Dedication: gaysicle

Thirteen Reasons Why fucked me up. It really makes you think just how much your words/actions can affect someone else's lives drastically.

Will be updated randomly.

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Chapter 4

"I can't believe you said that!" Eyes wide open, Zaina leant forward to look Louise in the eyes. "Like seriously? How did you not make a fool of yourself?" She interrogated.

The two girls were chilling in Louise's bedroom, waiting for Liann to finish up with basketball practice.

Louise merely shrugged her shoulders as she looked at the raven haired woman then back in her underwear drawer. "Not sure. But I don't want to jinx myself." She replied before making a loud cry out of victory, holding up her favorite bra.

"Thought I lost you." She cooed to the undergarment.

Zaina watched on. "You know what you should say next time? 'Hey, your thighs look great, but I think they'd look better with me between them'?" She mused, smiling when she saw Louise stop.

"Damn that's a good line." She mumbled, impressed and disappointed she didn't think of that herself.

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Nila almost burst into hysterics as soon as Hari told her what had happened.

"Get innnnnnnnnn." She teased, giving her best friend a light playful shove to her shoulder.

Hari blushed (and for a quick moment wondered if her face would forever remain the same tomato colour) and rubbed her shoulder, walking into the supermarket to get groceries for her mother.

"So... What are you gonna do?" Nila asked as she tossed a bag of potatoes into the trolley before giving a glance to her best friend.

The tall girl shrugged. "Dunno."

"You should push her against the wall, give her that dimpled grin and go down on her."

Hari shook her head, blushing bright pink as a lady nearby gave Nila a disgusted look before walking off.

"You have no shame." Hari muttered as she packed things into their cart, ignoring the blonde when she snickered. "Of course I don't. Nothing would be fun of I did."

"You're also ridiculous." The curly haired girl sighed.

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It was the beginning of a new school week, Nila walking alongside Hari as they made their way to school.

"Have you two talked since the picnic?" Nila asked as she pulled her hair back into messy ponytail.

"No, not really. I mean, besides our group chat and sometimes in class." Hari spoke softly, holding the straps of her bag as her eyes were trained on the footpath pavement, counting how many leaves she stepped on.

"Well, you should text her then." Nila suggested, smiling with her clear braces on show as she bumped her shoulder against her dazed best friend's.

Hari gave a quick glance at Nila and huffed quietly as she had lost count. "I don't even have her number." She muttered making the Irish one groan in exasperation.

"You seriously are not helping your situation." She shook her.

"Ask her for her number." She urged.

"But what if she says no?" She asked full of doubt.

Nila groaned in annoyance, head thrown back to the sky. "Then ask her for it." She almost shouted. "Its not hard. Just walk on over, say 'Lou, can I have your number?' And she'll say 'Of course you can cutie. Been waiting a long time."

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"Of course you can cutie. Took long enough." Louise smiled at Hari, taking her by the arm and wrote her number down, making sure to add a heart and smiley face. As soon as she was done, she gave a smile and gave a call me sign before walking off to her new class.

Hari grinned widely, her eyes trailing down the departing girl's body, settling on watching her ass until she was out of sight. It was just so nice. And big. Really fucking big. So big, each hand of hers would be able to grip each cheek.

Hari bit down on her lip. "What I wouldn't give." She whispered to herself before walking to her class.

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"I told you!" Nila cackled as she spotted the number on Hari"s arm and flopped down onto the couch.

"Um no.. You said 'been waiting a long time', and she said 'took you long enough.'" She shrugged.

"Totally differen- ouch! What was that for?" Pouting, Hari rubbed her arm.

"Just text her already, Hazard."

"Fine."

To: Louise
Hi, this is Hari. Hari Styles. :)
Sent at 7:47pm

Hari gasped as soon as she received a text back.

From: Louise
Well hello there stranger ;)
Received at 7:48pm

From: Louise
Was hoping you'd contact me soon ;)
Received at 7:48pm

From: Louise
How are you?
Received at 7:49pm

To: Louise
I'm great!!!:D how are u?
Sent at 7:50pm

From: Louise
I'm good. Just babysitting my siblings. *sigh* ://
Received at 7:52pm

To: Louise
Oh wow haha. How r they?
Sent at 7:54pm

To: Louise
It must be nice to have a lot of siblings. I only have my older brother :P
Sent at 7:55pm

From: Louise
Its okay.. But there no such thing as privacy when you have 5 younger brothers and 1 younger sister!!!
Received at 7:58pm

Hari frowned in sympathy for before her cheeks turned pink.

'God get your mind out of the gutter, Hari.' She mentally scolded herself.

To: Louise
That must suck! Every girl needs privacy!;)
Sent at 8:00pm

To: Louise
:) **
Sent at 8:00pm

To: Louise
Srry! Tht was an accident! :0
Sent at 8:01pm

From: Louise
Oh darn. Was hoping that was a wink face. ;)
Received at 8:04pm

From: Louise
Anyways... I better go. Mum needs my help getting the kids to bed
Received at 8:07pm

From: Louise
I'll talk to you soon Haz :)
Received at 8:08pm

To: Louise
Okay c u later sweet cheeks ;)
Sent at 8:08pm

To: Louise
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Sent at 8:08pm

To: Louise
Sja ask idrux
Sent at 8:09pm

To: Louise
Omg sorry! Ni stole my phone! :0
Sent at 8:10pm

To: Louise
But... even if I did say that.. I wouldn't be talking about your face. Your ass is 🍑👅

To: Louise
But... even if I did say that.. I wouldn't be talking about your |

To: Louise
But... even if I did say that.. I wou|

To: Louise
But... even if I did sa|

To: Louise
But..|

To: Louise
Okay, I'll talk to you later :)
Sent at 8:19pm