I'm sorry?

CAMERON'S POV

I can't believe this, Shawn is outside of my window asking me to talk.

"No, you can't" I say trying to close the window again but he stopped me.
"I just want to talk"
"Don't you think you have done enough today? Please go back to your house."
"For fucks sake stop being so stubborn"
"Are you crazy or something?" I ask him.
"Damn Cameron, let me in! It's fucking cold outside"
"Maybe next time" I take advantage that he let go the window to caress his arms, I close locking it.
He knocked few times but then he gives up.

Who the hell he thinks he is? He treats me bad and fight with my brother, then he appears in my window asking me to talk?

I look up at the clock in the wall and realize that it's pretty late so I lay in my bed to sleep. 

                                         -

I'm entering the school again after my successful first day I visualize Aaron waiting for me in the hall.
"Hi, Good morning" I smile at him.
"Hey Cameron, how are you?"
"I'm fine, well I guess so. I have something to tell you" I lean in to whisper "Shawn showed up to my window last night, he said he wanted to talk"
"Oh my! Cameron what did you do?"
"Of course I didnt let him in"
"Jesus Cameron! please listen to me, stay away from him; don't mess with him, don't even talk with him. He is unconscious and he doesn't care about anyone, he just do whatever he wants to do"
"I promise, I will stay away from him. I don't want to have any troubles with him or anyone"

Suddenly Shawn enters the hall, walk next to us with the same dark style that he had yesterday; gray shirt and black skinny jeans. He approachs a petit girl with long black hair, she's wearing a sort of a team outfit.

"Who's she Aaron?"
"She's Camila, Shawn's girlfriend and cheerleader, they've been dating for two weeks or so, I feel sorry for her"
"Sorry? Why?"
"Because she's dating him! He's always nice at the beginning of his relationships but them he broke up and treat them like trash"
"Wow, how ridiculous"

The first couple of hours went fast and now we're in break time, Aaron and I are heading to the lunchroom. We decided to sit  in another table leaving Nash and his friends alone today. 

"Cam, can I ask you something?" Aaron says.
"Yes, I'm gay" I laugh checking my social media.
"Well, I already knew that"
"Oh, okay. Sorry. I'm just used to reply that question"
"No worries, I was wondering if you want to come over after school"
"Yeah, I should ask my dad first but it's a good idea"
"Alright" he smiles at me.

"Hey you two, why are you here?" Nash asks scaring me, he always appears from nowhere.

"Ehem, b-because we're not part of the team, they are nice but we prefer to say here" Aaron voice cracks as he notices that Nash is smiling at him. 

"Oh, I get it. Hey Cam, I'm going to stay a bit longer at school since we have a practice session, you can come to watch if you want."

"Yeah, sounds nice" I smile.

"I want you to come too Aaron" Nash says and Aaron nods blushing even more. 

                                      -

The bell rings again, the school is over for today, I'm  walking out of the hall with Aaron but his phone starts to ring, he answers the call and his smile faded.

"It's my mom, she wants me to come home right now"
"Okay, I'll text Nash saying that I'm coming home as well"
"No Cameron, you should watch Nash practicing, he's very good playing football, you just need to keep walking, turn left crossing the entry of the school, you'll visualize the camp right after, there's no way for you to get lost"
"If you say so" I hesitate.
"Yes, I'm sure. I should go now"

Aaron says goodbye and I keep my way to outside of the school, few students are walking around, once I turn to the left as Aaron indicated me I feel someone pulling my wrist quite hard.

"So you think you can call me idiot and left me outside of your room and you're not going to pay for it?"
"Shawn? What are you doing here? Let me go"

"No! Now you're going to listen" he says with anger in his voice, pinning me up to the wall again.

"Listen, I went to your window yesterday to apologize for everything that happened and trust me I never apologize. I don't know what happened to me but I went to your room to talk with you and you close the window on my face, did you lose your mind?" He groans "You love to be all provocative over me, you're lucky that I'm in a good mood today" he adds

"I don't want your apologies, I want you to stay away from me, you're just the ridiculous son of the man who owns this place" I'm sure he's going to hit me.

"You are playing with my patience boy, you don't know how many things I'm capable to do"

"You're just a rich guy trying to be a badboy." I definitely should close my mouth.

"Shut the fuck up" Shawn yells punching the wall right next to my face.
"You really don't know who am I, for fucks sake" 

He notices the fear on my face and the muscles of his face relaxed, he seems regretting what he have done, he let me go groaning and complaining? he is so confusing.

                                            -

I'm in my room right know, Shawn and everything that happened today is on my mind. Life is so unfair, how is he so beautiful and idiot at the same time? His smile is beautiful. .... Stop Cameron, stop thinking about him, he's a moron.

My phone buzzed and I check that its message from a unknown number.

[Unknown]
Hey, It's Shawn. I'm truly sorry for today, scaring you wasn't my intention but you're not helping me! I'm not good apologizing"

Okay, It's confirmed! This guy is crazy. 
How he got my number by the way? I won't reply back, I need to keep my distance. 

                                    -

The rest of the day was calm, without any signal of the crazy Shawn, I exchange messages with Aaron, I told him everything that happened with Shawn today. We can't understand why Shawn is acting like this.

It's around 10pm, I'm laying on my bed when Nash knocks and enter my room with his blanket and pillow on his hands.

"Can I sleep here tonight? There's an extra mattres under your bed" He asks with puppy eyes. 

"Of course you can" I say. He lay down next to me and we decide to watch The 100 before we sleep, Nash is fun and he is doing a great job being a big brother. 

"Cam, I don't want to offend you but..  Are you gay?" He asks me clearly worried, his face makes me laugh out and loud. 

"Of course I'm not offended, and yes. I'm gay"

"Nice! I'm Sorry again. Everything is new for me and I don't know how should I ask things or react in front of you yet" he confess.

"It's okay, everything is new for me too, we're going to get used together" we both smile. 

We keep watching TV and suddenly Nash fell asleep peacefully on my bed. I don't want to wake up him so I decided to lay on the extra mattres for today.

I was about to close my eyes when I heard someone knocking my window again.

"This is not possible, he must be kidding" I whisper as I get up quickly, I don't want Nash to wake up and find out that Shawn keep doing this late night visits.

I move the curtain and open slightly the window to face a shirtless Shawn Mendes.

Dammit.



Note: Should I post
another chapter tonight?





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