SHAWN'S POV:

I was devastated, I finally understood the people that said their world are flipped, my world is falling apart. All the wounds and bruises are nothing in comparison with how impotent I am feeling right now laying on this bed. I can't move my legs, it's a terrifying sensation, nothing in life affects me this much, tears are my only way to express how scary I am. What makes me feel a bit better is Cameron's well being, I know I'd be destroyed if something bad happens to him. I was looking for some comfort in my mom's arms until I heard the words New York. Those words made me shiver, I gulped looking at Cameron who looked paralysed, his eyes were tearing, then my father came into the room and confirmed the news.

"How much longer am I going to stay there?" I asked and everyone looked at me.
"As much as its needed for you to be 100% recovered my love" My mom said holding me close again.
"And the recovery could take how much time?" Now I asked to the doctor.
"That's relative Shawn, maybe months or even a year" As soon as the doctor finished I looked at Cameron, he couldn't hold his tears anymore, I took his hand immediately.
"Then I must say no, I'm not going anywhere" I hold Cameron's hands over my chest, I noticed my mom starting at our hands.
"That's not a choice you are allowed to make Shawn, we said you're going. Today, in a few hours" My father responded, I was about to speak again but he stopped me with his hand. "No buts about this Shawn, you will go and the conversation is over"
"It's the best for you Shawn" my mom said after kissing my forehead, her eyes are still locked on our hands. Cameron stayed there quiet.
"Alright, would you please follow me, there are some papers that you need to sign" The doctor stated and my parents nodded.
"We're going to be right back, as soon as we finished the papers you're going to be transferred" My mom said, she smiled at Cameron and then walked out of the room with my father.

CAMERON'S POV:

The doctor's words were like knives in my chest. The idea of not seeing Shawn for so long makes my heart ache. I know it's for his best, the only way to be recovered but it's so hard. Everything was going so well between us and something like this ruined our happiness.  Shawn squeezed my hand, I looked at him. His eyes denote worry, sadness like mine. We didn't say a word since his parents left the room, I started to cry in silence, seconds later I felt his big warm hand on my face, he dried my tears with his thumb.

"I'm not going Cameron, don't cry" he said softly.
"Of course you are going Shawn, it's the best for you and your only chance to walk again" I took his hand and kiss it.
"We don't really know if I'm going to recover, it can take so much time and I don't want to be away from you"
"Don't say such things, of course you're going to walk and I'm going to wait all the time it takes" I smiled and kissed his lips.
"What If I can't walk again? Are you going to love a useless human being like me?" He avoided looking into my eyes.
"Shawn I will love you forever, can you please stop doubting about my feelings?" I sat on his bed, I cupped his face with my hands locking our eyes again. "I love you Shawn, ok?"
"Yeah, I'm sorry, I feel so insecure right now. I really want to know that even if nothing works out in my therapy and all the time apart won't change our relationship" he said caressing my face and my hair.

"Of course everything is going to be the same, you are going to be recovered. Take this as a vacations from me because when you came back I'm not going to let you alone for five minutes" I finally won a smile from him.

"Worst vacation ever" he said sighing.
"If you keep on thinking like this then it will be even worst babe. Why are we wasting our time together? You're going away any minute and we're here talking" I leaned in for a long, passionate and meaningful kiss but all sudden the heart rate machine started to beat and I pulled away. "Shawn what's happening? Are you okay?"
"I'm fine babe, that's how my heart works when I have you in my arms" he said like it was so obvious. (I'm crying guys. so cute)

We stayed like this, kissing and feeling each other closeness. Saving every moment for us. I took my time to kiss every bruises, Shawn sighed with my touches. I took his hand and made him feel my heart as well. Then some footsteps made me pull away from him again.

The doctor with some nurses came in, Shawn's parents followed then. I stepped back when they started to work around Shawn.
"We're going to get you ready for the flight okay?" The doctor said gently, Shawn nodded with a sad face again.
"You can go now, he is going to be safe and land in New York as soon as possible" one of the nurses told us, Karen walked towards Shawn and hugged him. His father touched his shoulder saying some warm words.
"I'll see you soon" I said walking closer of him, I tried to smile. The hardest smile I ever played in my life but I needed to show him some strength.
"Wait for me, promise" He held my hand and sighed.
"I'll wait, all the time you need" I leaned in and kissed him on his cheek. Even with Shawn's resistance I pulled away from him.
"See the flowers in your window, don't forget it" those were the last words I heard from him, leaving me confused.

When I walked next to Shawn's parents to the door Shawn locked our eyes one more time, I  smiled at him and they left. I tried my best to hold my tears and not cry in front of his parents.

We walked in silence through the hallway, once we reached the reception Karen thanked me for everything and told me that they are going to travel to New York as soon as they finished packing their bags. 
"Cameron, over here" I heard Nash's voice. I turned around to find him and Aaron together.

Nash walked towards me and held me tight giving me the chance to cry on his chest all the tears that I was holding in. After a long time he leaded me to sit.

"When you feel okay we can go home" Nash said comforting me.
"That's a good idea, you need to rest" Aaron said smiling at me. I nodded but then something crossed my mind.
"I can't, I need to know what happened with Camila and Shawn's baby"
"I think you should wait, I don't know if that's good for you" Nash said concerned.
"I need to go Nash, please" 

"I can stay with him Nash, you can go first and tell your parents what happened" Aaron said and kissed his boyfriend, Nash nodded with his head.

"Okay, call me if anything happens, please" Nash kissed my forehead and hugged Aaron before he left.

We stayed in silence glancing over the people that walked in and out of the room for a while until a Doctor walked into the room. Long black hair and blue eyes, she seemed very young, probably graduated not long time ago. She was reading some papers when she reached us.

"Are you here with the patient Camila Cabello?"
"Yes..." I said scared.
"My name is Lauren Jauregui, I'm her gynecologist. The patient is doing great, a false alarm. She is now able to receive you, but I can't let her go without a family member. Are you able to call one of her parents or tutor?"

"We don't have any contact with them" Aaron told to the doctor.
"Alright. I'm going to ask her later. Wanna come in to see her?"

"Yes. I'm want to see her" I said using my last reserve of strength to do it. I looked to Aaron one more time and I followed her.

Walking through those hallways is definitely not the best thing to do in life. The doctor was walking in silence in front of me reading some papers when she suddenly stopped next to a door and knocked it lightly, when she opened the door there was Camila laying over a bed like Shawn was. Camila noticed my presence immediately.

"Here's someone who wanted to see you. I'm going to finish checking the others patients then I'll be back to talk about who's coming to be responsible of you" Lauren walked next to Camila and caressed her long hair.

"Alright" Camila smiled at the Doctor who left the room right after leaving me and Camila alone in a uncomfortable silence. We just stared at each other for a moment. 

"Camila, I'm really sorry. I completely lost my control. Hurting you or your son wasn't my intention at all" I hesitated at first but I walked closer to her.

"It's okay, I said horrible things to you as well and I'm sorry for that. My baby and I are going to be okay" Camila was very calm for my surprise.

"Thank God. I'd never forgive myself of something wrong happened to Shawn's baby"

"I need to tell  you something about that" she said while she started to play with her fingers. "This is not Shawn's baby"

"What? How?" I said shocked.

"What you just heard, Shawn is not the father of my baby. He used protection when we were together. Austin, from the basketball team is the real father"

"Bu-but why did you lied? Are you aware of what did you just did? Because of your lie I ran out of school like that and Shawn is now fighting to be able to walk again far away from me" I never felt this angry before, I was about to explode.

"I KNOW, I KNOW I'M SORRY. I was desperate. I talked to Austin about the baby and he told me he won't be responsible of it, he said he is so young to be a father and warned me to stop bothering him. Shawn was my only option Cameron, I'm feeling so lost and lonely. I made a huge mistake and I'm really sorry" She was crying and her voice was cracking. I sighed for a moment to think about it, she really seemed desperate, it was a hard moment for her as well.

"Alright, I'm glad that you told me truth and I really hope you can find a way to go through this moment. I really need to go, I can't keep this conversation any more" I said trying to hold back my anger and frustration. I stormed out of the door without waiting her response. I ran to the reception again and I found Nash next to Aaron already. I approached them quickly. "Let's go home"

"What happened?" Aaron asked concerned.

"Let's go home, I'll tell you in the car" I said and they nodded following me.

In the ride back home I told everything to the boys, they were surprised but supportive. We took Aaron to his house. I thanked him for being there for me. When we reached home I had to explain everything to my father and step mom. I cried in front of them and my dad hugged me saying that everything is going to be okay. I was really happy seeing that he accepted Shawn in my life after all and cared about him. I took a shower and locked my room to stay alone for awhile. I needed a moment to cry against my pillow.

It was late at night and my step mom insisted for a long time for me to came downstairs for the dinner but she finally understood that I wasn't in mood.

I was laying on my bed remembering Shawn's kisses and thinking that he would be jumping into my room in hours like this. In the middle of my thoughts I remembered Shawn's words; "See the flowers in your window". I stood up and walked to my window. I looked up to Shawn's room, the lights were off and that made my heart ache. I looked around my balcony and I found a vase with flowers. I noticed a small red box between the flowers. I opened it and there was a beautiful gold ring with some details in white gold in it. The ring fitted perfect on my finger, I stared at my hand for a moment, maybe Shawn was planning this surprise for me and he didn't had the chance of showing it to me. I sighed with my hand on my chest, I walked inside of my room closing my window behind me. I laid over my bed again and the tears started to popping as well.

{3 months later}

3 months has passed without any news of Shawn, what made my days full of sadness. During these three months all I did was went to school and back to my room every single day. The guys tried unsuccessfully cheered me up. My parents are now afraid if I'm going through a sort of depression, they are right. I'm depressed. I'd never thought it can be so hard to be apart of him. I'm heartless, seems that my heart was ripped out of my chest when Shawn left.

My parents went to a business trip for a week, Nash was now asking me if I need something every hour, it's getting irritating already. Aaron said he is coming to sleep over tonight. I dumped him so many times that I felt bad so I accepted it tonight though I have no hopes of having fun, at least he said he has a surprise for me.

AARON'S POV:

It's been three months since the accident, Cameron has been so sad since that day. It's really hard to see my best friend like this. Few nights ago a crazy idea came across my mind. Of course it was something big and I couldn't make it work for my own so I talked to the only one who can help me in this, he was cautious at the beginning but the accepted to help me after all.

Now I'm in Cameron's room eating some snacks, trying to cheer him up but failing on every intent. Nash was in his room, he wanted to be with us but I convinced him that I needed a time alone with my best friend. It's past midnight and Cameron is falling into sleep, it's time for me to start.

"Cameron" I wake him up. "Pick up some clothes, we're going to travel early in the morning"

"What? Travel to where? Are you crazy?" He was so confused. 

"We are going to New York to find Shawn" I simple say and he looks at me scared.

"You're definitely crazy, how are we going to travel all sudden? We don't even know where he is"

"Leave that to me, he must be in his family's hospital right? I already have the address"

"Aaron you are crazy" he says shaking his head.

"Come on Cameron, all you do is being sad since he left. Don't you wanna know how is he?"

"Of course I want to know but this is crazy"

"And you are not capable of doing something crazy for the love of your life?" Seems that my words are convincing him. "So, do you want to go?"

"Alright Aaron, let's go. Oh my God. We are getting into some shit" I bump over to hug him.

"Yes yes yes, it's going to be an adventure"

"Now you have to explain me everything, how are we going to get there?"

"I have everything planned" I wink at him.

CAMERON'S POV:

Aaron is a certified crazy and I'm already one as well following him into this, but I can't deny that I'm dying of missing Shawn and having a small chance to be next to him is making my heart beating fast. I packed some clothes and personal needs in my backpack. It was 4 am and we are already dressed up. Aaron received a message and he said that we should go outside  I wrote a note for Nash explained him where I'm going and how this is important to me on and leave it over the living room table. Aaron opened the door and Taylor walked into my house surprising me.

"So, are we ready?" He asks.

"We are" Aaron says looking at me, I nodded a bit shocked.

"Let's go then" Taylor says picking up our backpacks.

"Where are you going?" A raspy voice make us stop our tracks. I turn around to find Nash walking downstairs with a not so friendly face.

"Morning babe" Aaron says smiling nervously.

What now?