CAMERON'S POV:

Camila was bleeding, she was desperate at the fear of losing her babe, she kept on hugging her belly, I went on my knees next to her.
"My God, Camila I'm sorry. I didn't wanted to do this" I said caressing her face.
"My baby Cameron, please help me" she was crying and trembling.
"Yes, keep calm" I stood up and picked her up in my arms, but when I felt my arm wet with blood I freaked out.
"Cameron? Cameron?" I heard Camila calling my name, I couldn't move, I was shocked at seeing her blood on me.
"What happened here Cameron? Oh my God Camila!" Aaron walked out with Nash.
"Please help my babe" She was crying and her voice was so weak.
"Someone help her please" Aaron started to cry as well, Nash ran next to us and picked Camila in his arms taking her into the hospital again looking for help.
"Aaron I, I..." I couldn't say more.
"Let's get out of here" Aaron helped me to stand up.

I rested my head on his shoulder, he was comforting me, we walked to another part of the hospital. Aaron's shirt was already wet from my tears. I'm feeling even more guilty for crying, I can't believe what I just did. Camilla may lost his baby and it is my fault. An innocent live has been cut with my hands. An it isn't a random baby, the love of my life was the father of that small creature. What happened with me? Shawn is going to hate me forever, I'm a murder. I won't ever forgive me this.

My thoughts were interrupted when we reached a restroom, Aaron took me to the sink to wash my hands and my face.

"I killed Shawn's baby" I finally spoke up.
"What happened Cameron?"
"Camila and I were talking, she started to say horrible things to me, I lost my mind and I push her" I said washing my hands.
"Listen Cameron, anyone made mistakes even more when they are under strings feelings like sadness and anger"
"But this is not a simple mistake, I just killed a little baby Aaron"
"We are not sure of what happened yet Cam, and you did it without any intention"
"Without intentions? I was angry Aaron cause she was trying to use the Baby to get Shawn back.
"Are you telling me that you wanted to do that?"
"I don't know Aaron, I DON'T KNOW" I punched the morrow breaking it and my hand started to bleed.
"Cameron please calm down" Aaron took me to sit on the floor.
"What's going on? Are you two okay? Why all the yelling?" Nash entered in the bathroom.

"Cameron just broke the mirror with his fist , he is bleeding Nash" Aaron tried to explain Nash calmly while I was wiping my tears.
"Oh my God, Cam my brother I'm here for you. Don't cry" Nash embraced me in a tenderly hug.
"I don't know what to do, help me" I whispered yelled in his arms.
"Aaron can you leave us alone please?" Nash asked Aaron and he left us alone.

NASH'S POV:

This day has been an emotional rollercoaster, I only wish all these problems to be solved and my life as my brother's Cameron life get back to normal. I can't see him crying, my job is to protect him and seeing him lost and sad is killing me.

I hugged him even closer trying to make him feel protected.
"I'm here right next to you Cam, you need to calm down"
"Nash, I..."
"Shhhh don't talk about anything that happened, what you should have done or not. Its only going to affect you even more"
"I'm a mess" Cameron said bringing his hands to cover his face, but he whinedin pain and that's when I noticed his bruised hand.
"Calm down, I'm going to pick up some papers for that" I stood up and pick some of those papers that the clients use to dry their hands and gave them to him.
"Thanks" he whispered.  He covered his hands with them and rested his head on my chest again.
"Hey I know everything seems out of your control right now but you need to stay calm. Being nervous or having those angers attacks won't solve anything, you should be next to your boyfriend not here crying" I said drying his tears.
"Nash I'm trying but I can't. Shawn may stay in a wheelchair forever and Camila can lost her baby which is Shawn's baby and it's my fault as well. What did I do to deserve this?" This is heart breaking, seeing him like is and having not clue what to do makes me feel useless.
"There are a lot of problems but you need to be alright and be there for Shawn because it's a difficult moment to go through okay? We are going to find a way to find a way to solve everything, you are not alone okay?" I dried his tears one more time and I kissed his cheek winning a small smile. "Let's get out of here, you need to be with Shawn". I helped him go stand up. "You are right, thank you Nash" Cameron hugged me tight before we walked out.

CAMERON'S POV:

Even with all this amount of problems Nash is right, I need to be with Shawn right now. He needs all the help and having these kind of attacks is far from being helpful.

I walked out of the bathroom with Nash holding me, we walked next to where Camila and I argued and there was still her blood on the ground. I tried to avoid not looking at it. We entered to another room and we found Aaron sitting there waiting for us. Nash let go of me giving me a warm everything-is-going-to-be fine-smile.
I held my hand close to my chest, I took a deep breathe and I walked going to Shawn's room again.
Walking through the hallways of a hospital always makes me sad, plus the sadness that I already have about everything that is going on, feeling vulnerable is almost impossible.

I took another deep breathe before I entered into his room. He was still there with his eyes closed, there wasn't his parents with him, just a nurse checking up his vitals signs.

"Are you relative of the patient?" A blonde woman around her 30s asked me.
"I'm his friend, I went here with him. Where are his parents?"
"They had to go and take care of the transferred papers, or something like that. I don't know right, can you please stay with him? I need to take this to the nursery and be right back" I simply nodded with my head. She smiled at me and walked out of the room leaving us alone.

I walked next to Shawn, he seemed sleeping in a peaceful and deep dream like if nothing wrong has happened, like it was only a nightmare. I stepped a bit closer and I held his hand, I couldn't help but crying in silence. I locked my eyes on his face, red marks and small wounds are now part of his beautiful face. I let go of his hand and brushed his soft hair with my fingers. He was breathing peacefully, I cupped his face with my hands and sealed our lips for a little while. I pulled away, I rested my head on his chest to cry again.

"Cam...?" A raspy voice makes me jump, I felt relief seeing Shawn's eyes open.
"Yes my love, I'm right here for you" I held his hand again.
"Are we in a hospital? The car... are you okay?" He let go of my hand and touched my face to be sure if I was fine.
"Yes we are in the hospital, I'm fine thanks to you, you saved me again. I'm so sorry for this, you are and it's my fault" I kissed the palm of his hand.
"Don't say that, trust me it would hurt most to me if you were in my place. I love you Cam. And about the baby..."
"No, don't talk about that right now baby, don't force yourself. We're going to talk about that later. I love you more" I sealed of lips again, he pulled me closer to kiss me passionately but he stopped all sudden.
"What's wrong Shawn?"
"I'm not feeling my legs"
"Shawn I need you to stay calm, during the accident..."
"Cameron please go outside" he locked his eyes to the ceiling.
"Shawn babe" I held his hand.
"Please Cameron, I don't want you here seeing me crying" he whispered but he couldn't held in anymore.
He started go cry sobbing like a little child. I felt my heart aching, he doesn't deserve this.
"My love please don't cry, you need to calm down. I'm sure you're going to be able to walk again" I kissed him all over his face.
"Cameron I'm going to be useless" he was crying painfully at the moment.
"No, you're not. Please don't do this to you. You're going to be fine" I kissed his forehead one more time and wiped his tears.
"Is he awake? My son, my baby" Karen ran to the other side of the bed and hugged him.
"Mom" that's all he could said. He buried his face on his mother's neck to cry harder.
"You're going to be okay my baby, we are taking you to the family hospital in New York, everything is going to be okay" As soon as she finished the sentence I felt my body tensed. New York is far away from here.
"New York?" I asked looking to Shawn, he looked back to me at the same time.
"Yes" Shawn's father replied to me as he entered the room.

I'm going to be far away from him? When I'm going to wake up from this nightmare? 

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Note: Y'all are probably thinking, Is she this bad at english? Yes I am. Plus Lazy is my middle name. Everytime that I said that I'm going to edit the chapters I lied. Sorry, not sorry?. And the book is way more interesting in its original language, which is a difficult language to translate because it has a unique way to be expressed that is not in the books. But I'm trying... or so.