Sending Prayers


"Guys, It's been weeks since we've seen Cas. Don't you think we should find him?" Becca asked getting impatient. "He's an angel! He can take care of himself, end of discussion." Stated an annoyed Dean. Becca held back some swears and went to her room. "God dammit!!" She yelled, Surely loud enough for the boys to hear. "No one listens! They never do! Hell, they never have! Cas could be in trouble..or worse! And yet..nnoooo, Sam and Dean wanna just be fucking idiots!" She complained to herself. "I honestly don't know why i came back. I get treated like shit by Dean because he thinks he knows more then me! This is just fucking stupid! I should just pack my bags, get in my truck and go back to hunting on my own. And maybe i could even find Cas and he'll work with me because they're all FUCKING MORONS!!" She shouted, Rebecca has a really bad temper, Usually she can fight away any anger but Dean's just been pushing the wrong buttons and being an ass lately. Becca sighed and knelt beside her bed, and folded her hands together. "I didn't wanna have to do this.." She whispered. 

Day one...

"Hey there Castiel, You've been gone an awful long time. We kinda need your help on a case. You wanna...warp over here and give us a hand? Your...pal Becca..." She prayed. 

Day two....

"Cas we really need your help for this case now. We have no idea what it is....Please, Cas. Just pop up anytime. ~Becca." 

Day three...

"Cas, Dean's really getting on my nerves. He's saying shit like 'You don't know as much as me' and 'You can't hunt like me! You don't know anything, shut up!' And i honestly don't know how much more i can take...Please, Cas." 

Day four...

"Cas, I really need someone to talk to. Dean won't stop being an ass. He's stressing me out, I've barely slept these past four days. I just toss and turn, Your the only one i can talk to because you get me. Please Cas. Answer me...."

Day five...

"Cas, C'mon man! Seriously. You've been away for a long time and we need you. And it seems like all of my prayers...you just dismiss. Please, Answer me.."

Day six...

"I'm slowly giving up...I can't sleep i'm so stressed. Dean's being a dick. I can't even hunt as good, it's like i need to know if your okay. Your like family Cas, Please. Answer me.."

Day seven...

"Hey there Castiel, I'm sure you've heard me calling your a thousand miles away...But somehow i know your listening. All of my prayers you just dismiss, It's you i miss. Why won't you answer me? Please just answer me...For years i've clung onto this rope. If every little prayer i sent could erase this, I'd send them all. I don't want you to have to fall. Why can't you answer me? Please. Cas it's been much to long, I need to know if your going to be okay. I've never wanted it this way..Cas now things are getting rough, I feel like i'm breaking inside. Come morning..I'll-..I'll never be the same. And i guess your to blame. I don't even know if your listening anymore. Why won't you answer me? Please just...Answer me. I'm giving up...We need you....I need you."

That was the last prayer she sent, She had given up. She never wanted to but she couldn't keep having hope in a lost cause. She never wanted to give up on Cas, ever. But she had. "Becca!" Sam yelled interrupting her thoughts. She wiped away the tears, double checking in the mirror. She walked down the stairs and saw Sam, Dean and her Dad sitting in the study. "What's up?" She asked. "Well, That's what we should be asking you. What's up?" Dean asked her. "What do you mean. I'm fine." She stated. "You haven't been eating as much and you don't sleep. That's not fine" Bobby said. "I'm just a little stressed is all." She lied. "Becca, I heard you praying to Cas. For a week strait! What's wrong?" Sam asked. "You were eavesdropping on my prayers?!" She yelled. "Well, we just needed to know if you were okay." Answered Dean. "That gives you no right to listen to my private prayers! What the hell is wrong with you!?" She asked, Tearing up. "It's our responsibility, Becca!" Dean yelled. "I'm not six, I can take care of myself. I did it for eight years!" Becca yelled, Again losing her temper. "This is so much worse then when you guys snooped in my sketch books. This is..Unexceptable!" She said. "Don't raise your voice at me!" Dean yelled. Bobby tried to step in but Dean told him to stay back. Sam didn't like this either, Becca was his best friend but Dean said this needed to be done. "Your not my dad, So back the fuck off!" Becca yelled. They got in each others faces, Both radiating heat from how pissed they were. "Don't you yell at me Rebecca, I'm older." Dean said through gritted teeth. "So? That doesn't mean your any better then me! You always say you know more then me! You don't! I was alone for eight years, Hunting and living! you have no right to say your  better then me or to yell at me. Your just a dick and and an-!" She was cut off by a sharp pain to her left cheek. Dean slapped her, There was a huge red mark. "What the hell, boy!?" Bobby yelled. Sam rushed to Becca. She backed away from them all. "I..I can't take this anymore..." She whispered and ran out the door. She ran as fast as she could, Sam, Dean and Bobby chasing after her. Luckily she was faster and knew her was around the woods by Bobby's house. She cried as she ran through the woods, Dodging trees left and right. She kept running until she didn't know where she was, She was at a small creek and couldn't hear the boys and her dad yelling. She lost them, But she was also lost. She dropped to her knees by the water and scooped some up with cupped hands and drank it. She was breathing heavily, She must've run about two miles or so. She figured she should try to find a way out of the woods. She began walking, She walked until sun down. She was lost. She couldn't hear anything except the leaves on the trees rustling. She was hungry, thirsty and tired. She found a patch of grass and laid down, Covering herself in some leaves. She felt tears rolling down her face. "I don't wanna live to waste another day, Underneath the shadow of mistakes i've made.." She whispered quietly. She eventually fell sleep, after a while she felt something, It was warm, soothing and calm. She could hear breathing but didn't open her eyes, She was content. She felt herself being picked up and carried bridal style. She could hear the footsteps of whoever or whatever was carrying her. But it didn't seem to be a threat, It felt and seemed so...Familiar. She heard a door open and people whispering. She stayed asleep. It wasn't until she heard a familiar, deep voice talking. She heard him say "What the hell is wrong with you?" He whisper shouted at someone. He almost...Growled. She slept for another hour or two then woke up. Her vision was blurry and she felt her stomach growl. Becca opened her eyes and looked around. She could make out four figures standing around her. One looked like Sam, The other Dean and her father. The other looked like a man with dark hair...And a..trench coat? "Cas!?" Becca shouted getting up, Vision un-blurry now. She ran over to him and hugged him as tight as she could. He stiffened up but eased into the hug. When they let go she looked at him. "Why the hell would you leave for that long, And without telling me!?" She asked. "I'm sorry....but i was busy. Heaven needed me to go under cover." Cas said. Becca nodded and hugged him again. Then she turned to Dean, He shrunk slightly. "Honestly, I should kill you right here and now Dean. You fucking hit me! But...I won't kill you. I'll just punch you as hard as i can wherever i want." She stated. Sam nodded, "Let her." He said. Dean sighed and braced himself. Becca cracked her knuckles and punched him in the stomach. He held his stomach and said "Good one" Becca smiled and hugged him. "I'm sorry" Dean said. "I'm sorry too." Becca replied. "Now i'm starving..Let's eat!" Becca announced. They went to the kitchen and ate pizza. Cas even ate some, Although he complained it tasted like molecules...Becca was still happy to have him back with her where he belonged. She's tried shaking those thoughts but it doesn't work. ~To Be Continued....

AN :D I love this chapter! I HOPE YA'LL ENJOY!!!!!!

Also i used a few lines from the songs...

Shinedown: Breaking Inside

IDK: Hey There, Castiel

If you knew them before told you...I WUV YU! >3<

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