July 11 - Part 2
Part two was requested by hobbit_lover1999 ; Imagine Fili is your best friend, but he gets drunk. He tries to go all the way, though you don't want it. Thorin hears your cries and tries to stop him.
Fili sat on his bed as tears ran down his cheeks. This was so wrong. So wrong. How could he do this? He should have never drank that much. He knew it when he brought the tankard to his lips and he knew it when he saw the pain in your eyes. But still he had continued. Never would he be able to look you in the eyes again. That is, if you ever wanted to see him again. He couldn't blame you.
The blonde looked down at his hands and didn't recognize them. Did these hands really just tried to hurt his One? The glare from Thorin had sobered him up a bit and he felt like he could think straight again. He didn't need his uncle to tell him he screwed up, big time. Everything that Thorin would say would be true and he would take it like a true king-to-be would. He took a deep breath when his uncle entered his room. He didn't even meet his eyes at first. You could cut the tension with a knife. It was even more terrible then if Thorin would have screamed at him.
When his uncle finally looked at him he noticed the distaste and anger in his eyes. Those eyes normally looked at him in admiration or happiness, nothing like they looked like now. But he had it coming. Thorin didn't say anything for a long time. He simply studied his nephew. Probably trying to decide what he was going to say.
'Did she make it home safe?' Fili finally asked. He couldn't take it any more. His uncle just needed to stop staring at him. Thorin didn't answer him but continued staring at him. Why couldn't he just say 'yes' or 'no?' He knew he was wrong he just wanted Thorin to shout at him. Maybe that would take some of his guilt away. 'I- I just didn't know... I wouldn't have done it... I shouldn't have done it... PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME!' Fili screamed at the end.
Thorin was doing nothing but staring at him. How was he supposed to respond to this? Did his elder want him to be quiet like him or did he want him to break? Thorin only shook his head and walked out of his room.
Fili let himself fall back on his bed. Rage was building up inside him. He knew he had drank too much and he knew that he crossed some serious boundaries... He jumped up from his bed and ran after his uncle. 'WILL YOU FINALLY JUST TALK TO ME!' he yelled at his uncle's back. Tears were rolling freely down his cheeks, he couldn't control himself any longer. He saw the shoulders of the older dwarf moving up and down as he sighed heavily. 'What do you want me to say?'
That was not what Fili had expected. Thorin sounded tired instead of furious. 'I- Don't you need yell at me?' he asked carefully. Thorin turned around to look at him. 'What can I tell you that you don't know already?' Fili closed his mouth abruptly.
Thorin walked up closer to him, never looking anywhere else but straight in his eyes. 'Do you really need to tell me that you acted like a low life? Are you asking me to tell you that what you did was not only stupid but also degrading to woman? Do I have to stand here and tell you that I think her father would have the right to kill you because of what you did?' Thorin bellowed. Fili's tears had stopped.
Thorin tried to calm himself down, even though his nephew was literally asking for this. 'I hope I don't need to tell you that I have never thought so low of you before. Hopefully you understand that you need to offer your apologies and that this will ever be a dark shadow on your past and future. If I really needed to tell you all this, if you didn't come up with this yourself, then we have done a poor job raising you' Thorin concluded.
Fili was trying to stand there with his back straight and take everything like a man would. Hearing all this didn't make him feel better but he did need to hear it from his uncle. Thorin motioned towards his bedroom. 'Go to your room and stay there for at least two weeks. I don't want to see you outside of this house. You will only speak when spoken to. I will teach you your place so that hopefully you will remember' Thorin ordered.
Fili bowed, turning on his heels to get back into his room. He laid down on his bed. A deep sigh escaped his lips before he broke out in tears.
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