Chapter III

I had just finished taking a warm shower. I decided what to wear and walked to Fairy Tail alone.  By the time I reached there, Natsu was already inside with a blonde girl.

"Hey, Sakura", he called. I hurried over to him.

"Hello", I greeted with my notepad. "Sorry about yesterday. It was my entire fault."

The blonde girl spoke, "Hey who's this? "

"Yo, who's the hot chic?" More people moved toward to me.

"Are you a new member?" a girl with silver hair asked.

Natsu, Gray, Happy, and Ezra began to explain everything that happened with me.

"I'm Natsu!" Natsu said.

"Happy!" Happy cutely said.

"I'm Lucy", the blonde girl said.

I shook her hand, with warmth traveling through my body from their greetings.

"Hmph!" Said a boy who name I found out to be Gajeel.

 Some people began to flirt with me. Others picked fights with me, but Mirajane made sure that I got my mark first.

"Where would you like it and what color?" Mirajane asked.

"Pink and on-"I started.

"Put it on your beasts," someone suggested.

I looked over and didn't know who said it but it didn't matter, because I didn't know which place to pick myself.

"Sure." (Lol, I just had to add this part. Don't kill me! >w<)

"Fight me", Natsu insisted.

I nodded. The onset of our fight was Natsu being strangled with vines. I hit his virtual points. Now he was completely paralyzed. I was disappointed that my older brother wouldn't last in a fight for long. Everyone was astonished. There I no more to the fight, until he burned my vines and moved around with all his strength.

"You make a good fight," he acclaimed.

 Grinning, I began giving him strikes to the face and chest, but he gave it to me back with full force. Now it wasn't even a magic fight anymore. We were just brawling at this point. It was stalemate, until I gave him one blow on his virtual points once again. I'm glad he isn't weak. I got heaps of praises by other members.

Next to challenge me was Gajeel, but I didn't notice him, until he punched my arm. My instincts threw him left though the wall without looking and he was stuck. Everyone was laughing at the scene.

I received more challenges, too much in fact. I was destroying the guild, so that was when I was forced to go outside for fights. Ezra has challenged me.

Chapter IV

Half of the city came to see Ezra's challenge. That would be challenging for sure! Ezra was cutting up my vines, until I made them hard as steel. I trapped her in a cage. She struggled countless times and in various tactics, but my vines was sucking her magic. Somehow, she sliced it with certain armor I didn't know the name of. It was beautiful. I summoned flowers, poisonous ones. It wouldn't kill her, but it would drain her magic even more than I already took and make her drowsy. It was interesting. She is a strong opponent. After nearly an hour later, I was satisfied with fighting her.

"We both don't have the magic to finish this off, so why don't we end it with one last hit," I suggested writing it in my notepad, as she stopped fighting to read it.

"Alright, let' do it then," Ezra replied in agreement.

It was in the end that I won, but her match took a good number of magic than the others. I was about to nearly faint again and my pale face showed it better than ever. I fought too many people in one day, forgetting this is the month of the year me disease strikes the worse. Fighting back the disease I could barely stand up. A person caught me. It was Gray. I felt safe and joyful. Juvia pushed me away from Gray.

"GRAY-SAMA!" That girl was louder than Natsu for god's sake. "GET AWAY FROM MY GRAY-SAMA!!"

I wanted to yell at her, but nothing came out of my mouth. No, I can't talk here. Everyone will find out. Sadly I remember my life and why I'm there. To tell Natsu the truth of his life was my goal, but how can I when he is so happy? I wouldn't want to ruin his happy atmosphere. Only when he is ready and so am I. Would it do damage? The reason why I deleted his memory was to keep him away from the sorrow. Then what's the point of even telling him? This is too much for me. Would he even believe me? All of the stress made me faint.

I woke up besides Gray. He was staring at me with his uneasy expression, with the company of Natsu who's asleep, Lucy and Wendy talking, and along with Ezra who is once again eating a Strawberry short cake. "You're awake", Gray exclaimed. His face lightens up. Everyone, other than Natsu who is still sound asleep gazed at me.

Back in the guild, I wrote to Natsu, "You look like my big brother. Can I call you Onii-chan?"

"Eh, why not?" he replied.

"Who is your older brother, Sakura-chan?" Lucy asked

"He's named Kouta. He's really nice and protective, but he disappeared a long time ago."

I smile in happiness. I'll get as close to him as much as possible and not let him know the truth, but will I be satisfied with this, or will I be guilty for not telling him? I don't know which of the two I'm feeling at all. It's confusing. My life is confusing.

In the end, should I tell him or not?