22. DRUNK IN LOVE

***

Jungkook raised another glass and put it against his lips. Without hesitating, he poured a transparent liquid to his mouth, wincing gently as the burning alcohol flowed down his throat. He no longer knew which glass he had today. He wasn't going to limit himself. All he wanted was for his thoughts to stop coming back to the vampire and finally he started to get the impression that the alcohol he was drinking was bringing the intended result. He felt his muscles relax, his head begins to spin nicely, and his thoughts starting to resemble chaos. He set his glass down on the bar and gestured to the bartender to give him another queue.

- Jungkook, don't you think you've had enough? - Asked Jimin, worried.

They've probably been sitting here for three hours. Since they entered, Jungkook has not stopped drinking. He hardly said a word, only poured glass after glass. Jimin knew that as a hybrid he had a much greater tolerance to alcohol, but for a long time he had seen that the percentage he consumed began to hit him. At his words brunet only gave him a scolding look.

- Y-you weren't supposed to speak... - He muttered. His head was spinning, he needed to focus more so that his words wouldn't sound like drunken gibberish.

- Jungkook, maybe you want to talk? - Jimin said again, looking intently at his friend. The brunet only reached for the glass in front of him and drank it at once, wincing again as the alcohol flowed down his throat.

- Do I look like I want to talk? - He laughed sarcastically, giving the vampire a furtive glance.

Jimin said nothing. He only watched him in silence, hoping that the younger would finally get to the conversation. He knew that what had happened was still circling his head and was just waiting for the right moment for the boy to finally lower his guard and allow himself a sincere conversation. And he was not wrong. Jungkook played with the empty glass for a moment, twirling it between his fingers, then looked at Jimin.

- D-do you think that it was all a lie? - He finally asked. His tongue was a little tangled. He felt the taste of alcohol in his mouth and had a confusion in his head, but the only thing he was still thinking about was V. On this question, Jimin's face softened immediately.

- No, Jungkook. I'm sure V really cares about you. I will not defend him and say that he did well. He knows he did the wrong thing not telling you about your father. But he only tried to protect you...

- So why h-he lied to me?! - Jungkook asked in a raised voice.

The alcohol consumed intensified the emotions swirling in him. There was pain and disappointment mixed with anger in his words. He was furious. He was furious that V had hidden the truth from him. That his father hurt him so many years ago and at himself that he can't stop him now that he wouldn't do it again.

- How do I know that what he said to me is true, since he lied for such a long time?

He again pointed to the bartender to fill his glass. As soon as he poured him soju again, Jungkook drank another portion of alcohol at once. Jimin opened his mouth to say something when suddenly a loud chuckle interrupted him. They both looked sideways. Two young girls came to the bar. Around their age, they both apparently drank a little too much. One of them looked at Jimin, then at Jungkook and a big smile appeared on her lips.

- H-hi, handsome... - That said, the girl gently ran her hand over Jungkook's shoulder.

Her voice was slightly hoarse, probably because she almost screamed over the amount of alcohol she consumed. The boy looked at her closely. She had long hair that was tied up in a messy bun, now slightly tousled, probably by dancing on the dance floor. Her skin glistened softly with sweat and glitter she was wearing. Her makeup was slightly smudged, but she still looked nice. Jungkook had to admit that the girl was attractive. Just a few months ago he would love to take her to his place for the night.

Well "just a few months ago". What has changed during this time? Just a few hours ago he would answer that he met someone he cares about and who cares about him. The problem is, he wasn't so sure of it anymore. V lied to him. No. Even worse. He lied to him every day for several months. From the beginning. Their whole relationship was based on a lie. Jungkook did not know if any of what was between them was real. What if V specifically chose him to get his revenge on Jin? Is it possible that he only used him from the beginning? Thinking about all this, he felt his anger rise again. He knew that he might not think rationally, but that was not important. Now he only felt pain and disappointment. He could feel the bitter taste in his mouth and couldn't think of anything else. He wanted V to feel the same as him. He wanted to hurt the blond, just as he hurt him. He grabbed the soju glass and poured it into his clenched throat, then looked at the girl again.

- Maybe you will join us?

His lips said the words before his brain realized what he was going to do. Jimin gave him a deadly look, but Jungkook ignored him, at the same time turning harder toward the girl, who slid a bit awkwardly on the bar stool next to him. Her friend smiled at Jimin and also sat down next to him.

- You want me to buy you a drink? - Jungkook asked and without waiting for an answer ordered from the bartender next shots for himself and some fancy drink for a stranger.

- Jungkook, don't do this... - Jimin said suddenly behind him. There was clear disappointment in his voice. At his words, the boy felt the blood in his veins begin to boil. He turned sharply toward him and gave him a menacing look.

- What should I not do, huh?! - He growled.

He didn't know why, but he felt a burning sensation under his eyelids. He clenched his jaw harder, swallowing the lump that began to grow in his throat. He wanted to cry. And he hated how hurt and weak he felt. He wanted so badly to not care about him. He wanted to scream. He wanted to go to V and shout in his handsome face how much he hated him, and at the same time he hated himself for how much he needed him now...

- I know exactly what you want to do. V hurt you, but he didn't do it on purpose...

- Does everything have to revolve around V!? We've already established that there is nothing between us. And it probably never was... - He growled through clenched teeth.

The bar was loud and Jimin spoke specifically so that only Jungkook could hear him, but the brunette next to him watched them anxiously. The tension generated between them was visible per kilometer.

- I-is everything all right? - She finally asked and laughed softly, covering her nervousness. At her question, Jungkook put his hand on hers and smiled gently at her.

- Yes. Everything is fine. It's just that my friend is already tired and getting a bit whiny... - He replied quickly, then smiled broadly at her. - You know what, actually... Screw that, let's forget about your drink and let's get out of here. I'd rather get to know you a little closer... - He said and bit his lower lip giving her a sexy smile.

The girl laughed, as if a bit embarrassed by his bold offer, but before Jungkook could do anything more, she got up from the chair and took her purse, ready to leave. The boy grabbed the last shot and drank the contents of the glass.

- Jungkook... - Jimin called him, looking at him disappointed.

The brunet looked at him defiantly, then, as if to prove something to him, he drew the girl to him and kissed the girl in her lips, ostentatiously stuffing his tongue into her throat. He knew that Jimin was looking at him, so his right hand rolled over the girl's buttocks and squeezed them tightly. When he finally broke away from her mouth, the girl giggled loudly.

- Let's go. - Jungkook tossed and once more looked over her shoulder at the blond vampire. - Pay for my shots and tell V that he doesn't have to worry about me. I'm in good hands... - He said dryly and turned on his heel ready to move to the exit.

- Jungkook, if you do this, you will regret it tomorrow... - Jimin called after him, hoping that somehow he would speak to his drunken reason, but the boy did not even look at him. He only grabbed the girl's hand and started toward the exit from the bar. - Fuck... - Jimin moaned loudly, wondering if he should follow him or not.

He was such a bad friend. For V and for Jungkook. He felt he had disappointed them both.

He took some banknotes out of his wallet, tossed them onto the bar, then headed for the exit himself.

***

Jungkook walked briskly, nimbly avoiding the dancing people. The sudden surge of adrenaline made him feel more sober. He felt his temples throbbing, his head spinning slightly. Jimin's last words that the vampire shouted at him a moment ago still rang in his ears. "... you'll regret it tomorrow..." Will he? Why should he care about V? He was always sleeping around, he had been doing it all the time since they met, and he didn't think about him at all. He claimed he cared about him, and yet he lied to him all this time. Perhaps everything between them was a lie.

Reflexively, he tightened his grip on the girl's hand and moved faster to the exit door. He had to leave before he changed his mind. He was tall and through his long and quick steps the girl almost had to run after him. He didn't slow down until he reached the exit door. They ran together outside the pub. Jungkook looked at the girl and she giggled again, staggering slightly on her high heels.

- Hahaha you are so needy, handsome? - She asked, pressing her breasts against his chest and fluttering her eyelashes.

Jungkook only pulled her closer and kissed her again. Her lips tasted sweet with colorful drinks that the boy hated so much. For the first time he found himself kissing a beautiful girl and feeling nothing but self-loathing. Wanting to feel more, he slipped his tongue into her mouth, deepening the kiss. Her lips were disappointingly soft, they lacked the wonderful subtle roughness that every V kiss had in it. Kissing him he felt like he missed his breath in his lungs every time. The vampire's mouth was like the gates of hell and the gate of heaven in one. Each kiss carried the promise of a better tomorrow and a sinful night filled with erotic moans. The girl's kiss was nothing compared to what Jungkook felt when his lips met those wonderfully cut lips of V. He felt a strange pressure in his stomach and wanted to run away for a moment, but he still didn't stop kissing her.

Suddenly the girl pulled away from him and continued to giggle, dragged him behind her. At first, the boy was a bit confused. He thought they would go to her or his place, but he didn't protest. He let the girl lead him behind her, walking ahead boldly, though somewhat shakily. The brunette turned right behind the pub, leading him to the back of the premises, every now and then turning her face towards him and giving him sexy looks. Jungkook felt the effects of alcohol more and more, his head was spinning, his step was unsteady. When they were at the back of the pub, the girl pushed him against the wall and stuck to him with her lips, and he allowed her to do so, while trying not to think about V.

- Hmm you are so handsome... - She murmured between kisses.

- Y-you are... - He started, but stopped without knowing what to say.

Beautiful? The girl was indeed very attractive, but how could he call her beautiful, since the last person he talked about like that was V...

V was beautiful.

He thought this word was created for him. Jungkook felt his throat tighten at the thought of a boy. He closed his eyes, trying to gather his thoughts. His head was spinning so much that if it hadn't been for the supporting wall, he would have a problem standing still. Drunken alcohol began to take its toll, so much that he regretted that he did not listen to Jimin when he scolded him a few shots earlier.

The girl slid her lips lower and began to kiss his neck, and he only closed his eyes, trying to gather his thoughts. When the boy did not react too much to her caresses, she moved slightly away from him and looked at him with lusty eyes. Jungkook met her gaze. His breath was shallow, but it wasn't caused by excitement. He felt strangely nervous, his head was throbbing, he felt sick. The drunken alcohol hit him so hard that he felt like he had taken a horse's dose of some drug. Did somebody add something to his drink when he wasn't looking? The world was spinning around, the girl's words seemed to reach him as if from afar, strangely distorted and slowed down. As if everything was going on outside of him, he could hardly feel his own body.

- Were you a good boy today? - Suddenly the girl asked, lowering her voice to a sexy purring and again giggled gently.

After a moment, she bit her bottom lip and grabbed the belt of his pants. Jungkook opened his mouth to say something, but no words came out of his lips. He wanted to move, but his body seemed to refuse to obey him. He couldn't move. He only watched carefully as the girl unbuttoned his belt, without taking her eyes from his handsome face.

- You know what good boys get as a reward? - She asked again, but before the brunet could answer something, the girl slipped off his pants and boxers from his narrow hips. Without waiting for his reaction, she took his penis in her hand and ran it up and down his menhood delicately.

- Aaah - An involuntary moan came out of Jungkook's mouth.

The girl took her hand and grinned at him, then licked her lips and slowly slipped to her knees. Jungkook looked at her and swallowed hard. Here was a beautiful girl kneeling before him, who was about to do what many guys probably fantasized about at night, and he did not even feel excited. All he wanted to do now was to run away from here. Jimin's words burst into his head again.

The vampire was right.

He was already beginning to regret that he was here. He wanted sex, he needed it so badly. But not like that. Not with her.

The girl approached him and was about to take his penis in her mouth, when suddenly Jungkook pushed her slightly and stepped aside violantly.

- N-no... I can't... - He said, awkwardly pulling his boxers and pants back on himself. The girl looked at him confused.

- You have to be joking?! - She growled in a raised voice, rising from her knees.

- I-I'm sorry... I just can't... I can't...

- Is this about the girl that guy at the bar was talking about? The one... What was her name... V? - She asked, staggering slightly backwards, then reached out again with her hands to his pants. - Don't panic, handsome. I promise you that she won't know anything. We're just going to have some fun... - Jungkook gripped her hand tightly and forced her to release his belt. The girl hissed softly when the grip turned out to be a bit too tight.

- T-there is someone I care about. - He answered with a sure voice.

He didn't think he had ever been so sure about his words before. He felt drunk, dizzy, but he was sure of it. Although V hurt him, he didn't want to let him down. The girl snorted and brushed her knees off the soil.

- You care so much that you almost put your cock in my mouth... - She snorted. - But if you don't want it, it's your loss... - She added gruffly.

- If you want, I'll call you a taxi home... O-or something... - He suggested slightly contrite. He had never been in a similar situation before. He didn't know how to behave. The girl looked at him and snorted under her breath again, then staggered to the exit from the alley.

- Save yourself! I will find a real man instead of you who will beg me to suck him off! - She mumbled, disappearing into the shadow of the building.

- I don't doubt it... - Jungkook whispered. He leaned against the wall and ran a hand through his dark hair.

What the fuck is he actually doing?

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He was dizzy all the time. He knew it was probably not the best idea to get on a motorcycle in such state, but he felt there was something he must do.

He knew that perhaps only today, he would have the courage to do so.

He had to do it. Now or never...

***

V jumped up from his bed to a sitting position and looked around in confusion. It was dark in his room. Instinctively, he clapped his hands twice, and the room was immediately flooded with pleasant dusk. He looked around again, listening carefully to all sounds. Something pulled him out of sleep and although he was not sleeping well and woke up every now and then, he knew that something had woken him this time. He was almost certain that he had heard the loud slam of the warehouse door in his sleep. There was a deafening silence for a moment, all he could hear was his accelerated breath. He was about to lie on the bed again, when suddenly a loud twang of glass shattering against the concrete floor reached his ears, accompanied by a slightly blurred and muffled curse, which certainly came from the culprit's mouth.

He was sure now. Someone was in the warehouse.

Without delay, he got out of bed and walked barefoot up the stairs toward the apartment door. He didn't even bother to arm himself with anything. His vampire abilities were enough for any intruder. Still listening carefully, he slowly approached the door. He reached out to the door handle and almost jumped when suddenly someone from the other side punched the door with his fist. V jerked quickly at the door handle and was almost hit by a fist that passed the door. However, the attacker refrained at the last moment. When his dark eyes met these intensely blue irises, a big smile appeared on his face.

This V definitely did not expect.

- Jungkook?! - He asked surprised by the view he saw.

The brunet seemed a bit distracted, his eyes were on his left hand, in which the boy was holding a piece of some glass. After a moment, he looked back and pointed toward the entrance.

- I-I think I ran into... In the v-vase... - He groaned in an apologetic voice.

V almost had to refrain from laughing. Jungkook was clearly drunk. V smelled soju from him, mixed with his typical masculine scent, which he always adored. He also sensed the delicate scent of women's perfumes, but quickly pushed away this unpleasant thought. The boy was still staring at his hands, in which he held the remains of the vase, staggering slightly. V grabbed a piece of glass and took it from his hand, afraid that a drunk boy could hurt himself.

- Jungkook, it's probably five in the morning... What are you doing here? - He asked in a low voice.

Not that he wouldn't want to see him here. Somewhere inside, he was glad he was here, but he did not expect to see him so quickly after what the boy shouted to him, running out of his apartment a few hours ago.

Hearing his slightly hoarse voice, Jungkook finally looked up and looked at him. For the first time since he came here, he looked at him closely. V had slightly tousled hair, as if he had just woken up and got out of bed. The long fringe softly fell on his pristine blue eyes. His beautiful lips were slightly parted and so invitingly tempting. The boy was not wearing a T-shirt, which only confirmed that most likely Jungkook had literally pulled him out of bed. Unable to resist, he glided his chocolate irises over his wonderful caramel skin, absorbing his beauty, millimeter by millimeter. His broad shoulders, protruding collarbones, smooth chest, so wonderfully emphasized abdominal muscles finished with this crazy V line, wonderfully narrow hips, on which loose gray sweatpants hung. His pants were rolled down so low that Jungkook was sure the vampire didn't have boxers under them. Instinctively, he licked his lips and, unable to resist, looked down even lower and, as he expected, saw the clear outline of the vampire's penis under the delicate material of his pants.

- Jesus... V... - He moaned suddenly, back to the vampire's face. - I almost forgot you were so damn sexy... - That said, he licked his lips again, feeling his mouth go dry.

At his words, V only raised his right eyebrow. He was surprised by his boldness. He looked intently at the boy and saw that he had blush on the cheeks. He didn't know if it was because of the alcohol he had drunk, or perhaps because he had apparently realized that he wasn't wearing underwear, it affected him so much.

- You didn't come here at five in the morning to tell me I looked good in sweatpants, huh? - He asked with a feisty smile.

Jungkook nodded violently, then pushed him inside the apartment, letting the door close behind him. They looked at each other for a moment. V could hear how brunet's pulse accelerates with every minute. Still, the boy said nothing.

- Jungkook... Why are you here? - V asked again, his voice unfounded.

Jungkook swallowed hard. His eyes instinctively slid from the vampire's face onto his bare chest. The excessive nakedness of the vampire seemed to distract him very much.

- I-I was so damn mad at you! - He said finally, looking at the vampire's eyes. V's look softened immediately. He felt so damn guilty of concealing the truth from him. - I wanted to come here and... And shout out to you how much I hate you for lying to me... I was drinking all evening, I drank probably about 5 liters of soju, but I was still thinking about you... Although I really wanted to stop...

- Jungkook, I really... - V started taking a few steps forward, but raven haired boy stopped him with a gesture of the hand.

So the vampire stopped a few steps in front of him. The boy staggered slightly, but quickly caught his balance again and straightened up harder, awkwardly adjusting his white T-shirt, which showed his bare collarbones more strongly. V quickly looked away from them, not wanting to distract himself too much. So he fixed his eyes on his intense, dark irises.

- I-I know you didn't do it to hurt me... - He finally said, dragging the words a bit harder than needed.

Alcohol still took its toll. It seemed to him that the room was spinning, his heart pounding. He didn't know if it was the fault of the alcohol or the fact that V was so damn handsome and was only at his fingertips. He thought of the girl from the pub and thousands of chaotic thoughts appeared in his head at once, and before he could stop himself, more words came from his drunken lips.

- I picked up a girl in a pub... I was going to take her to my place or go to her's... - He confessed.

He didn't even know why he was telling him this, the words just spilled out. At this confession, V frowned and took a step back. He only walked away from him by a few centimeters, but it was enough for Jungkook to know that what he said had hurt V. And he realized that this was the last thing he wanted to do. He licked his slightly chapped lips and continued to speak.

- We kissed and... And she dragged me to the back of the building... took off my pants with boxers and... And...

- Jungkook! Stop! - V growled suddenly.

He knew he might not have the right to do so, but he felt jealous and hurt by the boy's confession. He was so damn jealous. He didn't want to hear it. He couldn't bear the thought that someone else could kiss and touch him. He clenched his jaw tightly, feeling anger rise in him. He knew his eyes darkened.

- Why are you telling me this?! Do you want to hurt me?! Well, it worked. I do not want to listen to that!

- I want you to know that because when she kissed me... All i could do was thinking about you. And when she knelt down before me to suck me off... I stopped her. Because you are the only person I want to be so close with. You understand?! - With that, he took a step forward, wavering slightly. - I just need to know one thing...

He took the next step. They were only centimeters apart. V could smell soju in his breath, but he didn't mind. He loved everything that was associated with Jungkook. He heard the boy's heart beating fast and hard in his chest. He felt warmth emanating from him. He knew that the boy was very drunk and he also started to feel dizzy. Did the percentages drunk by Jungkook hit his head as well?

- What do you want to know? - He asked. His voice was low and very hoarse, which caused a pleasant shiver on the younger's back.

- This things that you told me... That you care and that you want to show me how much I mean to you... That you won't be with anyone else... That you don't give a fuck who my father is... Was that true? - That said, he fixed his intense gaze into V. Vampire's irises were now a bit darker, a shade of ocean depth.

- The only truth I know. - V replied without batting an eye. Jungkook swallowed loudly and licked his lips nervously. He seemed nervous, but he didn't look away from him even for a moment.

- Prove it. - He requested.

His voice sounded extremely steady and sober. The brunet's eyes were so intense that V felt a shiver go down his bare back. He raised his right eyebrow slightly, not really understanding what Jungkook was asking him for. The brunet took another step forward, while beating the last centimeters separating them and without waiting for the vampire's reaction joined their lips in a tender kiss.

Jungkook tasted like soju and cigarettes, but V didn't bother. Instinctively, he grabbed his white T-shirt and pulled him close to him. The kiss was very passionate, but to his disappointment it did not last long. Jungkook pulled away from him and rested his forehead on his forehead. Their breaths mixed into one, creating a wonderful mix.

- Make love to me. - He whispered in his mouth, and hearing these words V choked strongly with his own saliva. He definitely wasn't ready for something like that.

- W-what ?! - He asked.

His voice sounded higher than usual. Jungkook laughed out loud at his reaction. He didn't know if it was the fault of the alcohol or something else, but he felt a sudden surge of confidence. He reached out his hand and placed it on the vampire's chest, which now began to float faster under the influence of his emotions. V looked at his hand, then looked at his eyes. His pupils dilated, his lips parted gently, as if a vampire was about to say something, but only his breathing came out of his mouth. Jungkook moved his hand lower, outlined his broad shoulders gently, pointed his right nipple with his fingertip and slid down along his athletic stomach. He'd imagined it so many times. V inhaled loudly.

- J-Jungkook... - He muttered softly, feeling his whole body stiffen under this wonderful touch.

He wanted Jungkook to caress him so much, but he was also aware that perhaps the boy had suddenly gained such confidence because of the alcohol he had drunk. He didn't know how much Jungkook made of it, and how much soju that the boy drank before coming.

- Do not tell me that you did not think about it... - Saying that, the raven haired boy moved closer to him and gently bit the petal of his ear, then began to glide his lips on the vampire's neck. His lips were extremely delicate, moist with saliva, his breath hot. - I think about it very often lately... I think about you... About your lips on my, your hands on my body... - He continued between kisses.

His slightly hoarse voice caused shivers run all over V's body. The vampire instinctively put his hands into Jungkook's shiny black hair and tilted his head back, giving brunet better access to his neck.

His thoughts were in tatters, everything seemed to whirl around him, his breathing was shallow and paused. He felt the characteristic pressure at the bottom of his stomach and clenched his left hand into a fist, trying to control his emotions. He had the impression that he would not have the power to control himself and would just jump on him, fulfilling his every little fantasy. However, he did not want the boy to regret anything that would happen between them tonight.

- Do you like it when I kiss you? When I touch you? - He continued, causing the vampire's body to shiver again.

Jungkook suddenly grabbed V's skin between his teeth and began to suck it intensively. An involuntary low snarl came out of the blond's lips, which seemed to only encourage the younger. The boy slid his lips down on V's chest and did the same. He wanted to mark him. He wanted the vampire to know he belonged to him and he let him do that. He closed his eyes and moaned again. At his reaction, Jungkook pulled away from him gently and smiled mysteriously.

- Let's go to your bedroom... - He said and quickly turned on his heel, staggering gently and started up the stairs, pulling his hand so that the vampire would follow in his footsteps. This short moment was enough to sober up V's mind a bit.

- Jungkook... Come back here! What are you doing?! - He asked, but the boy only laughed and disappeared in his bedroom.

V nervously combed his blond hair and breathed deeply, trying to control the hormones boiling in his body. He looked down and saw that his member in his pants was now clearly more visible.

- Jesus... - He whispered to himself and uncertainly started up the stairs leading to his bedroom.

With each step he felt, the excitement in his body grew. He had wanted it for so long. He wanted to make love to him, make the boy writhe under him moaning his name, but he also knew that he shouldn't do it. Jungkook was drunk. Evidently his sudden boldness was caused by soju. V couldn't use him in such state.

When he reached the top of the stairs and saw Jungkook, he knew that he should not have climbed the stairs. The boy stood in the middle of the room without a shirt. His athletic chest rose and fell in a clearly accelerated breath. When the raven haired boy saw the vampire at the top of the stairs, he smiled at him, so sexy that V held his breath. After a while, the younger bit his lower lip and slowly began to unbutton the belt of his pants.

- You thought about it, right? Is this what it was supposed to look like? Me in your bedroom, slowly undressing for you? - He asked. The tone of his voice was still changed by alcohol, words drawn a little harder, but what he was saying seemed well thought out. V swallowed hard.

- Jungkook... Please... If you don't stop soon, I don't know if I can stop myself. - Finally V said.

His hands tightened into fists. He felt thirst overwhelming his body and did not know how long he could hold back. Even more so when Jungkook teased him that way. The brunet just laughed at his words and without waiting for his reaction, pulled off his pants with boxers, standing in front of him completely naked.

- Jesus... - V moaned, licking his lips nervously.

He did not want to look at him, but he could not resist and finally let his gaze slowly glide over the body of the brunet, absorbing its beauty. For the first time he saw him completely naked and he liked the view so damn much. The boy's body was almost perfect, slim, but strong and athletic. Despite strenuous attempts to keep eye contact with him, his gaze involuntarily slid to his penis. And to his satisfaction he noticed that the boy was already semi hard, and so damn smooth. Jesus. He didn't know if the boy had shaved especially for him, but the very thought of it made him shiver with excitement. He wanted to glide his smooth skin with his tongue, tasting every millimeter of this perfect milky skin. He wanted to examine its texture with his lips, leaving a thin layer of saliva on it. He couldn't look away from him. He felt saliva flowing into his mouth and involuntarily licked his lips. The brunet's heart was beating like crazy, which only intensified his excitement.

- I see that you like what you see... - Saying this, Jungkook bit his lower lip sexyly and slowly moved his hand along his length.

Jesus. This boy will be my doom. V thought.

The boy approached him. With every step brunet took, V had the impression that the room is getting less air and the temperature is rising. Did somebody turn on the heating?

- When you think about sex with me... How do we do it? - He asked seductively.

Him and V were only centimeters apart. The vampire held his breath, thanked that his heart was not beating and that Jungkook could not hear how crazy it would be now. He tried his best to control his lust and desire to possess him, but Jungkook did not make things easier. He stared at him defiantly, slowly closing the distance between them. V tried hard to maintain eye contact with him, but the awareness that the boy was completely naked excited him incredibly. V literally felt as with every centimeter Jungkook covered, his strong will crumbles.

- Would you like to do it slowly and sexy, or would you rather go rough with me? - He asked and laughed softly.

V opened his mouth to say something, but the words stuck in his throat. The brunet smiled at him sexily and bit his lower lip. They were only centimeters apart. V had the feeling he couldn't breathe anymore.

- To be honest... Every time I think about it... - Jungkook lowered his voice and leaned down so that his lips now touched the vampire's lobe. - You fuck me so quickly and deeply that I can see the stars... - He whispered.

- Jesus, Jungkook... Y-you're drunk... I don't know if... - He started, but words got stuck in his throat when Jungkook kissed him.

This time the kiss was far from delicate. It was violent, sharp and full of excitement, but at the same time it was so damn perfect. V growled in his mouth and bit his lower lip, sucking it lightly.

- I may be drunk, but I've never wanted anyone like that before... I need you V. Now. Inside of me. Please... - He whispered and bit his ear lobe with his teeth. - Do you know what excites me the most in my fantasies? - He asked suddenly, lips still at the vampire's ear. His lips touched his skin, and hot breath caused shivers throughout his body. V felt his penis harden and pulsate painfully, demanding attention.

- Wh-what? - He asked. Words barely wanted to go out from his squeezed throat.

He couldn't remember the last time he stammered. He was so damn excited about what the raven haired boy did that he couldn't even build a full sentence. His thoughts formed one big chaos.

Chaos whose master was Jungkook.

- How I kneel in front of you and caress you with my mouth and tongue... And you moan my name out loud every time your hard dick hits the back of my throat... - That said, the boy boldly squeezed the bulge in the vampire's pants, and V groaned loudly and tilted his head back instinctively.

- Ahhh Jungkook... Fuck! - V looked at the younger and gave him a menacing look.

The boy could have sworn his eyes were on fire. They looked at each other for a moment. The vampire struggled with himself. He looked like he didn't know if he wanted to hit him or fuck him.

Jungkook hoped it would be the second...

- Screw this! - He cursed finally and quickly propped him so that the boy wrapped his narrow hips with his thighs and carried him towards the bed.

He threw him violently into the black, fragrant bedding, climbed himself over him and put their lips together in a tender kiss. Jungkook's head swirled, his body seemed to burn with the alcohol he had drunk and the excitement caused by the vampire's nearness. It seemed to him that all this was just another of his dreams, the only thing that seemed real now was the look of V's black eyes, which devoured him like a predator...

***

When Jungkook opened his eyes, he wanted to die. His head was throbbing, his mouth was dry, he felt sore. When he barely opened his eyes, he winced at the excess light and the wave of pain piercing his temple. Instinctively, he grabbed his head, trying to stop the constant throbbing and unpleasant dizziness. He licked his lips and when he sensed the delicate taste of alcohol on them, he immediately remembered what was the culprit of his current state. In his mind, he solemnly promised himself that he would never pour a single glass of soju into his mouth. He didn't think he'd ever had such strong hangover before. He should have listened to Jimin when he told him he should stop drinking, but of course he stubbornly had to know better what was good for him. He should have known that he would regret his decision the next morning. He just didn't think he would regret that so much...

At this memory, he suddenly remembered how he said goodbye to his friend... "if you do it, you'll regret it..." he thought, and in front of his still sleepy eyes, there was a picture of a girl pulling him on back of the pub, then kneeling in front of him. He felt his pulse speed up. He swallowed hard and a little panicked, trying to gather his thoughts. What happened yesterday? He remembered drinking in the pub, talking to Jimin, the girl he had gone out with...

He looked around quickly and immediately realized that he was not at home. Shit. No, no, no. He couldn't do it... He blinked his eyes a few times and only after a moment did he see that it wasn't his apartment, but he knew the place. He knew it all too well. He swallowed hard, looking at the familiar black walls, black bedding wrapping around his body. He took a deep breath and that very overpowering, masculine smell of wet soil and mint entered his lungs.

Only one person smelled like that. He couldn't be wrong about that.

V.

Jungkook vaguely remembered how completely drunk he gets on his motorcycle, and then almost breaks into the warehouse. He remembered the vampire opening the door for him. His bare chest, tousled hair, sweatpants thrown on naked skin, the outline of his thick dick clearly visible under the thin material...

Involuntarily his breathing quickened and he felt his penis twitch slightly under the influence of these memories.

And suddenly he remembered... Jesus...

He remembered kissing him shamelessly in the living room, telling him that he wanted to... Jesus. What has he done? Jungkook felt panic rising in him. What actually happened yesterday? He tried to gather his thoughts, but last night seemed to be just a chaotic mix of pictures and sounds. God. Did him and V? He sat down quickly on the bed and, with a shaking hand, lifted the quilt that was covering him. As expected, he was all naked.

- Jesus... - He whispered, looking around and suddenly saw on the ground his white T-shirt, and a bit further his pants and boxers.

He remembered how he had stood up in front of V and took all his clothes off, and then shamelessly told him how much he wanted V to do all these sinful things with him... He swallowed hard, trying to control his nervousness and panic that seemed to build up from minute to minute.

Suddenly he heard the sound of the door opening and instinctively looked in this direction. V appeared to his eyes. He was definitely not prepared for it. The vampire apparently just got out of the shower. He was wearing only a white towel, hung low on his hips. His hair was wet and slightly tousled.

A towel was hung around his neck with which V wiped his face. Jungkook felt his breath involuntarily become shallow at the sight. The blond was so damn sexy. Drops of water glistened on his smooth skin. The vampire clearly heard the rapid beating of his heart because he quickly raised his head and looked at Jungkook. Their eyes met. A smile immediately crept over V's lips. This wonderful, boxy smile that could light up the darkest night.

- Good morning, doll. - He said gently, without taking his blue eyes from him.

His voice was probably even deeper than usual, tinted with morning hoarseness and so damn sexy that Jungkook's heart beat faster automatically. Hearing this, V bit his lower lip gently. Only then raven haired boy noticed that the vampire's lips are more swollen and more intense raspberry than usual. He saw small bruises on his neck and chest, clearly done only in one way. From someone's lips. His lips. He remembered sucking and biting this perfect, flawless skin of the vampire, wanting to mark him with his lust. When he saw the trace of a love bite also down V's belly, only about two centimeters above his towel line, he felt his cheeks burn with live fire. V noticed Jungkook watching him but said nothing. He hoped that the boy did not blame him for what he did at night, but he could not do otherwise...

- You must have a huge hangover. If you want, I'll make you a drink that always helps me and bring you some painkillers... I suppose I have something somewhere... - He finally threw, breaking this somewhat awkward silence.

Jungkook just nodded and looked away in embarrassment. V almost laughed at the thought of how different the boy's behavior is today compared to what he did at night. At the very thought of how sexy and confident the boy was, he felt a familiar tightness down his stomach. He remembered how boldly he undressed himself in front of him and completely naked approached him, and then told him all the wonderful things that he would like to do with him. He bit his lower lip, feeling a surge of excitement envelop him. Suddenly Jungkook cleared his throat loudly, freeing him from his thoughts.

- V-V... - He started shyly.

V frowned slightly and approached the bed, where the boy was still sitting. His gaze moved to his bare chest and maybe it stayed on it a bit too long, because Jungkook, embarrassed by his bold look, covered himself tightly with the duvet. The vampire's gaze was so intense that he felt as if V could see his nakedness. His behavior amused the vampire. Considering what happened between them at night, Jungkook's embarrassment amused him. V laughed charmingly.

- Relax, I won't see anything that I couldn't see at night... - He threw his belligerent eyebrows. Jungkook blushed immediately. Ah this boy!

- As for last night... - He suddenly started in a quiet voice and stroked his neck nervously. V suddenly became serious and for a moment studied carefully the face of brunet in complete silence. The boy avoided his eyes, he was clearly embarrassed, but his heart was still beating extremely strong and fast.

- I hope you are not mad at me, Kookie... - The blond said suddenly, breaking the silence again.

- V, did you... D-did we... You know... - Jungkook began, his cheeks turn pink even more, and he stroked his neck, trying to hide his embarrassment.

He felt embarrassed asking this question, but he had to know what had happened between them. It took a moment for him to dare and look at the vampire's face. V raised his right eyebrow, surprised at his question. He was convinced that the boy remembers what happened between them.

- Oh doll, believe me, if you slept with me, you would definitely remember that. You would never forget that... - He replied with a feisty smile.

- So... We didn't...? Then why are you apologizing to me? - Jungkook seemed confused.

- Yesterday things went quite far between us and it was very... Ekhm... Intense... What you asked for... Believe me that I wanted it very much, but you were drunk, I did not want you to do something that you could regret later. I thought maybe you were angry for rejecting you... - He explained and Jungkook felt incredible relief at his words. He couldn't remember what had happened between them, but he knew V was telling the truth.

- So we didn't sleep with eachother?! - He asked in a more animated voice for confirmation. V looked at him somewhat surprised by his sudden enthusiasm, but nodded. - Jesus! Thank God! I thought I made the biggest mistake of my life! - Jungkook called suddenly, throwing himself into bed with unbelievable relief.

- Wh-what did you say? - V asked suddenly, frowning. At his words the brunet stiffened and immediately rose again to a sitting position, realizing how his words sounded.

- V... - He started, but the vampire didn't let him finish.

- So that's what I am to you!? A life mistake?! - He repeated, as if incredulously what he had just heard.

He felt like someone had just slapped him. He couldn't do otherwise. He loved Jungkook and wanted to possess him, but not like that. Not when the boy was drunk and barely aware of what he was doing. He thought the younger might have been offended by him pushing him away, but he definitely wasn't expecting such words.

- No, no... V! You missunderstand me... - Jungkook denied, but V only bent for the brunet's boxers and pants that were almost at his feet and threw them at the boy sitting on the bed before he could finish his sentence.

- Take your clothes and get out of here! - He growled through clenched teeth. Jungkook quickly caught his clothes on the fly and, despite the fact that he was still naked, simply jumped out of bed.

- No, V! Listen, you misunderstood me... - He threw, grabbing V by the hand, but the vampire only jerked his hand from his grip and looked at him with a look that Jungkook had never seen before. V looked as if someone had just ripped his heart out and danced the cancan on it.

- It's probably you who misunderstood me! - He shouted. Jungkook heard V rise his voice on him for the first time and jumped at the sound of his voice. He opened his mouth to say something, but when he met his gaze again, he closed it without saying a word. The vampire's eyes were pitch black. - Get the fuck out of here! Before I walk you out myself! - He mumbled through his teeth, spelling almost every word. - I go to the bathroom to get dressed when I leave... You are not to be here anymore. - With that, he walked quickly into the bathroom and slammed the door behind him as hard as he could.

When he was behind the closed door, he allowed himself to lower his guard. He leaned his back against a wooden board and slid to the ground, hiding his face in his hands.

***

- Jesus! I'm coming! - Yoongi growled, walking over to the entrance while rubbing sleepy eyes with his hand.

The unexpected guest kept pounding on the door so that he could open it faster. Yoongi grabbed the door handle and opened it, having a few curses at the tip of his tongue that he was about to throw at the morning intruder. However, as soon as he opened the door, Jungkook appeared to his eyes. Yoongi opened his mouth to say something, but before he could do it, the boy pushed the door harder and passing him, just entered the apartment.

- Why so long?! - Complained the dark haired boy and quickly looked around the living room.

- Jesus, Jungkook ... You look like a train has run you over... - Yoongi moaned, blinking sleepy eyes. Jungkook looked at him and smiled gently.

- Yoongi, Compliments in the morning from your lips? You flatter me... - Yoongi just rolled his eyes.

Jungkook looked terrible. His hair was tousled, as if he had just gotten out of bed, he was pale, he was wearing crumpled clothes, and he still could smell alcohol. Yoongi has never seen him like this before. He knew that the dark haired boy was with Jimin last night. His boyfriend told him a little about the events of last night, when he returned heartbroken at four in the morning saying that he had failed V and Jungkook.

- Where's Jimin? - He finally asked, still looking around the apartment, most likely in search of a friend.

- He returned late yesterday, so he is still in bed... - Yoongi replied and Jungkook, without waiting for further comment, moved quickly to the only closed door where the bedroom was.

Without knocking or asking for permission, he simply opened the door and went inside. At the sound of someone's footsteps, Jimin opened his eyes and still sleepy, sat on the bed. He covered himself a little more with the duvet and looked at the brunet. The boy guessed that his friend was naked, the more that as he walked in he noticed that his jeans and underwear were lying on the ground. He didn't care, but now he had more important things to do than the love lives of Yoongi and Jimin.

- Jungkook? What are you doing here?! - He asked surprised and looked closely at the raven haired boy. Jungkook walked over to the bed. - You look like a train or something run you over... - Jimin commented, wincing slightly.

- Arghh... You too?! - He growled and, without waiting for a response from his friend, threw himself on the bed next to him, laying on his back and fixed his eyes on the ceiling above him. - I screwed everything up... - He groaned.

There was clear sadness and resignation in his voice. Jimin sighed at the boy's confession. He guessed what his words were about. He looked at him closely.

- Oh Jungkook, I said you would regret it... But it's alright, you are not in relationship with V... He will have to somehow come to terms with the fact that you slept with her... Sex is...

- What?! No no! - Jungkook stood up abruptly to a sitting position and looked at his friend. - I haven't slept with her, Jimin. We kissed and she dragged me to the back of the club, but before something else happened... I stopped her. I don't know why I did it. I couldn't do that to him, you understand? - Jimin nodded and smiled gently. Jungkook's confession made him happy. He knew that he and V were made for each other. He loved them both, they were his family and he wanted them to be happy too.

- So what happened? Why do you say you screw everything up? - He asked suddenly, confused by the boy's words. The brunet sighed loudly, resigned.

- I was mad at him, hurt. I felt cheated and constantly wondered if anything between us was real. Then the girl came and you know what happened. When I made out with her, I could only think of him... Alcohol and all these emotions were probably not the best combination... I was mad at him, but I didn't want anything more than seeing him again. This whole action with this girl... I was turned on, I couldn't stop thinking about him... I don't know how it happened and how I was able to do it at all being so drunk, but somehow, I found myself in a warehouse. All the rest is just a mix of images and sounds. I don't remember much, except the fact that I... Ekhm... I threw myself at him... - Jungkook paused and looked away, embarrassed. He felt his cheeks sting at the mere memory of what he said and did...

- Have you rushed at him? - Repeated Jimin, confused. - You beat him up? - He asked uncertainly, not understanding what his friend was talking about. Jungkook felt even more embarrassed.

- Ekhm... - He cleared his throat, embarrassed. - Eee not quite... - He began to uncertain how to utter what actually happened.

- Jimin, I think Jungkook means more that he wanted to fuck with him, not beat him... - Yoongi suddenly said, standing in the bedroom doorstep.

Subtle as always.

His voice was clearly amused. Jungkook has not felt so embarrassed for a long time.

- Well, unless we're talking about some spanking in the ass... Sure, he wouldn't say no to that, right Kook? - He added, winking at him, and Jungkook choked on his own saliva. - Relax, Jimin can also say something about it, right honey?

- Yoongi, don't embarrass him more! - Jimin scolded him and moved closer to the brunet. He put a hand on his shoulder and forced the boy to look at him.

- Jungkook, what happened?

- I don't remember much... I know I went to him and I threw myself at him. We kissed and it was quite hot. I remember that I undressed before him and asked him to make love to me... - He stopped ashamed. - The last thing I remember was how V pushed me onto the bed and hung above me, and then how we kissed. The rest is a black hole... In the morning, when I woke up, it turned out that I was completely naked and I was sure that me and V slept together. I just blacked out and that's why I don't remember anything... And I felt terrible about it.

- Oh, believe me, if V took care of you, you would definitely remember it... - Jimin interjected quickly. - V is by far the best sex I've ever had, and also the things he does with his tongue... Jesus... Pure madness! - Saying this, Jimin got out of bed and without worrying about the fact that he is completely naked, he went to the cupboard, took out his boxers and quickly slipped them on himself. Jungkook reflexively looked away. He didn't feel comfortable looking at another man naked body, even though Jimin was like a brother to him.

- Honey, I'm still here! - Yoongi protested, looking at his boyfriend with an offended face. And Jimin came up to him and laid a juicy kiss on his lips.

- You know that you are the most wonderful. I just want our little Kookie to know what he's missing... - He explained and smiled brightly again. - Believe me, Kook. You lose a lot by resisting V. - He threw it at Jungkook, winking at him.

- The problem is, I think I lost him already, Jimin... V... He hates me... - Jungkook finally replied. His voice was filled with regret. Jimin frowned.

- What do you mean? V adores you. You just said that you spent quite an intense night together...

- You don't understand anything! In the morning... I asked him if me and him... You know. I didn't remember what had happened, I was naked in his bed, he had hickeys on his body... I was convinced that I just couldn't remember it. And I wanted to remember... - He explained.

Jungkook felt dust in his eyes and blinked several times not to cry. He bit his lower lip to stop it trembling. V hated him and he didn't know how to fix it.

- When I asked him that, V said he didn't do anything because he didn't want to use me when I was so drunk. He didn't want me to regret anything. I think he was afraid that I came to him just because I was drunk. When he told me that... I was happy and... Jesus, I said that I was relieved because I was afraid that I had made the biggest mistake in my life... And... He thought I was talking about him...

- Oh, Jungkook... - Jimin groaned, seeing how depressed the boy is.

- I didn't mean that I regret anything that happened between us. I just didn't want our first night together to look like this. I was afraid that maybe I was making love to him for the first time and I don't even remember that... And I want to remember. I want to remember everything about him. I wanted to explain to him that he misunderstood me, but V told me to leave. He was furious. So damn mad. I've never seen him be so mad...

Jungkook buried his face in his hands. He could hear V's voice in his head, telling him to leave. He could feel his eyes stinging with tears that involuntarily began to gather at the corners of his eyes.

- Jimin, I screwed up and I don't know how to fix it...

- Just go to him and tell him the truth. - Yoongi said.

- He won't talk to me... He thinks I called him my life mistake. He hates me... - He groaned in resignation and buried his face in his hands again.

- He loves you, Jungkook - Saying this, Yoongi approached the boy and crouched in front of him so that their eyes were at the same height.

He grabbed Jungkook by his wrists and pulled his hands away from his face to force the boy to look at him.

- He loves you like no one ever before. - He repeated as soon as their eyes met.

Jungkook blinked several times, incredulous at what he hears. V loved him? Jungkook knew that V liked him, recently realized that he really cares about him. He knew he wanted him, but did he love him? He felt strange warmth at the thought.

He wanted it to be true. He wanted V to love him.

- Yoongi, how do I fix this? - He finally asked, looking the vampire straight in the eye. He couldn't lose him. Not now, when he just got him back.

- With the truth. - He replied straight and smiled gently. - Tell him the whole truth. Everything you feel...

- Yoongi is right, Kook. - Jimin added, also approaching them and put a hand on his boyfriend's shoulder thanking him for help. At times like this, he knew why he loved him. Yoongi was the best thing that happened to him.

- Go home, get some sleep, get a hold of yourself and go to him... Tell him everything. Zero babbling, no secrets or understatement...

- Well, with that, "get a hold of yourself" Yoongi is right. You look terrible, and you have to look like a whole course meal... - Jimin said and smiled broadly. The boy, unable to resist, simply laughed.

- Okay, I promise if he sees me today, his jaw will drop. - Saying that, he laughed softly.

- Well! That I understand! Go get your man! - Jimin shouted, clapping his hands excitedly. And Jungkook and Yoongi laughed out loud.

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Ayashee:

I think it's high time for Vkook to talk honestly, isn't it? Do you think JK will finally dare to confess the truth? How will V react to his confession? How will the meeting go and will it happen at all? It seems that V is fed up with Kook's constant indecision... Will he listen to him this time?

Let me know what you think about it!

xoxo

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