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Let's start with the house where I was born .. Like till now I must have changed  4 flats & 2 Bungalows. *Rented of course*... The flat where my mom was expecting me .... The building had 4 floors with each flat... And what a coincidence all the ladies were pregnant at the same time. But I was the last one to be born. The other two ladies had a son ...and I was the last one *premature baby* to be born. I never met them in my conscious ... But I would really love to meet them *two boys*...

We shifted to other states ... And many other states like that ..... So I can literally, proudly say that I am the "CHILD OF THIS COUNTRY"... I have well never stayed at my Grand mother's place (country home). I only went for visits during the vacation.  

So now that I am settled, I have been at this place for more than 12 years now. Ok, so sometimes I feel that maybe I am the lucky one cause I got the exposure to meet so many different culture people, different behavior, religion, culture, attitudes, And most importantly schools. I have always got the weirdest combinations of friends. After the age of 16, I got to know that you need to make groups, or else you are of nowhere. So I always had a group of four members, like not intentionally but it was always four, and two extra people who come under none of the groups in the class (kind of group less, rejected people). I have always studied in one of the best schools and colleges in the surrounding. My life has never been that easy, like its always messed up with one or the other non-literal things.
I have been bought up the most strict parents (I guess).
There are two types of strict parents by the way. The one who is very rich and don't want their kids to do cheap actions. And the second one are the parents, who can't afford the cheap wants of their kids. I fall under the second category 😀.
So I got a habit of doing cheap gambling for huge luck. Which means rolling off dice and sticking on a particular number. Or rolling out eraser or pencil and betting on coins for heads or tales. And so on. But I have never levied on others money you see. But this didn't stay long. My behavior had to get changed. 

My family was facing a huge loss. So, first of all, I was eliminated from school.  Then comes the worst part. My relative had lost their jobs and my poor dad had to look after them too. As they had a young daughter (4 years younger than me). And she was a lot pampered for this reason. Even if we couldn't afford her big wishes, but we always tried to fulfill them. I was just 7 years back then (I too had my small dreams, but no one paid shitty attention to it). She was a bit too stubborn kind of kid. Like the one who crawls and screams in grocery malls to get the toys of their choice. We didn't have money to feed so many hungry mouths. And she was all into luxury items. I never had any toys. I was just made to think practical and be mature, my childhood was kinda lost under all these. (So you know I just can't bear to see a girl having a careless life) **No offense, its the situation that made me think so** She was never made to realize that we couldn't afford something or, the struggles we were facing. My uncle, after the loss of his job, didn't even think of searching for another one. As he thought my dad will take care of all. At the beginning of the career, he wasn't at a good post, so the salary was less too, comparative to the number of people we had to serve. My uncle and aunt were living a not so lavishly but a life of free intakes. Their daughter was our responsibility."GREAT"

So it's very easy to understand that I didn't have a lot of money to flaunt, sometimes I had to skip buying lunch at school and starve myself. And this practice had become so legitimate now, that I have become a skinny bitch. And usually not so good at sight. So now I lost all my friends, first- I can't compete with their richness, second- they had a better lifestyle,  and scored more than me also topped the class sometimes. And I was suffering malnutrition, cause of the childhood tragedy I was facing.