To the fairest in the land
Dear Starry,
My dearest little prince. This letter is for you. I am writing this letter to you in case we have not seen each other since this winter night. But these words change from my heart to yours.
I'm sorry if you never wake up from the cold of the winter night. I feel your heart aching to touch mine, and I'm sorry I can't be there by your side to hold you close. As I remember the small moments we shared, I'm sorry for disappearing so suddenly. I want to tell you, and hopefully, you'll forgive me for all the pain I've caused you.
There are some truths I've been keeping inside, and I can't hold them back any longer.
First, I want to tell you how much I miss talking to you and watching you shine whenever you speak to me or your nervousness whenever you hold me. You have a kind heart and a genuine love for the world and everyone you care about. I miss your laughter, insights, and the comfort of having someone just like you by my side.
These past few weeks have been difficult. I've had time to reflect on my choices. My parents tell me to choose who my heart truly yearns for. I now realize that I was searching for something that was right in front of me all along. With Kai, I thought I found security, but it turned out to be an empty lie built on his jealousy and need to shelter my life. Then I met you, my one prince.
I regret that I didn't see it sooner and that I let someone else come between us. Kai pushed you away from me to have me all to himself, but that's not love. I want you to know that, despite everything, you have always been in my thoughts. My heart reaches back to you, and every memory we've shared is a treasure I hold dear. Your kindness and uncertainty over everything is beautiful and we're figuring out these things together.
There's something else I need to confess. My feelings for you have always been deeper than I let on. I didn't realize it until it was almost too late. I was locking off my feelings to someone who treats me like a goddess rather than the one who makes me one. You've always been more than a friend to me, Starry. I can't help but wonder what could have been if you had been braver and honest with me and yourself. Soon we'll truly rediscover each other and keep growing. Every step I take I'll take with you. Each moment you're happy I'll be happy with you.
You deserve to know how much you mean to me and how much I regret the choices that have led us here. In time, we can rebuild what was lost and find something stronger and more beautiful. When I return to the city, we'll learn about our past together and create new memories.
Take care, Starry. Keep being great.
With all my heart,
Selene
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