John's been getting better from what I can tell. He's been waking me up a lot telling me 'he won't leave me alone'

I know which he he's talking about. Not someone actually hurting him...kind of himself actually. John told me he heard a voice in his head sometimes and it told him things. At one point it told him I didn't love him.

John and I were laying on the couch with a blanket wrapped around the two of us. We were watching stranger things.

John buried his face in his knees. I paused the tv "John?"
"Sh-Shut up!" John shouted
"B-but-"
"N-no! Charles n-not you! Shut up!!!"

I figured out what was going on quickly. I grabbed his hand and lifted his chin so he looked at me.

"Hey what's he saying?"
"I don't want to!!" He screamed
I hugged him and held him close to my chest
"I don't want to hurt him!" John squirmed
"Hurt who? What's he saying?"
"I won't hurt Charles I won't do it!" He cried

I froze. Could John be dangerous? I didn't want to leave him. I was supposed to be there for him more than anyone else.

"I don't want to!" He sobbed
I got up and helped John up

"John cmon..." I lead him out of the apartment 

It killed me to do this...

I checked him into a mental hospital. John didn't protest...he was kind of..sad and eerily quiet

They checked John for weapons or anything else he could use to hurt himself or others.

"Visiting days are everyday except Sunday's. We'll take care of him." She assured me

I wouldn't be surprised if John hated me now.

The next day was Wednesday. I went to visit him after work.

They lead me back to a room full of people. Some were leaving with there family. I saw John sitting in the back corner by himself. I went over and sat beside him.

He wouldn't speak to me. And I don't blame him. He probably doesn't want to be here. I feel a bit bad..

John hugged me. I was surprised but I hugged back

"I don't wanna be here" he mumbled
"I know but it's safest for you right now.."

John huffed and buried his face in the crook of my neck.
"I love you"
"He told me you sent me here to get me away"
"Well if I did that I wouldn't be visiting you." I said shortly. John grinned.

John kissed me and got in trouble. It wasn't allowed.

A few minutes passed and John started to lead me across the room to the bathroom.

I put my jacket on the floor and we both sat on it cuddling.

He kissed me again and I kissed back. He attempted to pin me but I wouldn't let him. The ground had too many germs for that shit.

John pulled me into his lap. I moved my hips in circles. John pulled away for air and I stopped moving my hips.

"They're going to get worried" I helped him up and just left the jacket. It was George's anyway.

We left the bathroom receiving weird looks. John and I sat in the back again and cuddled.