"What have you done?"

My voice was strained in a horrified whisper.

Jack the Hero was calm despite my obvious distress. He leaned back in his chair, his face smiling but his eyes freezing cold. "That's the wrong question, Healer. The right question is: what have YOU done?"

"Everyone... they're dead... you promised you needed it to clear the gate... you told me..."

"I told you a lie." His smile didn't change. "You were the fool who believed me. Their deaths are on your hands as much as mine."

I stood up, checking my inventory and beginning to drop any group items. "I'm quitting your team. I'd rather die alone out there then stay on under you. After what you've done."

"I'd rethink that, Healer." He held up a hand, and a bright red gleam shined between his fingers.

"You bastard." I froze at the sight, unable to move, as realization slowly dawned on me of the extent of his betrayal. "You..."

He stood up, not bothering to listen to the rest of my cursing. "Save your energy." He paused at the doorway, his gaze settling on my tear-stained face without much interest. "You'll need it. We ride early tomorrow, Healer. Be ready."

______________________

"JACK!" I sat up in bed, breathing heavily. I was filled with terror and rage, and it took a moment to realize my familiar surroundings. Light blue walls, intricate draperies, stacks of large books on topics ranging from anatomy to pharmacology. My room. I sighed with relief.

Thinking of my dream, and the bad memory contained within, I stiffened again, slowly slipping my hand into my collar and gripping the cold hard surface of the amulet within. I sat silently, clutching it so tightly that the hard edges began to dig into the skin of my palm. Eventually my speeding heart rate slowed, and my breathing normalized. I was in my house, out of Jack's reach.

As I calmed down, a notice popped up in my vision.

**You have rested through the night. HP and MP are restored in full. Adverse conditions such as fatigue are eliminated. You are encouraged to continue your mission in securing the advancement of the human race! Good luck!**

I waved away the notice with a frown. Since the Downfall, since we had woken up in this strange world crafted after a VR game, there had been only vague references to the "purpose" behind it. The original message had mentioned an "opportunity for improvement" but given little other information. Who was it that trapped us all here? Why did they do it? And are they still watching us?

I shook my head. All we knew was that there were one hundred gates to pass to "complete" this mission. Perhaps then we would understand the purpose behind all of this, the meaning of all this pain, death and suffering.

But we were only on the forty-second gate.

I went downstairs, and paused when I spotted Alton the Great Evil Wizard, looking nothing like his terrifying reputation as he was sitting cross-legged on the floor, calmly sewing a black robe. Hearing my footsteps, he looked up and grinned, waving with the hand holding the threaded needle.

"Good morning, Miss Healer!"

The address caught me by surprise. Jack and the party had always just called me "healer" or "the healer." The word was always said dripping with disdain. They had hated my profession, hated the embarrassment of having me on their team, made even worse by the fact that they actually needed me around. But when Alton said it... it just seemed normal.

I think my sense of normal has been greatly skewed.

I regained my composure and nodded at him. "Good morning. What are you working on?"

"Repairing my torn robes." He gestured a pile next to him on the floor. "They have low durability so they break down easily."

"Shouldn't you just buy new ones?"

He nodded. "I could... but prefer to save my money for the things I really want. Better to keep it close, since you never know what important things you might need it for... especially in this world."

"Says the guy who put a 100,000 gold bounty on the head of the Hero?"

"Exactly!" He grinned viciously. "I save my money for important things like annoying idiots like him."

I laughed at that. After another pause, I sat down on the floor next to him and grabbed a piece of dark cloth from the pile. Pulling a needle and dark thread out of my inventory, I began to stitch.

"You sew?" Alton asked, seeming surprised.

I pointed at his chest, where the stitched wound was still visible. "If I can patch you up, pretty sure I can sew up a sleeve."

"...Good point... although I guess I didn't realize the skills were transferable. Did you take on a Tailor side quest?"

"It's not a skill, not a Fantasy Realm type skill at least." I kept my eyes on my hands that were picking up speed as muscle memory took over. "I always liked to sew, even before the Downfall... it was a good way to relax. It seemed logical to decompress doing the type of sewing that didn't have the possibility to kill someone if your stitch came loose."

"Wait..." He held up his hand, shocked. "Were you a doctor before the Downfall?"

"Yeah, but I was still in surgery residency. So wasn't like I was operating on my own... "

Alton blinked, seemingly trying to absorb this information. "That's... impressive."

I kept my head down, my hands moving smoothly without hesitation. "Not in my family."

"Ah... familial disappointment. Something with which I am quite familiar." There was a sad tone in his voice, a look in his eyes that seemed almost close to despair. "Unlike you, I did not go into the family business... making me somewhat of the black sheep of the family."

"Your family business?" I probed, curious.

"Well, it wasn't wizardry, that's for sure." I sensed he was avoiding the question, and dropped the topic. I didn't know Alton that well, certainly not enough to push him to open up. I tried to find something else to talk about instead.

"So... what do you think about what I said yesterday?"

He seemed quietly relieved that I moved on. "Which sentence?"

"About finding a couple other people for our party."

He continued to sew, thinking it over. "I guess it depends..."

"Depends on what?"

Alton looked up, his eyes serious. "On if you trust them."

I paused at that, before finally answering in a cold tone. "I don't trust anyone."

The amulet around my neck felt icy cold against my skin, as always, as if reminding me of its presence, reminding me of the consequence of trusting someone.

"Not anymore."

Alton nodded seriously at that, and I remembered the title that I saw in his Stat screen. "The Betrayed." Given the particulars of the system of this world, I didn't want to know how severe of a betrayal it would have to be to actually bestow a title like that.

Looks like we are both haunted by the consequences of trusting the wrong person. I feel like I already know the kind of person he is... even if it's not been a long time.

As if he heard my thoughts, he spoke up. "We have a lot in common. I've been watching you for quite some time. I have a good understanding of the type of person you are... and aren't. I considered all the options before inviting you into my party. If you have someone you know that well... I would at least be willing to meet them."

"You were watching me?" I raised an eyebrow at that. "Why?"

"First, I was interested because you were a healer. I didn't think any had survived. Then I noticed you cleaning up after the Hero's party's antics. And then... it was partly because I was scared of you." He smiled to soften the blow, but I still froze for a moment, before forcing my hands to continue.

"Scared of me?"

"Yeah... since I'm fairly certain that you are the only human in this world who is strong enough to kill me."

I processed that. "So it's a 'keep your enemies close' type deal?"

"Nah, nothing like that." He laughed quietly. "It's just the more I got to know you, the more I couldn't escape a thought: That I thought you would be a good friend."

"... You shouldn't trust me." My tone was flat.

Alton seemed unfazed. "Why not? Are you planning to betray me?"

I shook my head.

"Then what's the problem?"

"You don't know everything yet... even if you've been watching... there's things... terrible, awful things you need to know about me before making any decisions."

"None of us are saints in this world." He briefly closed his eyes, taking a deep breath, before meeting my gaze once more. I could see the guilt within. "We were trapped here, forced to survive. We've all done things we regret. Don't forget: I'm not far behind you in human kill numbers."

There was a long pause.

"What are you thinking?" He finally asked, breaking the silence.

I knotted off the thread as I finished closing the tear, cutting it off with a neat motion. "I think you're strangely naïve for someone called the 'great evil wizard.'"

"If you say so." Alton chuckled.

"I do."

"So are you going to introduce this naïve evil wizard to your friends?" He finished sewing his robe, tying it off somewhat clumsily.

I froze at the word "friends."

______________________

"I need your help." Jack's eyes were intense as he cornered me, my back against a cold brick wall. The solidity of it grounded me, the realness of it reminding me that this strange world I lived in was my new normal.

"I don't think it's a good idea. If the power gets into the wrong hands..." As I tried to turn away, he grabbed my face, forcing me to look at him. My skin crawled at his touch, but the hard grip prevented me from pulling away.

"We don't have a choice. The next gate is impossible without your help. If you refuse... everyone will die."

He finally released me, and I tried to back away, but only succeeded in hitting my head against the brick. After a few long moments, I sighed.

"Just for the gate, right? You promise?"

"Of course..." He smiled. "We're friends after all."

______________________

I took a deep breath, ignoring Alton's concerned look. "No. Not friends. But strong people who might be interested in partnering with us."

I had no friends. I didn't dare. Not since I stopped calling Jack and his group that.

"Ah of course. 'And you think these strong people will be okay partnering with me?" He pointed at himself with a quizzical expression.

I smiled confidently. "I have no doubt."

______________________

SLAM!

The door slammed in our faces for the third time. Inside the building we could hear a muffled "GO AWAY!"

Alton looked over at me with a smile. "No doubt, huh?"

I frowned. " I underestimated your bad reputation... or maybe mine."

"I resent that. My bad reputation is more than enough to scare good prospects away on its own." He glanced back at the door with a raised eyebrow. "Besides if they are too scared to even join us, I imagine they wouldn't be that much help in a fight."

"Well, you don't have to worry. I've run out of suckers... I'm mean strong heroes to ask."

He grinned at that, as we walked away from the last house and towards the 38th level City. The main road was deserted, this was one of the higher levels, and very few people advanced this far. Many chose to stay in the lower levels, avoiding danger. I kept a close eye on the surrounding forest, tense. The roads were generally safe, but the wariness remained all the same.

"So, just the three prospects, huh?"

"People on the World Leader Board who aren't already in a party and not total psychopaths?" I shook my head, distracted from my obsessive watching of our surroundings. "You're lucky I could think of three."

"Well maybe it will just have to be you and me. I mean we ARE the top two players on the World Leader Board. It could be enough."

We walked forward as I continued to ponder his words. I had not really seen Alton in action. However, his ranking and reputation as the world's strongest player couldn't be denied. "It might be enough, for a while. But I don't know if that will carry us to the end. The gates are getting harder and harder... "

"Well, it's not like teammates are going to just fall from the sky..."

"LOOK OUUUUUT!"

Alton and I rolled out of the way of the person falling from a nearby tree, both readying for battle. Alton whispered quietly, activating a dark magical flame that danced around his fingers. I on the other hand, simply stood in place, hands resting at my sides. If there was one thing I was good at, it was killing. I just needed to know if it was necessary. In the corner of my vision I confirmed my filled HP and MP, with some reassurance.

The falling person hit the ground with a loud CLANG and her metal armor slightly deformed from the impact. She the rolled several times, coming to a loud stop on her back at my feet. Her young, bright eyes stared up at me with delight.

"Healer!"

I looked down at her, and sighed. "Hello, Stephanie."