I don't know how long I stayed like that. But I was not sleeping. That I knew for sure. But I was not even awake fully. I was in a kind of trance. And I was feeling blissful. It was the first time ever, that I felt peace inside and outside. No disturbing thoughts. In fact, no thoughts at all. I was so calm; I was unaware if I was actually awake or asleep. But in sleep, I would not feel myself right? So I guess I was not asleep. After what felt like ages, {I guess I lost track of time.} I suddenly felt his grip tighten. And immediately, I had a strange vision.

I felt weightless. I looked around me. There was nothing but endless darkness around me. {Where was I?} "We are in the space". The voice was coming from inside me. But it was not mine. It was his voice. I looked at myself. But I could not find myself. Instead; I found a small luminescent body. {Was it some kind of dream? What happened to my body? What is happening?} This is you. The real you. Your body is still on the earth. You left it there and came to the space. It felt like I was explaining everything to myself. This is completely confusing - Both the question and answer were within me. I was the question. I was the answer. I was the Person questioning. I was the one answering it. Everything was me. But still nothing was me.
This was an experience; beyond understanding. But it is the truth. I was purely me. I was not Dhara. I was not the daughter to my parents. I was not the wife of Krishna. I was not a medical student. I was not a friend. I was not a human. I WAS JUST ME. PURE ME.

Beside me, emerged two globes of light. It looked like 2 huge Suns. They glowed brightly. I knew what they were. They were Krishna and Radha. The three of us were in space. But we were not we. We were different. But yet we were not different. I could feel a strong gravitating force. The force was pulling us together. We were moving closer to each other. We were merging with each other. We were no more separate. We were not we anymore. I was a part of them. They made me whole.

This single unit of energy, made of us, grew brighter and stronger. In a fair distance, I could spot something approaching us. It was moving with the velocity, which no human has ever seen with naked eye. It was an asteroid. It was as huge as the moon. Behind us was the earth, and the moon. I noticed that we were positioned between the asteroid and the earth. If it has to collide with the earth; it had to first collide with us. As it approached, I could feel the energy inside us intensify, making us vibrate. The closer it got to us, the faster we vibrated. Gradually, I could feel it's destructing force battling with our protective force. We were giving out all our energy. It was powerful.
But with the passage of every moment, energy inside us was doubling. Positivity filled us. We were growing in size.

{Yes! We are about to collide ... any moment now} 3 ... 2 ... 1 ... but suddenly something strange happened. We were mere inches away when it gave one single jerk and brushed past us. everything went blank.

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So ... how was it? A really tiny chapter. I know. But too much to experience in it. I don't want to speak much about it. {Since I myself don't know what it is ;-)} It must have been a really wonderful experience. Ask Dhara or Radha or Krishna. They are looking so happy.

And you stay happy always ... forever. Ok?