"ik ik" al said "ik how".

"How" Draco said.

"When we were Younger like 11 or 12 and scorp found out that he was part veela we read every single book in the library on it and ik how scorp was able to carry Bryce and deliver him, that and just because I was dead didn't mean I didn't watch over everyone" he said smirking.

"Oh ok" James said "let scorp explain though".

"Ok" scorp said "so with me being part veela it made my body rearrange in my insides like separated muscles to put a womb sort thing there....then when Bryce was ready to come out I accidentally turned into a actual veela and flew to a very private area I kept myself wrapped up no one or thing could go near me with me wanting to kill it but my body made a birth canal for Bryce to come out I stayed in my veela form till my body healed itself let's just say it felt like I was being ripped into two with a chainsaw and the cruciontius curse".

Everyone winced...before they knew it the time was 7:45 pm.

They were talking when something fell out james pocket to quickly be picked up by Al "why does this say rehab center".

James quickly snatched it out his hands "no reason".

"James why......" Al was confused.

"Al don't freak out I went to jail for 3 months" James muttered.

"what did you say" al said.

James looked up ashamed "don't freak out I went to jail for 3 months 3 months after you died".

"Why though".

"I was caught with alcohol under age, cocaine, and meth by muggle police and had to stay there" James looked down.

"you did drugs" Al whispered James could only nod "WHAT.....did you do this cause you saw me kill myself" James nodded "GREAT you went to jail cause I killed myself in front of you... That's not acceptable.....YOU WENT TO JAIL......WHY DID YOU DO IT THATS COMPLETELY DANGEROUS YOU COULD'VE KILLED YOURSELF IS THAT WHAT YOU WERE LOOKING FOR JAMIE" Everyone could tell he wasn't mad at James he was mad at himself.

"Al it was a mistake.......and yes I did want to die at the time, but lucky for me I was caught and it was horrible being in jail and when I got out I promised I'll go to a rehab get the help I need.....its working I've been going twice a week for a year 4 months now, I haven't done drugs drank alcohol since....I'm guilty I'm ashamed and im facing the consequences of my mistakes" James said sadly.

Al hugs his brother close "if something happens to me ever again never do anything that stupid again".

"Believe me I won't" James said "this mistake made me never allowed to see my daughter ever again".

"Your daughter" scorp and al exclaimed.

"Yes" James sighed softly "my daughter she's 1 years old and I never met her all ik is that if I ever go near her or her mom I'll get chucked back in jail for a long time" a tear fell.

"Why" al said.

"Cause I did horrible things I let my anger and grief get the best of me and i regret it everyday" James wiped his eyes "I ruined my life but it's not to late to fix it".

Al hugged his brother "it's my fault I should've got help amd none of this would've happened. I would've got to help scorp with the baby see my baby be born, you wouldn't of got depressed and did stuff and go to jail, you would've been able to see your daughter and not get in trouble...".

"Al slow down it's not your fault" Harry said fast "one scorp did ok with Bryce and two James actions were because he decided to do them not you but you are back now James is drug and alcohol free scorp and Bryce are back we are all ok now".

Al nodded "ok but.....".

"No buts Al. Your dad is right were all ok now" Rose said.

Al nodded and hugged his brother again, looks at his parents "that must of been horrible with me and james".

"It was we felt like we failed you boys" Ginny said "our son killed himself our other self almost died my doing hard drugs and alcohol and got thrown in jail...." She choked on a sob Harry wrapped a arm around her waist at lost also.

"Y'all didn't fail us" Lily said "the last two years have been a tough time but y'all didn't fail us, once James got out he went to rehab and a therapist, Al's back, I've been sad lately but I'm happy now, scorp is back and he brought little Bryce with him".

Harry hugged his daughter "you always know how to bring the good out of a bad situation".

Scorp looks at his dad "dad how did you feel when I left".

"I felt like god hated me, I was born in a horrible family abused by my father both physically and mentally. Forced to hate half bloods and muggle borns when I really didn't. Forced to become a death eater at 16. Then the war ended I got away without much trouble a year of house arrest. After house arrest I got married to your mom we had you just when I thought life couldn't get better your mom fell I'll then passed away you and Al almost got killed by a psychopath Al killed himself my son ran away I had no idea if he was dead or alive James went to jail Lily wouldn't talk to anyone. Harry was in and out of st mungos cause his brain kept sending him mental images of his past and present that was bad".

Scorp and Al hugged him.....Al said "dad what happened to make you go to st mungo's".

"I was slowly going crazy in my sleep and I'm awake I'll see my parents death my aunt uncle and cousins abuse, I'll see Sirius getting attacked by dementors, I'll see wormtail killing Cedric, Voldemort returning, umbitch year of torture, Bellatrix killing Sirius, Snape killing Dumbledore in the astronomy tower, Dumbledores body sprawled out on the ground, Hedwig dieing, being told Alastair moody is dead, the attack at Bell and Fleur's wedding, Bellatrix killing Dobby, the final battle, watching lavender Brown die, seeing Snape die, Collin creevy dead, seeing Remus and tonks dead bodies, watching Fred get blast between a wall and dieing instantly, watched Bellatrix almost kill Ginny, I remembered the day Lily was born and both her and Ginny almost died, I watched James get in the back of a police car, I witnessed the Court session and judge give him 3 months of jail, and worst of all I went to Hogwarts and saw my son dead at the bottom of the astronomy tower with a knife in him and Teddy trying to get James to calm down".

"Wait those people died in the war" younger Harry said pale.

Harry sighed "yes they did".

End of chapter 6