17. UNDISCLOSED DESIRES

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Jungkook quickly ran up the stairs to his apartment and closed the door behind him. He leaned back on them and closed his eyes, still breathing heavily.

What actually happened there?

If this phone didn't ring...

- Jesus, Jungkook... Get a hold of yourself! - He growled, angry at himself, then pushed himself away from the door and headed for the bed.

He threw himself on a soft mattress, letting the fragrant sheets take his battered body. He took a deep breath. What was happening to him? Were it not for this phone call, he would kiss him. At the mere mention of it, he bit his lower lip.

He wanted to kiss him so much...

He didn't even realize it until his lips brushed those vampire's. Now that this possibility had been so brutally taken away from him, he felt how much he wanted it.

How much he needed it.

His whole body almost screamed for V. He didn't think he ever felt anything like that. A painful desire for someone's closeness. He felt like a drug addict, desperately in need of another dose. The only difference was that his drug had wonderfully soft blond hair, flawless blue eyes and sinful lips. V was the drug he needed more and more.

He's probably gonna be spending the night with Jackson now. Again. Jungkook knew that V was still seeing that blond. He thought they were in some kind of relationship because he hadn't seen or heard of other people. He didn't like it at all. When the vampire changed partners, he knew it was nothing serious, just sex. Yes, he often felt jealous even though he would never admit it himself. Even to myself. But V's relationship with Jackson worried him. That's why it hurt so much when he heard that it was him calling V at almost one o'clock in the morning without hesitation. He could tell him not to answer or just ignore this pushy signal and kiss him.

Why didn't he do that?

He was a coward.

His own feelings overwhelmed him. And although he knew that he wanted nothing more than V would be with him now, he also knew that he lacked the courage to admit it. Honestly, he surprised himself when he invited V upstairs... What exactly did he expect? How would the night go if he kissed him?

He closed his eyes and imagined that they were again standing with V downstairs in front of the workshop entrance. He saw in his head as he leans toward the vampire, but this time their lips meet and move together in a hot kiss. He could almost feel V's sinful lips on his own, moving together in sensual dance. Then maybe Jungkook would dare and grab him by the hand, leading him to his apartment. Would the vampire ask for the drink he offered? He was convinced that V didn't care about this drink at all, so maybe he would just push him onto the bed, let Jungkook lie on it like he did right now, and he would hang over him and slowly kiss his neck.

Jungkook felt his trousers get tighter when he was thinking like that. Shit. His body was so eager for touch. The last time he was with a woman, when this car repair girl invited him to her place. And even then he would not let her caress him. This event took place almost a month ago. He has not touched himself since then. He was still busy and somehow there was no time, but now his body was even demanding touch.

His hands instinctively moved toward the belt of his pants. Raven-haired boy nimbly unbuttoned the belt, and then slowly slider of his jeans. He slid his pants down quickly. When the hard material of his black jeans rubbed against his semi-hard cock, a low groan escaped his throat. Even such a slight friction caused him a wave of pleasure. Unable to wait, he quickly slid off his boxers, freeing his member. He looked at his dick, which stood proudly, asking for touch. Would V like this view? At the very thought of it, a flush flowed into his cheeks, but his member rose even harder. Jungkook bit his lower lip reflexively.

You are so sexy, baby doll - it sounded in his head when his hand tightened tightly on his cock. A deep snarl came from his throat at this first, how wonderful touch after so long. He closed his eyes and began to move his hand up and down. He quickly began to imagine V. Those perfect, long fingers moving gracefully along his cock. He was convinced that the vampire would know exactly what pace he liked. V was definitely an amazing lover.

- Oohhh - That's the only thing he was able to squeeze out of himself.

He couldn't even remember the last time masturbation was so pleasant to him. It was enough that he thought about V and felt like in heaven. He knew that the vampire's hands would give him unforgettable pleasure, but there was something else, he couldn't stop thinking about... Those insanely sinful lips. Would V caress him with this lips tonight? Jesus, what would he give to feel the vampire's lips tighten around his manhood. He imagined the boy starting to suck him. First, gently, only slightly licking his head, and then taking him all, allowing the head to hit the back wall of his throat, with every movement of his hips. Just a few more hand movements, and Jungkook felt a familiar tightness in his stomach.

- Oh fuck, V! - He moaned loudly, coming in his hand and stomach.

He needed a few good minutes to finally calm his breathing a bit. He took off his T-shirt and wiped the sperm from his hand with it, then got up and headed for the bathroom. He tossed the shirt to washing machine and quickly slipped into the shower cubicle.

Now he definitely needed a cold shower.

***

Jungkook walked uncertainly to the warehouse door. He felt his heart pound, he heard his beating in his ears. It was already after 7pm. Time of his training. Something that has already become a routine, but after last night, he did not know how to behave. How he would look V in the eyes after he almost kissed him and then touched himself thinking about him. He took a deep breath and opened the door, knowing that the longer he stood there, the harder it would be to get inside.

When he crossed the threshold of the warehouse, he was sure that V was already waiting for him, so he headed towards the mat, where they usually held their training. What he saw almost knocked him off his feet. V held a nunchucks in his hands and fought with an invisible opponent. The vampire had only black sweatpants slung low on his narrow hips. His chest was bare and sweat-damp. The movements were fast, but extremely smooth and graceful. V looked like he was dancing around an invisible opponent. There was something so intriguing and appealing about it that Jungkook stood aside, leaning against the wall and just watching him. His eyes followed each, the slightest movement of the vampire, watching closely as his perfectly sculpted body tightens with every blow he inflicts. The vampire moved so smoothly and sexy at the same time that Jungkook involuntarily began to wonder if V would move the same way in bed, writhing over him in hot ecstasy.

- I thought you wouldn't come... - V suddenly said without looking at him and without interrupting his fight.

At his sudden voice, the boy almost jumped. Ashamed, he looked away and moved deeper into the room. He was also wearing a sports outfit. Black tracksuits and a white T-shirt, his standard training set.

- Why shouldn't I come? - He asked, though he hoped the vampire wouldn't even try to answer that question. - I said yesterday I would see you here. - He added, avoiding looking at V.

He reached for a bottle of water, feeling his nerves dry in his mouth. He unscrewed the cap and lifted the bottle, but before he could put it to his mouth, V took it from his hand. Jungkook reflexively looked up and looked at him. His bangs were slightly damp with sweat, his bare chest rose and fell in a quick, uneven breath. There were tiny drops of sweat on his bare skin here and there. Jesus! Only V could be so insanely sexy in such a state. The boy involuntarily held his breath, watching as the blond puts the already open bottle to his lips and drinks transparent liquid. At the sight of these perfectly cut lips enclosing the neck of the bottle, Jungkook's image of V from his night fantasy appeared. Vampire enclosing his erection with his sinful lips. He felt pressure on his stomach and knew he should look away, but he couldn't resist. His view was like a drug. Fortunately, the vampire took a few sips and handed him the bottle, while snatching him from his naughty thoughts. Jungkook, wanting to cool his body, quickly took a few sips of water, avoiding the eyes of the blonde.

- Listen... As for yesterday... This phone call from Jackson... - V started suddenly. He felt that he should explain it. Tell him he wasn't with Jackson yesterday. That he came home alone and regretted so damn that Jungkook was not with him. That he lay awake in his bed all night thinking about him.

- Relax, V. You don't have to explain. - Jungkook replied coldly. - I know that you and Jackson are dating... - V opened his mouth to deny, but again he was stopped by a brunet. - Besides, it was a dinner of two friends, wasn't it? - He added and turned quickly, not wanting V to see the disappointment on his face. - I think we should start training. It's late already...

V nodded, unable to get the word out through his clenched throat, even though he knew that Jungkook could not see it. He knew that he had screwed up yesterday. If he hadn't picked up the damn phone, everything could have been different. It is true that he and Jackson were kind of dating, but in reality nothing but sex did connect them. He sleeps with him every now and then, but what Jungkook didn't know was that Jackson knew well how V felt about him. He does not know, how many times during their meetings they were just talking about him. And how much he cared about him. V bit his lower lip, trying to control his feelings. Only the taste of blood in his mouth pulled him from this lethargy. He bit his lip so hard that his teeth cut the delicate skin. He licked his lip quickly, not wanting Jungkook to see it.

Under the influence of taste and smell of blood, he felt a sudden tightness in his stomach. He hadn't eaten for several days. Somehow he didn't have a head for it. He forced himself to suppress this sudden hunger attack and started toward the boy who was waiting for him in the middle of the training mat. He barely came up to him and he grabbed him hard by his bare shoulders and cut his legs with a solid kick. Losing his balance, V fell on the mat with a loud moan. Jungkook wasn't sure why he did it. Why didn't he wait for V to prepare, but attacked him so suddenly. He was furious. He felt anger stir up in his veins and wanted V to feel the pain too. V, however, rose without a word and faced him. His chest rose in an accelerated breath. Jungkook watched his body language carefully so as not to be surprised, but when he saw the vampire's body move nimbly towards him, he couldn't focus on anything but one small drop of sweat that glistened in the pit above his collarbone. He wanted to trace his tongue over it. He licked his lips nervously. He swallowed loudly and was about to move, but before he could do anything, he felt V's body press hard against him and knock him off his feet. Jungkook looked at the blonde and their eyes crossed. Their faces were so close together that their breaths mixed into one.

- You are getting distracted again...

V's voice sounded guttural, low and a little hoarse. Jungkook felt a pleasant shiver at the dark sound of this color. He couldn't resist the impression that this is probably the timbre V uses in intimate situations and felt a familiar pressure at the bottom of his stomach.

- Get off me! - He growled, trying to hide his reaction, and pushed V abruptly away, placing his hands on his bare chest.

The vampire's skin was unusually smooth, but he could feel soft moisture under his fingertips, which caused more erotic associations in his head. Why the hell did his body and his mind want V so badly? He had the impression that the longer he stayed with him, the more he wanted him. Jungkook, get a hold of yourself! He said to himself and tried to attack the vampire again.

The rest of the training looked similar. It was hard to focus, especially when V fought him without a T-shirt and their bodies brushed against each other or his hands glided over his bare torso. Fortunately, the vampire didn't seem to notice his confusion every time their bodies were so close together.

V straightened up and with slightly bent legs waited for Jungkook's next move, he knew that the raven-haired boy was distracted today, but his thoughts were still somewhere else. He felt increasing hunger, had not eaten for several days, which strongly reflected his concentration and strength. In addition, a sleepless night, filled with thoughts of brunet and constantly recurring thoughts about what could have happened if he had not answered the phone yesterday, it gave him a toll.

Jungkook attacked him, but V managed to dodge. In response, he wanted to attack the brunet, but when he moved so violently, suddenly all he could see was black in front of his eyes and he almost fell, stopping the fall at the last moment, leaning against the wall with his hand. Seeing this, Jungkook froze in place. His heart pounding like crazy.

- Jesus, V! - He shouted and in a few seconds ran to the vampire, who was still propped up against the wall, his head bowed and breathing heavily.

Jungkook was terrified, he had never seen V in such a state before. He didn't know what was going on and what to do. He put his hand on his neck and bent down to look at the vampire's face. V had his eyes closed, his mouth parted slightly. He was breathing heavily, as if he had difficulty breathing.

- V, what's the matter with you? - He asked scared. The blond just shook his head negatively to let him know that he would not worry. It was only after a few more breaths that he opened his eyes and raised his eyes to look at the boy. - V ...

- I'm fine, Jungkook... - He answered weakly. He straightened up, but his movements still seemed uncertain. He leaned his back against the wall and looked at the frightened face of brunet.

- V, please, tell me what's going on... - He said in a protective voice.

- Jungkook, it's really nothing. I just haven't eaten in a long time. Probably too long... - He finally replied. He pushed away from the wall and looked at Jungkook. The brunet's face still showed worry. V instinctively ran a hand over his right cheek, gently brushing the small scar with his fingertips. - Don't worry, doll... - He whispered and quickly withdrew his hand, as if confused by this sudden tenderness. - I think we're done with training for today... Let's go upstairs, I have blood there. - Saying this, he moved forward, and Jungkook quickly followed in his footsteps, afraid to step aside even for a split second. His heart was still beating like crazy. He was really scared when he saw V in this state. The vampire has always been so strong that he seemed indestructible.

When they entered the apartment, the blond turned to Jungkook and smiled gently.

- You are probably starving too. If you want, I can prepare something for you. For sure there is also some human food in the fridge or if you prefer, we can order something...

- V! - Boy interrupted him. - You almost fainted. We'll take care of you first... - With that, he grabbed his hand and pulled him toward the couch. He made him sit down. - Stay here and I'll bring you bl... - He paused when he realized how strange it sounded. - ... your food. - He corrected quickly and headed for the island. He passed it and went to the fridge. He knew that there was blood supply there. The blond usually avoided feeding in front of him, as if he did not want to alienate him. In fact, Jungkook saw V feeding of blood only once. At the time when he was feeding on Jackson before his eyes. - W-what blood do you like best? - He asked uncertainly, V laughed at his question.

- The one of the 18-year-old virgin or straight from the artery of a sexy brunet... - He replied laughing. - Seriously, whatever you find there will be good. I haven't eaten for so long that I'll be content with anything... - He added seriously.

Jungkook swallowed hard. He didn't know why, but he felt strangely nervous at the thought that he would soon see V feeding. On a daily basis, he often found himself forgetting that V was a vampire. But this... He couldn't ignore that. V fed on the blood of people. This is a part of his nature, and since he accepts him as he is, should he not accept it as well?

With slightly trembling hands, he pulled out a drawer filled with blood bags. Puzzled, he noticed that the vast majority were a zero group. Probably this blood, the vampire liked the most. A strange shiver went down his back. It was his blood type... He grabbed two bags and quickly slipped in the drawer, trying not to look too much at its contents, then closed the refrigerator. Before he turned to V, he took a deep breath. He did not want the blond to see his nervousness. After a moment he approached him uncertainly. The vampire looked at him and reached out for a bag of red liquid.

- Jungkook, I know you don't feel comfortable with it, so if you want, I can get out of here o-or you... - V began, looking him straight in the eye. Jungkook shook his head quickly. He did it a little too violently, which certainly betrayed his nervousness.

- N-no... I want to see it... - He finally protested.

- Alright. - V said, his voice low and unusually calming.

V grabbed one of the bags and without interrupting eye contact with Jungkook, slowly began to lift it to his mouth. The boy felt his heart start beating harder. The vampire was about to put his lips to the mouthpiece, when suddenly the raven-haired boy grabbed his hand violently and stopped him.

- Do not do this! - He called. There was nervousness in his voice.

- Jungkook, it's fine, I'll just leave from here... You don't have to look at it. I know that...

- No! - He interrupted him quickly.

V looked at him confused. The brunet gripped more tightly the bag filled with blood and took it from his hand.

- V, I want you to drink my blood... - He finally said in a much calmer voice.

V's eyes widened even more in surprise. He wasn't sure he heard correctly what Jungkook just said.

- I want you to feed on me. - He repeated seeing that V didn't understand what he had asked for.

- Jungkook... I... This is probably not the best idea... - He replied uncertainly.

He remembered how wonderful brunet's blood tasted when he took care of his wounded hand. No one has ever tasted better than him. At the mere mention of this his eyes darkened slightly. He bit his lower lip. Jungkook saw this and it was enough to make him know that V wanted it. He put the blood bags on the table and stood before him again.

- V, I'm not afraid of vampires. I can fight them, but this is something that scares me. I've been fed on several times already. You know it yourself... And every next time was worse than the previous one... But I know you're different... I know you won't hurt me. This is part of you and I want to see it. I don't want you to be ashamed or hide from me. And I don't want to be afraid of you... No part of you.

Jungkook got even closer to V and sat down next to him on the couch. He looked him straight in the eyes with his big, doe eyes in the color of warm chocolate. V swallowed again loudly. He was hungry, very hungry and he wanted the boy's blood so much. He wanted to show him how intimate this could be when a vampire drinks the blood of someone he cares about, but he was afraid. Very afraid. Not that he can hurt him. He would never do that. He was afraid that being so vulnerable, he might reveal too much to him... He approached Jungkook uncertainly, but still hesitated.

- Please... - The brunet whispered, and V unable to refuse him, reached for his hand and pushed his lips towards his wrist. Before he could sink his fangs into his skin, the raven-haired boy stopped him.

- Nooo, V. If we are to do it... Do it like it should be done... - Suddenly he said in a certain voice. The firmness in his voice surprised him. Without waiting for the vampire's reaction, he leaned as close to him as he could and tilted his head back so that his long, alluring neck was exposed.

- Jesus, Jungkook... - V groaned pleadingly, feeling his fangs pressing against the gums.

He felt the lust he resisted so much take over his body. The boy was so damn sexy, his heart was beating hard and fast, his scent was almost insane for his senses. Jungkook eyes met his eyes again.

- Please, V. Do it. I trust you... - He said without taking his intensive look from him.

V closed his eyes and took a deep breath. After a while he raised his eyelids and looked Jungkook straight in the eye. His irises were coal black. The blond slightly opened his mouth and the boy heard a soft click. The vampire ran his tongue over his lips, wetting them and leaving a thin layer of saliva on them, then opened his mouth harder to show brunet his sharp fangs. Jungkook saw V in his vampire form for the first time at such a close distance. His heart began to beat even harder, but not at all with fear...

V was beautiful.

Even with black eyes and fangs in the mouth. Although he looked a bit different, it was still him. Wasn't it?

V reached out his hand towards Jungkook and pulled him with an imperious movement closer to him so that his back was pressed against his hard, bare chest. He tilted his head tighter to the left, so that his neck would be exposed. A rose was tattooed on the boy's neck. V dreamed so many times to be able to study it with his tongue. He licked his lips instinctively. He brought his lips close to the boy's ear, so close that his lips touched the earlobe with every slightest movement.

- I promise it won't hurt... - He whispered, then moved his lips towards the boy's neck.

Jungkook reflexively closed his eyes, waiting for a painful bite, but nothing came. He could feel V's breath on his neck, and then he felt the touch of his lips. The vampire first put a few soft kisses on his skin. His lips barely touched his skin, just brushed it lightly. After a while he felt something warm and moist. When he realized it was V's tongue, he felt his breath involuntarily speed up. The blond man moved his tongue in different directions, as if marking some invisible route. It wasn't long before Jungkook realized that his tongue meant every curve of his tattoo. Each rose petal separately. No one has ever done anything like that with him. It was so damn sexy and exciting at the same time. So damn intimate. Perfect. Under the influence of these caresses, his heart began to beat faster, and the temperature in the room seemed to rise, the air thickened. V slid his lips down into the hollow between his neck and collarbone, as if knowing exactly that his weak point was right here. The vampire grabbed his tender skin between his teeth and bit it lightly, then began to suck it. Jungkook bit his lower lip to stop the moaning that almost came out of his mouth. It was definitely one of his erogenous zones, and V, as if reading in his mind, liked this place. The vampire sucked his skin intensively, as if he was going to make him a hickey, but in fact exactly at this place was the carotid artery, which began to pulsate more and more under the influence of his caresses. Just as he expected. He could feel his pulse go crazy under his tongue. And he liked it so damn much. He wanted Jungkook to derive the greatest pleasure from this experience. He extended his fangs harder and ran them over his delicate skin, thereby letting him know what he was about to do. Jungkook held his breath and V already knew that the boy understood exactly what he wanted to tell him. He put his lips again to the place he had previously caressed with such passion. He usually didn't spend so much time preparing, but it was different with Jungkook. V wanted to give him pleasure. He has long known that it is enough to combine pleasure and pain properly so that pain becomes pleasant. And he hoped he wasn't wrong this time either. He pressed his fangs closer to the boy's neck and slowly slid them into his delicate skin. When he did it, almost erotic moaning escaped boy's lips and V already knew that his actions had the intended effect. Oh God. This moan was probably the most beautiful sound V has ever heard. Jungkook, embarrassed by his reaction, bit his lower lip hard so that he didn't accidentally make any sound and, although he couldn't see V's face, he could have sworn the vampire smiled. After a moment, he felt a familiar warmth, when V began to suck harder on his neck and drink his blood. This time, however, he did not feel the pain as in previous times. What V did was so addictive and pleasant that he felt dizzy. Instinctively, he tucked his long fingers into his soft hair and gently pressed his face closer to him. The blond, understanding his body language, sucked in even harder. Another soft moaning came out of Jungkook's mouth. The vampire knew that what he does gives brunet pleasure, but he wanted to give him more. He wanted to be able to touch him, run his hands over his body, caress him... He loved to combine this intimacy associated with drinking blood with the more primal, bodily one. He felt his self-control go far away, letting his desires prevail. He closed his eyes and allowed himself to lose himself in it. Get lost in Jungkook. His blood tasted like heaven, which V had never entered before. The boy moaned again quietly and also closed his eyes, his lips parted more strongly. He no longer bothered that maybe V would hear his moans, he couldn't control himself anymore. His thoughts were focused only on the pleasure the vampire gave him. At the moment only they mattered. Nothing more...

Suddenly Jungkook felt a slight tightness in his head. Something strange that he had never felt before, but before he thought about it, he felt something else. Some strange, strong feeling of thirst and desire. His fingers reflexively clenched V's hair, causing an almost animal snarl to come out of the vampire's throat, but he did not even tear his lips from his neck for a moment, causing pleasant vibrations with his voice. Suddenly a picture of him and V appeared in Jungkook's mind. In his vision the vampire smiled at him, then he brought his lips closer and kissed him without warning. Jungkook was somewhat surprised by this sudden vision, but he couldn't resist it. Everything seemed so real... He felt irresistible desire, lust and something else... Something he had never felt before. He didn't know how to interpret this feeling. Suddenly the vampire pushed him imperiously onto the bed and, as in his later fantasies, slipped his long fingers behind the waistband of his sweatpants and with a quick, agile movement slid them from his narrow hips, along with his boxers. Jungkook felt his breath shallow in a fit of excitement caused by this bold fantasy. He imagined it so many times... But this time there was something different, something new. Everything was bolder, as if he finally stopped fearing his desires. V without hesitation moved his nimble fingers over his bare stomach and slowly slid his hand toward his already semi-hard member. Jungkook almost felt how much V wanted him. How beautiful he was in his eyes...

And suddenly it hit him.

That feeling he had previously felt and which he could not interpret. It was love. However stupid it sounds. He felt how much V cares about him. How important he was to him. How much V needs him, how much he wants him... He only now realized what different was in this fantasy.

It wasn't his fantasy...

It all happened as if in V's mind... Jungkook did not know how it happened. By how he sees and feels it all, as if he saw and felt what V did. He knew it was wrong. He felt as if he had crept into V's most intimate thoughts and feelings. He should stop it. In any way free himself from this strange charm, but he could not. It was so inappropriate but so wonderful at the same time. So he focused more on this vision, on these feelings. He wanted to see and feel more. The vision became even more real, he saw with how much adoration V was looking at him, and then felt the vampire shamelessly wrap his mouth aroud his hard member and he bit his lips again, stopping the curse coming to his mouth. Jesus, this vision was so real that Jungkook thought he would go crazy. His fingers tightened more on V's hair, and his hips involuntarily moved forward, coming out to meet his sinful lips. The boy felt his sensitive cock rub against V's throat and with each hungry move, slipping deeper and deeper. The vampire caressed him with his sinful lips until Jungkook jerked his hair hard, thereby pulling his head back and letting him know that if he didn't stop sucking him, he would come in his mouth. V stepped back, then licked his lips in such a damn sexy way. After a while, the vampire slipped his pants along with the boxers and without waiting, turned him back to him, indicating that the boy leaned over and stick his buttocks to him. He put his hands on his hips and began to approach him, wanting to prepare his entrance with his tongue. V's lips were almost touching his sensitive skin when Jungkook felt panic rising in him.

He opened his eyes quickly and, without thinking for a long time, pulled himself out of V's embrace. When the vampire's fangs came out of his skin so suddenly, he felt unpleasant pain.

- S-stop it! - He shouted.

His breath was accelerated, his heart was still pounding, he felt the characteristic pressure in his pants and, confused by what had happened, moved away from V. Blond looked at him with his coal black eyes. He was also breathing heavily. His fangs were still extended, blood on his lower lip. V was confused, he didn't know why Jungkook reacted so violently. Did he do something that hurt him?

- Wh-what did you do to me? - Jungkook asked suddenly. And V looked at him even more confused. - Y-you kissed me, and then... Then... You put those visions in my head? - He spoke, uttering words at the speed of a machine gun. V parted his lips, surprised by the boy's words.

Shit. That's what he feared...

- Jungkook, I... What you saw... Jesus, I'm sorry... - Saying that, V got up from the couch. Once again he looked at the brunet. He was so damn embarrassed of what he did it. He should have known better. He could guess he would not control himself. He felt too much for him to hide it at such a moment. He should have known better. - I-I have to do something... I'm sorry... - He said quickly and almost ran out of the apartment before Jungkook could stop him. The brunet felt guilty of his aggressive reaction. He didn't know how to understand what had happened. He was confused.

Was V doing what he saw? Why did V show him all of this?

- Jungkook?! You are here?! - A melodious voice suddenly said, opening the front door with impetus. There was worry on Jimin's face. - I just met V, but he looked like he saw a ghost and ran out before I could stop him... Oh Jesus! Jungkook?! - Jimin shouted suddenly and in two jumps he was at the brunet's side. - Y-you are bitten... - He added with horror in his eyes.

It was only at these words that Jungkook realized that V had not closed his wounds. Instinctively, he raised his hand and put his fingers to where the blond bite him. He felt something sticky and moist under his fingertips. Blood. Confused, he grabbed the bottom of his shirt and wiped his neck with it.

- I-it's nothing... - He replied quickly, flush on his cheeks. He turned harder on Jimin, so that the vampire would not notice that the bleeding neck was not the only problem left by V. He could not let Jimin see the bulge in his pants.

- Jungkook, I can see that it is a bite... What happened? Was it... - He paused, as if afraid to ask the next question. - Did V attack you? Did he bite you? - He finally asked, lowering his voice almost to a whisper.

- Jimin, it's not like that... It was V that bit me, but it's not what you think... - He said quickly.

He didn't want Jimin to think badly about his friend. It wasn't his fault. And Jungkook would lie saying that what the vampire did was not pleasant. Because it was. Incredibly pleasant. The best evidence of this was his erection, which he was still trying to hide from Jimin's inquisitive gaze. When V drank his blood, Jungkook felt as if he rose above the ground and almost touched the sky. And the vision he had... Just for the memory of it, his pulse was rising again, and his cock was pulsating asking for attention.

- Enlighten me then, because I can see that you are bleeding, and V ran out of here as if scalded. - Jimin said sternly. There was something like anger in his voice. Jimin was angry with V for trying to hurt him in his conviction, and he couldn't let Jimin blame him. He took a deep breath and looked at the blond.

- We had training with V and he almost fainted. He hadn't been drinking blood for a long time, so we went upstairs so that he could feed and then... - He paused for a moment, trying to gather his thoughts. - I asked him to feed on me... - He finally said, relying on the truth.

- Kookie... - Groaned Jimin, falling heavily on the couch and looking at the brunet with concern. - Did V hurt you? He couldn't resist and...

- No! - He protested quickly. - V, he did everything so that nothing hurt me, but something strange happened... - He stopped again, not sure if and how he was to tell Jimin about all this, but the vampire was his friend and he knew that maybe is the only person who can explain to him what actually happened. - You know I've been fed on before. Several different vampires did it. It was always painful and uncomfortable. With V, it was different... He tried very hard so that nothing hurt me and that I felt good... And it felt really nice... Like really nice... - Jungkook instinctively lowered his voice to whisper, pronouncing the last words. He felt his cheeks turn red at his confession. Jimin involuntarily smiled knowing how pleasant it can be to vampire's "victim" when a vampire is drinking blood. - But when V was drinking my blood, suddenly I felt a strange pressure in my head, and then... I don't know... I had such a strange vision... As if V forced something in my head... As if he would forced all these images to me... - He looked at Jimin and saw that the vampire's face became serious immediately.

- What visions? What did you see? - He asked quickly. Jungkook felt even more embarrassed at the memory of this erotic fantasy.

- I-it was something... Something quite intimate... - He replied strongly embarrassed. Jimin frowned, confused by the brunet's answer. Jungkook saw that Jimin had no idea what he meant. - B-between me and V... - He added, for which Jimin put his lips in the letter "o".

- Oh... Okay. - He said, blushing a little. He didn't expect that. However, before he could bite his tongue, another curious question came out of his mouth. - Did you like these visions? - Surprised Jungkook, he almost choked on Jimin's bold question.

- Jesus, Jimin! - He scolded him.

- Come on?! I am trying to get to the heart of the matter... - He explained, but seeing the embarrassment of the brunet, decided to let him go. - Okay, I assume you liked it and what happened next? - Jungkook rolled his eyes.

- When this vision became more... - He cleared his throat, trying to hide the embarrassment. - ...intense... Let's just say that I panicked a bit and pushed him away from me and I kinda scolded him... and he just ran out...

- That explains a lot... - Jimin replied, and Jungkook looked at him, still as confused as before.

- But what does it explain? Because I don't understand anything...

- Why V run away. He probably showed you something he didn't want to reveal to you...

- What do you mean? So this vision... Is it really his doing? Did he put something in my head?

- Oh Jungkook, it doesn't work like that with vampires... - Jimin finally said, sighing heavily. - We can't "put something in your head"... In fact, you are the one that entered to V's head...

- What?! - Jungkook almost shouted. His body tensed involuntarily, he sat stiffly on the couch, still careful to cover his crotch.

- When a vampire is strongly connected to someone and is a strong vampire like V, there is a possibility to connect with that person. We can let someone come to our mind. Let them feel what we feel, see what we see or want, what we imagine. And when we are at full strength we can control it, but there is a moment when even a vampire is completely defenseless... It happens when we are feeding. The bloodlust is so strong that even age-old vampires can't control it then. When V was feeding on you, he unwittingly let you feel and see his desires... - Saying this, he looked closely at Jungkook, a clear blush appeared on the boy's face. The brunet looked at him uncertainly.

- So what I saw...

- These were V's desires. He probably wasn't even aware that you saw them too...

Jungkook looked away embarrassed. He remembered that feeling of thirst, desire... Is it possible that V thought of him that way? This vision was so... bold... V touched and caressed him in such a way that Jungkook, even in his wildest fantasies, did not dare to dream about it. The knowledge that V wanted to make love to him embarrassed him, but he was not disgusted with it at all. And although he was afraid to admit it to himself, this thought excited him. It seemed so wrong, but at the same time he couldn't stop thinking about it. Although he was most terrified by the fact that sooner or later they would have to look each other in the eye again. Will Jungkook be ready to admit that V is not indifferent to him then? Should he tell him that he liked this vision or pretend that it never happened?

He was sure of one. Tonight he will not be able to sleep.

***

- Argghhhh, I screwed up again! - V growled, opening the apartment door without knocking. Without looking around or waiting for a greeting, he sank heavily into an armchair facing a large plasma TV.

- Er, feel free to come in. Come on! At most, you could come in as Jimin and I will fuck in the living room, but go ahead. Who needs the door, locks, knocking... - Yoongi muttered, not even rising from the couch.

- I knew you don't fuck because I saw Jimin when I was running out of my apartment... - V replied quickly, then buried his face in his hands. - Argghhh! I'm an idiot! - He growled to himself, almost tearing his hair out. Intrigued by the drama of his friend, Yoongi sat on the couch.

- What happened?! - He asked, watching him closely.

V raised his head and looked at him. His eyes were dark, almost black, the caramel skin radiant, seemed to be as smooth as ever, which definitely meant that recently the vampire had to feed.

- Don't tell me you ate Jungkook for dinner. Hahaha - Threw Yoongi thoughtlessly and laughed at his own joke.

V rebuked him with his scolding look. There was something in his eyes that Yoongi swallowed hard, immediately getting serious.

- Hey, don't scare me! You didn't eat him, did you?! - He asked again. There was clear anxiety in his voice. V couldn't help himself and a slight chuckle escaped his lips.

- No, I didn't eat him... But I drank his blood...

At the mere mention of it, V instinctively bit his lower lip. On his lips he still felt the warmth of the skin of the brunet and the taste of his blood. Yoongi's eyes widened even more.

- Jesus, V... What did you do?

- Take it easy. He is fine. Jungkook is safe and sound. You know I would never hurt him. - He answered with a sure voice.

Yoongi clearly relaxed immediately. Deep down, he knew how important Jungkook was to V and knew that the vampire would not hurt him, but because of his unexpected arrival, he became very anxious. He felt his tiredness faded away in a blink of an eye, he had never felt so awaken before.

- We had training together and I felt a little bad because recently I didn't even have the head to eat properly. We went to my apartment and Jungkook was to give me blood from my supply, but he asked me to feed on him... and I... I couldn't refuse him... His blood... Jesus! I have never, ever drunk anything tastier. I don't know if it's a matter of being a hybrid or just being so damn attractive to me... So I made sure so that nothing hurt him. I wanted to make it pleasant for him. And I know he liked it. As I stuck my fangs into his wonderful, slender neck, a moan escaped his lips, and it was so damn exciting. It was not an expression of pain, but such an incredibly sexy, erotic moan that someone makes when you slid inside and reach this one magical bundle of nerves... Jesus! I still hear it in my head. It was so amazing, so intimate and erotic. I got lost in it and... accidentally let him enter my head... And... I'm afraid that it was too much for him. I'm afraid he felt how I felt about him. That now he knows how much I want him, how much I need him, how much I... - I love him... he finished in his thoughts. - Jesus! What should I do now? - He asked, clearly worried.

- Why do you assume it's bad?

- Yoongi, I was supposed to stay away from him, keep my distance, not reveal my fantasies and feelings for him... - V again hid his face in his hands. Another moaning escaped from his lips. - Ahh, Every time I decide to keep my distance, something like this happens that I get closer to him again. I don't know what to do with it anymore... He's like a bloody magnet. I push myself with my arms and legs, but everything pulls me to him...

- Or maybe you should just let your guard down and allow yourself to do what you really want? You always told me that I should listen to my heart, and you still deny it...

- Aaarghh, why is it all so complicated! I feel like I'm 17 again! - V growled.

Yoongi got up from the couch and walked lazily to his minibar. He reached for two low glasses and poured some whiskey into each of them, then headed for his friend.

- Drink it. - Saying this, he pulled one of the glasses towards V. The vampire took the drink from a friend and smiled genly thanking him. - You have to talk to him honestly, V. Pretending that you don't feel anything for him, it destroys you from the inside... You can't lie to him or yourself anymore.

V knew that Yoongi was right. How long will he be able to pretend to feel nothing for him? How long is he going to lie to himself that maybe, if he pretends it's not true, his feelings will just pass away in some magical way? Jungkook was like a virus that infected his blood and he couldn't get rid of. The more he disregarded it, the more he tried to fight it, the more it grew stronger. His affection for Jungkook was like a disease with which he slowly learned to live. He only hoped that it would not prove fatal...

For it was definitely incurable...

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