Yelling and anger are two things that I deal with on a daily basis.

One thing wrong and boom! There's the negativity I can't handle.

It's not always directed at me, mostly never, but it still hurts nonetheless.

I can't escape from this until I get to sometimes hide out in my room at night.

They don't understand how this affects me, and I'm too afraid to tell them.

I don't want them to feel bad or change how they are because of me.

I don't want them to hate me for how I feel once again.

I don't know what to do, or how to handle this,

So, I shut down and blank out now.

I hear nothing.

I see nothing.

Nothing is a constant thing in my life due to these negative feelings all around me.

I'm so scared to mess up and make them angry with me again.

I'm terrified that it'll be directed at me.

I can't handle these negative emotions,

I can hardly handle my own negativity.

I just want everything to be put on pause.

I don't want them to go away,

Just their yelling and anger they constantly feel and direct outwards.

It tears me up inside to hear them this way.

No matter what time of day,

Anger and yelling can be heard randomly.

I can't stop it.

I can't hide from it forever.

I can't run away from it either.

I just have to live with it.

Live with it eating me up inside.

Live with it tearing my happiness apart.

Live with the constant yelling and anger I face daily from them.

Live with the negativity that no one can seem to escape from.