CAMERON'S POV 

Shawn is looking at me confused but his hands still squeezing my bums.

"I can't do this, you're not worthy and I came here with Matt" I say trying to move away from Shawn's lap.

"You say I'm not worthy but you really liked to feel my shaft under your bum" Shawn seems angry

"I liked but not anymore, now let me go"

"But why? We were having fun here, why do like to ruin our moment?" Shawn mumble kissing my neck and sucking my sweet spot.

"Shawn please, they must be wandering what's going on with me" I try to stay in control of my emotion what is really hard with his hands around me.

"Ugh, alright" he groans and give up.

We get out of the car, I'm waiting for Shawn to dress his shirt again while I'm fixing my clothes, seems like I went through a hurricane.

Shawn gets out of the car and walks closer to me attacking my lips again and slowly going down to my neck, I wasn't aware of his intentions because he was kissing me softly but then suddenly he holds me firmly and started to suck harder my neck leaving a huge red mark.

"I like to mark what is mine" he says smirking, he gave me a kiss and leaves.

Great, now I have to hide this from the guys.

I recovered my calm and walk inside of the party, walking to the living room I notice a uncomfortable Matt sitting next to Nash and Aaron, everybody hates being the third wheel.

"I'm back and I want to dance" I say throwing Nash's phones in his lap and pulling Matt from his arm to go to dance with me.

"Is everything okay? Why did stay outside for so long?"
"I couldn't find the phone" I lie.
"I love that song, let's dance" I say trying to change the topic, I wrap my arms around Matt's neck and I start to dance.

"I don't know how to dance"
"It's easy, just place your hands around my waist and follow my moves" he smiles at my words a bit afraid of touching my body.
"See, it's not hard to do it" I say as I comand Matt how to dance, he stepped on my foot a couple of times and I whined in pain.
"I'm so sorry Cameron, I told you that dance is not my thing, are you hurt?" He spoke so fast extremely worried about me, he is so cute. 
"Is everything okay, I'm okay" and we keep on dancing.

Dance with Matt is nice, but Shawn remains in my head! His kisses are like a drug and I'm craving for more.
I can't do this, he is an Idiot and Matt is so cute with me, stick with Matt is the best option to take Shawn out of my mind.

"Matt what do think of going upstairs with me?" I whisper close his ear.
"What do you want upstairs?" Matt's smiles confirmed that he understood my intentions.
"Privacy" ...

Matt didn't think twice and pulls me upstairs by my arm, seems like he is very into my idea.

Both bedrooms were occupied with pairs making out so we decide to get inside of what seems an office.

As soon as we enter I close the door behind me and I attack Matt's lips with mine, he kiss me back immediately.

His kisses are soft and sweet, I don't want it, I want kisses like Shawn's, I want to feel the fire and desire that I feel whenever Shawn touches me. 

"What happened to you?" Matt asks as we pull off the kiss, I staring to stepp back pulling Matt with me so we can reach the desk.

"I just wanted to kiss you, or I can't kiss you anymore?"
"Oh yes, of course you can" we started to kiss again but I stop him, he is looking at me confused. "What happened?"
"Your hands" I say.
"Are on your waist, what's wrong with them?"
"Do you think I'm a little girl or something? Put your hands on a useful place" as soon as I finished he ran his hands from my waist to my bums pinning me up so I can sit over the desk.

Matt's kisses are great but nothing in comparison of Shawn's, I'm starting to feel bad because I can't stop thinking about him.

Matt started to kiss me on my neck and that reminds me how good Shawn kissed me in the same spot minutes ago.

"Ugh Shawn" I whispered and Matt stopped immediately and looked at me in confusion and annoyance.
"Did you just said Shawn?" He is clearly upset, think Cameron. 
"What? No. I said sea" He is more confused now.
"Why would you say sea?"
"I'm not feeling well, I'm feeling dizzy like I'm in the sea, can we go?" I said trying to scape from the awkward moment.
"Really? Let's go"  

I jump off the desk and we fixed our clothes, we walk downstairs feeling the tense between us, we said our goodbyes to Aaron and Nash and we walk outside to reach his car.

When we arrived at my house Matt got out of the car 1st and he opened the door for me.

"I had an amazing night, thank you"  I hug him.
"I'm glad that you accepted to go out with me"
"Good night Matt, see you soon" I made my way to my house but he pulls me again to kiss me.
"Now it's a goodbye for me" he says placing his hands around my waist.
"Are you going to the game next week?" He questioned.
"Of course I'm going, you will need me when you guys lose the game" I joked. 
"We won't lose the game" he laughed. "Time to go" he gave me a peck on my Leos and get in his car to leave.

I open the door to enter the house closing it behind me, I walk to the kitchen because I'm starving, when I finished my apple I walk upstairs to my room,  I pick a white boxers and shirt and I get into the bathroom for a shower.

A warm shower might help me to clear my mind and stop thinking about Shawn before I sleep.

I get out the shower to dry my body, I wear my underwear and my shirt; when I open the door the cold wind from the outside makes me shiver so I walk to my window to close it.

"The night is not over yet" suddenly Shawn's voice scared the shot out of me, why is he in my room?

"Shawn how...." Shawn interrupted me kissing me with so much lust and desire, I kiss him back immediately, he leads me and I lay over my bed. 

"Only you and me right now" He says opening his belt.
"What do you mean Shawn? What are you going to do?"
"Shhh baby, do you trust in me?" He says laying over me attacking my neck with kisses.
"Of course not" I say and he laughs.
"I'm going to take care of you baby" he says kneeling on my bed pulling out his shirt.....

Note: Cameron in
white boxers
appreciation pic.