☆58. I Wanted To Live In Your Heart☆

Jimin removed the key card from his front to be viewed by the skyscraper, matching the address. A beautiful expensive hotel. He was a little unsure now. He knew the watchmen won't let him in but unexpectedly, he didn't have to say anything to them. The three watchmen dressed in black on the gateway ignored Jimin's presence as if he wasn't there.

Jimin just frowned as he kept walking inside and chose the staircase instead of the elevator since he wasn't sure if he could use it properly. So far, the experience for coming to a customer to his destination for the first time was feeling really creepy to him. He wasn't sure about it. What if someone actually misuse him and kill him, nobody would know, on top of that he didn't inform in the club either that he has a customer from outside. He hadn't went with men outside the Wacko area since two years because he had a reason to live safely because of her daughter. Now, he was regretting this. He was doing this for Melody but what Melody actually needs was him. Alive.

Jimin leaned on a wall in the empty corridor while hugging himself. The room number written on the card, was now infront of him but he was just froze at his place. "Sir, I have a two years old daughter, can you please let me go afterwards?" Jimin practiced but it was sounding so stupid to him. "Why would a murderer care about it?" Jimin tsked while leaning back on the wall. His heart was sinking at this point.

"Guards didn't stop me... something is fishy. I should just go back to Wacko... but how am I supposed to collect the money for the debt?... the money I have saved for the eye operation isn't enough either. Even if I will give them to Kosan he will take them but the debt will be still the same..." Jimin talked to himself in a whisper.

After a moment of mental struggle, he couraged up to knock the door of the hotel room he was invited to. He was feeling like a lost kid, standing there all alone. Nobody answered the door so, Jimin went for the door knob, just in case but to his surprise the door was unlocked.

He thought if the person would come at the door first, he would get an idea of what sort if the man he is but now, it was even more creepy.

Jimin slowly pushed the door open, making it to make a cracky sound and the room was all over dark. Jimin was unable to see anything. Not a single thing so, he thought of finding the light switch of the room. He stepped inside and the opened door was now close and Jimin just watched the last ray of light to be gone as well and now it was too dark for Jimin to find the door itself to open it either.

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Jongyul just looked at his father who was wandering around looking distressed in the hospital lobby.

"That's weird, you never come to hospitals from meetings even if anyone of us is at the verge of dying" Jongyul commented on his father who just opened his mouth to say something but didn't.

While their mother was just leaned on a wall ahead with crossed arms. A female doctor walked out of a corridor. "Mrs. Jeon, can we talk for a second. Just you. Alone" the doctor started while looking a little concern herself. Mr. Jeon gestured her wife to go with her.

"What is it, Ae-Min" Jihyun's mother asked once the doctor lead her to an empty room. Seems like they both knew each other for so long, though, the doctor chose to address Jihyun's mother formally.

"I don't know how to put it into words, Mrs. Jeon"

"Just tell me. Is my son okay?" Jihyun's mother insisted.

"Ma'am Hei-Sun, Jihyun... is pregnant" the doctor hesitantly started as he looked at Jihyun's father wandering out of the room that could be seen through the glass window.

"What?! What on earth you are saying?! Jihyun is my son, not a daughter! On top of that my son is pure. He isn't married yet" Jihyun's mother was visibly vexed.

"Ma'am Hei-Sun, calm down. I know everything about your in-laws and how strict the family environment is... so, I did the test twice but he is actually pregnant and both are completely healthy" The doctor explained.

"He is a boy! An unmarried innocent boy. He doesn't even go out of the house. Stop talking about it as if you are talking about a woman. I know he is healthy but he is a boy" Jihyun's mother wasn't ready to accept it.

"It's common for boys to be pregnant nowadays since the world is revolutionary and..."

"Shut up. You are speaking nonsense. Don't let anyone know about it, you heard me?! If this thing leaks out to anyone, you will be in trouble. I will go somewhere else for his check up, this place is nuts! Now leave" Jihyun's mother ordered and the doctor just sighed with a nod while walking away.

"I want to see it with my own eyes" Jihyun's mother started which paused the doctor's walking pace towards the door.

"This way" The doctor guided the way out of the room and Jihyun's mother just clutched onto his heart, ignoring her husband as she walked passed him.

"What will I tell Lixue... now?" Jihyun's mother whispered with wide frowned eyes as he walked after the doctor.

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Jimin began trying to find the doorknob by patting the door which he managed to find until...

Suddenly, he heard a low snicker and looked towards the direction. Though, he was unable to see a thing in the pitch darkness until everything happened in a single second.

A side lamp lit up on a corner table with a couch that revealed Jungkook with his one leg onto another, in a sexy black suit pants and vest over a white dress shirt. His hand was still holding the lamp's switch button and his face had a really disappointed yet satisfied smirk Jimin couldn't study.

Jimin had never seen a sexy vest on Jungkook before and he was looking so hot in that dim light with his parted sharp hair but the thought didn't engulf Jimin at all on the moment. All he thought was what he did, which was to swiftly turn around, gearing up to run and leave the room being panicked but Jungkook let go of the lamp harshly, unexpectedly and suddenly leaving the couch to catch Jimin.

Jimin was barely able to open the door in the speed of light, but it was harshly pushed back to be close again by Jungkook at the same time when Jungkook pinned Jimin on the wall by his shoulders.

"My grace, you are running away from me?" Jungkook whisperedly asked, faking to be stunned and Jimin just looked away. Not mentioning the fact that Jungkook's fingers were harshly pressing his shoulder bones, Jimin was concerned instead to hide the tears those were forming in his eyes.

"All dressed up to get a new man, I see, my Vermilion Pulchritude?" Jungkook questioned and Jimin just squeezed close his eyes while sobbing.

"What?! What are you crying for?! I didn't even do anything to you" Jungkook raised his voice, letting go of Jimin who just hugged his own shoulders, still not looking up at Jungkook.

"Why? Where is that chirpy tongue? Show me your fake innocent sounding tactics and make me fall for you again like you did" Jungkook sarcastically suggested. "Do it. I want it. Or maybe something new for me to believe that you weren't just cheating on my life but was cheating with my love too. How fool I was to think to have a baby with somebody like you when you are here to meet a stranger in sparkling clothes, I wouldn't know if the baby would be mine..."

"Don't come at the baby!" Jimin cut Jungkook off. "Nobody has touched me since you left! As you left! Like you left! Exactly the same! Touched but empty! And I will remain the same! Question my whole existence but don't you dare questioning the baby if I get pregnant because I stopped taking the pills since you brawl over the baby for the first time!" Jimin complained.

"Oh, new story, that's why you were here to sleep with a stranger?" Jungkook scoffed.

"I'm not in a mood for you right now, Mr. Jeon" Jimin requested. Jimin just quietly raised his hand towards the door knob to leave but Jungkook harshly pushed the door back close when it was a little open. "Let me go. You know nothing about my life... I can't get pregnant or else they will snatch my baby so, I was about to take the pills tonight, giving up on us and on the baby because I need food to live and I can't work anything else or they will inject me with some bullshit drugs but a rich man like you won't get it! Just let me go!" Jimin yelled while trying to push Jungkook's grip off him.

"I won't! I won't let you go. I won't leave you no matter what you do. I can forgive you but can not leave you" Jungkook emphasized and Jimin just looked up into his eyes. Checking the sincerity.

"You won't" Jimin whispered unsurely.

"I will, Jimin" Jungkook whispered back and they both just looked at each other.

"Really?" Jimin began sobbing again and Jungkook nodded assuringly, enlightening a smile on Jimin's face. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I promise I won't do anything like this again, I'm sorry. I didn't tell you that I was blackmailed" Jimin breathed out happily, holding Jungkook's hands, ready to hug Jungkook and to be in his arms with his teary eyes but...

"For?" Jungkook asked with a raised eyebrow and Jimin just frowned.

"For... stealing your documents..."

"Its not about documents. I don't care about those fucked pieces! Say sorry! For acting to be in love all of this time! Say sorry for coming into my life with fake innocence! Say sorry for seducing me on purpose that night!" Jungkook yelled and Jimin just looked at him.

"You want me to say sorry for things I haven't done?" Jimin asked in a low voice.

"Shut the fuck up and just apologize"

"I won't because I love you. I didn't meet you on purpose and I didn't seduce you the night we met. I didn't even know you and you weren't letting me go. I thought you would force me as I was all alone in the corridor, that's why I accepted whatever you said, little did I was a little greedy on the amount you had in your wallet that night. To avoid the pain of forced sex, I acted sultry so, that you don't go hard on me. I didn't know who you were" Jimin tried to explain.

"All of your bullshit, I heard that. Now, accept the real truth I am saying and Apologize" Jungkook sighed.

"That's not true..."

"Apologize!" Jungkook ordered while holding Jimin's arms.

"I won't!" Jimin yelled back while pushing Jungkook's hands away. "I won't apologize to you on anything that I didn't do. If I will accept whatever you believe is true, just because you hold the authorities and I'm a hooker from a swamp, it will mean I will always be on my knees at your feet even if you will marry me. I will always have to live under your feet and I wanted to live in your heart, Mr. Jeon" Jimin stated while looking up at Jungkook.

Jungkook just looked back at Jimin. Blankly. With so much hurt and frustration in his eyes. If it would have been somebody else Jungkook's temper wouldn't be that tested.

"Fine. Get lost. Leave" Jungkook stated while opening the door roughly.

"I won't" Jimin's words made Jungkook to look at him with a frown. "You can if you want to but I'm not leaving" Jimin started sharply while pushing the door back close and began taking off his shoes aggressively.

"Now why?"

"I won't do anything that you want" Jimin decided being mad while throwing his embellished coat on the floor and taking a seat on the bed with crossed arms. "Make me" Jimin emphasized with a raised eyebrow and Jungkook just blinked with a frown.

"Leave me alone" Jimin ordered and Jungkook just poked his inner cheek with his tongue with a raised eyebrow while placing his hands on his waist.

"I have paid for this room. I won't leave either" Jungkook announced while taking off his vest and throwing it down on the floor harshly.

"Make me" Jungkook scoffed. Aggressively, walking around the bed and sitting down on the other edge of the bed abruptly, opposite to Jimin with crossed arms.

Both of them just sulk with their mad frowns and crossed arms, no facing each other for a good long minute until Jimin peeked at Jungkook to get busted as the latter was doing the same.

"Huh" Jimin scornfully uttured while quickly looking away once they caught each other staring at one another.

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Jihyun woke up to realize he was in a hospital bed with an ultrasound monitor beside. He sit up with a groan and was just blankly staring at his wedding ring which was on his index finger instead of its true place, until his parents walked into the room.

"Jihyun, are you okay, how are you feeling now?" Joon-ki (Jihyun's father) asked while caressing his hair back from his forehead and his mother closed the door of the room before Jongyul could get in.

"Mom?" Jongyul complained but was locked out of the room.

"Tell me everything" Jihyun's mother started with crossed arms looking at Jihyun who looked up to her, not getting a thing.

"Tell what?" Jihyun and his father rhymed. Clearly, she hasn't told anything to her husband.

"Your son is pregnant" Hei-Sun told her husband who frowned and Jihyun's breath hitched as he watched his parents quarreling over the statement.

His father was not ready to know how can a boy be pregnant and why only he was to be in this situation, they both fought for thirty minutes.

And Jihyun just clutched onto his shirt over his stomach with a stunned look on his face, Taehyung and he had been talking about to have a child but this was too soon for Jihyun to cope up with. He didn't know how to react while the duo was quarreling over his head.

Jihyun just smiled with teary eyes, not caring about his parents fuss infront of him. The quarrel ended with Hei-Sun's victory and her husband just leaned on the wall livelessly.

"What are you so happy about?!" Jihyun's mother snapped at Jihyun. "You are a stain on Jeons. We have to finish this matter as soon as possible or else your grandfather Woo will kill us all in a row"

"You can't finish my baby" Jihyun assured with a calm smile while standing up from the bed to leave to Taehyung until his father walked up and slapped him hard across his face, making him to fell back on the bed harshly.

"We can't?! Are you sane?! What have you done?! If you would have made a woman pregnant without a marriage I wouldn't be this disappointed as I am right now!" His father began yelling at him and Jihyun just held his cheek while looking away.

"I didn't do anything wrong. It's just a baby!" Jihyun yelled back.

"And you are a man!"

"And it is my life" Jihyun argued making his father to raise his hand on him again but his mother got in between.

"We have to tell Lixue about it. This thing is out of our control" Jihyun's mother mentioned.

"Are you crazy? Either way, we are stuck. There is no other way than to finish this issue while we are here, everyone in the family knows that he is sick. A minor operation won't be visible" his father stated.

"Call my husband first, you have no authority on the baby. Neither I am below eighteen, nor unmarried. Without my permission you can't do anything" Jihyun crossed his arms over his chest but he was visibly scared deep down.

Now the information was new for the couple and they just looked at Jihyun with their liveless eyes once Jihyun switch the fingers in his wedding ring. "Y-You... g-got marri... you are married...?" Jihyun's mother managed to form words.

"Yes. Legally married to Kim Taehyung"

"K-Kim..." His father pointed at the door with no reason as if Taehyung was there but he wasn't, of course.

"Yes. The one you all know. I have a marriage certificate with witnesses' signatures" Jihyun stated and his father slapped him again while mother didn't stop him this time. Suddenly, Jihyun remembered a thing, once Taehyung had told him if he got stuck in a situation where he would think his life would be at risk, he can use a statement but not too frequently.

"That local design maker?!" Jihyun's mother switched her issue and Jihyun grabbed his father wrist to stop him from hitting.

"That's enough! I'm Kim Gahan's son-in-law!" Jihyun used the statement Taehyung had told him to, because for him it was life risking situation. Didn't know what that statement could do for Jihyun.

"What?!" Jihyun's mother clutched onto her heart with wide eyes and his father let go of him.

"Nobody can touch me. I'm Kim Gahan's son-in-law" Jihyun repeated.

"Kim Taehyung... Kim Gahan's Son..." His mother joined the situation with a hitched breath and passed out on the nearby couch holding her head, making his father to abruptly hold her, calling her name and patting her face to wake her up while Jihyun just looked at her with wide eyes.

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Jimin and Jungkook both were lying on the same bed as the night grew old, really far from each other. Aimlessly, staring at the walls of their fronts when they weren't facing each other.

Jungkook was completely spaced out by his thoughts same as Jimin but Jimin was a little just hungry to fall asleep too.

Jungkook sighed while turning on his back but intentionally Jimin did the same at the same time. Both were now on their backs together. They both knew they were awake and were trying so hard to not glance at each other.

They both just aimlessly watched the ceiling now with their hands crossed over their chests and a stern face on them. Unable to fall asleep.

Jimin felt Jungkook placing his hands on the bed, unfolding them. Jimin unfolded his hands too and placed them down on the bed. Jimin could feel how Jungkook's cologne was attracting him closer, Jimin was growing weaker on his character of not giving up, he didn't look at Jungkook but could feel how sexy he must be looking. Jungkook in a white or black dress shirt was one of Jimin's weaknesses. But his bad temper was a little hard to handle.

Jimin stood his two fingers on the bed and walked them slowly towards Jungkook's hand.

Just a little courage to touch him, just a little but Jimin just rested his hand beside Jungkook's soon when he thought he might touch Jungkook's hand. Jimin bit his lower lip with squeezed close eyes. Visibly scared.

Still, his hand slowly kept persisting closer and closer until their pinky fingers collided with each other. Jimin just exhaled as if he had been holding his breath. Jimin caressed the back of his hand on Jungkook's slowly.

Jungkook rolled his eyes as he let Jimin play with his hand. Slowly and slowly as if the touch wasn't even there but it was.

Suddenly, Jungkook sit up straight, startling Jimin. Jungkook grabbed his pillow to stand up from the bed probably to leave towards the couch but before he could Jimin geared up and wrapped his arms around Jungkook's neck as if there was no tomorrow, throwing himself all over him, making Jungkook to fell back down on the bed as before with Jimin over him.

"Leave me" Jungkook ordered when Jimin had buried his face into Jungkook's neck and shook it on Jungkook's words.

"No. Didn't I tell you that I won't do anything that you want?" Jimin whispered into Jungkook's ear and raised his face to look at Jungkook's.

"This is harassment" Jungkook noted with keen eyes, keeping his hands away from Jimin who raised his eyebrow at Jungkook. Jungkook's eyes widened when Jimin parted his own legs and straddled Jungkook's pelvis as he sit up straight on Jungkook's... just a little below the abdomen but still on the abdomen.

"If sulking is what we are going to do the whole night, then which position we do it, it doesn't matter, is it?" Jimin stated while hovering Jungkook and resting his head on Jungkook's chest while hugging him close, making Jungkook to held the bridge of his nose.

"Get off me. Your clothes are burying holes on me" Jungkook tsked while looking down at the rhinestones on Jimin's top and Jimin sit back up with a tsk to swiftly take his shirt off his shoulders and toss it aside.

Jungkook just gulped when he was viewed by Jimin's chest displaying his nipples.

"Is it better now, Mr. Jeon?" Jimin whispered while laying back down on Jungkook's chest and Jungkook just nodded once as he rolled his eyes.

"Now, your these buttons are burying holes on me" Jimin complained while tracing Jungkook's dress shirt buttons from up to down till they disappeared into Jungkook's waistband.

Jungkook gave Jimin a dead glare and Jimin just gulped. "Probably... not" Jimin decided with a pout while burying his face back into Jungkook's chest. Hugging Jungkook closely as if there was no tomorrow, Jimin deeply inhaled Jungkook's cologne with a satisfied smile to sleep

Leaving no other option for Jungkook to do but to exist.

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