poem 7

as the days turn to months
my longing for you only grows
leo said just a couple more weeks
and i could not be more excited

but also anxious and scared
and nervous.

i remember the last time this happened
when i was filled with excitement
waiting for heroes to return from a quest

a quest that ended in betrayal,
of course
it was then when i learned my fatal flaw
that i'm way too trusting

i trust leo, of course.
he's sweet, funny, charismatic
you'd like him a lot

but i can't tell anything about jason
i don't know how he feels

what if when we find you
 he turns us in?
i can't think like that,
but i can't help it

my biggest fear of all
is going to the roman camp
and you're not there

please be there.