I just hope my next life is better than this one.

I hope that when I finally die, no matter how I die, I can be happy.
I hope that I don't have to feel so down all the time.
I hope that I don't hate myself so much.
I hope that I will actually have the strength to get out there in the world.
I hope I won't want to kill myself.

I hope I can finally live and exist normally.
I hope that I can be who I truly am inside without fear.
I hope that no one will tear me apart again.
I hope that I won't have to feel so guilty for feeling so bad.
I hope that I could have some hope for once.

I just hope...