Taehyung's POV :

" Why are you caring for me when I hurt you ? After all the rude & cold acts I did , why aren't you just ignoring me like others ? " I asked the thing that was bugging me the most .

" Because I like you . " Was the words I wanted to say but I don't think it's the best time to say . So I said , " I care for you cause you care for me . "

" Huh ? Me ?! " she was startled . I chuckled at her actions .

" Hmm...you . Now stay still it's gonna hurt a bit . " I said while applying the anti infection . She flinched but didn't uttered a single word .

I cleaned it properly then bandaged it . The whole time I could feel her staring at me . 

" Done " I said satisfied with my work .

" Thanks . " She said looking at her now bandaged hand . I just smiled & sat beside her .

" You know what ? No matter how hard you try , you can't hide yourself . Others ignore you cz they just see your outer side . But I've seen your inner side , Y/N . I've seen care for me in them . Think yourself , If you were heartless , why did you gave me food & medicine that day when I was sick ? Why did you bought me my favorite milkshake that day ? Why did you agreed eating with me when I was hungry ? Why did you said sorry when I was sad ? Cz you have felt , Y/N . Which means you also have a heart. Which beats fast when someone does something special & beats slow when someone feels sad or hurt . And I'm sure you can't deny this fact . Can you ?"

All this time she just heard me hanging her head low .

" You don't know what I've done , Taehyung . If you did then you wouldn't have told me these . " She said in a very low tone . " I-I know I feel , my heart feels . Bu-but I don't . It-it's just so con-confusing . I don't know . I-I thi-think It's better i-if people stay a-away from m-me . " she continued . Her voice almost breaking .

I know she wants to cry but she's holding herself . I know there is something about her past which is making her feel guilty . She's in pain but failing to find the pain killer .

I scooted close to her & hold her shoulder lightly . " Hey , sometimes it's better to let go of some things . Bad things happen to all . We all make mistakes . But we also move on . If you remain stuck in the past , if you keep blaming yourself for your mistakes that you did thousands years ago , you'll only keep hurting yourself, Y/N . "

Your POV :

His words made me remind everything again . I was feeling mixed feelings . I wanted to be the old bubbly & happy Y/N again . At the same time , I didn't wanted to forgive myself for whatever I did to Jungkook . I was feeling suffocated .

His hand over my shoulder tighten slowly embracing me in to a warm hug . One part of me wanted to hug him tightly & stay close with him . But another part of me was telling to push him away & run away from here , to Stay Away from him .

What do you think , what will Y/N do ? Hug him or push him away ?