I had been staying at John's house. He didn't try anything on me. It was like we were best friends. He told me all about how Alex was mad at him for talking to me and how he doesn't think he's been going to the gym enough. Best friend topics.

Made me think he lost interest in me when I needed him most. I wanted my John back.

"I honestly think there's nothing left for me and Alex, ya know?" He vented. I nodded.
"I'm so glad we're friends!" He smiled "how are you doing with the police and George and everything?"
"I have to go to court in a month" I sighed
"Hey, it'll be ok" he assured me nudging my arm
"No it's not!"
"What do you mean?" He asked
"Nevermind." I grumbled getting up and going to the bathroom.

"He'll never love me again" I mumbled to myself, tears rolling down my cheeks. Yeah I was mad at him for cheating but I needed him. I loved him.

One way to find out.

I left the bathroom and went over to John.

"Charl-?!" I cut him off by pinning him to the couch and kissing him deeply. He kissed me back pulling me into his lap. I pulled away for air.

"I thought you didn't love me anymore...so I decided to test it" I giggled
"Lee I never stopped loving you!" He said smiling "are you still mad about.."
"Of course I'm still mad...but I need you......I'm in love with you" I admitted

John pinned me, kissing me deeply. I kissed back.

"John Lee" I muffled into the kiss. John pulled away.
"What did you call me?" He asked narrowing his eyes
"John Lee" I blushed
"I like Charlie Laurens better" he smirked. I blushed a bit more and giggled.
"I'm gonna propose first" I claimed
"No. Me!" John also claimed

"Who cares right now? kiss me" I demanded
"You're defiantly the needy one" John confirmed
"Ok I'm needy. Is that what you wanted to hear?" I mumbled rolling my eyes playfully
"Yes." He said kissing my neck

"Ah~!" I yelped as he got to that one spot
"Needy one for sure" he said pulling away
"Damn..you have a lot of freckles..." I said in amazement
"I can show you them all~" he flirted
"I'm good•_•^"
"You sure you don't wanna see them?" He teased
"I'm sure •_•^"
"Aw is Charlie a virgin~" he teased
"Sadly Samuel took my virginity" I grumbled
"Oh..I can make up for that" he said putting his hand up my shirt

I pushed his hand down and got up
"John don't do that stuff" I whined
"Let me take you on a date tomorrow" he convinced me
"I'll miss work for you" I promised
"It can be after, you don't have to miss"
"I was joking, I don't even work tomorrow" I chuckled

"Do you wanna watch stranger things?" He asked
"What kind of question is that?" I asked bluntly. He turned in stranger things and I cuddled close to him.

I draped my legs over his, laying down on the couch.

We watched stranger things until I fell asleep. I woke up in bed next to John. John had tears rolling down his cheeks.

"John what's wrong?" I asked worriedly
"I-I thought you w-were asleep" he stuttered
"I just woke up, what happened??" I asked. He hugged me and I hugged back.

"What happened?" I asked again
"I'm sorry for ever hurting you" he cried
"John..just....just hold me" I said taking a deep breath. He held me close to his chest.

"I love you" I finally said. John had been the first to say it and I always blushed thinking about it. I remember when me and John were making out and he said I love you into the kiss. It was so perfect. I don't think I've loved anyone this much before. I don't even know why I love John, I don't know him that well. There's just something about him...

"Lee I'm so sorry" he continued to cry
"Shhh...John don't think about that. We're together now and in love....that doesn't matter anymore" I said trying to calm him down.
"But I hurt you-" I cut him off by kissing him softly. He kissed back.

"I love you.." he mumbled quietly into the gentle kiss. It was perfect all over again.
"E-eyes p-p-pretty" I stuttered at a loss for words
"Gee great flirting" John laughed. My face burned red. I didn't know what to say.

"You're eyes are pretty too" He continue to laugh
"I-I u-uh" I stuttered

He put his face close to mine, our lips only inches apart.
"What's wrong Lee? Cat got your tongue?" He teased
"N-no" I stuttered

John smirked and kissed me. I kissed back. John is so beautiful...