CAMERON'S POV

Oh God, he is knocking my window again.
"What do you want Shawn? I thought that we have finished any interaction between us from today on"
"Yeah, That's the reason that I came to talk" he says standing there, shirtless and trying to fix his glorious messy hair, Oh my!
"I'm sorry, I don't know what is going on with me lately, normally I'd just break your face and that would be enough" He adds.
"Wow, Why are you like this? Aren't you tired of being such an idiot?"
"Dude, I'm trying to apologize but you're not helping, can you please stop?" He raises his voice.
"Be quiet, Nash is sleeping in here"
"So the brothers are sleeping together huh?" Why is he trying to say?
"You should really stop of being an asshole sometimes you know? if I accept your apologies would you stop bothering me? In my entire life?"
"I will"
"Okay, I forgive you! Now please leave"
"You are so rude, I thought you'd like to see me shirtless more time since you couldn't laid your eyes off last time" he says smiling.
"Oh my God Shawn, please leave"
"Ha! It's okay Cameron, see you tomorrow" he jumps from my balcony to his and winks me before he gets inside.

-

Here am I, one hour later. I know, I need to sleep but Shawn is on my mind.
It is true that he is an idiot but why he has to be so damn cute? That perfect smile? NO, no no no no no! I need to stop thinking about him. But it's so hard to do, I guess I'm already liking him.

-

One week later here I am, heading into the school again, I tried successfully to avoid Shawn and his craziness, even though that I couldn't stop thinking about him.

Aaron is probably sick because he said he's going to miss the class today, so that means that I'll be one in this huge place.

You know the feeling that everything in school go slower than usual when your friends aren't around? That happened today, it was a long and boring day.

I'm finishing to pack my backpack, I put it on my shoulder and walk outside the class.
"Hey Cameron, how are you?"
"Oh, hey Matthew! Everything is fine, what about you?" I say locking my phone.
"Everything is pretty good actually, I was wondering if you want to go at Eric's party tomorrow night with me?"
"I don't know Matt. I'm new here, I know no one and parties is not my thing"
"Oh please Cameron, Nash is going to be there too" I notice his eyes like he is begging me to come.
"You know what, I'll go with you! Nothing bad can happen right?"
"Really? That's amazing. I'll pick you up around 8pm this Friday, is it okay for you?"
"Sounds perfect"

We exchange our phone numbers before he run to his practice session.

Now I'm going to stress about this party as well, I don't really get why I put myself in situations like this but I think Matt is nice, it can't be that bad to spend some hours with him.

I start to made my way out of the school when someone pulls me by my wrist again.
"Why you were all smiles talking with Matthew? You talked with him about what?" That angry voice belongs to the one and only Shawn Mendes. Is he jealous?
"I thought I was clear saying you to leave me alone, now let me go"
"TELL ME RIGHT NOW"
"I don't have to give you any explanations"
"Oh yes, you do" he says picking me up to his left shoulder and he starts walking inside of the school again.
"Shawn, are you crazy don't you? Put me in the ground again" I say trying to punch him in his back.
"Don't move"
"You are a kidnapper, this is a crime, Let me go" the school is literally empty, no one can hear me, he keeps on walking.

"Shawn, please l need to go home. Put me on the ground. Do you have a practice session right? Why aren't you there?"
"I'm fantastic playing football, I don't need to train anymore. I practice whenever I want"
"Humble much?" I laugh "According to Nash these practices are important before the game and if you don't attend you won't be part of the team" he stops right after and puts me on the ground.
"You escape again this time, but we're going to talk about this" he runs back to the football camp.

-

I'm in my room finishing my homework, I already told everything to Aaorn and we can't comprehend what's going on of Shawn's head.

I also told Nash that Matt asked me to go with him to the party, he said that he already knew because Matt asked him for permission, that's actually so sweet. Nash also told me that Matthew is bisexual, so this is not a friend's hang out anymore.
But he is popular and handsome, he won't ever ask me out.

My phone starts to ring and I look at the screen.
"Hi there"
"Hello, is this Cameron Dallas? The same person who promised that the distance won't affect our friendship? You completely forgot about it" Taylor my lifetime best friend is on the phone.
"Taylor, I missed you so much"
"Keep that fake 'I missed you' speech away"

We spend long time talking on the phone, he tells me the news in Dallas and I told him everything that happened last week, including Shawn and all his eccentricities.

We hung off and I decided to swim, my father has a swimming pool in the backyard. Hopefully swim will help me to relax.
Having a swimming pool here is actually amazing. I lived with my mom in a small apartment. So whenever we wanted to swim we needed to go to aquatic parks.

I decide to sunbath for awhile, when I turn around to give my back to the Sun I hear someone whistling from the other since of the fence.

"Nice bum, Cameron" Shawn yells from the other side.
"Oh my God Shawn, there's no doubt anymore, you are the craziest guy ever"
"So you can stare at me shirtless from your window and I can't appreciate you sunbathing?"

"Bye Shawn" I say as I get up and walk indoors.

-

Another day, I wake up a bit late knowing that for some international convention the classes were suspended for today.

I have no news from Shawn, he didn't try to talk with me since yesterday.
I noticed myself waiting for him yesterday at my window but he didn't show up.
I'm glad that he finally gave up? Or I'm missing him around?

My stepmother bring Nash and I to shopping today, I buy a few of new clothes especially for my date-not-real-date with Matt, we had a good time together.

-

It's already at night and my father and Nash are watching a football game on TV, I go outside for a little walk around the house when Shawn's car parks in front of his house.
He and Camila enters his house without wasting time.

I walk faster so I can reach my house again, I enter and notice that everyone are distracted so I accelerate my steps upstairs to get in my room.

I walk slowly to the window moving the curtain just a bit to spy Shawn's rooms; he is making out with Camila on his bed.

I feel anxiety all over my body, he can't be with her, he can't!! Wait? I'm jealous? I can't be jealous of Shawn Mendes.

Note: I'm so worried about
the next next chapters.