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CAMERON'S POV:

I'm in Shawn's car, He is driving so calm and my curiosity about the place he is going to take me is killing me.

"Where are we going?" I try to sound relaxed.
"You're going to find out when we get there" he smiles no helping me with my situation.

"Can I ask you something?"
"Yes, you already asked me something" he laughs.

"Nope, really. Why did you asked me to go out? Why did you kissed me? Where all that interest came from?" Too many questions.

"I thought it would be only one question" he smiles. "Because you make me feel something that I've never felt before"  He adds.

"How many people heard that speech before?"
"None, only you"
"Yes..... sure." I ironically say.

"Listen, I know I have bad reputation and I know what you think about me. Just let me show you that I can change your mind about me" his voice is so soft and calm.

Shawn is a completely different person next to me, he isn't the guy that I met at my 1st day of school.

We arrived in front of what seemed an abandoned building, on a dark street without people or cars around. Shit. 

"We are here" Shawn opens the door.
"You got to be kidding, I'm not going to get in there"
"Are you really scared?" Shawn jumps out of his car, closing his door and running around the car to open my door.

"Of course I'm scared, you probably bring me here to kill me"
"I'm not going to kill you because I haven't fuck you yet" oh there is the Shawn Mendes I've met before.

"Just trust, you are safe with me"
"Why am I doing this?" I ask and I get out the car. 

We get in the building and we walked upstairs till the last floor; we walk till a black door locked with chains, Shawn took a key out of his pocket and open the door for us. 

I step in there and I notice an apartment with the walls painted, yellowish lamps and a huge couch and some big puffs on the floor.

Tv on the wall and some videogames under it. I turn around to notice a full kitchen and a door that give access to the bathroom.

But what really got my attention is a glass wall that leads to a balcony, some plants and a small couch outside. Wow. 

"Do you Like it?" Shawn asks.
"I do like it, it's cozy"
"It's hidden place, I come here whenever I need to be alone" he says placing the keys on a table. "Only you and a woman knows this place" he adds and I cross my arms at him waiting for an explanation.
"The woman was my mother" he laughs.

Shawn gave me a little tour on his apartment, he told me that he painted the place and his mom helped him to choose the furniture.
Since this building belongs to his father he doesn't have to pay for it.

Everything is going perfectly,  He shares stories from his childhood and asked about my life.

We share stories, jokes and memories, being with Shawn fills my heart with happiness, and I have to recognize that I'm falling for the Shawn Mendes.

The night overpass my expectations, Shawn isn't the bad boy at all. He is cute, kind and lovely in the inside, he just shows that bad boy personality to the people that he doesn't care about. 

"You are different Cameron, you make me feel something that I've never felt with anyone" Shawn says while we're lying on his couch, my head resting on his chest and his arms around me.

"You're probably saying this just to have sex with me" I say.
"I can't make you to believe in my all sudden, but I can try slowly only if you give me a chance"

"Well, Shawn I'm sorry but it's not easy to believe in you after all"
"Yeah, I know I acted as an Idiot but I want to show you that I really like you!"

"It was very confusing from the beginning because I thought you were straight and now you are here asking me for a chance"
"When I said you make me feel something different I was talking about this, you are the 1st guy that make me feel that way"

"Seems that you are just confused, you probably don't really know what you want" Shawn shakes his head in no and planted a warm kiss on my forehead.

"I'm not confused at all, I know what I want. I want you Cameron, I want you to be mine, only mine" (♡) He kisses me once more and get up from the couch.

He walks to his desk and turn on the radio, walks a few steps more and turn off the lights leaving only the yellowish one that makes the place darker. 

"Come dance with me" he says calling me with his hands.

I stood up and walk closer, he pulls me placing his hands on my waist pressing my body onto his and we start to move following the vibe of The Hills by The Weekend.

Shawn's hands travels on my back and waist while we keep on dacing. Then he starts to kiss me on my neck, the only thing that I was able to do is follow him and feeling his mouth around my neck giving me pleasure.

Shawn leaves my neck to kiss my jawline and my ears then he kiss me on my lips with so much passion and lust. He impulses me to jump and I wrapp my legs around his torso, he leads us to his couch again and makes me lay on it without breaking the kiss.

"I can't make you trust in me when I'm saying that I really like you Cameron but I really can show you and give your heart the most incredible adventure" he whispers on my ears.
"It's up to you to decide what you want" 

As soon as he finished I push him on the couch changing our positions,  now I'm straddling him, I start to pull off his shirt revealing his goddamn muscular chest and abs, I start to kiss him from his neck and going down to his abs winning low moans from him.

"I want you Shawn and I want you right now" I unbuttoned his pants and start to rub my hand over his shaft.

Shawn immediately makes me lay on his couch and pull off his pants.

"I'm going to make you mine tonight" ....

Note: DAMN!
I need this Shawn
In my lifeeeee 🔥

Smut or not smut
On the next chapter?