FEAR

R18

"Ahmmm Leusam," I softly whisper, my lips touching the shell of Leusam's ear. Wrapped my arms around his neck and breathed heavily.

"Fuck," I could feel his warm breath against my chest as he looks down and pushed deeper. He touched my waist and caressed it while guiding it at the same time. Guiding it well to meet his thrust.

He reached for my right hand with his and put it into his face. He wanted me to touch his face while thrusting and pounding me deeper. He looked into my eyes with an intense fire of pleasure and possession.

"Leusam, hurry," I begged and hid my face into his neck again, I met every thrust he gave to help him out and reached our climax.

He was rocking the bed with his hard thrust and even if it's a well-built steel contemporary canopy bed, I could still hear its loud rocking noise and the way it hits hard through the wall.

We are both drowning in pleasure, the whole room is air-conditioned but we are in heat and I could clearly see and feel some beads of sweat dripping from our bodies as we both rock the bed.

When my eyes gaze at him, I could see how wet his dark black hair is, because of all the sweat his body produces. Leusam was panting so hard but he never forgot to hold my hand and put it into his face.

I could never imagine nor' count how many times I cum because he worked me non-stop. "Still fucking tight agh," his face crumpled as he keeps complaining. I arched my back as I could feel myself nearing my climax again.

A tight grip on his nape as he pushed deeper inside, "Ahh," I moaned so loud when he started hitting it again, hitting where it felt good the most. He was aiming it so well that I could lose my mind as he continued.

Leusam moves like he knows my body more than I do, he can make me do things that my brain refuses to. He has this powerful control inside of me and I know when he did that, I'd probably lose.

He knows where the spot of my body should touch to make it feel better and pleasurable. His touch was like a hypnotizing machine that one touch could make me go crazy over him.

I grabbed him into a tight hug, my whole arms were embracing him so tight. As I keep panting and desperately gasp for the air that my body needs.

"Almost there" he whispered in a groaning tone and buried his face into my neck. I could feel the intense pleasure below my stomach tightening as he pounded faster and deeper.

"Leusam, I'm c-cumming, ah," I nipped his nears and whimpered all out.

His thrust became more aggressive and powerful, more intense and urgent. My knees were shaking and weakening but I managed to move my hips against his thrust. We are both losing our minds in fired ecstasy. He intertwined with my right hand and gently caressed it making me feel his soft presence against his fire-up monster presence in bed.

"Leusam" I cried out when I felt the warm orgasm through me. My weak body swam into a deep pervading pleasure. Leusam tightness above me as he filled my womb with his cum. He fell off above my body and we stayed like that for a few minutes as we tried gasping for air.

"You're so warm," heard him whisper and hugged me for a cuddle. Even though he was still inside of me, I weakly open my eyes and gaze at the window where I could see a glimpse of light from the outside.

I sigh and he closes my eyes again, he moves out and lays down beside me. We still stayed like that for a few minutes to still crash each other's breaths.

"Can you not work for those men and just stay with me instead?" He murmured as he kissed my cheek. Puno ng emosyon ang halik na kanyang iginagawad sa aking pisngi, tila pinaparamdam nito kung gaano ako ka halaga sa kanya.

His kiss moved from my cheeks up to my eyes, moved to the tip of my nose, and slid into my lips, he licked my tongue. I felt totally exhausted because of what he did the whole night and I could not stop myself from falling asleep and didn't answer what he said.

I close my eyes and really take some rest.

I woke up in his arms with his eyes laid on me, he was stroking some strands of my hair while I was sleeping, and as I woke up, and open my eyes, his warm and bright smile flashed into my eyes.

"Good morning," his voice is like a morning call, that I could listen to anytime I woke up, But I knew this is not right, so I stood up, wrapped the blanket around my body and avoided his gaze.

"My job is done," I utter and urgently grab some spare parts of my dress and my underwear. My dress is well ripped off, I know I can't wear this outside. I grab his shirt instead and start dressing up myself.

"Can't you feel that I'm fucking sencere of having you around Louen?" he said, naparang pagod na pagod na siyang ipaintindi sa akin iyon, I stop and stare at him. "Why do you always have the urge to run away from me?" he uttered.

"I don't want you to work there anymore because I can fucking sustain what you need, I can have you here, and I will give you all the money you need just stay here and don't go there anymore," he seriously said.

I could not agree with it because I know that if I fall into this trap I can never run away from him anymore. "I can't stay with you," I whisper.

"Why?" he asked and looked straight into my eyes.

Hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko sa kanyang tanong kaya hindi ko magawang magsalita, I just avoided his gaze and that makes him burst out.

"I fucking want you all by myself Louen, now tell me why do keep on hurting and stepping on me with the idea of you running away from me, am I that really bad to stay with? You know on the first night that I'm into you, we both know with those several nights that it wasn't just lust." hi haze and stood up wearing his boxer shorts and walked towards in front of me.

Hindi ko magawang sumagot, dahil sobrang bilis ng tibok ng puso ko at tila parang kaitagal nitong hinintay na marinig ang mga iyon mula sa kanya, I know what he said and that's the point of avoiding him, because I know that I already fall for him and being with him would just make me lose this battle.

I could never ruin his life with mine, if I stayed with him I'll just make his life miserable.

"If I can't have you with my words Louen, I'll just have you in the other way I know," he whispered and showed me a paper of the paid building of the club. Siya ang bumili ng club?

"Hindi mo pwedeng gawin ito," I said, he smirked and sniffed in my hair, "I can, and I will so stay with me and I'll have this forgotten," he whispered and touched my face with a powerful smile on his face.

Hindi ko pwedeng ilagay sa panganib ang club, nakita ko kung gaano ka importante ito kay Erille. But I also don't want to get stock with this man, I just can't.

I take a deep sigh before I look him in the eyes and say, "Fine, I won't dance there anymore just promise me not to do anything to the club," I straightforwardly said. He smirked before he kissed me on my lips.

"Good girl," he whispers before he walks away and throws the papers on the trash bean near his bed and say, "Let's have some breakfast outside," suddenly his mood changes into a sweet and warm one.

Parang ibang Leusam na naman ang kaharap ko ngayon. Humiga ako ng malalim at sumunod sa kanya palabas ng pinto, he reached for my hand kiss it before we walk out of his room while our hands were intertwined.

My brows frowned when I saw breakfast served on the table already, how did this happen? "I did this for you" he answered my mind question and smiled at me.

But then as I sit in front of him and look at his face, Tabi's face flashes into my mind. "Let's ea---," hindi ko siya pinatapos magsalita at agad tumayo.

"I need to go," I said in a desperate tone, I feel something bad when I remember my daughter. Baka ano na ang nangyari sa kanya sa hospital, at baka walang nagbabantay sa kanya doon.

"Where are you going?" he confusedly asked, "Somewhere, I'll be back later I promise," I said, my answer just confused him even more, and that's why I instantly thought of an excuse. "I need to go home and help my friend, and I'll promise to be back here before 6 pm," I said.

He still looked confused but he nodded. "Ok, if that's important let me drive you ther---,"

"No, kaya ko naman eh," I said and started walking through the main door, I wore my heels and grabbed my bag on the couch. "No, let me driv---," hindi niya natapos ang sasabihin niya ng biglang tumunog ang phone niya.

Thank God it was an urgent call, that's why he sighs and answers it, "I'll be back, promise," I said and quickly open the door, kiss him on his lips and make my way out of that building.

Mabilis akong pumara ng taxi at sumakay, "Manong sa hospital ho," I said and look into my phone, Dialed Six number but he was not answering, then I call Rie hoping that she was already there.

After a few rings she answered my call, "Louen bakit?" tanong niya mula sa kabilang linya, "Where are you?" I ask. "Hihihi," I heard Tabi's giggled kaya alam ko na ang isasagot ni Erille. "Nasa hospital kasama ko si Tabitha," she said in a bright tone, and I could hear Tabi giggled continually.

"Ok parating na ako dyan," nakahinga ako ng maluwag dahil doon, I rest my head and close my eyes, some of my part of my body were aching. Leusam really knew how young the night was, last night, he really seized it.

"How can I run away now?" I whisper and just rest until I arrive at the hospital.

Leusam's Point of View

"Alright settle it all today, I'll be late for today, thank you Sab," I ended the call with my gaze still at the door where she left.

Why is there a sudden urgency?

I licked my lips, slid my phone out of my pocket, and grabbed my car keys. I drove my car out of the building and followed the taxi that she rode with.

Where are you going, Louen?"

Louen's Point of View

Bumababa ako ng taxi at agad pumasok sa loob ng hospital, dire-diretso akong naglakad papunta sa room ni Tabitha.

While I was near the room, I stopped when I saw it open and when I started walking, I gasped in fear when I didn't see anybody inside the room. "Where are they?" I ask.

Tuluyan akong pumasok sa loob at tiningnana ang banyo pero wala si Tabitha doon. I was about to step out of the room, nang makasalubong kami ni Erille. "Ay palaka!" Erille said, when I looked, I saw two paper bags of food from the fast food outside the hospital.

"El nandito ka na pala, kumuha lang ako ng inorder ko sa labas, para sa almusal natin nila Tabi," she said, but I just remain staring at her before I whisper a question.

"Where is Tabitha?" I ask, her eyes immediately widened, and look at the bed, "Iniwan ko lang siya saglit dito!" she said, and that's the call, "Tabitha!" I shouted, Erille let go of the food and we both ran around the hospital.

"Tabitha!!"

Lesum's Point of View

"Why the hell would you go to the hospital Louen? Are you sick," I whisper and feel worried about her. When I watched her step out of that taxi and head inside the hospital I knew something wasn't right.

I took a deep breath before I parked my car, stepped out of it, and entered the hospital lobby.

"Where did she go?" I utter and look around the hospital lobby.

I was about to take my first step to the right hallway when.

"Ouchie!"

Louen's Point of View

"Tabi?!?!" I was running around, panting and sweat all over my forehead, wondering if my Tabi's ok.

I'm filled with fear and my heart is beating too fast, I could almost hear it beating. I don't know where to look anymore. I'm too desperate to see Tabi right now.

"Tabitha!!!" I ran to the lobby of the hospital and saw her looking at the kid with a barbie balloon. "Tab---," I stop when I watch her run and dump into someone's tights.

My heart stops beating when I recognize who my daughter bumps into.

It was like my whole world stopped, my whole body froze and the greatest fear burst out. Watching him face my daughter, hold her arms and kneel in front of her.

"Tabitha," I whispered, Tabi was panting and when she looked at me, she shouted. "Mommy!"