(Okay, so you all know how S4 started, and since i don't remember all that well, i'm just going to continue the story, just pretend all that stuff happened, and let me be. Thanks! XD ~Mlpeej.)

Becca tossed and turned in the bed, and opened her eyes, and a clock read '2:25 AM'. She sighed and looked at the ceiling. She looked at her surroundings and noticed this wasn't her room at her fathers house. This looked like her old apartment.

She looked over and saw a man sleeping. "Brian?" She asked herself quietly. She held her head and thought back, "What the hell is going on?" She thought. Brian, her supposed to be ex, began to stir, he sat up and looked at Becca. "What's wrong, babe?" He asked, "What the hell is going on here?" She asked, Brian just looked at her with total confusion. 

"What are you talking about?" He asked, "We broke up, you cheated on me! What the hell am i doing here with you!?" She asked, a little too loud. "Shh, it was all just a bad dream, i would never cheat on you...we're engaged. And i love you too much." He said, sounding sincere. "I, um...need some air." She said and got up. She went to the kitchen and got her keys, and went to her...car? "What the fuck!? Where's my truck?!" She yelled and kicked the tire. She got in the car and turned the radio station, she found the blues station and blared it as she drove.

A few hours later, she reached her Dad's house, she ran up the steps and knocked on the door. She looked at her feet, trying to figure out what was going on, she looked up when the door opened, only it wasn't her father who answered it. "Mom?" She breathed out, "Becca, what are you doing here so early?" She asked sweetly. Becca hugged her mother as tight as she could, nearly crying she was so overjoyed. 

"Come in sweetie, you look hungry." Her mom led her to the kitchen where Bobby was sat, drinking coffee and looking over the news paper. "Becca? Where's Brian?" He asked, looking up from the paper. "He's, uh...at home. I just missed you and wanted to see you." She lied, for the most part. "Oh, ok." He shrugged. "Where are Sam and Dean?" She asked. "Um, Sam's at stanford, and Dean's probably at the garage working..." He said, looking at her with concern.

"Shit." She mumbled. "Am i stuck in some alternet universe?" She thought. She ate breakfast, and thought over everything that had happened. "So, My Mom's alive, Brian and I are engaged? Dean and Sam have normal lives?" She thought to herself. "Have you seen Cas?" She asked Bobby.

"Who?" He asked, "C-castiel, you know who i'm talking about." Becca stated. Bobby's eyes widened, "I really don't, hun. Are you feeling alright?" He asked, "I-i'm fine.." She stuttered. "What the fuck!? Where's Cas?" She panicked in her mind. "I have to go." Said Becca, and she rushed out of the house. She went out back to the scrap yard, and found her truck. "There you are! Where does Dad keep the keys?" She said aloud, and snatched the keys from the shed.

She did a once over of the truck, and drove away. She didn't know where she was going, but her gut was giving her directions to someplace. She drove for hours, and hours, until finally she reached an old abbandoned warehouse. "This isn't reality. It can't be. My Mom is dead, Brian cheated on me. This life is great, and mine sucks." She said, and looked around. Grabbed the silver knife from her boot. She searched the building, but found nothing. 

"Becca?" She heard voices calling. "Shit." She said, and looked behind her to see, Her mother, Bobby, and Brian. "Becca, come home. Whatever your doing, i'm sure we can get you help." Brian said calmly. "This isn't real, none of it." She replied. "But aren't you happy here?" Asked her Mom. "I can't stay, not when i know it's all fake. Your still dead, Brian's still a cheater, and everything still sucks." She replied.

"But we could make you forget, you could be happy. This would all be a bad dream.." Said Bobby. "This place is perfect, no one will ever get hurt, you can be happy." Said Brian. "'Perfect' doesn't exist. And i can never be happy..." She started. "Why is that, hun?" Asked her mother. "Because i don't have Cas!" She shouted and held the knife to her side. "I'm sorry, Mom. I love you." She said with tears streaming down her cheeks, and the blade went into her side.

"Becca?"  "Becca!?" She heard two familiar voices calling her name. "Becca!?" One deeper voice called, she felt herself being held up by strong arms, and when she opened her eyes, she was met with a pair of bright blue eyes. "Cas?" She asked, her vision still adjusting. "She's awake!" Sam exclaimed happily. "W-what happened?" She asked. "A Djinn got you, you were out for a long time. Almost thought you were gone." Dean stated. 

"Shit, my head.." She said, clutching her head. "Let's get you home.." Dean said. They helped her walk to the Impala, and she sat in the backseat with Cas. She sighed and looked at him, he starred out the window, clearly in deep thought. She took a deep breath, and turned to look out the window as well. 

When they got back home, Dean took Becca to her room, and covered her up. "get some sleep." He stated, she nodded. After a while, when she knew everyone was asleep, she snuck down the stairs, and went outside to sit on the porch. "Can't sleep?" Castiel asked from the doorway. "I think i slept enough.." She chuckled. Cas nodded and sat next to her. 

"What happened? In your dream, i mean." Cas asked, "Uh...it was just this, supposedly, perfect world. My Mom was alive, my Dad was happy, Dean and Sam had normal lives...Brian and me were engaged.." She said. "What made you realize it was fake?" "Everything. It was obvious, my life has never been that good. It's always sucked." She said, adding a sad laugh. "What made you want to leave?" Cas asked, Becca locked eyes with him.

 "That may have been the perfect dream world, but it wasn't that perfect, because there's one thing in that dream i didn't have, and it's something i need." She stated, "What's that?" he asked, "You, Cas.." She said, complete honestly in her eyes. Cas searched her eyes, and finding sincerity in them. "I need you too, Rebecca." He said with a smile. She smiled back at him, and leaned in, he began to lean in as well.

And their lips met. Sparks flew, Becca felt that butterfly feeling in the pit of her stomach, and Cas felt something he'd never felt before. Cas put one hand on her cheek, and the other on her hip. Becca snaked her arms around his neck, and tangled her finger in his hair. 

When they broke the kiss, they were breathless. "That was.." "Amazing." Cas finished her sentence. Becca giggled. "Becca?" Cas tilted his head, "Yeah?" She replied, "can we do that again?" Cas asked, Becca giggled and kissed him again. 

"We'll have to keep this a secret.." She thought to herself. When she opened her eyes, she saw something in his eyes she'd never seen before, Love. She smiled and looked around, something new catching her eyes. But she ignored it, and looked back at her angel. He smiled at her, and she laid her head on his shoulder, and sighed in content. And they starred at the stars together.

~To Be Continued

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A/N: Ayyyee! What's this? Oh, that's right...IT'S AN UPDATE! :D I've had this idea ever since i started the book, and i'm so sorry i haven't updated in a few months, i kinda fell out of the SPN fandom for a little, but i'm back! I really hope you enjoy this chapter, and there is a little mystery in the end, if you catch it, lemme know! ;) And as always, i will see you...in the next chapter! BUH-BYE! :D

I drew this a few days ago, inspired by the movie The Blue Brother, MY ALL TIME FAVORITE MOVIE!!!