friend at least? 1 or 2 friends? "

Y/n: " I made one new friend... I think? "

Sora: " Ooooh! Really! That's great what's her name? How does she look like? Is she nice? "

Y/n: " Her name is Minato Aqua, she is quite short, her hair have cotton candy color, and... I guess she's nice? She's very quiet "

Sora: " Oooooh!! "

Y/n: " And well... There's nothing exactly interesting happening at school for today at least "

Sora: " Well if it's not today then maybe tommorow something will happens"

Y/n: " I guess"

Sora: " So you free now? Or do you have homework? "

Y/n: " I'm pretty free, I can do my homework tommorow or at school"

Sora: " Then let's go out to somewhere"

Y/n: " somewhere? "

Sora: " Yeah! Do you have anywhere you want to go? "

Y/n: " Anywhere... I want to go...? "

Sora: " Yeah! Place you want to visit since now you are free to go anywhere"

Y/n: " I guess... It's a bit far away thought... and we'll need to go by train "

Sora: " That's fine, let's go there! "

Y/n: " Okay... "

Time skip brought to you with a meme

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After an half an hour by train and change train once, and then a taxi we arrive at the place I want to go

Sora: " Hmm, an Aquarium? "

Y/n: " Yeah... I went here once when I was at still at kidergarten... with my parents... "

Sora: " Ooh "

We buy a ticket and went in, the tickets was really cheap since this place is about to close down cause they have build a new place that is bigger than this one at another location

Sora: " there's very little fish left here huh, most of the rare fish tank is empty"

Y/n: " Yeah most of them probably already moved to the new place "

I look at the large fish tank and enjoying the fish

Y/n: " .... "

Sora: " So how is it? Now that you're here... "

Y/n: " It's okay... I guess... it just now realization finally hit... "

Sora: " I see... was this your happiest memories... "

Y/n: " Yeah... you know... I don't even know if it really happens... did I really come here with my parents or was it just the child me faking my own memories just to comfort myself... what I remember the most was that I see lot of beautiful fish swimming and I felt really happy... "

Sora: " I see... "

Y/n: " I still don't know, what I want to do... It's still hard to make my own choices since I always follow what was told to me... and I try to do it as best as I can... even though I failed "

My hand was on my face as it feel like I'm gonna explode from my emotions

Y/n: " Was I really unwanted?... did my parents suffer because I was born?... after all child care cost a lot... "

Sora-senpai hugged me from behind

Y/n: " Would my parents be more happy if I never existed? After all now I'm nothing but a disappointment and failure of a son, I put my own parents in jail, for my own selfishness "

Sora: " No... your parents may now want you, but... I want you so... Don't hate your own existence... you may be a disappointment to them... but you are not to me, or your new adopted family, and none of them think you're unwanted... "

Sora pat my head, as she hug me, and let me to lay on her body as we slowly sit down

The Aquarium was empty and all you can hear was the sound water and bubbles

It was a very calming place and more calming with Sora presence

Sora: " No matter how many time you think or said you shouldn't exist, I will always be here by your side tell you that you deserve to exist, and thank you for existing Y/n... "

My tears fall down as I feel weak and vulnerable letting my emotions come out...

And yet Sora-senpai was here with me until then end not leaving my side and comforting me and keep saying that I was allowed to exist and that someone wanted me to be here

Soon we went home as the Aquarium was closing, as we ride the train I keep remembering what happens as I see the small aquarium tank that I'm holding which have some fish inside and some coral

Sora: " Hehe, we got some fishes for cheap huh "

Y/n: " Yeah seem like they sell the old fish while move the younger and new one to the new aquarium "

Before we went out the aquarium we went to the merchandise store and found they were selling some fish

And so I buy a few, with a small aquarium tank, and filtering equipment to set up later at home

Y/n: " ... thank you... for being with me Sora-senpai... "

Sora: " No problem, but you should stlp with the senpai you know "

Y/n: " But you're older than me "

Sora: " that's true but it's kind of weird to always call me senpai "

I thought a bit and remember slang or some weird term that Marine Onee-chan teach me

Y/n: " Hmm... Dommy mommy Sora? " I said innocently

Sora: *cough!* *cough* " W-where did you learn that words from! D-do you even know what that mean in the first place!? "

Y/n: " Marine Onee-chan said it's a term to address someone you really like that is older than you and have taken good care of you, is it wrong? "

Sora: " ... no! It's wrong! Really wrong! So don't ever use that words! "

Y/n: " Okay... "

Sora: " Just call me Sora, no need for honorific "

Y/n: " Uuhhh... S-sora "

Sora: " Yes! "

Y/n: " ... I-its weird to not use any honorifics... "

Sora: " You'll get used to it " she said as she pat my head

Y/n: " nn... "

Soon we arrive back home as Sora, is having a sleep over at my place

And now we sleep on the same bed cause there was no extra futon for some reason, and Marine Onee-chan room was lock

And Sora was not letting me sleep on the couch

And I was unable to sleep even though Sora was sleeping quite easily

Y/n: ( I can't sleep! Not because of insomnia or anything like that!... Probably... Uuuhhh for some reason because of how close Sora is well she is basically hugging me, well... my heart won't stop pounding! And I can't seem to calm down! )

And so I was having a hard time sleeping for some reason I don't really understand even though I usually sleep well especially when Sora was with me

Time skip brought to you with a meme

In my case I wasted playing game, and writing story
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And so couple weeks passed

Y/n: " It's raining... "

I was coming back from school and on my way home it's start raining so I took out my umbrella and open it

I continue walking back home and on my way I see a person that I think I know

So I walk closwr to make sure and it was Suisei-san from Inonaka music

Y/n: " Suisei-san? "

Suisei: " H-huh!? Oh iits you board girl "

Y/n: " Are you okay? You'll get sick if you standing out here in the rain "

Suisei: " Like hell I care abiyt that now! "

She shouted in anger and seemingly sadness

Suisei: " When I know lll my hard work was useless and was just a waste of time all this time! "

Y/n: " Did something happen? "

Suisei: " Ah... I guess you didn't know... well the company is not doing well and they gonna cut cost so they will fire the talents that they deem not good or don't bring much profit... "

Y/n: " I see... "

Suisei: " And I was one of those talents that will be fired... after all my hard work to get here and wanting to be am Idol... " she said as she was crying

Suisei: " I knew from the start that it was impossible for me to become an Idol, and yet I still try and end up it was impossible after all! "

The feeling of hopelessness after trying very hard... after all hard work and yet not being able to reach what you hope to achieve...

I know that feeling

Y/n: " I know... It's hard isn't it, tryingbso hard to achieve something and yet you never seen it achieve not even a little "

Suisei look at me

Y/n: " But I know none of your hard work until now is useless or a waste of a time although you may feel it was hopeless, I'm sure it's not as long as you keep trying for that dream... "

I put my umbrella on top of Suisei sheltering her from the rain

Y/n: " Someone once said to me who gave up hope before... that tommorow is a new day, and you never know what would happen, but there always a chance, for you to reach your dream as long as you keep moving forward to tomorrow... after all tommorow is a new day "

I say as I remove my expression board, and try my best to gave a hopeful smile as I want to give someone hope for tommorow, just like Sora gave me hope to look foward to tommorow

Chapter end

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